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Appreciate it @r0ckyreed

GOD I wish that were me. ? Great share!

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Looking forward to your results

Love this thread. Here's my Contemplation of What is Context? I totally want to have a badass contemplation habit myself. I've been totally lacking.

Thank fuck, the devil doesn't take checks! ?

I really like that. I recall raising my self esteem and confidence was largely a process of shedding the need to justify myself to people.

@Inliytened1 What do you mean by "non-localization"?

I definitely have penetrated this facet of understanding to at least a shallow level. Where I am conscious of things like people that are not in my consciousness literally don't exist, and how the times where I lived in other cities and different houses never actually happened. Also, I have my direct experience of no head, eyes, face, etc. No feet when I'm not looking at them, no body when it's completely out of my field of view. I'm more conscious of this on a psychedelic, but I do experience a shallower version of that in my current sober state of consciousness. I definitely know I have more to go for it to be ACTUALLY ACTUALLY the case. Where the depth of the insight makes me shit bricks. But I actually really look forward to that, I love insights that make the world stop spinning. I figure when I actually get my 5-MeO-DMT/MALT trips to start working, I will be able to focus on these intentions and break free of these imagined illusions and boundaries of reality. Thankyou.

Forgetting and not being conscious is something that you are imagining!? You mean these breaks in Consciousness is just a constantly aware being making experiences of "forgetting" and coming out of a state of "not being aware". Definetly DEFINETLY excited to groc that insight, holy shit.

Isn't that just a fancy way of saying that consciousness dreams everything that isn't the exact present moment right the fuck now? Where consciousness imagines the past to ground the present moment in an envelope of contexts so the human experience feels real because you're not aware that without that you will realize how fucking insane it is that anything exists at all? (But consciousness is also generating the "physical" manifestation of this present moment.) Correct me if I do not understand it precisely correctly.

I believe for many it is a fantasy to get all the people they know on board with ALL the valuable information Leo teaches. It was definitely a fantasy of mine at one point that got shattered again and again. I've completely let go of trying to get even my closest friends to study Leo, although if they're not open to a few handpicked videos here and there, they're probably not a close friend to begin with, because in general they have to have the value of learning, growth, and an open mind for me to vibe with them. I've come to accept that you're only going to really watch Leo if you're a really deep thinker about reality. You can see this as a very positive thing, because it acts a filter to see just how curious your friends are. If I link Leo's Channel and they naturally binge watch a dozen videos, that actually tells me a lot about them. Very few people will naturally binge watch a couple dozen hours of Leo. When you find a person that has done that, you already know so much about their interests and their personality that's like an instant super relatable friend right there.

@integralconsider the Digital Minimalism Approach by Cal Newport for a more sustainable permanent change of lifestyle and relationship with technology.

I am in the market for hiring a life coach. Thought I might as well spend some of my personal development budget on a resource that could possibly skyrocket my personal growth and efficacy. Looking for coaching on Focus, Productivity, Life Purpose, Morale, Motivation, Mindset, etc. For those that know, what are some tips and tricks for finding a great life coach? What are some traps to avoid?

Checklist for those that want an actualized.org completion list. Studying and applying: - (almost) all of leo's videos - every book on the book list - the actualized Blueprint - the dream killers course - the life purpose course Also: - Becoming Conscious of every Facet of Awakening that Leo has mentioned. How could you be bored?! ?

Hook them in with videos that they would want, like the "how to get laid" series, or "how to be a strategic motherfucker" then simply tell them to take 10 minutes to read through all the titles of videos Leo has and then just watch what peaks their interest the most. If it's meant to be, they'll naturally go through tons of content out of curiosity. But don't be invested in fantasies of trying to force growth and development upon people. In my experience, the unattached attitude about it is the best approach with this kind of stuff. As the saying goes, you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it do a backstroke.

It's the gateway drug ?

What if all the porn I consume is drawn? ?

Yeah I'm going to abstain from watching a movie like this. My mind is way too sensitive, a lot of times I notice that my mind really can't separate reality from fantasy. I'll lose sleep, and get terrible dreams. And I sure as shit don't want it to show up in an LSD trip. As funny as it sounds, to this day I cannot shower in peace because my mind is imagining M3gan on the other side of the curtains ready to kill me. It's been months since I've seen the film.

As long as I can start crying at the sight of forks I'll be happy with Awakening.

Wayne Dyer.

@Arthur Really great share, thankyou!

5-MeO-MALT Trip 0002 July 25th 2023 Attempt 1 out of 2 Snorting 3/4 a microscoop of 5-MeO-MALT. (5-10mg scoop, supposedly) Taken at 8:18AM Feeling the subtle tingling in my nose. 33 min, snorted the rest of the scoop. So now there is 1 scoop total in my nose Felt the tingling burning sensation in my nose. Feeling dizzy, lethargic, light headed. Certainly feeling LESS conscious, not more. A bit of nausea feeling and sick to my stomach a bit. Would very likely throw up if I tried to eat. Nose bleeding a tiny bit. 4h 30 min Later I feel completely back to normal. Attempt 2 out of 2 Plugging 1.5 scoops at 12:51PM (1 scoop = 5-10mg) Slightly uncomfortable to plug some liquid. Feeling a tiny bit activation in my brain. Specifically at a concentrated point like in the center front. Kinda hard to point to. Nothing yet. Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. That's it. 5-MeO-MALT Trip 0003 July 26th 2023 Okay so let's try plugging 2.5 scoops. Supposedly 5-10mg each scoop, (But I'm calling BS) Plugged at 11:56AM Pictured: 2.5 micro-scoops in a spoon. 21 minutes, feeling an onset? 30 minutes, there is definitely something activating. Feeling of stimulation in the brain. But no notable effects beyond that feeling of stimulation/activation in the center of my head. Just 3 hours of that subtle feeling of pressure in the brain or whatever. I'm pretty darn sure that you wouldn't easily overlook the effects of this psychedelic. The effects that I DO FEEL I feel are timed exactly as I expect 5meomalt would. 20 minute wait to the onset - Check! 4 hours Later I'm no longer feeling anything at all. - Check! I suspect that I'm not taking nearly enough, as the bag is only 100mg, and I haven't made much of a dent in it as I should've by now. Perhaps I just have a crap batch? Perhaps it expired? The substance is a Year old since I've received it. Just stored it in my closet, no special leaving it in the freezer or anything. Thoughts?

5-MeO-MALT Trip 0004 July 27th 2023 Dose: 5 microscoops (pictured) According to my scale of weighing the bag before and after, this is 9mg. Taken @2:28pm Subtle squeezing in the ceiling. Definitely feeling something, but nothing is blowing my mind yet. No cool psychedelic effects, just pressures in my head impacting my ability to focus and whatnot. Maybe like 1/10 high but like no desirable effects are actually present. I'm going to shelf 5-MeO-MALT for now, and I also ran out of supervision time for now. I think I'll try smoking half a scoop at some point just to see if the batch is good at all. I'm highly skeptical that I am unironically that tolerant to 5-MeO-MALT. I have 2g of 5-MeO-DMT, I rather go take a micro-scoop of that and get my mind blown more reliably.

Looking forward to SEEING something over all of this talk.