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She also make up with her girl friend when they are both drunk. I am not very conservative but its a fucking weird to me.

I feel so much better and i dont want her anymore. i just accepted that we wont be togheter and we broke up for a reason. I feel good and i am finnaly moving on. That wasnt love, it was attachment..

I just saw that my ex grandma just died. I knew her. I saw that on a story in instagram were for some reason i am in her closefriends list. We are not keeping in touch but when we see each other in person we say hi. We both dont have intention to get back toghether as we both lose feelings for each other. I do not know if it is appropriat to send her my condolences?

Actually i was the who broke up with her.

I figured out that i am just addicted to her approval its not that i want her back. She is one of the few attracitve girls that was giving lots of validation, she was loving me more than i loved her. She is very attractive girl i was craving her validation this whole time..

The thing that makes me sad is that she has abandoned me. I thought this would never happend....

I think that texting game is a fucking cope that these dating coaches are trying to sell. If a girl doesn't find you attractive your text is irrelevant.

I have an ex with which we are not together for 1 year. We have been texting for couple of months and she was giving me the impression that we gonna get back together. She broke my hearth when i figured out that she was dating another guy for couple of months. Basically she was playing with me... I didnt expect that from her i am very dissapoined and heartbroken...

This is a topic for a different subject, but why i am developing so strong oneitis for everybody that shows some interest in me and then reject me. That had happend in the past and it is really difficult for me to let the girl go.. Leo will awakening help me let her go

I feel better today. The problem is that i broke her hearth really bad last year. I dumped her because i thought that i do not love her, yes she is very beautiful and i am aware of that, i just wasnt loving her because i am an avoidant attachment style, once i see somebody so close to me i pull off. She loved me with her whole hearth and, nobody have ever loved me like that. I think that i really love her right now and she is very speacial but i dont know if am deluding myself.

What that thing could be, i barely have power to get out of my bed..

what do you mean by that?

She told me that she is going to come back to me when she is ready to talk. I dont want to wait her. SHe betrayed me

She was lying and giving me false hope

She is not into him apparently. She told me that there is no one but i know that there is some one. One friend that is close to her told me that.

i dont believe that i will find better than her

I feel so betrayed. I the most shoking thing is that i didnt expect that from her.....

I have hurted the girl of my dreams multiple times... First i broke her hearth by breaking up with her. She loved me, she was the person that loved me truly, she was the person who was going to to everything for me, she was the girl of my dreams. Why i sabotaged our relationship with her multiple times..... I do not know what is happening to me..

Yes, but i cant..

I am not evil nor bad person, i am just mentally ill..... She would never understand that

Both true. When we start dating i feelt like i am so far away from her league. I mean she is more attractive than me for sure. Second. I started taking her for granted after saw that she fall inlove...

Actually yes, i feel like a different cold person sometimes when i am with her.. she is the sweetest thing in the world. I dont feel like myself

I will blame myself that i hurt this girl till the end of my life..

There is a guy named Alex who runs the channel Playing with fire. Its mainly self improvment and pickup channel. He ranked cold approaching as a Tier 1 self improvment habbit. I really want to start cold approaching not just because i want to get laid but just for the benefits that comes with it. Do you think if it is too late to start cold approaching at 29.

What the hell you are talking about? I would say its other way around.. So you are saying me that women cannot find a man? The problem with women is that they are just too delousional about their dating options due to social media.