Breakingthewall

You. The one who exist

@Vladimir ask yourself where your need to show yourself as enlightened, messiah and teacher of others comes from. You have had a spiritual awakening, great. just go deeper, embody the truth as completely as possible, remove all vanity. if truly your destiny is to be a teacher, that will happen. perhaps it is another, it is not necessary to force things. who forces everything is the ego

Agree, God realization is a very important point, It is what they call awakening. you were asleep before you woke up to reality, to infinity, but after this the task begins. first, that realization in a short time is a memory. There will always be an opening in you that was not there before, but your job now is to make that opening constant and maximum. You must cleanse your energy body to the fullest. your life must be perfect in the sense that you must completely avoid everything that clouds your energy. you have to go deep into your psyche to understand and unravel all the mechanisms that keep you spinning in circles in your life story. You have to go beyond words, start seeing the signs that life sends you and obeying them. there is a path for you, it leads you to total freedom. Wr must follow it, we are destined for it. once you enter it, it starts to become a highway

non-enlightenment is stupidity. enlightenment is absence of stupidity. you decide what degrees of stupidity are tolerable for you, or if you want to eliminate it totally.

human life is challenging, very difficult. it is an extremely complex game for which there are no precise instructions. suffering tells you where to go. more suffering, wrong path. less, correct. total elimination of suffering: goal. then it is time to help others to do the same, to contribute to the development of the entire human organism. I would say that in these times very few people have achieved real enlightenment, but that in the near future there will be more and more

but the realization of god is real. you just need to get yourself out of the way for it to manifest. then we come here to talk about it. Ah, I call it God because it is infinite, it is existence itself, and it is me

That is god, the infinity. There is no time, all is happening now. but by means of a smart trick, like the blinkers of donkeys, we can only see our experience. our human mind is a limiter that limits infinity to one thing. psychedelics disable the limiter for a while, and infinity manifests

I go to bed waiting for the next day. I love every minute of my life, even the minutes in which I integrate the suffering that is about to integrate. The beauty of existence catches me more every day. Perhaps life is suffering to a great extent, but suffering is life. beautiful too. And if you read the signals and do what it has to be done, life flows

That's enlightenment. Is is possible? Is anyone enlightened? I guess yes Theoretically it should be easy. just be aware of your ego, what it is, how it was built by interaction with others. as what you are became what you are for others. realize that this is false. You are already free. But no. there are more layers and more layers. the fucking ego is very tenacious

Let's see, if i dissapear and only the void remains, but the void is aware of itself, I'm the void. I'm always there since an experience is happening. If you say there is not experience happening, what is this? An illusion? It's still an experience. Everything is, except the non existence. But the existence is, so i am. How to denying that? Explain. The revelation is the nothingness that realizes that is limitless, in this moment, the absolute is revealed

Anything is remembered when you are there. It's not true self. is that you are the absolute void, the nothingness. but the nothingness is, there you remember it. and nothingness is limitless, it is infinity. since it has no limits, you, that is, nothingness, encompass infinity. this is the explosion and what you call the consciousness of god. infinity is everything, and you are it just as you are nothing. think about one thing: maybe you are missing something to see. Why not be open to that possibility? It is also quite obvious that you exist. Just go outside for a walk. to be nothing it seems something right? where is the trick?

And how is possible that you remember the experience?

We will all die at the same time, the great blackout. It doesn't matter if it seems that some die at one time and others at another. time is fictitious. death is real. the end of this universe, that as god we create in an instant and finish in another. absolute emptiness will remain. and I guess that in another instant we will create another universe

I have experienced that several times. it is reality when it's completely empty of content. it is the door to enlightenment (yes, I know you will tell me that there are no doors). It is that absolutely empty reality, there is no you, there is only emptiness. absolute, whole. absence of anything (horrible btw). but there is a small detail. you are experiencing it. how would you remember it if not? you, the absolute void, are experiencing yourself and after you remember it. If you are able to hold that void long enough, or return to it immediately after experiencing it, magic will happen: the void will reveal itself as unfathomable, infinite. the moment the void realizes its endless depth, the source is revealed. bomb blast. all, the glory, god. you, really, since there is only you

You are a real psychonaut. that is, you seek the trip for the trip, not to obtain something useful. I understand that it's a fascinating thing, once you open yourself up to it completely and lose all resistance, which I haven't done yet. interesting to read your future reports.

@isabel the words are always going to be there, but there is a big difference when they are in the background or in the foreground. the foreground is horrible, you are lost in them, dead in life. you cannot understand anything, you only use learned formulas and for you words are everything. in the background they are to describe what is in the foreground, which is you without words. the being that you are is without the need to be defined by concepts. addiction to words can be overcome, it's like a change of focus. you focus on sensations, the mind expands, it gains depth. words are there to define what is experienced. they are new words, not used. the need to learn from others decreases. you learn from yourself. That is to be alive

Absolutely Great! Embodying the truth, that's my journey too. Dig deeper is beautiful, but the point is do the best in this life. unravel all knots, be the truth and spread the truth.

for me the desire to understand is the desire for freedom. what I don't understand is hidden from me, and being so keeps me trapped with no possibility of release

The story of the past and the story of the present. Every stories are just thought . If you wonder what is that, is just another story. You just can be it, without interpretation. It's deep, alive. That shit of the histories keeps us in a fog

Exactly, the absolute is all the states, so no state. States are relative

you cannot know the truth because the truth is everything. you can realize that what is not everything, that is, what is limited, is a lie. the truth is everything. what's the use of knowing that? It's the same as not knowing. but it is another thing to stop being limited and become everything. So, you live the truth, and it's nothing you can imagine, no matter how much imagination you have

we have to understand how our mind has been conditioned from birth to think. little by little everything has led us to live in the imaginary world of thought. It begins with language, the enormous strength that some words have, that grant acceptance or rejection, that is, life or death. and from these two poles the millions of ramifications. We have educated ourselves by watching movies, creating clouds of thought that create clouds of emotions. all based on the dichotomy life/death, good/evil. in the end, we are thinking machines, trapped in our minds, unable to escape, ever. it's a horrible business. Our entire species is caught up in this false madness, so we are stupid beyond belief as individuals, but smart as a species. Some of us want to get out of that false world no matter what, only because it's false, a fiction

because you are attached to your life, your body, your family, to everything that is in your mind, and you feel terror to let go of all that and became absolute nothingness. But you already are and all that things in your mind are just imagination, so better let everything go and realize the reality

Great post. a good article. perhaps the time is coming for modern masters, serious meditators who are not afraid of psychedelics. as a suggestion, since you are in this with everything, I would consider 5 meo.

The ideal would be to meditate for 40 years and also do psychedelics systematically, don't you think? it is difficult to understand the rejection of psychedelics by almost all teachers. and much more without having tried them it is quite obvious that there is an ego factor like climbing Everest without oxygen. what you want is to get to the top, not to get medals and pats on the back