Breakingthewall

The first step is to empty the mind completely until reaching a point where only the fact of being remains. You are reality becoming aware that it is. Like a mirror reflecting another mirror. At that moment, you are not a person looking at reality; you are the property of reality of looking at itself, of becoming conscious of itself. Any other “I am,” stripped of everything else, is this same “I am.” There is no other. It is the same in different coordinates. You are not someone or something; you are a property of reality. Once reality can easily settle through you in the fact of “I am" absolutely empty of anything else, then reality can open itself to the fact of becoming conscious of “what I am.” This is not an understanding but an opening of the “heart,” because the heart , what reality truly is , reveals itself. The absolute power of reality reveals itself as a total explosion of freedom, an inexhaustible creative flow erupting like a never-ending supernova. The word glory, etc, could be used but it sounds subjective valoration. Lets say unlimited vitality that emerges from the unlimited, absolute potential manifesting itself without limit. It's perceived as something much better than any possible good thing that the mind could imagine before. Another valoration, I know, but it's the case. It's perceived as the "absolute better". Through the human interface, the self-perception of reality can briefly open completely to its own nature. This is not a mental image, not something imagined, but something that can melt the mind itself. Achieving even a moment of openness to the total alive is not merely a vision, but a flame that produces a structural transformation within you. Obviously, you are not going to walk down the street in an unlimited state in which reality explodes continuously, but you begin to perceive the vitality of reality within experience itself. The filter that attenuates experience begins to fall away, and everything is perceived as the living flow of what reality is. The “I am” is seen as an intrinsic property, not as the essence. The essence is living limitlessness in its inexhaustible expansion. That's why the idea "reality is consciousness" is wrong. It's a barrier, behind the barrier of the void of the I am is where the real thing is waiting to be discovered.

So you are the observer right? The observer is just a structural point that happens in the experience. Enlightenment happens when the observer open itself to what reality is, becoming an eye that see the absolute and realizing that the eye is the absolute in seeing itself. If you want to open yourself to the absolute you have to start from humility. You always have addressed this work from the need of increase your ego, and this doesn't work

I think that the answer is easy. The "I" of the experience is always the same: the experiencer. That is to say, you and I are exactly the same, without the slightest difference: an experiencer having an experience. Can you feel it? It's the "I am." Take away the content, and the difference between you and me is exactly zero. We are "I am," period. So if you die, don't worry, I'll try dating models or something for you. But the point here isn't to be that boring, empty "I am" that's absolutely always there experiencing different funny experiences like the absolute nihilism and the black depression of the lonely oldhood, but rather for that "I am" to open itself up to "what I am." Then the I, that is a structural construction made by the fact of the experience will be the eye of the reality looking itself. Then the I and the reality will recognize as the same absolute unlimited that is everything, the total fullness, the life, the cosmos, the unfathomable that lives. and they will say: Hallelujah, the prodigal son wandered for a long time in a shitty desert of sadness, lack, misery and madness, but he has returned home, and now his cup is filled to overflowing.

Experience is a expression of the reality, the reality doesn't need experience but as it is a possibility, experience happens. You are the experience, but as the experience is an expression of the reality, you are an expression of the reality, then what you are is the reality expressing itself as an experience. Do you get the logic? It's very simple and surely you did. What is not so simple is breaking the shell of the experience and open yourself to your nature as absolute reality, but if you are interested I can explain you for free how to do it. I guess you would appreciate the gesture that comes from anyone that had to listen all your angry thing 5 years😅

Sure but your experience is not the absolute, the absolute is the source of your experience. I think it's quite easy to understand it. "Experience" means awareness, and awareness happens due the human process. But your true nature is not the process, is the source of that process. Then, from the process you can perceive the nature of the process, and realizing that you as a process are an expression of that nature, so what you really are is that nature, then when the process finish the absolute nature remains, and it's irrelevant if it's conscious of itself or not, if your self disappear or not, the absolute is and you are that. Really, not a mental history. If you don't open yourself to it you can't understand it because for you reality=experience.

Then you are saying that it's better for your life being detached than attached, and surely you are right, but that's different to affirm that you are not real. One thing is a preference, the other a self induced psychosis. Your preference can open yourself to the totality, but the induced psychosis will encloses you.

Then if they do that, according to you it means that my previous life didn't exist, because I don't remember it? Look, we are a local process that's going to finish, but you can transcend the process and be the essence. That essence has no memory, will, desire, can't die and never started, it's the unlimited that is absolute potential. The point is not knowing it but being open to it, then it's clear that the process is just a process and you can stop being enclosed in it. That's very simple to understand imo, but not simple to do. The point is do the movement, align yourself to make the action possible. The action is the openess of the actual structure to the nature of reality

I understand perfectly. You're referring to the feeling of centrality, of being an individual in control, a receiver of experience, moving along a timeline, defining itself, fearing, and desiring. Since this is something transitory, according to your assessment, it's unreal. What I'm saying is that this self is a process, a local expression of the global process of this universe, and its drive is the drive that is taking place. So, if this self is an expression of the universe, which in turn is an expression of reality, then it can dilute the density of its local structure until only reality remains. Then this self and reality are one, but even so, the fundamental structure of the self persists. This structure is the fact of reality being conscious of itself.

Do you think that reality is your memory? No, there is reality beyond your memory, spirituality is about transcend the self, the memory, etc, and open yourself to your unlimited nature. Just be humble and start the process

I learned how to talk due the billions of years of learning that life needed to learn how to talk. Your actual life is just a line in a huge process, not an independent reality

Totally agree, the problem for me are the terms illusion, false, true, etc. when I got interested in spirituality I read all this stuff and it didn't help at all, and I see the effect of that paradigm in people and its clear that leads to confusion and closure For a while I mean. If you do often you reach a point where you do DMT of anything and you get more closed than don't doing, then it's time to stop Do you see? That's the problem for me. They feel vulnerable because they really are. There is not a belief in separation, it's real. You could say that in essence everything is the same reality in different expressions relating at all levels, but at the level where we operate, the separation is real. You don't want to be enslaved or locked in an Iranian prison. If a non-dual teacher comes along and tells you that being gang-raped daily in a Congolese prison is the same as being rich and doing whatever you want, and that this is awakening, the best thing to do is tell him to go to the Congolese prison himself to get more awakened. Those ideas only lead to confusion, are a denial of the reality

That valoration is just an opinion, and incorrect in my opinion. Now it matters , and when the body dies an energetic imprint will remain. In the form of your son's structure for example, or anything else. Then he will die, and the planet earth will disappear, but all the information will remain until the big freeze and when the universe restarts it will keep the information of you. This is not new age, just physics. Then maybe you could better say that everything matter What you call the body includes that self that you define as nonexistent. Human structure is a stable energetic process of unimaginable complexity that is happening now in reality; that is to say, it is an expression of reality. This process includes a hyper-complex network of relationships between fields, particles, atoms, molecules, cells, and electrical impulses, which form a self that decides. This self is entirely real. It can decide between burning itself alive with gasoline or eating ice cream. There is a universe of cause and effect that gives this self a concrete form, but ultimately there is a decision that is not predetermined. Reality works this way; it is the principle of quantum decoherence. Nothing is determined until all current relationships occur. Reality in not a determined thing but a wave of potentiality that actualices itself when the relationship take place The self is the visible tip of this cascade of relationships that give rise to movement. An action happen, and it's decided for a drive, a push, an unbalance to a side. The self is that drive. Not other mysterious force but you, the reality happening . All those are conditions that construct the structure that the self is as a manifestation of the reality, but ultimately the self is the final drive. Nothing can be determined, it's impossible. You can't know all the data because the uncertainty principle forbids it; it's absolutely impossible to know all the variables, even with an infinite computer. Reality pushes in one direction or another. You are reality doing that, manifesting as a self that decides. It's the reality knowing that is and what is. And you are that. Why to deny what's obviously real?

Because it's a mess choosing the right food every day? No, you are because you think that it's more healthy, or because it's unfair exploiting animals. You, that "illusion" , made that choice due it's structure. You like to say that this structure is illusory, but it's precisely the structure making a valoration and classifying itself in the label: illusory. Well...you could make any valoration but the reality is that the self exist, it's a real process that's happening in the reality and that decides that being vegan is the right choice

That would be like saying that being at home is false and that going to the mountains is real; it's a confusing mental map. I'm not closed to the unlimited btw, lately it's becoming like normal in some extent. The point is not falsehood vs truth, it's closeness vs openess. What I meant before with psychedelics was getting states of total dissolution, I did some from then, I think I'm done with psychedelics for a while this is the idea that reality is illusory. The absolute is not peace or emptiness, is power, vitality. Formless doesn't exist, when you talk about formless you are talking about a form that is not a square or a circle, but has properties, the property of existing, and that implies everything The space and time will pass and another combination will appear. It's not that the mind believes in separation, it's that is closed by the inherent emotional density of being human. the mind can see the flow of the existence and become one with it because the mind is the flow of existence, you don't need to believe in separation to perceive the dance of reality , the flow that happens is real. It's not false, it's just the manifestation or the unlimited that is always happening Anyway, when you say believing in separation maybe you mean this, but I think its not believing, it's closeness that happens for fear. Being human is difficult Then you perceived that was not formless, was grace as you said. It's an affirmative property, is positive in the sense that is. For me the point is being open to what reality is always at least in some extent, if not life is total shit. Nothing worths if you are closed. I get sad, in lack, isolated , miserable. Then you are careful to not close yourself.

Maybe you didn't read well, he said this:

The point is being open to the true nature of everything, that we are closing with our psychological structure. How does Advaita or non-duality address this? By establishing that everything is the same essence and that the self is an illusion. It's something you create through mental activity. Who is this "you" that creates the separate self through mental activity? A foolish ignorant who has made a mistake? Or perhaps billions of years of evolution from complex molecules to the stable process of unimaginable complexity called human? Who says that's an illusion? Why? It isn't; it's the structure that reality is now taking, giving rise to the fact of perceiving itself. Enlightenment is ceasing to perceive only the mirror of the psyche and perceiving the Absolute, and Advaita practitioners are in a mistake. They say that the Absolute is pure consciousness. The Absolute is the total source, the absence of limits that lives because it has no limits and that manifests in universes, dimensions, and everything that is possible. To open yourself to it, denying what exists by calling it an illusion is an obstacle, and saying that everything is one is irrelevant. If you are in total silence, the illusion, the absence of two, etc., all become irrelevant; it is simply "I am," completely devoid of content. And there, an action can occur: the opening to the totality. This won't happen because you think everything is one because you aren't thinking anything; it will happen because your heart, in its essence, is such that without articulating it, it says: I surrender to whatever comes, to torture, emptiness, death, total nihilism. I give myself . Kill me. It has to turn its emotional gears for a moment so that they align on that frequency, for a moment. It doesn't have to be like that all the time, but it needs to have that tendency, and at a given moment, that tendency materializes in a moment of total surrender. All of this has zero relation to the ego being an illusion and all that. Then if the openess happen, all the structure begin a mutation to become transparent, millimeter by millimeter the movement is to less density instead to more density, until the source starts to be your reality, you become more transparent little by little because it's a total change that can't happen in only a moment

Tolle understands it backwards. To begin with, Tolle hasn't healed anything; he had a mental breakdown one day due to extreme stress, and the next day his self was deactivated. His default mode network stopped functioning as an extreme defense mechanism, and then he tells you that there's something he calls the pain-body, which is the accumulated trauma of your life, activated by your thoughts. Then, through meditation, you can observe it, integrate it, and thus it disappears. It's the other way around. You don't remember your cousin slapping you and calling you an idiot, and then you activate the pain-body. The point is that you haven't been able to conquer your place in society and in reality; instead, you've cowardly adapted, feigning an autonomy and power you don't possess. So your system, which has evolutionary mechanisms stemming from war and slavery, knows you're in a weak, insecure position, that in savage circumstances you would be abused and intimidated. And to manifest this, which is your reality, it evokes your nice cousin urinating on your face. Because your system knows that you are in a very insecure position and that is screaming you: danger. If you had truly earned your place, it wouldn't matter to you. It wasn't that traumatic, it wasn't like the Siege of Stalingrad; it's a symbol that you're still a coward. If you stop being a coward and earn your place, that disappears, but you have to earn it, and that requires drive, courage, struggle, and absolute assertiveness. Otherwise, you'll suffer. This is life, not a video game where the ego decides what to feel. You are the tip of the iceberg of a vast tide called humanity, forged in war, oppression, conquest, and also in genius. Tolle is a painkiller; it works while you're reading it, but then you go out into the world and it's useless.

Incredible, 1 hour ago I thought about you, and I didn't though about you since you stop posting here

A question, if nothing matters, as your profile picture says, why are you vegan?

@James123 did you read what I wrote? Read this quote of nisgardatta maharah, as he has authority maybe something can penetrate in the shield of narcissism that protects you from your inner fear to be not enough. Read: When the 'I Am' dissolves into the Absolute, all traces of individuality disappear, but what remains is not the emptiness of a corpse. It is the original source of all life, a state of pure dynamism and unlimited potentiality that needs no witnesses to exist. In that state, you are not conscious of being alive; you are Life itself flowing, a fullness so massive that the birth and death of entire universes are merely tiny bubbles rising to the surface of your own being Nisgardatta (authority) maharah

As we could see again, you prefer being superior than being open. Your choice.

The body is gone, but the source will flow always, it's impossible anything else. The human structure is not an illusion, is a manifestation of the absolute and it's perception is the perception of the absolute. It's totally obvious, can't be anything else. I know exactly where is your problem btw. I remember perfectly your two trip experiences with 10 grams of dried mushrooms. You reached the point of total emptiness and stayed there for hours, but the revelation of the limitless didn't occur. I've told you this many times, but your primary need isn't openness but superiority, which is why the opening didn't happen. When you're in absolute limitless emptiness, you can still feel, right? You can have the sensation that this emptiness is terrifying, or sad. It's at that moment that you have to make the movement of surrendering the self, of wanting to disappear into the void. Then, perhaps, sometimes, the opening occurs, and the absolute is revealed. Then your life changes forever. The prodigal son who was wandering in the dead desert has returned to his place, to the totality that lives.

Of course, you can be open to the totality, but your human system would work perfectly. Even you perceive yourself as the fullness, the vitality and the not originates, you prefer living in a good house surrounded by good friends than being a homeless alone bitten by the rats, because you are a human that evolved for avoid that shit. If your destiny is being the homeless, that's life, but If you can choose you will do without doubt, and do what's necessary

I learned it by opening myself to the total Source, and I see it clearly right now, same clear that I perceive my body. I see that it is the unlimited, and the unlimited, being unlimited, emitted potential in all directions. That potential was simply the fact of having no limits, but it is the inevitable cause of everything possible being. Let's say that the absolute void is like an infinite computer that emits mathematical equations, that is, possible relationships, and the moment the potential becomes possible, it is. It's not magic, it's just inevitable. The unlimited can't be stable, can't stop flowing, precisely because it's unlimited. The Source is total vitality only because it has no limits, and that is precisely what you are. It is not a god, nor a self, it's open, period. That which is absolutely open cannot be closed. What would close it? It's impossible.

When you die, James123 disappears, and we all say, "He was a great guy; it's always the best ones who leave us." Then countless births occur, universes emerge, others collapse, and the limitless fractal of reality keeps turning. James was just a form, an expression of the Source. The essential thing isn't James passively-aggressively saying "peace, brother," but the essence of James, and this essence is total. Perhaps there is something like reincarnation, perhaps not. Probably some kind of continuity of form, not "you," but a structural memory of this form. But what you consider "you" is only the dual structure that allows perception. That is just one form; there are infinitely many like it, so you can immerse yourself in infinity and die peacefully because you are nothing more than one of the expressions of your true nature. Just let it go yourself, what you are is the unlimited ocean, and forms are going to emerge for the eternity