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5-MeO-MALT Trip 0002 July 25th 2023 Attempt 1 out of 2 Snorting 3/4 a microscoop of 5-MeO-MALT. (5-10mg scoop, supposedly) Taken at 8:18AM Feeling the subtle tingling in my nose. 33 min, snorted the rest of the scoop. So now there is 1 scoop total in my nose Felt the tingling burning sensation in my nose. Feeling dizzy, lethargic, light headed. Certainly feeling LESS conscious, not more. A bit of nausea feeling and sick to my stomach a bit. Would very likely throw up if I tried to eat. Nose bleeding a tiny bit. 4h 30 min Later I feel completely back to normal. Attempt 2 out of 2 Plugging 1.5 scoops at 12:51PM (1 scoop = 5-10mg) Slightly uncomfortable to plug some liquid. Feeling a tiny bit activation in my brain. Specifically at a concentrated point like in the center front. Kinda hard to point to. Nothing yet. Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. That's it. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0003 July 26th 2023 Okay so let's try plugging 2.5 scoops. Supposedly 5-10mg each scoop, (But I'm calling BS) Plugged at 11:56AM Pictured: 2.5 micro-scoops in a spoon. 21 minutes, feeling an onset? 30 minutes, there is definitely something activating. Feeling of stimulation in the brain. But no notable effects beyond that feeling of stimulation/activation in the center of my head. Just 3 hours of that subtle feeling of pressure in the brain or whatever. I'm pretty darn sure that you wouldn't easily overlook the effects of this psychedelic. The effects that I DO FEEL I feel are timed exactly as I expect 5meomalt would. 20 minute wait to the onset - Check! 4 hours Later I'm no longer feeling anything at all. - Check! I suspect that I'm not taking nearly enough, as the bag is only 100mg, and I haven't made much of a dent in it as I should've by now. Perhaps I just have a crap batch? Perhaps it expired? The substance is a Year old since I've received it. Just stored it in my closet, no special leaving it in the freezer or anything. Thoughts?
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5-MeO-MALT Trip 0004 July 27th 2023 Dose: 5 microscoops (pictured) According to my scale of weighing the bag before and after, this is 9mg. Taken @2:28pm Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. Definitely feeling something, but nothing is blowing my mind yet. No cool psychedelic effects, just pressures in my head impacting my ability to focus and whatnot. Maybe like 1/10 high but like no desirable effects are actually present. I'm going to shelf 5-MeO-MALT for now, and I also ran out of supervision time for now. I think I'll try smoking half a scoop at some point just to see if the batch is good at all. I'm highly skeptical that I am unironically that tolerant to 5-MeO-MALT. I have 2g of 5-MeO-DMT, I rather go take a micro-scoop of that and get my mind blown more reliably.
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Looking forward to SEEING something over all of this talk.
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5-MeO-MALT Trip 001 - I got nothing. July 24th 2023 Plugged 1/2 a level 5-10mg microscoop. Eyeballed splitting it in half like a boss. Did 2 enemas beforehand. Basically overkill. I think fasting and taking a dump is adequate. Intention: What is the True Nature of Reality? Taken at 2:25pm Plugged the first half at 0.6ml mark on the syringe 18 minutes in Subtle floor breathing? 42 minutes in This ain't shit. Plugged 2nd half @3:21pm, an hour in from the first dose. 1h Subtle waves in the popcorn ceiling maybe? Squeezing. Plugged at 0.4ml mark on the syringe 1h30min maybe feeling an onset? Pressure in the head? 2h ain't feeling shit. End of report. Post report: Yeah this was a dud. I am disappointed. Might just need to dose much more. Assuming the ROA is correct, because I have plugged LSD and it worked phenomenally. 4h in, just feeling pressure in my head Side note: I opened my second batch of what was supposed to be 1000mg of 5-MeO-MALT HCl, but the company accidently sent me 1000mg of Mescaline! Lmao wtf. Pictured: 1/2 a scoop in the spoon.
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@Leo Gura I'm pretty sure I have the correct chemical? Reagent tests check out. Ehrlich test indicated it's an Indole with Royal purple. Hoffman test indicated its a "5meo dmt" because it shows green. It seems like the real deal, but the batch might just suck? Its brown like hot chocolate mix. I'm considering snorting it because the ROA might not be good for my body specifically? (but LSD plugged worked perfectly for me?) idk. Maybe I plugged it improperly? Perhaps I just need to plug a lot more to start feeling an effect? I DID feel pressure in my head, and saw some movement in the ceiling, but that's all. No real psychedelic effects.
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Thankyou for the clarification.
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@Davino I'm assuming you're talking about 5-MeO -MALT? Perhaps consider editing your post to have a couple of those keywords for searchability. Thankyou for the report. It makes me look forward to my trip with 5meomalt.
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@Leo Gura I'm planning on dissolving 5-MeO-MALT HCl in vinegar and then adding Coconut milk to balance out the pH a bit. Would using vinegar instead of water be considered overkill for 5-MeO-MALT HCl?
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Question: How long should one wait after taking 5MeO MALT to be safe driving a vehicle? Also, I plan to use microscoops. Does the density of 5MEOMALT vary much? (Making its milligram weight vary per batch.) I plan to use one level scoop of the small end of the Yellow Scoop. (I don't plan on scooping the whole batch to weigh it on the scale to calibrate the scoops.) Thoughts?
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This is definetly one of the biggest things I look forward to when I do consciousness work to raise my baseline level of consciousness.
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When going through a bad trip where the fear is too intense, immediately go for an ego death by contemplating: What is Death? What Is Ego? What is Self? This should wipe fear away to allow you to continue your work. Don't avoid thinking about your death, otherwise it will just suck more. If you are encountering ideas of death, go head first into it.
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In my opinion, EMDR therapy is the most powerful therapy before psychedelics. Only caveat is that you need a pro that knows what they are doing.
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ZenSwift replied to LSD-Rumi's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Looking forward to it! -
ZenSwift replied to LSD-Rumi's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo GuraI am wondering if you made a post about this somewhere outlining details such as: was the experience sober or on a psychedelic? Was the experience vivid or hazy? Was it in broad daylight? -
ZenSwift replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Music Therapy @ivankiss Asmr Music https://youtu.be/mvkavCCDXYY -
I so so so need this in my life!
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Noted.
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Noted.
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I can't wait to interview you when I get a million subs on YouTube.
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What is perception? https://youtu.be/8Jbvik4IA3o It took me lots of time and raising of consciousness to even grasp this episode. All knowledge explained. The most amazing part about actualized.org is that there are so many episodes that completely changed their meaning over time because I then learned a whole lot more about reality and consciousness. It's worth rewatching so many of the videos as you progress on your journey as you will likely understand each video at a greater depth. When I first started watching actualized.org, so many of the videos did not make any sense at all. But I just kept listening and eventually the pieces started to click together, especially with introducing spiritual practices of psychedelics. The more I go into depth on each foundation, the more I strengthen the entire network of understanding and then stuff that I never thought would click starts to click out of nowhere. A huge part of this process is just creating a massive web of understanding that synergistically connects together.
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Mr Doodle Over a decade of constant drawing. Dude clearly loves the process of drawing itself, which is the essential part of becoming a master in art. Take a look at his first videos on his channel. Contemplate, think about how much time he puts into drawing, what activity would you enjoy putting in the equivalent amount of time?
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I'm looking forward to those courses!
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Seriously?! This is the best news I've heard all week.
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ZenSwift replied to davecraw's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Super stoked for these!