Breakingthewall

your ego has just found out that awakening is something it really hates. It will not leave the prey easily. He need to gradually assume the situation, understand what it is, what his place is. this is a process. do it intuitively, with love and consideration for yourself. but without leaving it. your ego needs to be guided and convinced to let go. meditation, psychedelics in moderate doses that put you on the verge of dissolution, identify fear. get acquainted with him. do not force the ego until it is ready

Nobody on this forum is enlightened. and no one on this forum wants to be enlightened. maybe consilence. others want to know. knowing is of the ego. Leo has a huge ego. and this is good. who wants to be enlightened? I prefer to party and suffer. definitely. Give me mud, I love it. That's why mud exist

you, the infinite, are nothing. you are potential creator. you love to exist. if not, why would you exist? think about it, what reason is there for something to exist? a lot of work right? nobody forces you. but your love overflows and you create existence. because, in your infinity, that unlimited well, is unlimited love. in a shout of joy you create everything that can be created, in an instant. for you there is no difference between the embrace of a mother to her baby, or the white-hot iron of a medieval torturer to his victim. both are, and are perfect in their existence. perfect jewelry that you create from nothing. only you, the conditioned human, judge them as desirable or undesirable. but who are you? another creation, like torture or the kiss of the son. you exist to hate torture, and your hatred of torture is another perfect creation, another jewel. just like the others.

Of course, this to live to the fullest. the absolute is, it's not going to move. There is no rush to get to it. but this fascinating game must be played to the fullest. deepened to the maximum. it can be much more fascinating, more real, more profound. If you give yourself to it, your mind becomes clear, understands more every day. you realize that yesterday there was fog in your mind. there is today too. How clear can you get? how much can you purify yourself? we will see. Not doing it is stupid. here we are. let's play seriously

this whole awakening thing is something new that is possible thanks to psychedelics. before the 5 meo the issue was about people who had had some spontaneous occasional awakening, or who had read about enlightenment and were looking for it through a long and hard path. enlightenment implies letting go of your ego forever, killing the self. something karmic that only happens if you are destined for it, 99,9% of the wannabe never get ir. The enlightened one, after years of searching, lets go of the self in eternity and becomes a being without desire, without attachment, who lives as an absolute without even understanding how a separate being once felt. without caring about his body or his material survival, completely unlimited, but alien to the human. Probably he spends his life meditating in solitude. For him, anything is equal to anything else. Awakening as leo says, is that one day, you, that egoic guy who could never opt for enlightenment in a thousand lives, takes a psychedelic and became the absolute for 5 minutes. this is a huge difference to not doing it, but after those 5 minutes you go back to being the unenlightened egoic individual, like leo, and you explain your story by conceptualizing everything, as leo does. It's much better to me the Leo's option than being enlightened, since you are still playing the ego game, but you have seen what it really is. the absolute will arrive, since it is reality, but why not play the ego while it exists? It is beautiful and challenging. should not be despised. seeing the absolute sometimes widens, enriches, the game of the relative. kill the relative and become absolute and return to bliss meditating sitting... so why did you create the game? let's play the best we can. the absolute will arrive

Because i just arrived, as i said

spirituality is reality. Without spirituality, a human is a half-dead being, a victim of fear. I am starting a sailboat business, today I have just arrived in the Canary Islands after a 7-day solo trip across the Atlantic in a really old 8m sailboat, without motor, without electronics. I have slept perhaps 2 hours a day, setting the alarm clock every 35 minutes, I have gone without reading, with just enough food, in a wet and hard bed, the same wet clothes, totally isolated in the hardness of the sea, and I saw how my mind , at first really suffering, was becoming solid, clear, perfect, adapted. my fear at night has been zero. my doubts, zero. Without spirituality, this would have been worse than a punishment cell. I have never felt lonely. the path of the human being is this. the human being without spirituality is a sick madman lost in the suffering of the mind. we humans must transcend, en masse, and abandon the horror of mental isolation

Perhaps an animal like the whale, which does not need to do anything to survive, just open its mouth and enjoy the immensity of the ocean, has an unlimited mind. but I would say no. that has a mind in the now, sensations, wonder, but limited. or maybe some loose the limits and get enlightened when are old and are infinity flowing through the seas

I don't see it as toxic. I see healthy disagreement, and usually, respect

So, you never ve done anything illegal?

the drug of love, which makes people empathic, fearless, and eager to dance techno for several days in a row. interesting but with a tough hangover as it depletes your serotonin and then the lack is perceived as depression

reality is sacred. holy. At the bottom of everything there is a source of purity, of holiness, that would make you fall to your knees crying if you sensed it. you can't conceptualize reality, it doesn't work. You can open your heart to reality. it's the only thing that works. conceptualizing is putting God in a box. if you do, you have only captured a fossil. life cannot be captured with the mind and I agree. God is not knowing himself. this is stupid. infinity is unknowable. the idea of knowing oneself implies progression. To where? From where? God is loving itself. that's reality. And it's pure joy. Pure expansion, pure selfless creativity

I agree. levels of mental suffering are on the rise. people have everything and are unhappy. If they lived in poverty, they would think that wealth is happiness, but more and more people have their material needs covered and realize that they are in a trap. nothing makes them happy. This reaches a critical point where games and nonsense are no longer valid. They really have to awake. waves of people will wake up, and they will be the smartest, bravest and most capable. and wake up others. an unstoppable chain reaction is close

Thanks!

real spirituality is a commitment to yourself for the truth. it is absolutely serious business, taking you quickly from a maddened mind to a reality that a couple of years before you could not even imagine . true spirituality is to completely transcend fear, which is our prison. The problem is that most of people fall into the trap of changing one software for another when what they have to do is change software for hardware.

it is difficult to know when one is sanely prudent, or when one is convinced by his ego to stop, that the last thing he wants is to be transcended. I think there is a time when you have to put the pedal to the metal and get into the curvy road without a map. and there is also a time to be cautious and wait. Only your intuition will tell you which is which.

100 % no for now , he likes girls too much. Maybe when he's 75 But the thing is that everytime he, or any of us, do those 5 meo trips, it is a kind of mashamadi. some, like me, do it to realize what we are, but others, like leo, have already fully realized it, and continue to do so. They say it's because they want to go deeper, but I'd say it's because they love it. They are addicted to death, and I understand that. death is god and life is mud. i guess the natural evolution should be to be awaken without psychedelics, put them aside. we will see

Can be finded that poem in writing?

Yes but some ideas like lonely, boredom, etc, could be very scary for some people, and are not real . talking about god when you are not realizing god is negative, perverse

It's not like that! Man, the thing is infinitely deeper. you sound linear, superficial, conceptual. you speak of an awakening in the past. the same happens with leo, although now it seems that this has changed, the poem seemed from the real, current awakening. For example, I am not awake now. I can speak of memory of awakening, but it is dead, fossil. now I'm on the surface, everything I say is conceptual, that's why I don't talk about god. If I speak of God, it is because I am seeing him at that moment. if it doesn't sound like iron grinding

You are wrong. It's a belief/judgement i ve adopted Listen those masters. For example, I think that Maharshi had a total realization of God, but others like Shinzen Young don't think so. he lacks joy and has plenty of structure, but maybe I haven't listened to him enough, I haven't lived with him either. So my comment was a bit silly, since I can't listen to any teacher, including leo, for more than 10 minutes. they bore me a lot

Stay in awakened state is to live in beauty, love, abundance, perceive the wonder of existence, the limitless. It's the real thing. being asleep is misery. Anyone with some of common sense wouldn't hesitate. you just have to give everything in return. all the misery, it is understood. But humans are so stupid that choose the misery

Yeah, this is what it always was. That's me. obvious. how could i forget it? The cup has been filled, and I will fear nothing again. but you forget it again and come back to the surface.

that is not like that. the metaphor of the dream is very good but it is not exact. what you call the dream is infinity. every spit on the ground is god. reality is magic shining. everything is depth without limit. the human mind tends to superficiality, for survival. enlightenment is to break the crust of ice you walk on and dive and merge with the water. there's nothing like: now i'm awake and i know i'm god imagining reality. everything is one thing, everything is organic, indefinable. Either you do it in real time, or you're skating on the ice crust

You will have an eternal time not to be you. now that it's you, pick up the glove and accept the challenge.