Breakingthewall

therefore, to say that reality is nothing is meaningless. existence exists, and the adjectives we put on it have no meaning since it is absolute, there is no inside or outside. the same goes for the no self. the self is the subject experiencing an object. in the absolute there is no subject and object, with which it can be said that there is no me, but at the same time, everything is me, since I am the absolute, because only the absolute is, and i am. It's a different way of me, but me after all So again the question: why it seems relative? A subject, me, perceiving objects. Why so deliberate? I'm asking only as a mental game, but i think it's interesting, even the thing is beyond logic

mine is at level 2 or 3, trying to be 1. I was at a solid 8, but I've realized that all that understanding and knowing is nonsense. I just want to open my mind to the absolute unlimited, and for that you have to remove everything else. and it is completely absurd to try to explain that or anything else to anyone.

@JoeVolcano So? There is nothing? What is nothing? Me walking on the street right now?

there is only this and there is not outside or inside, but this has a depth that we cannot see. we only see the surface. the dream and the dreamer are the same, so the purpose is within the dream, but the dream is everything. so the question remains valid: why this?

No, the purpose could be the cause of the dream, not something inside the dream.

It seems that human nature has a very powerful side that tends to deep dysfunction, suffering, war, both internally and externally. society is only a reflection of the human interior. even so, there is a positive trend. at least at the entrances to the cities there are no rows of impaled people as a warning. Even so, the human being is cursed, expelled from Eden. that is our destiny. For me, the only possible path is total transcendence. the ultimate goal of being a human is that. or so it seems to me. the human being is an enigma in itself, a labyrinth that only has one solution: stop being human

Yes, i was talking about the dream, if it is a larger context or not. If there is a purpose or not.

It depends on how you consider it. Does the dream have any purpose? It seems extremely deliberate. is the dream evolutionary? Or is the concept of evolution foreign to the consciousness of God? from our mentality it seems impossible for something to be without purpose. you can say that the purpose is to be, but it is already a purpose. be more complex? all traditions and mystics have spoken of reincarnation. continuity, evolution. It seems logical. although your idea also seems to me

in Roman law the paterfamilias could kill his wife if he wanted. 200 years ago, the figure of honor killing was in almost all penal codes. the native americans sold their women if they wanted, God took out a rib from adam and created the woman to keep company and serve the man etc etc.

If you have some inner harmony, you are in your weight and you take care of your appearance, you will give off some good vibes even if you are not the prototype of a handsome man. enough to spare for a conversation to take place easily. the difficult thing for me is not to start, but after the chemistry flows. if for example you put yourself in a nice plan, little friend, accomplice, etc. it's almost always insecurity imo. something like: I'm a cute puppy, love me. anti-sex. because we are afraid to let masculinity flow, since it can be something aggressive, we are half castrated, I don't know. The fact is that a woman who wants to let her femininity flow with a man, is not going to look for you to protect her and all that, but to feel horny for you. if not, in the end you find one who doesn't feel hot for you but who doesn't see you as a threat and feels safe, and tries to get you for a boyfriend... terrible to fall into that, but very common imo. It's like to prostitute yourself. You can't find real flow, so you make a kind of deal, you guarantee acceptance in exchange for them guaranteeing it to you

When you interact with a girl in a male/female way, the issue is that your masculine part comes into contact with her feminine part. You have to let it flow, and it's not easy in many cases since we have fragile masculinity, so you need the security of a relationship for it to flow. making it flow in something casual, on the street, is an art, and to be able to practice it you have to understand the obstacles you put on yourself. Most of women can't have quality sex , almost never

If you do microdose of 2 mg, it's 0,2 mg of 5 meo, almost nothing. Do you feel it? I use to microdose 5 meo, maybe 3 mg, to make my ego lighter, thinner, but without erasing it. it is very useful. it is not to understand, or to see, it is only to soften the barriers. another thing is a full dose, that for me continues to impose great respect

Yes, Jesus flagellated before the mockery of the people, and then nailed naked to a cross, writhing in agony like a worm before the gaze of his executioners, possessed by the greatest pain, the greatest impotence, the greatest humiliation. and suddenly, he realizes that this atrocious suffering opens up and is the glory of existence in all its intensity, in its absolute beauty, in its totality.

inside and outside are appearances. obviously it seems that there is inside and outside of you, if it were not so, you would not need to realize that it is not so.

@Jodistrict have you tried synthetic? are there differences?

That is. To achieve this, each one must be intuitive and do what is necessary, understand what hinders free flow, and act accordingly. sometimes psychedelics are necessary, other times meditation, also changing habits, companies, occupations. it is something that encompasses everything

It should not be easy to be in the spotlight and that does not influence you, preserve your integrity. but I guess if you've been doing it for many years, it becomes normal for you

you have to eliminate as much as possible, or totally, the narcissism from you, since it turns you into a puppet. any need for external validation is sapping your life. turning you into a sad clown. if you want to stop being pathetic, become aware of your narcissism and expel it. After that, you can start living with dignity

That is absolutely true. I don't like a girl who wants sex the day we meet. seems dysfunctional to me. I think she does it without real feeling, as for "try" to be a woman. I am not talking about a sentimental attachment, but about a real sexual feeling that occurs after 2, 3 or 4 dates, where it really flows. could be in the first, but almost never. it is usually forced and stupid to do so. on a disco night, the cheapest

I've been doing it since I started masturbating, at 11 y.o. With so much practice, I can achieve something that I call a semi-orgasm. I stay at the moment of orgasm for a long time without reaching it, and when it comes I stop, then I ejaculate, but halfway, without being a complete orgasm but the sensation is almost the same, the expulsion of lesser semen, the peculiarity is that you do not lose the erection and you can continue. I have done it up to 5 times in a row, the girls are quite impressed because it is not usual. If I have a complete orgasm, I can't go on, and really, normally I don't feel like another one on the same day, but this way I can spend hours.

getting girls because you're "somebody" sucks. the cold door is infinitely more beautiful. not only the result matters, beauty is in the process, it's magical

psychology tries to solve the labyrinth that is the human social ego, the trauma, going through it until you find the exit. authentic spirituality flies over it and comes out of it directly

I don't understand what it means. If you mean experience as something that is happening, I agree. the absolute is not happening, it is. happening is appearance. to realize god is to realize that you are, with unlimited depth. you can say: "realize" is an experience. well, we are in the apparent, everything is experience, but we experience that there is no experience, there is being

Why? Obviously reality is. Is=god. Seek in yourself. You are

If God wanted that, he would never remember being god. God wants things to be exactly the way they are, right? but those of us who seek enlightenment do so by our will, because we want that and we act accordingly. I guess you could say God wants us to. what you said before about the depth, I do not agree. I can realize God meditating for a moment, a flash, or I can spend 10 days drooling in ecstasy like Ramakrishna. they are both realizing god, but of different depth. I seek more depth, but not as much as a saint. the just one to live this life in total freedom. But who knows, once you start something you never know where is the end