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It feels miraculous but people die from 5-MeO and I was wondering if breath-stop was a cause

During my last trip I felt so content at one point and thought whatever happens makes no difference I don't have to do anything It felt very good but also very still and in that stillness I realized I wasn't breathing and proceeded to breathe manually for a sec, it didn't scare me in fact I grinned like "right let's pretend to breathe" Maybe I was breathing faintly and/or unconsciously, or maybe it's just a fear that bubbled up as I already heard 5-MeO breath-stop stories in the past

@mmKay

I always thought the white light was metaphorical but experienced it today on acid, being divine white light, literally white So I looked it up and discovered the term "whiteout", typical of 5meo and NDEs Is that God's default state or what ?

The true meaning of infinity is non-duality, they're synonymous

The Relationship Between Time and Eternity is Infinity Eternity is temporal infinity

Infinity Eternity is temporal infinity

Very interesting, I wonder why it's a pattern, you have an hypothesis ?

But before that level, as your consciousness increases, don't you consistently get a whiteout ? Is it some kind of level I can shoot for ?

@What Am I Nice ! It would be nice to have Leo's input, I don't remember him ever talking about the white light @Leo Gura don't be shy

Who knows what Infinite Intelligence is up to ? What even is intelligence? What if it's neutral ? Hell, what if it's bad ? I mean it's probably good but can't know for sure right ? Wrong ! You can actually become conscious that You Are Good, of the Love and Goodness that You Are . You're an infinite singularity of Love, disguising itself I posted this in June explaining how I couldn't see the Love, well I see it now, in disguise. I think. Hopefully my next trip will confirm and deepen the last one

Yes

There's only your own (solipsism) and it's part of the plan But also, inherently there's infinite intelligence, creativity and therefore beauty, even in pain and suffering

Objection Your name could be Teo and that wouldn't diminish intelligence Or could it ? My explanation is that the idea that the present moment could be different is just another idea, a concept, not actually true I discussed this very question a few weeks ago What do you think ?

@Leo Gura Once again just in case, what's your experience with the white light, what can you tell us

@What Am I Thank you ! The founder of Alcoholics Anonymous was big on the white light

No only acid, but I lie completely still in darkness and it works like 5meo

I'll need time to digest it all but your posts are very welcome

But seriously what's your experience with the white light ? Is it a reliable checkpoint I can aim for ?

I mean Martin Ball has a very much smaller audience

I guess I'll have to experience it again and again to make sure but it felt like that was my true identity, nothing would or even could touch me because I was fundamentally Loving Light I came in and out of it which allowed me to realize the level of deception that's going on even at high levels of consciousness, actively tricking myself into believing I have anything to lose I laughed

How sour ? Given your level of consciousness

They can always go to Normie.org

@Leo Gura I read your deleted answer You're in too deep now