evgn

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  1. Yeah sure.. Actually when some of my friend is rejecting my text, even my brother i dont care because i dont take it personally.
  2. Girls you are really fooling yourself.. Ive got a rich friend and he demostrate his status with his cars. For him its extremly easy to fuck a hot girl with very minumum effort its very important to point out that he is not good looking and he is fat aswell. One time i hang out with him and one girl, and the girl was really interested why the other girls want to sleep with him, what they thing, that he is gonna give them the cars? And that was her argument.. The same day she sleept with the gay. So logical BS and arguments fly out of window and what women say has almost nothing to do with what she does. This thing is literaly helping me so much with dealing with women. Because before i assumed that they are logical like men and i was trying to understand them with logical reasons.
  3. Texting someone who does not reciprocate its very painful and really can hurt your self worth. This is coming from a guy who has chansed a girl who i really liked for 3 monts. Her texting was short and cold, she flirted with me here and there when we were out hanging out so she keeped me hooked and i thought that i still have a chance for somethings. I keeped texting she keeped acting like a bitch. I end up depressed and with zero self confidance and i decided enough is enough i will cut contact with that girl and i stop texting her. I didnt text her for one month and yesterday she texted me where have you gone? what a bitch, she want to play me again but that aint gonna happened..
  4. Hey guys, Ive been sturgling with ENG learning for realativly long period of time, i understand almost everything and can read. The problem comes with my writing and speaking(especialy with speaking). Ive tried many differnt things from textbooks, talking to myself, watching movies and reapiting after the actor, shadowing tecniques. This things definetly help but i really want to take my speaking to a next level and being able to comunicate clearly and without almost any hesitation. My work right now doesnt involve lots of english so that could be an obstacle, i try to surround myself with eng languege everyday though. So what would be your advice for to me to get my english to the next level?
  5. Hello guys, I am just wondering about one things and i would want to know what is your opinion about it. Since consciousness/God/Trtuh is infinite do you alow the posibbility that there are somewhere in this infinite space (not just in this universe) beings/creatures that are born completly god realized.
  6. Actually i dont thing that neediness is something that you can hide or pretend to not be. In my personal experiance this is something that you feel on a subcouncuess level and you automaticly start thinking that there have to be something wrong with this person.
  7. So the goal is to create develepol yourself and drawn people leech from you :D... Just kiding 100% agree
  8. I am a man and its really frustrating when it happens to me, i know i am biased but anyway.
  9. I know all these things not just intelectually but from experiance, however i am still looking for these things to band aid the feeling of emptiness..
  10. I cant agree with you that high and low value is BS. Actually all realationships are based on value exchange beside the realatinship with your family. Values its not just material posseion but qualities a person posses, everybody wants to be around and asociate with people who are beautiful/famouse/rich/high social status. Want it or not its just the way it is..
  11. There was a moment of my obsession where i got to the realization and insight which was: In this vast universe i am obsessed with one object? Really?
  12. You know what, this is exactly what i experianced one month ago believe me or not so i 100% resoante with you. I know that this is a BS but she was really the girl that i liked the most and i would spend the rest of my life with (at least that was the bulshit that my mind was telling me). I actually wanted to keep her as a friend but i think she doesnt want that. But hey ive done that with girls too. So yeah i feel bad about that but you cannot force someone in your life if she/he doesnt want to..
  13. I was very obssesed with one girl for 4 months straight. I was thinking about her everyday,everyminute. I made investigation in mysefl to see why is that that i am so obssesed with that girl even though she didnt care about me at all. She sometimes just flirted with me a little bit just to keep me hooked. I realized that i am drawn to girls who dont care about me, i suppose that i hate myself to certain extend there is healing that has to be done.
  14. I am male and i would say that nobody gives a shit about the struggle of others.. Why they would give a shit? We are selfish animals.. I think that ugly women are the most screwed up in our society, so i sometimes try to put myself in their shoes and it sucks man, because almost every man even girls are judging you by your appearances. But hey its just the way it is.. who are we gonna judge about that? Nautre? God? Survival?
  15. Sorry for what you are going through man. How old were you if that is something you want to share?
  16. I thing that is posible that i have bipolar and OCD at the same time because i find a lot of symptoms in me from both illnes
  17. My mood is either really high or really low, the high periods are very short and they give me hope that i can go out from this pit. Ive been in this dark hole for almost 10 years.
  18. I went to psychyatrist two times and i saw that is complete waste of time.. Maybe the one that i was visiting wasnt good enough or i am just a mess that cannot be helped.. My brother has had some glimpses of the truth and he is giving me hope and really help me when i talk to him but we are not leaving togheter so i will go visit him today.
  19. I am in a very bad emotionall state right now, maybe the worst i have had in my life. I am restless and cannot sit still. I have OCD and suicidel thoughts are in abundance these couple of months and especially this current week. I think that i am going crazy and started take some pills to dull my mind, they are without a prescription so i guess they are not something serios. I dont want to kill myself because i am very attached to my friends and people i know and also where would i go? I think that i will end up back here so what is the point of suicide. I dont know what to do every day for me is a challenge.. I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL....
  20. Guys really, why we are so superficial creatures? Why looks matter so much that goes for women and men aswell. Good looks could give you so much more opportunieties than some average or below average looking person. You could make more friends more romantic relationships without any effort, it just happens naturaly and effortlessly, their lives seem so much easier and exciting. I am not saying that i dont judge people on their attractivness, of course i do. I always prefer to hang out with good looking guys or girls, i dont know why but it feels better to be associated with theese type of people. I know that some people right now will say that they are not like that but i thing that they are kidding themselves. Even not attractive people only lookin for attractive people, what a madness..
  21. Hey guys, I am 26 yo with business degree. I want to take new carrer path in IT sector, my objection is to get to the project managment position IN some company in this field. Right now i am working as a logistics speacialist in agrocultural sector and have previous experiance in marketing. I have no experiance in project managment. So my question is: - What would be a position in IT company which eventully can take me to the project managment position, becase i know that its very hard to get to this position without previous experiance.
  22. I havent watche videos from Sam Ovens, but i have watched videos from Alex Becker and yeah i would say this guy its no bulshit and its not typical business guru who is braging with his sport car.
  23. I agree that red pill is toxic and i am against war between genders. But there are also a lot of women out there who hate men, One girl (friend of mine) were very good girl when i met her 5 years ago. Fast forward to nowdays, this girl has become complete bitch, she is manipulative and disrespectful. Her agenda is to broke as many men hearts as possible. WTF is that? And there are a lot of girls like her out there.
  24. OMG man i think i know what you are going though now. I have similiar experiance with women but for 6 months. There is no day that i dont thing about her and not just thinking its thinking about her most of the day its so frustrating and overwhelming..