Breakingthewall

@JoeVolcano i wasn't referring to you personally at all, but to people who have punctual awakenings and implement them in their ego, and i erase it because it didn't make sense, everyone does what they can. but one thing is obvious: the awakening is now. memorized past awakenings are what give rise to the division between awake and not awake, me and the normies, etc. if we're not realizing god right now, better not think about it. or think about what to do, or not do, to realize now. and if we are realizing it now, in some extent, you will be happy and everything will be as it should be. conceptualize, put labels, talk to your friends about spirituality... oversized ego.

Jesus was enlightened and for him the torture was not so much. the rest of us are prisoners of preference, and we cannot see beyond what is good or bad for us. If we erase that, perfection remains

the impaled man , with a stake through his body, which they stuck in his ass and pulled out from his shoulder while they laughed, is drying in the scorching sun surrounded by insects, he is alive and every slightest movement is an atrocious torture. it is a being made of pain, rage, shame, horror and fear. after a while, there is no shame anymore, there is no fear. only pain, pure, absolute suffering. then, the impaled realizes that the sky shines in a strange way. Suddenly, he sees that everything is absolute glory, in this present of perfection his pain shines like a sparkling jewel. It's no pain anymore . it is out of the human. he has transcended the man, now he is god. and it's not happy or unhappy. It's just perfection, glory

good realization, there is nothing like a sleepless night to understand things. I would say that we are defined by patterns formed by fear. without them, we would be completely undefined, there would be no me. It would be enlightenment, the breadth without limits. Fear has deep roots and virtually no one can get rid of it, but it's a good goal to try. Understand the roots of the fear is the first step

As Buddha says, everything is suffering. life is mud and thoughts are mud. without suffering, you would be dead, you would be god. but this does not mean that suffering is a bad thing. it is simply the necessary ingredient to separate you from god and be you. it's wonderful to be you. Just don't let the suffering be too high, only in the perfect level to be you closer god as is possible

Exactly. Someone who goes through so much effort has to tell himself that he has reached the highest realization. that doesn't mean he did. Buddhism is a religion that denies life, whose ultimate goal is to stop living. they do not see the beauty of existing, only: life is dukka. a bit cowardly. life is dukka but it is wonderful. Buddhism does not know God, it does not understand the love that is existence. just living in fear of not being reincarnated as a snake. snakes are wonderful, and buddhists are dumb And in my opinion solipsism is false. You as God are one, but you as person are many. But it's a very slippery ground.

Jesus Christ, Ibn Arabi . They knew god as leo know

you know all that, but you still don't know god. you are a being in black and white. when the divinity of what you are manifests, you will be a being in Technicolor

@Breakingthewall @JoeVolcano you can review as many times as you want and you will only find two or three ideas, that the map is not the territory, that you have to go beyond the concept, and things about discord that I do not understand very well, aimed at people with serious emotional problems , which are the ones he want to capture his attention.and some dose of cloying sentimentality And that's it. there is nothing there, only: I am very special. How lucky you are that I talk to you! Engañabobos in Spanish.

@Breakingthewall @JoeVolcano The ego...maybe what happens is that the syntax is strange

@JoeVolcano Really, not. I don't even know what he's talking about. maybe the problem is mine

I've wasted some time trying to do it when I doubt if I'm an idiot or if he's making fun of me. my conclusion is that it is the second I think the phenomenon is that many people bow to his superior attitude and his claims that he is enlightened, and when they read that text they don't bother trying to understand it, it just evokes something strange, being incomprehensible, and they think: ohhh a mystic, I am so far from understanding him...he speaks in the language of god ?

@JoeVolcano have seriously tried 3 times. I can't. After 10 seconds I went into a state of hypnosis trying to understand what he was talking about. I can't judge if it's correct or not. The same thing happens to me with texts. example, this text: I love just be. ? I wonder… to whom does being feel unconscious, who is not explicitly aware? Is there someone trying to be, or perhaps is there the activity of thought about trying to be? Can thought be directed towards presence, or is presence awareness, of the thoughts? It of course great to be self aware of being, and it can also be questioned… who is the ‘me’ which is said to be self aware of being? If self awareness is made of different things than beingness… being is not infinite, but is another thing, isn’t it so? Most relevant imo, if an I has a being self & a thought self, is the negative guy the I, the being self or a thought self? If the identity of negative guy doesn’t resonate, is a self not resonating with a self, or is a thought not resonating, with self? Who experiences, self? Before it is said there needs to be a place, perhaps first it can be inspected, is there a place where self stays? Where is this place? Likewise there is said to be unconscious & unaware, is this direct experience? What was / is it like, the experience of unconscious, unaware? Try to understand this: Most relevant imo, if an I has a being self & a thought self, is the negative guy the I, the being self or a thought self? If the identity of negative guy doesn’t resonate, is a self not resonating with a self, or is a thought not resonating, with self? For me, this is hipnosis. Maybe I'm not enough smart to understand.

Well said. Buddhism is negative, simplistic and false imo

Never, how are they? I have to concentrate a lot to understand spoken English, and if I don't even understand what he says in his posts, I guess the videos don't either

Yes, after death you will disappear and that's it, because you are nothing. God will remain, which is already the case. we could say that we are god, but we are so identified with "i" that we are not. the i who fears to experience all the suffering of the universe will not experience anything, will disappear, and that's it. It was never real, although it seems so. god will obviously remain, but god is nothing like the "I" we think we are. it's like you want to understand the 19 dimensions of quantum physics, you can't. So , for who was scared about that video, don't worry about the sufferings of future lives, for us they don't exist and God doesn't care, there is not suffering, only us suffer, and we are not real. So let's play this game without any slightest fear

@OBEler try vaping, it lasts a short time and you can do it several times in a row . At the end you will get used to it

@Raptorsin7 i think it's something simple . If you read a thread that is out there in which he explains in detail the story of his life and how he was an obese boy with severe depression who began to meditate and everything changed, he set up a business, and thanks to the balance that meditation brought him Triumph right away, relationships with his wife, wonderful, more meditation, then came total enlightenment, even so he continued creating businesses, up to three, meeting with billionaires on a regular basis, while collaborating in this forum out of altruism... all invented, obviously. a guy, I guess very loser at work, interested in spirituality, with delusions of enlightenment, I imagine with some mental disorder, who wants to be a guru and earn money from it. if you analyze their publications it is obvious. he says some rather profound things and inserts deliberately incomprehensible paragraphs, so that people say: oh, it's so deep that I can't catch what he's saying. he is a buddha. I think I get something, the essence .... all scam. He seeks to have influence, and get money to pay the bills. If you are depressed, suicidal, lost, he will open his arms to you, and you will open your wallet. he promised enlightenment by transference (paid of course), and all the time he is trying to appear on another level than the normal human. in his other forum, which is very weak, obviously, he act bit closer, but he continues to drop pearls. there are people who believe that he is a buddha. Okay... In my opinion, anyone who lies is very far from truth.

The guy has the two faces. on the one hand, a genuine and real openness, a very pronounced natural predisposition to the dissolution of the ego, natural mysticism. on the other hand, he is a normal guy who reacts when his balls are touched, who defends opinions against others and all that. In fact, if you have a natural disposition to mysticism, I would say that it is normal to have a sensitive ego. the two things are perfectly compatible, although I suppose that the more exposure to total openness, the less disposition to egoic reactions

the ego is energetic patterns made of fear, which, like barriers, give you a definite structure and shape. It doesn't matter what shape it is, it is something that separates you from the divinity that you really are. you can live prisoner of the ego, like almost everyone, but it is fear, stress, tension and isolation. It can be useful to survive, but at what prize do you want to survive? And at the end, the beast turns against you

For me it was better to vaporize because it lasts less, but maybe I was too cowardly and plugged in it would have been faster to end the fear, although I don't think so. To the beginner (if he has fear inside him, like me) I would say, forget about God and that, you do this to see your fear. don't worry about all the horrible feelings and that, it's just your ego resisting. don't procrastinate and move on. in the end you get used to fear and at a given moment you see it as total stupidity, an obvious trick.

A guy like you should travel, try living in other countries, new friends, new experiences. you're 26 but soon you'll be 36. don't take it so easy, act.

what will happen in the world? perhaps something revolutionary, or terrible. Or both. I try to give my all, do what I love, enjoy life, and go deeper than I can. What am I going to do, if I'm just a cell? If the world burns, I will sit and watch it with interest. I'll try to survive as long as I can and then I'll die. it will be fun for sure. But i bet that the path is towards more love between humans. It is very difficult and it will not be fast, since we are beings made of fear, but I think there is a positive progression

If than were so we would be birds, or dolphins. we're in a very well designed rat maze and there's only one way out, God. the rest are traps. the normal thing is to fall into them and never be able to get out. The majority of humanity is sad, suffers and does not even remotely understand what is happening to them

@Bacher you don't want to dissolve and disappear. then you resist and things can get extremely unpleasant. As much as you consciously accept that whatever happens, unconsciously your ego says: no way. this is the last thing i want. the sensations could be horrible. For me it has been extremely difficult, I have chosen to vape because if it gets bad at least it lasts a little. I have completely overcome that fear. I can vape a high quantity and there is no resistance , I wish that the dissolution and the opening take place, since it is something mystical, magical and wonderful beyond any description. Now I'm going to start with the roas that last longer, because vaping is too short, it really seems like it's just an instant. It is something incredible, indescribable. you are no longer you, you have expanded to infinity, an unlimited emptiness, and all that emptiness is total joy, total love, what you always were, erything you ever wanted. and with an instant your understanding of reality changes. your heart is open, and love flows. Nothing compares to that. so I recommend that you go little by little, because it is a very serious matter that will change your life