Breakingthewall

@Raptorsin7 i think it's something simple . If you read a thread that is out there in which he explains in detail the story of his life and how he was an obese boy with severe depression who began to meditate and everything changed, he set up a business, and thanks to the balance that meditation brought him Triumph right away, relationships with his wife, wonderful, more meditation, then came total enlightenment, even so he continued creating businesses, up to three, meeting with billionaires on a regular basis, while collaborating in this forum out of altruism... all invented, obviously. a guy, I guess very loser at work, interested in spirituality, with delusions of enlightenment, I imagine with some mental disorder, who wants to be a guru and earn money from it. if you analyze their publications it is obvious. he says some rather profound things and inserts deliberately incomprehensible paragraphs, so that people say: oh, it's so deep that I can't catch what he's saying. he is a buddha. I think I get something, the essence .... all scam. He seeks to have influence, and get money to pay the bills. If you are depressed, suicidal, lost, he will open his arms to you, and you will open your wallet. he promised enlightenment by transference (paid of course), and all the time he is trying to appear on another level than the normal human. in his other forum, which is very weak, obviously, he act bit closer, but he continues to drop pearls. there are people who believe that he is a buddha. Okay... In my opinion, anyone who lies is very far from truth.

The guy has the two faces. on the one hand, a genuine and real openness, a very pronounced natural predisposition to the dissolution of the ego, natural mysticism. on the other hand, he is a normal guy who reacts when his balls are touched, who defends opinions against others and all that. In fact, if you have a natural disposition to mysticism, I would say that it is normal to have a sensitive ego. the two things are perfectly compatible, although I suppose that the more exposure to total openness, the less disposition to egoic reactions

the ego is energetic patterns made of fear, which, like barriers, give you a definite structure and shape. It doesn't matter what shape it is, it is something that separates you from the divinity that you really are. you can live prisoner of the ego, like almost everyone, but it is fear, stress, tension and isolation. It can be useful to survive, but at what prize do you want to survive? And at the end, the beast turns against you

For me it was better to vaporize because it lasts less, but maybe I was too cowardly and plugged in it would have been faster to end the fear, although I don't think so. To the beginner (if he has fear inside him, like me) I would say, forget about God and that, you do this to see your fear. don't worry about all the horrible feelings and that, it's just your ego resisting. don't procrastinate and move on. in the end you get used to fear and at a given moment you see it as total stupidity, an obvious trick.

A guy like you should travel, try living in other countries, new friends, new experiences. you're 26 but soon you'll be 36. don't take it so easy, act.

what will happen in the world? perhaps something revolutionary, or terrible. Or both. I try to give my all, do what I love, enjoy life, and go deeper than I can. What am I going to do, if I'm just a cell? If the world burns, I will sit and watch it with interest. I'll try to survive as long as I can and then I'll die. it will be fun for sure. But i bet that the path is towards more love between humans. It is very difficult and it will not be fast, since we are beings made of fear, but I think there is a positive progression

If than were so we would be birds, or dolphins. we're in a very well designed rat maze and there's only one way out, God. the rest are traps. the normal thing is to fall into them and never be able to get out. The majority of humanity is sad, suffers and does not even remotely understand what is happening to them

@Bacher you don't want to dissolve and disappear. then you resist and things can get extremely unpleasant. As much as you consciously accept that whatever happens, unconsciously your ego says: no way. this is the last thing i want. the sensations could be horrible. For me it has been extremely difficult, I have chosen to vape because if it gets bad at least it lasts a little. I have completely overcome that fear. I can vape a high quantity and there is no resistance , I wish that the dissolution and the opening take place, since it is something mystical, magical and wonderful beyond any description. Now I'm going to start with the roas that last longer, because vaping is too short, it really seems like it's just an instant. It is something incredible, indescribable. you are no longer you, you have expanded to infinity, an unlimited emptiness, and all that emptiness is total joy, total love, what you always were, erything you ever wanted. and with an instant your understanding of reality changes. your heart is open, and love flows. Nothing compares to that. so I recommend that you go little by little, because it is a very serious matter that will change your life

first you have to understand that your thoughts are the activity you carry out for the real-time construction of the social self, created throughout your life by language, and that it takes its energy from the social matrix created over the centuries, to become a processor connected online to billions of other processors that power the human hive. Once you understand this and see what you really are, if you remove this matrix, you will be able to easily observe your thoughts without being attached to them, since you will know that they mean nothing.

you really don't remember? the guy repeats it 150 times, ask him, his nick here is raptorsin. They were between 10 and 15 thousand. He took 2000 from another. He was here capturing tits to get milk from. He also claimed to be the owner of 3 successful business and have a lot of meetings with millionaires. He has a long thread here where he explains his successful process to the enlightenment and the success in many business

Ask the guy he took $15,000 from when he was at his lowest point. He promised enlightenment by transmission and charged for it. and did not stop charging until the tit was dry

I have taken time reading his texts. I still do sometimes on his current forum. it is fascinating. he says interesting, profound things, and suddenly interjects deliberately incomprehensible fragments. it is a strategy to appear remote, arcane. if you ask him about those fragments, he never answers. then he approaches people who are having a hard time, who suffer, and flatters them... he's a dangerous guy imo

absolutely. not only not to recreate the mistakes of the past but to realize that there was no mistake. everything was perfect. It was what it took to mold what you are. don't try to adopt this idea, it won't work. it only works to realize the perfection of existence, like a fascinating jewel created out of nothing. an art that goes beyond what any artist could dream of. To realize, you have to transcend the self. the self is the one who judges good or bad, what should be or should have been. doing this is not easy, it takes genius, determination, and courage. But courage is easy to come by when you know there is no other way. you have to erase the fear from you, break down the barriers. How? I guess you've read it here a thousand times: self-inquiry, meditation, psychedelics. with determination. the prize is great, freedom, which is happiness, wonder. not doing it is stupid. to remain a prisoner of the ego is misery, to become an old prisoner of that misery, a guarantee of a horrible experience.

I m not sure of that. I'd say that only what have to exist exist. the apparent is deliberate. each atom is placed in its exact place and there is not an atom more. this is a cosmic orchestra that has a goal. nothing is random, nothing is compulsive, aberrant. everything is perfect, elegant, artistic. the motivation eludes me, but I would say that it exists. nothing that is not necessary for the orchestra exists

very beautiful and authentic publication. I would say that really, the only thing that is needed to see the diaphanous emptiness that is the source and the existence, what we are, is to stop fearing. the self are limitations formed by fear. without fear there is no me, only space without limits, free flow. nothing, as you say, but that is total abundance

Yeah you are only the puppeteer, because the puppet really doesn't exist. there is no duality because only god is. I am false, I do not exist. all of us with our perceptions are a special effect without substance, without real life, made of falsehood. There is only God and is one, that's what we are. multiplicity is a special effects. I don't understand the reason for this. boredom, how leo says ? deepen in love? how, if it is already total? or maybe that the puppeteer without the puppets is nothing

Both. the self that is writing is a mask that hides god. but at the same time I am total god, because only total god is. there are infinity of masks, they are nothing, only appearances. the experience I live has a flavor of unreality, only the snippets of God that filter through the mask feels like real. I would say that there are many of these appearances occurring simultaneously and I am one of them. So I'm just a part but I'm not real, I'm a mask that thinks it's something, a kind of automata that isn't really alive. Only God lives, and I borrow his vitality like a puppet from his puppeteer. the puppeteer handles several puppets at the same time, they all think they are unique, but they are all the puppeteer

The only real happiness is God. everything else is mud. God is the truth. the more aligned with the truth, the happier. Any lie in you is source of suffering. Lies like believe that you are you. there are many degrees, up to the total degree, realizing the absolute divinity of existence all the time. is this possible? I don't think so. I read that Ramakrishna and some of his disciples died very young, the human body is not created for that, it is created for a important part of mud, but I think we can accept the mud until its bearable and stop being the protagonist, being the protagonist happiness more or less veiled that exists, and realize the Absolute indescribable sometimes with psychedelics, or with mediation in some extent

I don't know, looks like it is his realization after a life. But anyway, the comparison with nahm. Nahm didn't adopt any teaching. it was a very different case. nahm was looking to seduce.

But, I am going to fight to the death to escape from the mine, to try to have a lot of women, a lot of money, and to kick my father in the balls, because that is what it should be. this is a performance. relax and enjoy the show. In the end, everything will be as it should. do not suffer. or yes, suffer, but knowing that this is that should be. be happy in the suffering.

the source of unhappiness is the certainty that things should be different. My father shouldn't be a shit torturing me. girls should love me. the money should flow to me. I shouldn't have leprosy and be a slave in a coltan mine when I am 8 years old. but the reality is that there is no "should be". things are exactly as they should be. you are not a guest at the fun party. you are a soldier who carries a cross. take it with joy, because it is what it should be

Very far. Veganawake just tell his perception. His intention is to contribute and help. you can agree with him or not. he is not a manipulator or a wannabe guru scammer. in my opinion he's stuck at one point, but maybe he just means things his way and substitutes "god" for "nobody"

because dark-skinned men are perceived as less civilized, potentially more dangerous, irrational, violent. so in a cold approach, the Caucasian will always have an advantage. and if he is blond and blue-eyed, even better. he is perceived as trustworthy, obedient to the norm, educated in the hive, master of his primal instincts. women find this reassuring

You are unlimited but you seem limited. The illusion is perfectly done. you can't get out of it. you are doing exactly what you want, but you think you want something else. If a stone falls on your foot and crushes it, it is because you wanted to, although it will seem to you that it is the last thing you wanted. because you do not realize that you are god, there is a masterfully placed barrier that prevents you from seeing it: you. a work of art of deception

try to understand where is the interacting with your mother that limits you, imprisons you. surely there is something and you, unconsciously but wisely, react by protecting yourself. try to understand and when you do, try to communicate openly. My mother died when I was 17, I was stupid and mean to her lately, and now I find it very sad. My mother always wanted the best for me, but I couldn't stand her protection, always being on top of me. I wanted to get rid of her as it was, I was even glad in some way that she died and now I think that's a big shit. take advantage while you can to do things the best you can