Breakingthewall

the revelation has come to me, like a blow, on several occasions, that nothing can exist outside my field of consciousness. since I am existence, in its entirety. All is inside me. but it seems that this existence has the power to unfold. Really it's something that goes beyond of my understanding . I don't think that simplistic explanations, like solipsism, are the answer

Where is the history? But could be, I'm talking mainly from memories. I'm limited right now

But in another way, all is inside me. I'm the only that exists, all is my dream. I'm the absolute. Nothing exist out of me . How's possible? The thing goes beyond my understanding

I'd say everything is real. everyone is conciouss, enlightenment is not something obvious, it is sacred, it is an explosion of sacredness. absolute emptiness is bottomless and full. full of existence, of life. all you see is it, in his wonder. he is god because he is creating himself right now. it is pure sacred life flowing from the void. nothing obvious in my opinion. that you do not exist, you are a dream, why? you exist, you are a creation of existence, that is, you are existence itself creating itself. we could say dream or real, its exactly the same. Maybe like dream because the shape is going to pass, to change and existence is eternal, but the shape exist .

friend, I read you and I assure you 150% that you are not enlightened. Wait two weeks, you'll see. be honest with yourself. The final cap is not hilarious as you said. It's infinity. Is your mind an infinite field right now? The thing is not to "know" anything. It's to have no limits. I perceive totally obviously the limits in you, only with a glimpse

being enlightened, the real meaning, classic, means the total loss of the self. the human who has totally transcended the self in this life and is the embodiment of the absolute. something like if you take 30 mg of 5 meo and the effect stays permanently. Those of you who say here that you are enlightened because you had a more or less profound awakening, are wrong. you are not . Very far of that. you had an awakening, and that's it. you are normal egos, who had an awakening. The interesting case is that of Leo, who has self-provoked 200 awakenings of total depth and then returns to being an ego. this has never been seen in human history. Many of us go down that road. it's something new. never, since the human being walked the earth, had this happened. interesting, right?

@Jake Chambers Keep in mind one thing: what you really are is infinitely more free, more wonderful, more beautiful, more happy, wildly happy, than any incarnation of this time or any time. You have not come here to be happy. You were much happier without it. in fact, this is a mud fight. You have come here with a purpose, as a soldier. You have come because you want to be, not to have fun. when you finish you will have fulfilled that mission and you will return to the infinite and eternal happiness that you are that is infinitely better in everything than our limited incarnation, and then you will come back to invent something strange, fantastic, great, profound, to experience it. release this existence with joy. it's no big deal

your ego has just found out that awakening is something it really hates. It will not leave the prey easily. He need to gradually assume the situation, understand what it is, what his place is. this is a process. do it intuitively, with love and consideration for yourself. but without leaving it. your ego needs to be guided and convinced to let go. meditation, psychedelics in moderate doses that put you on the verge of dissolution, identify fear. get acquainted with him. do not force the ego until it is ready

Nobody on this forum is enlightened. and no one on this forum wants to be enlightened. maybe consilence. others want to know. knowing is of the ego. Leo has a huge ego. and this is good. who wants to be enlightened? I prefer to party and suffer. definitely. Give me mud, I love it. That's why mud exist

you, the infinite, are nothing. you are potential creator. you love to exist. if not, why would you exist? think about it, what reason is there for something to exist? a lot of work right? nobody forces you. but your love overflows and you create existence. because, in your infinity, that unlimited well, is unlimited love. in a shout of joy you create everything that can be created, in an instant. for you there is no difference between the embrace of a mother to her baby, or the white-hot iron of a medieval torturer to his victim. both are, and are perfect in their existence. perfect jewelry that you create from nothing. only you, the conditioned human, judge them as desirable or undesirable. but who are you? another creation, like torture or the kiss of the son. you exist to hate torture, and your hatred of torture is another perfect creation, another jewel. just like the others.

Of course, this to live to the fullest. the absolute is, it's not going to move. There is no rush to get to it. but this fascinating game must be played to the fullest. deepened to the maximum. it can be much more fascinating, more real, more profound. If you give yourself to it, your mind becomes clear, understands more every day. you realize that yesterday there was fog in your mind. there is today too. How clear can you get? how much can you purify yourself? we will see. Not doing it is stupid. here we are. let's play seriously

this whole awakening thing is something new that is possible thanks to psychedelics. before the 5 meo the issue was about people who had had some spontaneous occasional awakening, or who had read about enlightenment and were looking for it through a long and hard path. enlightenment implies letting go of your ego forever, killing the self. something karmic that only happens if you are destined for it, 99,9% of the wannabe never get ir. The enlightened one, after years of searching, lets go of the self in eternity and becomes a being without desire, without attachment, who lives as an absolute without even understanding how a separate being once felt. without caring about his body or his material survival, completely unlimited, but alien to the human. Probably he spends his life meditating in solitude. For him, anything is equal to anything else. Awakening as leo says, is that one day, you, that egoic guy who could never opt for enlightenment in a thousand lives, takes a psychedelic and became the absolute for 5 minutes. this is a huge difference to not doing it, but after those 5 minutes you go back to being the unenlightened egoic individual, like leo, and you explain your story by conceptualizing everything, as leo does. It's much better to me the Leo's option than being enlightened, since you are still playing the ego game, but you have seen what it really is. the absolute will arrive, since it is reality, but why not play the ego while it exists? It is beautiful and challenging. should not be despised. seeing the absolute sometimes widens, enriches, the game of the relative. kill the relative and become absolute and return to bliss meditating sitting... so why did you create the game? let's play the best we can. the absolute will arrive

Because i just arrived, as i said

spirituality is reality. Without spirituality, a human is a half-dead being, a victim of fear. I am starting a sailboat business, today I have just arrived in the Canary Islands after a 7-day solo trip across the Atlantic in a really old 8m sailboat, without motor, without electronics. I have slept perhaps 2 hours a day, setting the alarm clock every 35 minutes, I have gone without reading, with just enough food, in a wet and hard bed, the same wet clothes, totally isolated in the hardness of the sea, and I saw how my mind , at first really suffering, was becoming solid, clear, perfect, adapted. my fear at night has been zero. my doubts, zero. Without spirituality, this would have been worse than a punishment cell. I have never felt lonely. the path of the human being is this. the human being without spirituality is a sick madman lost in the suffering of the mind. we humans must transcend, en masse, and abandon the horror of mental isolation

Perhaps an animal like the whale, which does not need to do anything to survive, just open its mouth and enjoy the immensity of the ocean, has an unlimited mind. but I would say no. that has a mind in the now, sensations, wonder, but limited. or maybe some loose the limits and get enlightened when are old and are infinity flowing through the seas

I don't see it as toxic. I see healthy disagreement, and usually, respect

So, you never ve done anything illegal?

the drug of love, which makes people empathic, fearless, and eager to dance techno for several days in a row. interesting but with a tough hangover as it depletes your serotonin and then the lack is perceived as depression

reality is sacred. holy. At the bottom of everything there is a source of purity, of holiness, that would make you fall to your knees crying if you sensed it. you can't conceptualize reality, it doesn't work. You can open your heart to reality. it's the only thing that works. conceptualizing is putting God in a box. if you do, you have only captured a fossil. life cannot be captured with the mind and I agree. God is not knowing himself. this is stupid. infinity is unknowable. the idea of knowing oneself implies progression. To where? From where? God is loving itself. that's reality. And it's pure joy. Pure expansion, pure selfless creativity

I agree. levels of mental suffering are on the rise. people have everything and are unhappy. If they lived in poverty, they would think that wealth is happiness, but more and more people have their material needs covered and realize that they are in a trap. nothing makes them happy. This reaches a critical point where games and nonsense are no longer valid. They really have to awake. waves of people will wake up, and they will be the smartest, bravest and most capable. and wake up others. an unstoppable chain reaction is close

Thanks!

real spirituality is a commitment to yourself for the truth. it is absolutely serious business, taking you quickly from a maddened mind to a reality that a couple of years before you could not even imagine . true spirituality is to completely transcend fear, which is our prison. The problem is that most of people fall into the trap of changing one software for another when what they have to do is change software for hardware.

it is difficult to know when one is sanely prudent, or when one is convinced by his ego to stop, that the last thing he wants is to be transcended. I think there is a time when you have to put the pedal to the metal and get into the curvy road without a map. and there is also a time to be cautious and wait. Only your intuition will tell you which is which.

100 % no for now , he likes girls too much. Maybe when he's 75 But the thing is that everytime he, or any of us, do those 5 meo trips, it is a kind of mashamadi. some, like me, do it to realize what we are, but others, like leo, have already fully realized it, and continue to do so. They say it's because they want to go deeper, but I'd say it's because they love it. They are addicted to death, and I understand that. death is god and life is mud. i guess the natural evolution should be to be awaken without psychedelics, put them aside. we will see

Can be finded that poem in writing?