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I've struggled with ketamine addiction as well mate, I've been through that exact thought process you described and I fully agree with everyone here that you need to bite the bullet and get sober as soon as you can before things get irreversibly worse. I've made a video on my k addiction journey that might help put your mind at ease that you're not in it alone and hopefully it can provide some helpful advice for understanding your condition a bit more: https://youtu.be/Oe7cNITaPp4?si=K55oGCvgeyb_yGIU

https://youtu.be/Uvp7x_HQgqQ?si=DlyA0k5qbe_LfEvX

I'm a semi-regular browser of this forum and while I do agree that many people on here are especially unhinged (in a variety of ways) and lack the consciousness required to take this work seriously, there is also many shining examples of those who have had life-changing, transcendent experiences by putting in the necessary effort to shed their biases and see reality far clearer than the majority of people on Earth. Personally speaking, consuming Leo's videos and doing my best to make the work fit around my own journey, rather than graviating it around his teachings, has benefited my life both materially & spiritually in ways I can't even begin to describe. My life purpose and understanding of God/myself has drastically altered in the several years since Leo's work catalyzed my path towards awakening and I can understand his frustration when people on here are constantly asking the most asinine questions, endlessly chasing their own tail to no avail, when all they really need to do is to cut the bs and start making steps within their own life towards awakening, rather than expecting themselves to have a Jimmy Neutron style "brain blast" where they understand reality via logic when the answer's clearly lie beyond the mental gymnastics spun by the human mind. But of course, many of those who are going round on circles in here are clearly stuck within self-deception and are denying that they are preventing themselves from doing the work by engaging in petty arguments in here day in, day out, with the sweet irony being that all they're actuaslly doing is just arguing with their own mind and delaying the inevitable work they need to put in in order to awaken hahaha. So yeah, cheers Leo for providing the groundwork in helping me and many others on here to gain a clearer vision of how to awaken, I definitely would have struggled with this without your ability to articulate these profound insights. I am now at a place where I can grasp with my own consciousness what you've been trying to convey via language for many years.

One is all, All is one ?

@Francis777 Nice one!

@LSD-Rumi I am mate, glad you enjoy the videos.

For anyone interested, the author of the report made some further statements regarding this experience on reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/Salvia/comments/160fhv8/one_of_my_trip_reports_made_it_into_a_vivec_video/

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@Leo Gura Reading that gave me goosebumps as it reminded me of the exact same experience I had last year on an unknown quality of liberty caps mushrooms. I was at a festival and at the peak of the trip I perceived everyone dancing at ridiculous speeds whilst the DJ was fiddling with the dials insanely quickly and to top it off the music playing was very fast high BPM gabber style electronic hardcore music. So surreal, it was one of my most profound trips and really cemented the fact that I am hallucinating all of reality.

@Loveeee I am indeed

Here's what Leo was on about https://www.actualized.org/insights/yes-ufos-are-a-thing

Light Yagami Jimmy Savile

Hidetaka Miyazaki

Posts like these are why this forum is such a sausage party lately, embarrassing

@Leo Gura Glad to see the love for Dark Souls 2, I think it's also much better than the original and the fan backlash was utterly asinine at the time of its release. Fully agree that the interconnectivity of the world has never been the best aspect of the series, hence why Dark Souls 3 feels the tightest & most polished of them all. The more focused approach to that game allowed for interesting and varied content to be found in every corner of the game, I never got bored through any of my playthroughs + it had the most fully fleshed out combat which was a blast to experiment with, not to mention all of the wonderfully designed boss battles. Just a phenomenal game through and through, I enjoyed elden ring a lot but I definitely prefer the hand crafted, dense approach to the level design found in the other games but unfortunately I think from software won't go back to that after the massive success of ER.

Hbd king

The End of Evangelion

@AdeptusPsychonautica the copium is strong in this one

My favourite movie, it's endlessly entertaining for me and each time I watch it I interpret it in a more nuanced manner. It's a damn shame it didn't resonate with you guys like it has with me and so many others.

@Leo Gura Fully agreed lol Kanye is the most overrated artist of all-time imo. I do enjoy a small handful of his tracks though.

I'm 5 foot 6 and my girlfriend is pretty much a 10/10. In no way am I trying to blow my own horn here, I couldn't care less about bigging myself up, but I think I'm living proof that girls couldn't give a fuck about height because I really am as small as they come. As long as you've got stellar game they will fall head over heels for you, I've never had an issue with attracting girls, my height doesn't even cross my mind. Stop focusing on your looks/height and start honing the positive aspects of your personality in order to attract high quality females, it can be done.

Secure

Also that track by Jon Hopkins is mesmerisingly beautiful by the way, in a way I can sort of feel his presence whilst listening to it, soaking it in has deeply moved me and I feel like I have connected profoundly with Waves' soul after experiencing that. Much love & God bless.

His trip report was one of the most beautifully articulated posts I've ever had the pleasure of reading, I think about it all the time, what a wonderful person he must have been. Heartbroken for you @Sine, sending lots of love. I'm honoured to have shared his profound insights with people, he messaged me and said he was so over the moon to see that his words had deeply affected people. I imagine he was a magnificent & insightful individual.

@Terell Kirby Dan Bilzerian was proven to be a con-man who lied about making his money through gambling when it actually came from his extremely wealthy father, he's a truly terrible stage orange role model.