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Mentally, psychologically, intellectually, emotionally, and more

Deep awakening blows my mind, but the forgetting that comes after too How the hell can I forget being literally God, to the point of doubting it ever happened, that maybe I was crazy or wanted to believe it to much, etc. Time and time again I bring back tons of traces and clues and stuff, I write on my phone everyday even the faintest memory or insight, hundreds of little snippets by now, but still As Leo would say it's a feature not a bug, the fact you can awaken so radically means you are equally radically asleep

Just found this on reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/IntelligenceScaling/s/Eu1VpsxANX I won't even bother answering how you can actually surpass the human race, reach total understanding and become God

It's been carved in my skull for years to always test substances lol, although it is from a reasonably safe source, plus I'm God so I should be fine right I'll test it out of principle since it's easy too but your words inspire confidence

Any test at home or do you have to send it to a lab ?

Yes he poked his eye studying optics, also studied alchemy and stuff Genius and madness amirite, but even he falls short

They do exist that's what I did for acid and 5-MeO-DMT but MALT is more rare so it complicates things, I'm still digging but there's Nectar for 20 bucks though so that's nice

Very nice thank you! I asked and they do analyse MALT Years ago I used https://energycontrol-international.org/ but it can take up to 3 months for 5-MeO and they charge 70€ unlike Nectar which starts at 20

Leo says it's more stable as in allowing him to think deeper and grasp God more practically, less body load and nausea, and lasts longer What about you? What differences? Any favorite between the two?

Maybe the reason I haven't yet seen Leo do miraculous healing or transform into an alien isn't because he's not conscious enough but because I'm not conscious enough, same reason I can't heal or transform

I see, I'm a total noob when it comes to the DW, hopefully I won't have to do it but hey whatever it takes, but for now I hope to find MALT on clearweb RC shops, asking around like you suggested

For spiritual work Just found out 5-MeO-DMT has been fucking outlawed 2 months ago here in France, just when I start exploring it for fuck's sake, why God why are you doing this I'll look for MALT but I only see DALT for now on the clearweb Darkweb seems like a pain in the ass but maybe I'll have no choice

Alors on peut remonter jusqu'à toi donc quel est l'intérêt du DW ? So it can be traced back to you so what's the point of the DW? (For our non-french friends )

Still better than acid and shrooms?

Me too but they don't have MALT, do yours ? Not asking for source

Small world ! My last 5-MeO order got opened by customs but they sent it to me anyway, but it was still in the grey, so I'm not sure I wanna risk it now, I don't mind the parcel getting destroyed or even a small fine but who knows how far things might go, especially if they keep an eye on me and I get caught again a 3rd or 4th time 5-MeO was in the grey, now it's illegal, there's only MET, DALT and MALT When ordering on the DW in France, is there a way to get it delivered anonymously? Via pick-up point or something? Not anymore since May

@Leo Gura What about 5-MeO-MET ? Or something else ? DiPT and MiPT also became illegal

Of course you can't bring back most of your trip your sober state of consciousness doesn't have enough resolution it's too gross

When I trip and dissolve into infinity it feels like both unity and pixelisation, both sides of the same coin Although nothing changes visually or otherwise, all distinctions dissolve into a field of infinitely many infinitesimal pixels of consciousness, including my body and mind, and that is oneness, equivalent to one pixel, or no pixel Infinite division is like no division My consciousness is already infinitely subdivided right now but I'm not conscious of it, not much at least As you may know, zero is infinity, zero diameter means infinite diameter So each pixel is part of Infinity but also Infinity itself, Infinity is made out of itself, sounds tautological but Infinity is bound to be, pun intended Timestamped :

He mentions it here (timestamped) @Leo Gura have you ever revealed it?

I'm not asking if you would be okay with it, but if you actually want it Not to attain anything but simply surrender your life It would make sense for God to reach such a point, you surrender everything and gain it all back and more, that maximizes your gains You reach for death on 5meo (not by harming the body) and next thing you know, you're actually immortal, and literally God

This infinite field of pixels can be viewed as a collective while still being THE same pixel, let's call it pixel A You can zoom in and out forever you'll always find the same thing, pixel A, otherwise known as God, this collective intelligence

As in burning your fears and impurities and any and all distinctions ultimately

This infinite pixelisation is also why it feels like infinity melts/grinds/burns you I can tap into it on weed or even sober kinda