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I believe for many it is a fantasy to get all the people they know on board with ALL the valuable information Leo teaches. It was definitely a fantasy of mine at one point that got shattered again and again. I've completely let go of trying to get even my closest friends to study Leo, although if they're not open to a few handpicked videos here and there, they're probably not a close friend to begin with, because in general they have to have the value of learning, growth, and an open mind for me to vibe with them. I've come to accept that you're only going to really watch Leo if you're a really deep thinker about reality. You can see this as a very positive thing, because it acts a filter to see just how curious your friends are. If I link Leo's Channel and they naturally binge watch a dozen videos, that actually tells me a lot about them. Very few people will naturally binge watch a couple dozen hours of Leo. When you find a person that has done that, you already know so much about their interests and their personality that's like an instant super relatable friend right there.

@integralconsider the Digital Minimalism Approach by Cal Newport for a more sustainable permanent change of lifestyle and relationship with technology.

I am in the market for hiring a life coach. Thought I might as well spend some of my personal development budget on a resource that could possibly skyrocket my personal growth and efficacy. Looking for coaching on Focus, Productivity, Life Purpose, Morale, Motivation, Mindset, etc. For those that know, what are some tips and tricks for finding a great life coach? What are some traps to avoid?

Checklist for those that want an actualized.org completion list. Studying and applying: - (almost) all of leo's videos - every book on the book list - the actualized Blueprint - the dream killers course - the life purpose course Also: - Becoming Conscious of every Facet of Awakening that Leo has mentioned. How could you be bored?! ?

Hook them in with videos that they would want, like the "how to get laid" series, or "how to be a strategic motherfucker" then simply tell them to take 10 minutes to read through all the titles of videos Leo has and then just watch what peaks their interest the most. If it's meant to be, they'll naturally go through tons of content out of curiosity. But don't be invested in fantasies of trying to force growth and development upon people. In my experience, the unattached attitude about it is the best approach with this kind of stuff. As the saying goes, you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it do a backstroke.

It's the gateway drug ?

What if all the porn I consume is drawn? ?

Yeah I'm going to abstain from watching a movie like this. My mind is way too sensitive, a lot of times I notice that my mind really can't separate reality from fantasy. I'll lose sleep, and get terrible dreams. And I sure as shit don't want it to show up in an LSD trip. As funny as it sounds, to this day I cannot shower in peace because my mind is imagining M3gan on the other side of the curtains ready to kill me. It's been months since I've seen the film.

As long as I can start crying at the sight of forks I'll be happy with Awakening.

Wayne Dyer.

@Arthur Really great share, thankyou!

5-MeO-MALT Trip 0002 July 25th 2023 Attempt 1 out of 2 Snorting 3/4 a microscoop of 5-MeO-MALT. (5-10mg scoop, supposedly) Taken at 8:18AM Feeling the subtle tingling in my nose. 33 min, snorted the rest of the scoop. So now there is 1 scoop total in my nose Felt the tingling burning sensation in my nose. Feeling dizzy, lethargic, light headed. Certainly feeling LESS conscious, not more. A bit of nausea feeling and sick to my stomach a bit. Would very likely throw up if I tried to eat. Nose bleeding a tiny bit. 4h 30 min Later I feel completely back to normal. Attempt 2 out of 2 Plugging 1.5 scoops at 12:51PM (1 scoop = 5-10mg) Slightly uncomfortable to plug some liquid. Feeling a tiny bit activation in my brain. Specifically at a concentrated point like in the center front. Kinda hard to point to. Nothing yet. Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. That's it. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0003 July 26th 2023 Okay so let's try plugging 2.5 scoops. Supposedly 5-10mg each scoop, (But I'm calling BS) Plugged at 11:56AM Pictured: 2.5 micro-scoops in a spoon. 21 minutes, feeling an onset? 30 minutes, there is definitely something activating. Feeling of stimulation in the brain. But no notable effects beyond that feeling of stimulation/activation in the center of my head. Just 3 hours of that subtle feeling of pressure in the brain or whatever. I'm pretty darn sure that you wouldn't easily overlook the effects of this psychedelic. The effects that I DO FEEL I feel are timed exactly as I expect 5meomalt would. 20 minute wait to the onset - Check! 4 hours Later I'm no longer feeling anything at all. - Check! I suspect that I'm not taking nearly enough, as the bag is only 100mg, and I haven't made much of a dent in it as I should've by now. Perhaps I just have a crap batch? Perhaps it expired? The substance is a Year old since I've received it. Just stored it in my closet, no special leaving it in the freezer or anything. Thoughts?

5-MeO-MALT Trip 0004 July 27th 2023 Dose: 5 microscoops (pictured) According to my scale of weighing the bag before and after, this is 9mg. Taken @2:28pm Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. Definitely feeling something, but nothing is blowing my mind yet. No cool psychedelic effects, just pressures in my head impacting my ability to focus and whatnot. Maybe like 1/10 high but like no desirable effects are actually present. I'm going to shelf 5-MeO-MALT for now, and I also ran out of supervision time for now. I think I'll try smoking half a scoop at some point just to see if the batch is good at all. I'm highly skeptical that I am unironically that tolerant to 5-MeO-MALT. I have 2g of 5-MeO-DMT, I rather go take a micro-scoop of that and get my mind blown more reliably.

Looking forward to SEEING something over all of this talk.

5-MeO-MALT Trip 001 - I got nothing. July 24th 2023 Plugged 1/2 a level 5-10mg microscoop. Eyeballed splitting it in half like a boss. Did 2 enemas beforehand. Basically overkill. I think fasting and taking a dump is adequate. Intention: What is the True Nature of Reality? Taken at 2:25pm Plugged the first half at 0.6ml mark on the syringe 18 minutes in Subtle floor breathing? 42 minutes in This ain't shit. Plugged 2nd half @3:21pm, an hour in from the first dose. 1h Subtle waves in the popcorn ceiling maybe? Squeezing. Plugged at 0.4ml mark on the syringe 1h30min maybe feeling an onset? Pressure in the head? 2h ain't feeling shit. End of report. Post report: Yeah this was a dud. I am disappointed. Might just need to dose much more. Assuming the ROA is correct, because I have plugged LSD and it worked phenomenally. 4h in, just feeling pressure in my head Side note: I opened my second batch of what was supposed to be 1000mg of 5-MeO-MALT HCl, but the company accidently sent me 1000mg of Mescaline! Lmao wtf. Pictured: 1/2 a scoop in the spoon.

@Leo Gura I'm pretty sure I have the correct chemical? Reagent tests check out. Ehrlich test indicated it's an Indole with Royal purple. Hoffman test indicated its a "5meo dmt" because it shows green. It seems like the real deal, but the batch might just suck? Its brown like hot chocolate mix. I'm considering snorting it because the ROA might not be good for my body specifically? (but LSD plugged worked perfectly for me?) idk. Maybe I plugged it improperly? Perhaps I just need to plug a lot more to start feeling an effect? I DID feel pressure in my head, and saw some movement in the ceiling, but that's all. No real psychedelic effects.

Thankyou for the clarification.

@Davino I'm assuming you're talking about 5-MeO -MALT? Perhaps consider editing your post to have a couple of those keywords for searchability. Thankyou for the report. It makes me look forward to my trip with 5meomalt.

@Leo Gura I'm planning on dissolving 5-MeO-MALT HCl in vinegar and then adding Coconut milk to balance out the pH a bit. Would using vinegar instead of water be considered overkill for 5-MeO-MALT HCl?

Question: How long should one wait after taking 5MeO MALT to be safe driving a vehicle? Also, I plan to use microscoops. Does the density of 5MEOMALT vary much? (Making its milligram weight vary per batch.) I plan to use one level scoop of the small end of the Yellow Scoop. (I don't plan on scooping the whole batch to weigh it on the scale to calibrate the scoops.) Thoughts?

This is definetly one of the biggest things I look forward to when I do consciousness work to raise my baseline level of consciousness.

When going through a bad trip where the fear is too intense, immediately go for an ego death by contemplating: What is Death? What Is Ego? What is Self? This should wipe fear away to allow you to continue your work. Don't avoid thinking about your death, otherwise it will just suck more. If you are encountering ideas of death, go head first into it.

In my opinion, EMDR therapy is the most powerful therapy before psychedelics. Only caveat is that you need a pro that knows what they are doing.

Looking forward to it!

@Leo GuraI am wondering if you made a post about this somewhere outlining details such as: was the experience sober or on a psychedelic? Was the experience vivid or hazy? Was it in broad daylight?