Hey Guys,
i am pretty new to this stuff, i am sorry if I express myself in a way that offends someone, also english is not my first language.
With that out of the way I want to say hello, share my experience and try to find out what your progress is.
I started meditating about 2 months ago. I went through a rough time and I was looking for some way to ease the depression i was developing.
So i discovered some interesting videos on youtube. I watched several videos by Rupert Spira, Teal Swan etc. read some books by Ramana Maharshi.
At the moment I am at the point where I can intellectually understand, that I am awareness, however I still have the desire to feel what I am. That might not make sense, because feeling is something I am aware of, so it is not me, but what I experience. How are you guys living your life with your knowledge? I really would like to feel some sort of enlightenment or awakening to know that I am on the right path. That is probably overambitious, because I am only on the topic for 2 months, however I need some sort of experience sharing.
Do you know what I feel? I would like to know what your opinion is.