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Loveeee replied to Inception's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You guys keep talking about Leo not delivering on alien consciousness while I'm still waiting for the hot witch girlfriend video -
It's like a bias in this unstoppable force vs immovable object dynamic, how I guess the answer is imagination, you just imagine it, imagination so strong you can ultimately imagine that you're not willfully imagining it all The deception is relative
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Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Awakening too seems out of reach until it doesn't It just doesn't make sense for God to settle for this, would you? -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I mean there's nothing to come back to but nothing prevents you from dreaming this back -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Like when I trip, and the deeper I go the more interactive it gets, let's go deeper -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I happen to be imagining that I'm not imagining, that I'm powerless I want to unimagine that to some extent -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
None of that is even relatively real, I'm imagining time in the now and I'm not even imagining that What I'm looking for though is a way to tap into that divine imagination -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Isn't manipulating reality all we do, achieving some state of reality, whether you're cooking food or awakening As you said multiple times, once you awaken you realize everything was perfectly designed by you for you to awaken, I'm just wondering why stop there Clearly God wants, and it wants to awaken, why? Because it's good? All I'm saying is I want more goodies -
I went up to 21.5mg not 25mg It just occurred to me, my approximately 5mg scoops were roughly calculated and on another batch, this batch gives me 4.3mg and this time I averaged on 10 scoops, multiple times So 5 scoops = 21.5mg not 25mg
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What ROA? How many times at the highest dosages? Tell me about it
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Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Don't you find it weird to be stuck like that with health problems and all that until you die? Would you wish that upon yourself? -
I actually do half-scoops or 2.5mg increments, you went to 100mg+ gradually ? I presume that was occasional, what was your typical big dose? How many times did you do like 30+ ? 40+ ? 50+ ? Does upping the dose even make a difference at some point? How do you mean?
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Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
As Leo said a game needs a sweet spot, if it's too hard or too easy you quit. Being so human is too hard and infinite love is too easy, it's no game Ain't no way I'm stuck here like that until I die, if that's God's plan it SUCKS, at least let me win the lottery There must be a way out, "literally imagine anything you want to imagine for as long as you want to imagine it" as Leo said, at least to some degree It's not that crazy, every night you dream a whole new reality, using psychedelics you should be able to too, people report dreaming full lives with salvia I want to get consciousness enough to alter the dream and even shift dreams entirely -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
My human is too limited and infinite love is too unlimited I want something in the middle, I want powers like imagining my 10th anniversary and be there, like astral projection or shifting And I don't wanna wait to die for that I mean isn't tripping the undoing of that limit to some degree ? Plus there is no body/mind so how is that a factor But surely you've had states that had no trace of body or mind -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Reachable with psychedelics as you said? Even you still haven't though, how -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
But even you said it gets boring -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
But not conscious enough to do it is that it? You're talking about physical death or is that possible with psychedelics like you said? And if so how? Given even you haven't reached that yet I mean you said yourself that infinite love gets boring, I'd rather just be free to imagine whatever I want, including infinite love but not get stuck in it -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I mean have you been able to literally imagine anything you want to imagine for as long as you want to imagine it ? I mean in form, like having sex with every woman -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Have you been there? -
Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Can 5-MeO get you there? -
@Leo Gura You've said (plugged) : Low: 10-15mg Mid: 15-25mg High: 25mg+ When does it go from high to extreme? I know you've done 100+ mg, that's crazy given what I've experienced up to 25, what about 30? 35? Is there a limit you'd generally recommend?
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Loveeee replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What do you mean by that? -
Have you done it? If maybe not daily how frequently? For how long? What dosage and ROA? What was your intention? What was the result?
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@Leo Gura What were your dosages ? I'm assuming plugged
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Loveeee replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What, I thought he basically returned to normal
