Breakingthewall

yes, that is real spirituality. the concept, the meaning, is a very superficial level, a tool of the mind to optimize survival. we are educated like this since we are children since as humans this is our main advantage, but it takes us away from reality. When you learn to recognize this function of the mind, it is not difficult to get out of it and go deeper. the conceptual mind that interprets is superficial and linear. reality is deep and alive. everything lives, everything is organic and in movement. nothing is separate from anything, everything flows together. you are not separate, it is your mind that creates separation with that activity. If you want to feel life, to have a deeper understanding each time, you must learn to stop the separating activity at will.

The first times I did 5 meo I didn't get a total release, and it happened to me that I noticed an intense energy that tried to come out through my hands and feet without success. the feeling was very negative and after this my hands and feet hurt for two days, and I had muscle spasms in my legs non stop. One night I focused on it and I got a shock of energy that made my body vibrate for a minute, and the spasms completely disappeared. now, after many total advances, with only 3 mg I get a total energy release. I am sure that my energy configuration has changed drastically. I am a different person than 2 years ago, when I started with this. there are no knots in me, the channels flow freely, the feeling of the bottom is completely different from what it was. I was a sick person, and now I'm not. that simple and the disease that I had came from an energetic construction formed in fear since childhood, very difficult to correct. There is nothing like bombing your entire energetic being and dissolve it, and later reconfiguring itself, it's like rebooting a computer. all stuck background programs stop, everything is cleaned

There are people on this forum who genuinely seek the truth. obviously we all have an ego that wants to be liked, to be the smartest and all that, but above this, there is a real desire to go deeper, to open up to existence. this forum is alive and there is true selfless intelligence here, and @Razard86 contribute with yours and with your energy

the biggest barrier, the biggest attachment, is vanity. and the solution is humility. every pain is vanity. even the fear of death is vanity. without vanity there is no suffering. humility must be total, then the ego loosens, the future and the past disappear from the equation and only the present remains, clean and perfect, in the absence of the vain tyrant who judges everything as not enough for his majesty. the idiot focuses on the fact that the tablecloth is not silk and therefore does not enjoy the delicacies cooked by an artist. You have to make that cocky bastard lower his head and humble himself. so much so that it seems that it does not even exist. Reality is god, and you, shitty ego, are here to serve, not to command

He has several important contradictions. He says that everything that can exist will exist, but that right now, there is only your pov. right now implies time, infinity cannot be temporary. everything is right now. He says that the whole thing is some kind of video game with the aim of tricking your ego into creating a believable experience, that if you see a kangaroo, only the front of the kangaroo exists, since it's only there as a special effect. but then he has an experience in which as a god he makes contact with another god, and it seems that this whole worldview changes....what follows from this? Awakening in progress? . Btw the poem was great imo, excellent, and no solipsistic at all

Yeah, i am the totality of god, but in the highest level. The problem is that in the solipsism video this was not understood. It was understood: only your ego exists. or so I understood, both from the video and from what was discussed in the forum. Seemed always very simplistic, linear.

That is the difficult point . when you raise your consciousness you realize that you are everything, that is, amanen, you are inside my dream, I am dreaming of you, and there is nothing more than my dream, it is absolute. It's what Leo has always said and it's completely consistent with insights that happen when you become absolute. but I would say that the construction of reality is more complex. the bubble is not solipistic. everything is interconnected. reality unfolds infinitely. infinity has infinite simultaneous points of view interacting with each other if we rise our consciousness, we leave our bubble and access a larger bubble, until we reach the totality in which you and I are one. but if we lower our consciousness we fragment and become multiple again . each one of us is an eye of god, who has infinite eyes. what the eye sees is different in each case. the one who looks is always the same. And us the humans are the eye looking the eye.

We don't want to get rid of your ego. We want your ego to stop generating anxiety. and then leave a little space to go deep, not always superficial. as you say, the ego must stop judging things as inherently good or bad, and simply judge them as desirable or undesirable for the ends it pursues. ends like survival, for example. when you stop judging you realize that almost all the suffering was unreal. it was just wounded vanity. suffering is easily bearable. More, you get proud of it. Humiliation, totally unbearable. But there is not humiliation, it's a delirium

As far as is known, quantum physics is wacky. and the invariance of the speed of light same

totally agree. 5 meo undoes all your emotional knots but not gradually like mushrooms, but with a bomb effect. It is as if your emotional body were made up of intricate paths, ramifications, areas of energy blockage, others more fluid, then you take 5 meo, and all the branches extend in a straight line like beams of energy that start from the center and encompass the whole. not even the slightest curve remains, everything is straight to infinity. and then they directly disintegrate and only the bottomless void remains. this, even if it lasts only a second, changes your structure forever. that's why if after 5 meo (another day) you take lsd or mushrooms you go to infinity easily. and if after many trips you can do 5 meo easy, without any violence, I would say you are close to achieving that total liberation without any substance.

Agree, it's all the same, but since it's infinite, the word "same" doesn't make sense either. and the point was not that, it was to say: only the coffee that I have in front of me right now exists, nothing can exist outside my field of experience. and why? because....attention....god cannot experience more than one thing at a time. god can't. powerless omnipotence

really that for you your parents mean something more than a stranger is ego. any meaning is ego. the deeper you get the sting of: my parents should have been different, more deep you will have to transcend your ego in order not to feel anxiety. so the worse they were, the better for your spiritual path

we have been listening for two years: only you exist, nothing can exist outside your field of consciousness. your visual and experiential field is the totality of existence. any master who hasn't noticed is asleep. If you don't see it, it's because you're too sleepy, stupid piece of shit. and all the lambs: beeeee beeeee. moral: do not pay attention, never, not even remotely, to anything that anyone tells you. the truth is in you, not outside

any old man alone in a residence, any schizophrenic strapped to his bed, any young man sentenced to life imprisonment. but everything ends. only god is eternal and for him suffering is joy

They are your teachers. you must bend yourself until its memory is completely devoid of poison. reality exists and your ego too, creating distortion. your ego must bend to reality. You'll know it's done when remembering your parents is a memory like anything else. impossible? no, it just looks like it. start to bend

You need to reboot that system, man, you need a refresh. a hit of 5 meo would do wonders with you, believe me

of course man. from the limitless void arises a perfect form that encompasses the totality of existence. a jewel created from nothing by the infinite intelligence of the void by creative passion, by love. something that has nothing to compare with. This is me. and I, a miserable thought inside me, am going to consider that something should have been, perhaps, slightly different? what madness

trauma exists. If you have spent 3 years in the trenches seeing death and surrounded by terror and torture, there will be trauma, but you will get over it. time blurs it. a humiliation never blurs. It's not trauma, it's a vain ego crying because it's not as pretty as it would like. hysterical models comparing each other. this is all the pain. empty vanity

What I am trying to say is that the pain is not in the past but in the present. it is all vanity. there is real trauma, but it stings a thousand times less than shame

think about this detail. if you have sex with a pig in front of an audience, and the rest of humanity does the same too. would the trauma be the same?

the past exists and is as real as your hand. they're hardwired neural pathways that you can't change. as real as a concrete block. who says silly things like don't think about it and it disappears, could also say the same about a cancer. the past is immovable. but its emotional charge can be deactivated completely. when you realize that everything is exactly as it should be, the past becomes a mere dead curiosity. it still exists but in black and white, all its poison disappears the moment I take away the quality of: it should have been different

The events almost never leave imprints.It is your current interpretation of those events that make you see your ego lowered and humiliated that causes a discharge of suffering. true trauma is rare. what hurts is vanity

When you say that about the average Joe, I get the hint that you think I speak here to feel special, or some ego thing. are you really that blind? but yes... I'd say you're pretty blind. living in the mind, without intuition. wake up friend, you're in rem sleep. Forget all those dogmas that you use to preach here. Open yourself to the living, vibrant, actual reality

I try to see what you say, there must be a hidden and deep background in something that has mobilized so many people for so many centuries... but I can't see it. ibn arabi, the mystics, were truly wise, but islam as an ideology and muhammad as a figure seem completely empty to me

Hah! And? Give me some fresh food. you only bring canned food to the table.