Breakingthewall

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  1. that is the incomprehensible question. If I shoot the seagull in the head, and then you, only you will be left, who was both the seagull and you. but that you that remains is nothing that resembles the you that is asking. the you that is asking limits itself by fear, in order to exist as limited. you are a bubble made of fear, fear preserves you. to the seagull too. if you remove fear, selfishness, the desire to be, you will no longer be. we are bubbles of fear that encapsulate infinity, each with an infinite portion within its finite envelope, and this cannot be understood. the thing is that the you who asks is not infinity inside the capsule, it is the capsule. there are many capsules (infinite?), and infinity is only one.
  2. Yes. give it your all, to the last drop. just for the pleasure and satisfaction of giving it. life is glory
  3. If you are good looking, everyone will treat you one way, and if you're ugly, another. this from childhood, to teachers. even your parents. there are experiments on symmetry in features and subconscious reactions. this will create a pattern of more or less self-confidence in you, since being social beings we see ourselves through the eyes of others, until we get out of that, of course. This self confident is borrowed, superficial and weak
  4. you can reach that state every day with meditation. the mushrooms have shown you the goal. now work on it a bit
  5. If I remember correctly, I have read that he did bufo 56 times. this is not a casual thing. It is seen that he is a guy who has wanted to deepen to the maximum. tyson always had that hyper sensitive type aura that protects itself by being aggressive, but fragile in the background
  6. good points. but later the monk, or whoever it is, returns, although the limits have been blurred, the absolute and the relative merge, and a background joy arises inexhaustible. the ego loosens its grip realizing that it does not need to control, and life takes on beauty and depth.
  7. @Godishere one thing is to be open, to realize the absolute, and another is to be able to act efficiently. You have to learn to listen to your inner voice. there are people who must be separated from you. you have to be able to separate yourself mentally, and maybe physically, from some people, and get closer to others. You don't have to be able to feel comfortable with everyone, but rather open yourself up to those with you feel openness in their presence and put up a wall with which the energy that flows is negative. maybe you can go deeper into this, but I have learned one thing: keep people who give you negative vibration away. The anxiety many times comes from to try to be open with those who are toxic. If you eat toxic food your body will react by rejecting that food. if you force yourself to continue eating it, it may react by refusing any food
  8. attachment leads to suffering. living without attachment would be the answer. the ideal would be to live in the world, enjoying its benefits, but without attachment. the question would be: without attachment, would you find these benefits attractive?
  9. what happens with 5meo is that it is not something that you can cause, it is something that suddenly happens, despite you
  10. @pablo_aka_god great that you did, mushrooms are wonderful. For me they always have a taste like nice, joy, beauty. But same time they are perfect to reveal your trauma. But they do with love, making easy that you can forgive yourself. And once you do, even if if was because psychedelic, it's done. But first trips use to be beauty, coloured, sexual energy
  11. Sometimes I used to go out to clubs with a friend who was very handsome . the girls came in to talk to him quite regularly. he was fit but it was mainly the features of his face. symmetry, green eyes, masculine appearance but not rude, defined lines but not hard. the girls pay much more attention to that than to a gym body, which normally denotes anxiety, an eagerness to be liked. Small masculinity. Later the guy was a disaster with women, very addicted to sex, but with prostitutes on the street, incapable of a normal relationship... those things. but it seemed something else
  12. pure Caucasian women seem less sexual. a little miscegenation makes them hotter. black hair, brown skin, slanted eyes.
  13. love what you do, want to give your best in it. why? because it is beautiful to do it, and not to do it is miserable.
  14. Exactly, sensations, but they exist and are translated to labels. shame is very real. something we have to realize is to what extent we are gregarious beings. by default we are not individuals, we are part of a collective. genetically we are programmed for shame, it is a feeling of enormous power that serves to unite the group. the forces acting here are atavistic. whoever wants to free himself must understand.
  15. well, thanks for trying to help, but you could be more open minded and open yourself to the possibility that what is being done is not toxic. just the possibility
  16. Why? That is the question. Supreme art maybe?
  17. what if you say something that can't be translated as: hey guys, look at me! I am super wonderful. and very advanced. What is the objective of that? Try to realize what are you doing.
  18. Humans can love too, but never totally selfless...they are humans at the end. Btw, great to see you again
  19. from the absolute point of view, nothing is happening. there is only this eternal moment. and at this moment you are imagining a past that is only in your imagination, which makes it seem that there is movement. you don't come from nowhere and you're not going anywhere, it just seems that way, like a trick.
  20. Never. I have a mission here. go as deep as I can. live the best I can. be the best version of me that i can. It's in my nature to keep trying. maybe with a paralyzing or painful illness I would collapse, you never know
  21. I don't understand the nature of the dream, how in possible that a dream exist , how is it possible that the dream is the absolute, how I am everything and at the same time the others exist and are me. Why the apparent reality is as it is. I don't even remotely understand any of this. my moment is to open myself to being absolute, to the unfathomable love of being. everything I have said above is speculation based on logic. simply contrast points of view with a guy who seems interesting to me
  22. You never know. human reality is cruel but also basically happy. how to analyze the happiness index of humans born from 200,000 years ago to now? it is probable that his existence was hard, but basically simple and happy, with moments of horror. if they told you: you are going to be born at random 40,000 years ago. would you say yes or no? the answer indicates if you have balls to be a human or not. being human requires a great deal of courage, but it has a great reward as well. Probably the ancient humans were basically much happier than those now locked in their minds, even if they lived with the true horror Lucky depending of your point of view. If they give me a choice, for the next one I prefer to be a bird, or maybe a fish. A little mindless vacation from the mess of being human would be nice. Anyway, all of this are speculation. mind ideas. we don't know anything about this, past life experiences can be dreams. Although maybe everything you say is real. who knows. but thinking about it only leads to more ego imo
  23. I would say that love is the absence of rejection. reality is love, there is only that. love = reality. what happens is that we must reject much of reality in order to survive. we have to reject being burned with gasoline. or starve. The problem is that since we are social beings, we depend on the acceptance and rejection of others to survive. if you get kicked out of the cave, you die. this makes it possible that you reject yourself. then there is no love for you, only rejection. stop rejecting yourself, and you will realize that everything is love, because that we call love is nothing, it's only the absence of contamination. A mother loves her baby because there is nothing in him to reject....yet. but sometimes a mother see some details in her baby to reject, he's ugly, or dumb, anything, and this is hard. This introduce the rejection in the baby. If it's not the mother, will be anything else. The rejection will come in to us, and it veil the purity of the reality, that we call love, but itsnt anything, love is not a thing. Is the absence of anything else
  24. I'm not agree. many people are slaves and move for necessity, but others do it out of vocation and love. look at what humanity has done, where it has come. Have it came from the path of negativity, to escape something worse? or for love, from the real and positive desire of improvement? are we slaves or leonardo davinci? a part of both. I don't know if it's true or not. But Id say that acting out of fear is a mistake. use this life to gain merit for the next I don't see it. gives rise to fear, paranoia, superstition... religión. how to be sure of those things? The reality is that enormous suffering that you are talking about exist. What is the point of that? I don't know. We have to go really deep to understand this imo.