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I was with a girl for 11 months. I haven't been in a serious relationship before her. She is the most beautiful girl i have ever met, she is kind, nice, ambitious and young, she would be a perfect wife. She loved me very much, no girl ever loved me like that before. We had a great connection. Everything was perfect initially. Once our honeymoon phase passed something happend. I lost my feelings towards her without any reason. We broke up 5 months ago because i was very drepressed and sad in our relationship, and i no longer loved her, i didn't want to spend time with her and i started to resent her. She still loves me.... Why i don't love her? Why i don't have feelings towards her? Can you be with someone that you dont have fellings towards? I feel bad for not being able to be with her....

Why i am so fucking afraid of being in relationship? I am fucking scared and have extreme anxiety it feels like i am in prison and dont have control over my future it drains my energy. That was the reason to broke up with my dream girlfriend 6 months ago who loved me like no one else before. The girl wasn't obsesive or anything like that she was supportive and understood my issue.... I realized since i am not able to be with my dream girlfriend i am doomed to be signle...

I thing that i have, but i am not aware what is it.. I find myself depressed very often.

Yes, we had great compatibility as friends.. Also our relationship covered the Secondary Fantasy as you described above.... Everything was perfect.. but i do not love her. WHY?

Thats stupid.. you know why? Why Greta is anoyed at Tate? Is she close minded?

Why this stupid kid bodyshames? So feminist are allowed to bodyshame you but you cannot bodyshame a feminist.

Greata is the most anoying kid i've seen

My brother is in depression and told me that he might suicide. What to do?

Almost every man masturbate.. I don't know where your obsservesion is commign from. Also, most of the serial killers that i have watched videos and documentaries about were addicted to porn and masturabtion.

My question is why this guru is not working for himself if he is so good? And he is wasting his time for somebody else? Just a question i would ask myself

@StarStruck what excatly program your are refering to? Could you please share?

You can join it then, i hope you are proud of yourself

Ok lets create a movement Slut Positivity?

3) I met a guy once, again through a group of friends. Literally the first question he asked me was "are you single?" ... honestly I should have said yes because then he asked me if I wanted to go to a sauna with him... *sigh* I gave him the coldest possible look and shook my head "no", he still tried to give me his fucking number after. The fuck has to be wrong in someone's head to behave like this! What if a handsome guy ask you that? Would you be upset?

Don't worry, as you get older you wont get attention from men

Leo, how do you know that there is no one on this planet that doesn't understand God. Is that a trolling or what?

@Leo Gura i have a question towards you, so i will be glad if you respond, its not an attach but genuine question from a guy who is not awake. I've been hearing you from time to time, that you say that majority of the gurus out there are not fully awake, Tolle, Spira, Mooji etc. So first of all how you gonna say who is fully awake? Isn't that an ego game, who is more awake than whom? And how are going to measure when you are fully awake. What if you thing that you are fully awake but you are actually not fully awake? Second, do you thing that the only way to be fully awake is through psychedelics? Fom what are you sayng i got the idea that maybe there are few people in the world who are truly awake and all the mainstream gurus are just delusional about their level of awakness.

Hair transplant is available, i think Turkey is realativly cheap destination for that purpose. I had friend of mine who got bald at 18, so he was forced to do hair transplant and he is ok now.

Quick update: I left my gf two weeks ago and i feel so much better, yes sometimes i miss her but i know its better for her and for me. I am commpasionate towards her and she knows that, but i have problems in my life that i have to overcome and i want to be alone. She is a great person and deserve love from somebody that i am not able to give her (I am not saying that because i feel sory for her i really believe it. She deserve someone better than me but she don't know it, someone who doesnt have mental disorders.) I have healing to do and also i need space to develop myself and being able to get out of that hole of desparation that i am right now. Thank you for all of your comments.

Almost one year ago i would say that i found a GF that i was thinking that we will have very long future with her. I thought that i found the girl of my life, i hadnt had serious relationship before that. I thought that i will never have a chance with a girl like this but i took a shot and the things happend, we became a couple. Everything was great in the beggining but after couple a months i started to feel that i dont want a GF. I feel that my life is better without one, i feel like i am in prison even thoug she is not obsessive at all. She is aware of my situation and she is very supportive. Also she never pushes me for anything. She loves me alot and i can see that, she could do everything for me. Also she is model looking girl and have a brith future as a Doctor. I don't enjoy the sex with her eventhough she is very hot. Eveything apart from that is great. I dont know why i am so misrable and unhapy with this relationship. I am thinking for breaking up every day but i know that i will never ever find a girl like her. Yesterday i told her that i am not happy with my life and my relationship with her. She was very upset and start crying. I told her that we are not breaking but i am just saying that i am misrable and depressed. I dont know what to do.....

I got a job offer from a company wich is good and well established in my country. The position that i am offered is not something that i would like to do for the rest of my life, its a Supply chain position, and i want to work something IT related like QA. So right now i am out of job but i have saved money and i live with my family and i am not i a need for a job. I just dont know how much it would take to land a job that i really want. So what do you think? Should i accept job in a good company and possibly lost another couple of months not working what i want, or i just wait for the a possition that i want?

Yes, you might be right. My problems might be coming from other aspects. I am still strugling with my career and i am 28, i havent found what i want to do with my life and that is really big burden for me... Regarding the sex question, i feel like she can't arouse me sexually much. I have a problem with porn addiction so that might be the cause of it.

No problem, yes 100%..

She is very good person, i think this is what is so hard for me to let her go..

Quick update. The girl texted me and she even offered to meet again. This world is so strange..