Breakingthewall

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  1. it is completely obvious that he is a politician. has it helped people? of course. I am not saying that he is a bad politician. the best politician in the world if you want. Enlightened master? Could be , but i feel the smelt of the fake in every word
  2. it's another ego disguise, like being rich, or handsome. you can say: I love unconditionally. I give myself to others and to the world, I plunge into death with the joy of surrender. that is beautiful. say: I know the truth, I am a wise man, I have had mystical experiences and I know that I am God .... Only concept , nothing. As moksha said, surrender to don't know is the only thing that we could know
  3. imagine that a smart guy wants to become a star. You can set up a music group, or perhaps, if you are an Indian and you know that enlightened people are idolized in your country, choose this route. It is not difficult to learn in depth the theory of spirituality, surround yourself with advisers for costumes, appointments, practices, erc. they can be authentic practices and wise quotes. With money you have the best creatives, plus you are smart and creative too!. a beard, a turban, gestures of grim condescension ... and the world is yours!
  4. collective suicide of all humanity = absolute good
  5. I've been close to where you are. A hell. you're smart, you know what's wrong with you, but it's impossible to get out. if it is not one thing it is another. For me the most beneficial thing was something very material and very simple. go away. pack my suitcase, and somewhere else, disappear, not talk to my family or friends in years. Never see a movie, never read novels, never smoke weed. . in short, flee from mental masturbation as if it were the devil. go to the real thing . the change of place, or continent if possible, does a kind of alchemy that helps you get out of the loop. I know this is a simplistic and prosaic advice but it has worked for me. the other option, to continue in the same line, is very dangerous. you have to act, mental changes are not enough (imo), you have to take charge and fight for your life as if it were a fight to the death (it is)
  6. @RedLine mmm logic says otherwise. the suffering of living beings in general is a tool for survival and evolution. if you burn you move away. the human has another type of suffering, the mental one. more ego, more suffering, less ego, more happiness. It seems like yet another evolutionary tool to guide the monkey along the path it must follow. The problem is that the monkey is often so stupid that even though it is burning, it goes further towards the bonfire, but on other occasions it looks for a way out and finds it.
  7. the child thinks that things should have been differently. that life has been unfair to him, he feels an imbalance, he feels anger and hatred. it is wrong. things are as they are. how should they be? as they are. the child (me, you, anyone) must put aside child tantrums, and accept reality as an adult. Not so easy. In some ways, it's enlightenment
  8. @SM-OConnor ego reaction. feels threatened and affirms its existence. He does not care if it is with fear or sadness, the important thing is to exist. who feels lonely ?God obviously not. It is the ego thinking that if it is alone in the middle of nothingness, what an unbearable loneliness ... for an ego. The first time I experienced that loneliness, the ego's reaction was the same: there could be nothing worse. infinity is eternal life imprisonment in immobile solitude. The Hell. it's how the ego interprets glory. significant
  9. the ego is you, the person, the i. the separate individual who becomes aware of himself and distinguishes between himself and what he is not. We usually call ego to the social ego, the concept we have of ourselves, our place in the group. but it has more layers. the last is the being that has to survive. without ego there is no separate you, you are the reality. there is no difference between life and death
  10. Hard to think about it because pure consciousness does not have attributes, but pure consciousness is also this, with all possible attributes, which are really nothing more than an idea. There is no why or how, there is only this, which seems something but is nothing ... let's enjoy the party
  11. @Danioover9000 Thanks for the answer. You are right, each person is different. I ve been having trouble sleeping for approx 3 years and they have disappeared since I started doing 5meo. There were blockages that generated anxiety and 5meo has helped to release them. even so I see the danger it can have if you use it for something else: if you are unhappy as a human and want to completely transcend the human with 5meo. I believe this can create a serious energy imbalance that can lead to disturbances. I am not sure about this but it is my impression. I think 5meo is a huge help but you have to do the work, not a substance
  12. this question is interesting. Why pure conscience, happy in its unchanging pure happiness, has the need to get into this war? consciousness is, it is not bored, there is no time, there is no boredom, there is fullness. the two questions are: why and how
  13. Your brain creates them, just as your brain creates images by translating the light captured by your retinas. thoughts are created based on language and images. pure consciousness does not think in thoughts. experience the thoughts created by your brain. thoughts are nothing, simple images in limited language. The conciousness imagine your brain to think the thoughts. The most complex creation (that we know)
  14. @SoonHei of course not, he is going to answer because he likes to...but he likes to because he is programmed to that. The question here , raised by the op is, what is the purpose of this? Fun? I don't think so
  15. 1 genetically implanted behavior in mammals so that the young learn to interact, survival skills. 2 a spontaneous expression of the inner state so that the other members of the pack know: I am happy, angry, sad, etc. 3 the same as the child playing, training for hunting, war, etc.
  16. Yes or risk having your whole family put into a labor camp. Here many of us use psychedelics and we are very interested in knowing their possible adverse effects, it would be appreciated to complete the information. Martin ball is for me a luminous sign of danger. He says his insomnia is not from using 5 meo, but the reality is that he used loads of 5 meo and completely unusual insomnia occurred. I understand that the same thing could have happened to you with less use since 5 meo violently alters your energy pattern. I think that happened to ball for trying to acquire the energetic form of a completely empty, enlightened being, only with 5 meo, having a mind full of worldly things
  17. I think it is a matter of evolution. human life has a strong social component, the ego, and this is very complicated. If you analyze life, you see that it evolves slowly, God imagine, but it seems that it need to imagine in steps. first a particle, then several, a bacterium, etc. we are here to evolve. to take a step. we have a mission. it is obvious that there are tests, if we would not be enlightened in a state of permanent uninterrupted happiness, like a bird. It seems that from the monkey to the technological civilization there are difficult steps. recently I saw a close relative die from a disease, swimming in rage and hatred towards everyone for imaginary insults, a year in bed of enormous loneliness and darkness. how much of this hell is there in human globality? seas of suffering. It seems that God needs to drown in suffering to evolve, to take each step of the almost infinite steps he wants to take. because it is obvious that it/us want to create more and more complexity. has a crazy ambition!
  18. @Someone here i think it's obvious. Studying and then spending hours in a monotonous job can be hell, or a pleasure. it completely depends on how you perceive it. do an experiment: when you are with the taxi, pay attention to your thoughts. detects which of them are self-referential. you will see that many. they do not have to be: ohh poor me, enough that they refer to you, even indirectly. when you have them identified, block them. It is not a question of having a blank mind, only of blocking that particular type of thought. If you get it even for a little while, the magic will happen. where is the bad? what is the problem? it's just those thoughts. being in the taxi sucks total shit, I'm not saying otherwise. but it is a test! if you manage to forget about yourself in the taxi ... the world is yours brother
  19. @Baludi thanks for the feedback! sure when I wrote it I saw it very clearly. Right now I only see confusion ... in the end no idea works, not even those that you have acquired through your own experience. only real-time experience works
  20. Great report. I have 1 p lsd waiting... you have motivated me to do it this week. you are lucky to have a mother who understands you on this
  21. True, having zero self-referential thoughts is not discipline, it is absence of i. the absence of i, even brief, realizes freedom immediately, you perceive yourself as consciousness outside of time. I think this is enlightenment
  22. Absolutely. the complete liberation of the i. there is no i and nothing is needed. it is freedom, wonder and beauty. I've been there two days, too good to be true. I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night, and the ego was there again, stronger than ever. and even more intolerable knowing that eternity blah blah blah. now there is no eternity, only the ego, an empty ego that cannot even console itself in projects because it knows it does not exist, but is still stuck like a limpet. lasting liberation seems difficult to me. Everything I do, every person I talk to, strengthens the ego. I want the ego to go away, but who says this is the ego ... the truth is simple, clean, light, but the lie is very complex, dirty. I need a couple of beers for that ego right now
  23. freeing the mind is not simple because the spell of deception is strong. the self that wants to transcend itself is a paradox in itself. the concept structure has to be demolished, and that is not easy. the self must want to kill itself, but the most it can do is understand and weaken itself. When it is weak enough, and is understood, it may dissolve at specific moments, and the truth will appear
  24. If you take advantage of the work of others to eat, dress and survive in short, you have to give something that corresponds to what you receive. that the state has to support you is unworthy. 9 to 5 work sucks, but a free person with a free mind will find their way very easily. And if this is a problem, maybe you have to be more humble and realistic, and admit that you are deceived about how enlightened you are.
  25. I read about it thousand times but that I have not understood until recently: you suffer because there is an "I". the i is imaginary. With meditation, psychedelics and intelligence you can take it off. when you take it off there is no other higher or sacred i, there is no i, only spaciousness and freedom. be one with reality. without i there is no suffering, only freedom to savor and beauty to contemplate. Seeing this clearly without the help of psychedelics is very difficult. the psychedelic is the solvent that takes off the ego for a moment and allows you to see. once you've seen, everything is simplified