Breakingthewall

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  1. I don't know, looks like it is his realization after a life. But anyway, the comparison with nahm. Nahm didn't adopt any teaching. it was a very different case. nahm was looking to seduce.
  2. But, I am going to fight to the death to escape from the mine, to try to have a lot of women, a lot of money, and to kick my father in the balls, because that is what it should be. this is a performance. relax and enjoy the show. In the end, everything will be as it should. do not suffer. or yes, suffer, but knowing that this is that should be. be happy in the suffering.
  3. the source of unhappiness is the certainty that things should be different. My father shouldn't be a shit torturing me. girls should love me. the money should flow to me. I shouldn't have leprosy and be a slave in a coltan mine when I am 8 years old. but the reality is that there is no "should be". things are exactly as they should be. you are not a guest at the fun party. you are a soldier who carries a cross. take it with joy, because it is what it should be
  4. Very far. Veganawake just tell his perception. His intention is to contribute and help. you can agree with him or not. he is not a manipulator or a wannabe guru scammer. in my opinion he's stuck at one point, but maybe he just means things his way and substitutes "god" for "nobody"
  5. because dark-skinned men are perceived as less civilized, potentially more dangerous, irrational, violent. so in a cold approach, the Caucasian will always have an advantage. and if he is blond and blue-eyed, even better. he is perceived as trustworthy, obedient to the norm, educated in the hive, master of his primal instincts. women find this reassuring
  6. You are unlimited but you seem limited. The illusion is perfectly done. you can't get out of it. you are doing exactly what you want, but you think you want something else. If a stone falls on your foot and crushes it, it is because you wanted to, although it will seem to you that it is the last thing you wanted. because you do not realize that you are god, there is a masterfully placed barrier that prevents you from seeing it: you. a work of art of deception
  7. try to understand where is the interacting with your mother that limits you, imprisons you. surely there is something and you, unconsciously but wisely, react by protecting yourself. try to understand and when you do, try to communicate openly. My mother died when I was 17, I was stupid and mean to her lately, and now I find it very sad. My mother always wanted the best for me, but I couldn't stand her protection, always being on top of me. I wanted to get rid of her as it was, I was even glad in some way that she died and now I think that's a big shit. take advantage while you can to do things the best you can
  8. seeing god in the mire of human existence is the challenge of being human. being human is the ultimate challenge. that being full of fear and lies, apparently horrible, miserable and evil, rotten and demon-possessed, which is pure perfection. the ultimate game
  9. What I am is...i don't know . How it's possible? Why are we lost in that mess that we call life, if we are that indescribable perfection? How could I keep the door open to the indescribable beauty that I am? Why does it close, and I go back to being a worm wallowing in the mud? but no problem, I am that
  10. you're asking about finding bliss by meditating, not about how to fix a car engine. what kind of answer do you want? something very concrete to an absolutely vague question?
  11. I have once tried mixing freebase with vinegar and a little water and using it as drops in the nose. I bought some ph strips from the pharmacy, and wet a corner and with a little vinegar it still shows basic, since free base is strongly basic. with a little more vinegar it shows neutral. Freebase is more likely to irritate tissues than vinegar, which is a food product. free base is not and is very basic. think that caustic soda is basic too
  12. are you completely honest with yourself about what you want to do, what you want to give of yourself? Are you sure you're not making other people's goals yours? because perhaps what happens to you is that you, wisely, are rebelling against what you, stupidly, are imposing on yourself
  13. reality is absolute, but by virtue of a clever special effects trick, a kind of mirror box, it appears relative. you can go as far as possible into the relative, into the division, and you will find a sense of falsehood, of unreality. you can reverse the path and return to unity, and you will find joy, the divisions will disappear, and ultimately you will discover that there never were, that nothing ever happened. a strange trick
  14. The issue is not to silence the mind but to dissolve the barrier of the ego. the ego is supposed to be the thoughts, therefore we deduce that in the absence of thought there is no self. that's not true. it can be the not-self with thoughts and be the self with all its granite solidity in silence. when the self dissolves the mind takes on unlimited depth, and bliss occurs. this happens during meditation, but in my experience the ego has had to be completely vaporized several times before. this can happen with very serious and intensive meditation practices or with 5 meo. If you have not broken the granite block that is the ego, being silent for a minute will not help you much, only as a mental control practice
  15. god is unfathomable depth and suffering is deep and unfathomable
  16. only the river is not going to become the ocean. It's already the ocean right now, it just doesn't realize it. nothing will change, what is, is. it is a simple matter of perspective.
  17. First, what you say he did was normal for any influencer of the time. nobody looked down on you if you captured slaves to castrate them. second, it has wise and profound phrases. in my opinion it is a very basic religion created to handle ignorant people, but who knows... you have to have an open mind. the sufis are very deep and they were muslims
  18. Yes, that emptiness is fullness. It's empty but it is and it's impossible to grasp with the mind. Thanks for asking, explaining about the ego i explain it to myself
  19. Of course, who wants that stupidity if you can have the truth? One minute of truth is better than a life of material success. But it's easy to get lost in the ambition. Happens to me every day
  20. yes yes we are all one, but I want girls and money.
  21. Yes, it's . calling it nothing makes no sense. it is existence. you can feel it, but not define it. it is empty but it is, and you can become the absolute that it is, indescribable. So you are that. More, you can realize how in that moment you are creating yourself. The body, the reality. Because you are everything. If not, who would be? But same time, if your body, the reality, dissapear, you are nothing. Absolute empty, but still existing.
  22. They seem very specific to me. Let's see... do you understand what the ego is? How through language have you created a conceptual mental image, a matrix, and how have you substituted reality for this matrix, and become addicted to it? Do you see your dependence on the concept, on the idea transmitted by others? reality is not conceptual. the concept is a tool to manipulate reality, to survive as a species, but it possesses us like a demon. we are an infinite being of unlimited depth, but we are stuck in survival software. There is nothing I can say about the unlimited, only about the limited: break it.
  23. I would ask him: do you realize what a trap the ego is? If you haven't realized, there's nothing I can tell you. If you have seen that clearly, you have already taken the first fundamental step. now you have a great job to do. your mind is full of barriers, the need for handholds to hold on to. of fear of freedom, of not knowing. you have to break them. How? first, really desiring to be free. wanting to open up to the truth. sit for hours alone in silence. Hit your structures with psychedelics. free yourself from the conceptual. dare with true freedom.
  24. the mind ceases to be a parceled-out field where everything is classified, and becomes a shapeless well where there is room for love, genuine happiness, inspiration and true self-confidence to arise.
  25. meditation, deconstruction of mental patterns, contemplation, psychedelics with the intention of deepening. nothing that is conceptual, nothing that nobody can say. the real is beyond words