Breakingthewall

Yeah, i am the totality of god, but in the highest level. The problem is that in the solipsism video this was not understood. It was understood: only your ego exists. or so I understood, both from the video and from what was discussed in the forum. Seemed always very simplistic, linear.

That is the difficult point . when you raise your consciousness you realize that you are everything, that is, amanen, you are inside my dream, I am dreaming of you, and there is nothing more than my dream, it is absolute. It's what Leo has always said and it's completely consistent with insights that happen when you become absolute. but I would say that the construction of reality is more complex. the bubble is not solipistic. everything is interconnected. reality unfolds infinitely. infinity has infinite simultaneous points of view interacting with each other if we rise our consciousness, we leave our bubble and access a larger bubble, until we reach the totality in which you and I are one. but if we lower our consciousness we fragment and become multiple again . each one of us is an eye of god, who has infinite eyes. what the eye sees is different in each case. the one who looks is always the same. And us the humans are the eye looking the eye.

We don't want to get rid of your ego. We want your ego to stop generating anxiety. and then leave a little space to go deep, not always superficial. as you say, the ego must stop judging things as inherently good or bad, and simply judge them as desirable or undesirable for the ends it pursues. ends like survival, for example. when you stop judging you realize that almost all the suffering was unreal. it was just wounded vanity. suffering is easily bearable. More, you get proud of it. Humiliation, totally unbearable. But there is not humiliation, it's a delirium

As far as is known, quantum physics is wacky. and the invariance of the speed of light same

totally agree. 5 meo undoes all your emotional knots but not gradually like mushrooms, but with a bomb effect. It is as if your emotional body were made up of intricate paths, ramifications, areas of energy blockage, others more fluid, then you take 5 meo, and all the branches extend in a straight line like beams of energy that start from the center and encompass the whole. not even the slightest curve remains, everything is straight to infinity. and then they directly disintegrate and only the bottomless void remains. this, even if it lasts only a second, changes your structure forever. that's why if after 5 meo (another day) you take lsd or mushrooms you go to infinity easily. and if after many trips you can do 5 meo easy, without any violence, I would say you are close to achieving that total liberation without any substance.

Agree, it's all the same, but since it's infinite, the word "same" doesn't make sense either. and the point was not that, it was to say: only the coffee that I have in front of me right now exists, nothing can exist outside my field of experience. and why? because....attention....god cannot experience more than one thing at a time. god can't. powerless omnipotence

really that for you your parents mean something more than a stranger is ego. any meaning is ego. the deeper you get the sting of: my parents should have been different, more deep you will have to transcend your ego in order not to feel anxiety. so the worse they were, the better for your spiritual path

we have been listening for two years: only you exist, nothing can exist outside your field of consciousness. your visual and experiential field is the totality of existence. any master who hasn't noticed is asleep. If you don't see it, it's because you're too sleepy, stupid piece of shit. and all the lambs: beeeee beeeee. moral: do not pay attention, never, not even remotely, to anything that anyone tells you. the truth is in you, not outside

any old man alone in a residence, any schizophrenic strapped to his bed, any young man sentenced to life imprisonment. but everything ends. only god is eternal and for him suffering is joy

They are your teachers. you must bend yourself until its memory is completely devoid of poison. reality exists and your ego too, creating distortion. your ego must bend to reality. You'll know it's done when remembering your parents is a memory like anything else. impossible? no, it just looks like it. start to bend

You need to reboot that system, man, you need a refresh. a hit of 5 meo would do wonders with you, believe me

of course man. from the limitless void arises a perfect form that encompasses the totality of existence. a jewel created from nothing by the infinite intelligence of the void by creative passion, by love. something that has nothing to compare with. This is me. and I, a miserable thought inside me, am going to consider that something should have been, perhaps, slightly different? what madness

trauma exists. If you have spent 3 years in the trenches seeing death and surrounded by terror and torture, there will be trauma, but you will get over it. time blurs it. a humiliation never blurs. It's not trauma, it's a vain ego crying because it's not as pretty as it would like. hysterical models comparing each other. this is all the pain. empty vanity

What I am trying to say is that the pain is not in the past but in the present. it is all vanity. there is real trauma, but it stings a thousand times less than shame

think about this detail. if you have sex with a pig in front of an audience, and the rest of humanity does the same too. would the trauma be the same?

the past exists and is as real as your hand. they're hardwired neural pathways that you can't change. as real as a concrete block. who says silly things like don't think about it and it disappears, could also say the same about a cancer. the past is immovable. but its emotional charge can be deactivated completely. when you realize that everything is exactly as it should be, the past becomes a mere dead curiosity. it still exists but in black and white, all its poison disappears the moment I take away the quality of: it should have been different

The events almost never leave imprints.It is your current interpretation of those events that make you see your ego lowered and humiliated that causes a discharge of suffering. true trauma is rare. what hurts is vanity

When you say that about the average Joe, I get the hint that you think I speak here to feel special, or some ego thing. are you really that blind? but yes... I'd say you're pretty blind. living in the mind, without intuition. wake up friend, you're in rem sleep. Forget all those dogmas that you use to preach here. Open yourself to the living, vibrant, actual reality

I try to see what you say, there must be a hidden and deep background in something that has mobilized so many people for so many centuries... but I can't see it. ibn arabi, the mystics, were truly wise, but islam as an ideology and muhammad as a figure seem completely empty to me

Hah! And? Give me some fresh food. you only bring canned food to the table.

you can function perfectly with a permanent open door to infinity, being conciouss in real time of what reality is, of what you are. in fact it is the only satisfactory way to live. That's why it's called truth, because everything else is a lie, and any lie, no matter how small, is suffering. It's nothing special, it's just reality. settling for less is misery

The truth is the infinity, is god, and is you, and you can't find it with the mind because it's beyond the mind.

And what is the present moment? For example my present moment now is me remembering the past. And it's not less real than me looking a landscape, for example

from an absolute point of view, nothing is real. infinity is, and that is what there is. then you are creating the past right now. the same as the present, the ground you walk on and anything else. from a relative point of view, everything is real. the past happened and is stored in your mind to give you more chances of survival as an individual and as a species. then, the past is imaginary because it is a mental image, but there is a completely real storage system that makes this imagination possible. you cannot change your past, it is engraved in your mind at a cellular level. it's completely real

I think Christianity is quite different. It has very insightful metaphors, it is deeply spiritual, the trinity can easily be interpreted as non-duality, his descriptions of god are accurate, jesus is the paradigm of the enlightened. Christianity is the central pillar of Western culture. it is not perfect but it tends towards justice and individual freedom (without achieving it, of course). what Christianity preaches is current and totally in accordance with real enlightenment. In fact I think the sufis were christians in deep