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It's defo not in England I can tell ye now

Yeah man. Fucking not that hard to wrap your head around the notion that advanced minds can literally warp to wherever they want in reality. Makes so much sense when you realize the limitlessness of Mind at large. Humans project their bullshit limitations onto the aliens and create a self-deceptive narrative that prevents them from being able to realize their existence. Of course they can fucking beam themselves here, we are like a retarded fish compared to them.

Relate to this a lot 🙏

I've been complimenting my sobriety with cannabis (one mild dose of sativa during the day and of indica at night) and I've found it has been very beneficial for my consciousness. I used to abuse weed so now I know not to and have learnt how to healthily interface with THC. I use a vape, lasts me ages cause I use it so sparingly. It has made me much more creative, in some sense it feels like a nootropic.

Thanks for all the great replies. Love this community!

@Leo Gura One insight that struck me the deepest was the full realization of myself as God being an infinite shapeshifter. This always made sense to me as a child and it was especially profound having that come full circle both experientially and mentally.

@LoneWonderer Much love man yeah gonna take a while to really integrate my experience and make sure I convey it as best I can

I did it. Speechless. There are no words. Cliche, but ultimately true for the feeling of what awakening is like. The epitome of ineffable. This was the ultimate shift from destructive nihilism towards positive nihilism that I needed in my life right now as well. My ketamine addiction completely clouded my mind for many years and my mind would spin delusions as Truth and couldn't let go of the "ketamine consciousness" if you will. My DMT trip just now recontexctualized my whole life and tapped into the mind of God in a way I have never experienced before. I know it goes unfathomably deeper than I can ever fathom, but this was the first of many awakenings in the future and it was finally refreshing to have helped me now make sense of all of my past trips albeit without the chaos. I had fallen back into my ego for many years since I took a break from my healthy psychedelic practice around 2022. This was after my 90mg 4-aco-dmt experience (do not recommend a dose this high at all tbh I actually overdosed it accidentally) my whole life changed for better and worse and I was in a perpetual state of endlessly fluctuating states of euphoria and dysphoria in my mind. Eventually after enduring this chaotic mindset every day and other events in life unfolding for me, I got addicted to ketamine and it ruled my life for years up until October 2025 when I went to Japan for 3 months and embarked on various wellness retreats and to spark magic back into my life. This ultimately ended up helping me recover from ket addiction and has not only been amazing for myself it's now allowed me to have a second life purpose for helping addicts alongside guiding others towards awakening. This trip unlocked a part of me that had been slowly bursting out of me my whole life. I'd like to thank DMT firstly but and even bigger thanks to @Leo Gura for sowing the seeds towards my awakening. I love You. 👁

@Leo Gura I'd be straight on this opportunity if I lived in the US. Will definitely keep my eyes peeled for a future European retreat. Hope all goes well, brilliant idea! I think there will be a super positive outcome.

@Leo Gura Yeah fully agreed, there isn't any need for a sequel when the first is so tightly woven. I imagine it will be good but there is no room for surpassing the original. I haven't seen it in a while, definitely due a rewatch. I quite like Gattaca as well, which is a sci-fi film by the same director. He's underrated.

Thoughts on this? @Leo Gura I must say, this is a brilliant film that I found through you. I remember seeing the iconic intro on YouTube back in the day, but had never seen the full thing until becoming inspired to watch it because of the episode (I forget which one) of yours where you mentioned it being your favourite movie in relation to the topic (I imagine it was the stage Red or orange spiral dynamics video considering the subject matter). Personally I think there's a lot of potential for it to be a great film. There's tons of modern day socio-political framework to build off of for a sequel that tackles and expands upon the themes of the original. https://deadline.com/2026/04/nicolas-cage-bill-skarsgard-lords-of-war-vertical-1236786412/

I dated a semi-awakened OF girl for a while 😬

@Leo Gura I've watched a few episodes and it didn't really grab me. There's none of the Gilligan-style humour and vibes that made Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul so engaging. It's a shame, the concept is pretty interesting, but there's not enough "character" to the show to keep me watching.

Visually similar as well. Reading anything Morrowind related depresses me cause I know we're never going to get a game world so deeply realized like this in our lifetime's. There is room for another genius like Kirkbride to infiltrate game development/writing, but I'm not holding out on them ever appearing within my lifespan. Vivec | Elder Scrolls | Fandom https://share.google/BZSLfBem6fz2sU3gi

The recent "power of consciousness" post has encapsulated the ultimate insight I've ever had in my life, contemplatively and via psychedelics. It is so radically obvious what I AM doing to create THIS. The blog is on fire at the minute, really juicy food for thought and has been inspiring me to go deeper within myself and explore psychedelics more after taking a few years off of them to focus on other areas of my life. I look forward to embarking further in my understanding of consciousness and aligning this with my life purpose. Cheers mate and I'm looking forward to eventually having you on Vivec one day, it is a collaboration destined to happen. @Leo Gura