Breakingthewall

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  1. Hard to think about it because pure consciousness does not have attributes, but pure consciousness is also this, with all possible attributes, which are really nothing more than an idea. There is no why or how, there is only this, which seems something but is nothing ... let's enjoy the party
  2. @Danioover9000 Thanks for the answer. You are right, each person is different. I ve been having trouble sleeping for approx 3 years and they have disappeared since I started doing 5meo. There were blockages that generated anxiety and 5meo has helped to release them. even so I see the danger it can have if you use it for something else: if you are unhappy as a human and want to completely transcend the human with 5meo. I believe this can create a serious energy imbalance that can lead to disturbances. I am not sure about this but it is my impression. I think 5meo is a huge help but you have to do the work, not a substance
  3. this question is interesting. Why pure conscience, happy in its unchanging pure happiness, has the need to get into this war? consciousness is, it is not bored, there is no time, there is no boredom, there is fullness. the two questions are: why and how
  4. Your brain creates them, just as your brain creates images by translating the light captured by your retinas. thoughts are created based on language and images. pure consciousness does not think in thoughts. experience the thoughts created by your brain. thoughts are nothing, simple images in limited language. The conciousness imagine your brain to think the thoughts. The most complex creation (that we know)
  5. @SoonHei of course not, he is going to answer because he likes to...but he likes to because he is programmed to that. The question here , raised by the op is, what is the purpose of this? Fun? I don't think so
  6. 1 genetically implanted behavior in mammals so that the young learn to interact, survival skills. 2 a spontaneous expression of the inner state so that the other members of the pack know: I am happy, angry, sad, etc. 3 the same as the child playing, training for hunting, war, etc.
  7. Yes or risk having your whole family put into a labor camp. Here many of us use psychedelics and we are very interested in knowing their possible adverse effects, it would be appreciated to complete the information. Martin ball is for me a luminous sign of danger. He says his insomnia is not from using 5 meo, but the reality is that he used loads of 5 meo and completely unusual insomnia occurred. I understand that the same thing could have happened to you with less use since 5 meo violently alters your energy pattern. I think that happened to ball for trying to acquire the energetic form of a completely empty, enlightened being, only with 5 meo, having a mind full of worldly things
  8. I think it is a matter of evolution. human life has a strong social component, the ego, and this is very complicated. If you analyze life, you see that it evolves slowly, God imagine, but it seems that it need to imagine in steps. first a particle, then several, a bacterium, etc. we are here to evolve. to take a step. we have a mission. it is obvious that there are tests, if we would not be enlightened in a state of permanent uninterrupted happiness, like a bird. It seems that from the monkey to the technological civilization there are difficult steps. recently I saw a close relative die from a disease, swimming in rage and hatred towards everyone for imaginary insults, a year in bed of enormous loneliness and darkness. how much of this hell is there in human globality? seas of suffering. It seems that God needs to drown in suffering to evolve, to take each step of the almost infinite steps he wants to take. because it is obvious that it/us want to create more and more complexity. has a crazy ambition!
  9. @Someone here i think it's obvious. Studying and then spending hours in a monotonous job can be hell, or a pleasure. it completely depends on how you perceive it. do an experiment: when you are with the taxi, pay attention to your thoughts. detects which of them are self-referential. you will see that many. they do not have to be: ohh poor me, enough that they refer to you, even indirectly. when you have them identified, block them. It is not a question of having a blank mind, only of blocking that particular type of thought. If you get it even for a little while, the magic will happen. where is the bad? what is the problem? it's just those thoughts. being in the taxi sucks total shit, I'm not saying otherwise. but it is a test! if you manage to forget about yourself in the taxi ... the world is yours brother
  10. @Baludi thanks for the feedback! sure when I wrote it I saw it very clearly. Right now I only see confusion ... in the end no idea works, not even those that you have acquired through your own experience. only real-time experience works
  11. Great report. I have 1 p lsd waiting... you have motivated me to do it this week. you are lucky to have a mother who understands you on this
  12. True, having zero self-referential thoughts is not discipline, it is absence of i. the absence of i, even brief, realizes freedom immediately, you perceive yourself as consciousness outside of time. I think this is enlightenment
  13. Absolutely. the complete liberation of the i. there is no i and nothing is needed. it is freedom, wonder and beauty. I've been there two days, too good to be true. I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night, and the ego was there again, stronger than ever. and even more intolerable knowing that eternity blah blah blah. now there is no eternity, only the ego, an empty ego that cannot even console itself in projects because it knows it does not exist, but is still stuck like a limpet. lasting liberation seems difficult to me. Everything I do, every person I talk to, strengthens the ego. I want the ego to go away, but who says this is the ego ... the truth is simple, clean, light, but the lie is very complex, dirty. I need a couple of beers for that ego right now
  14. freeing the mind is not simple because the spell of deception is strong. the self that wants to transcend itself is a paradox in itself. the concept structure has to be demolished, and that is not easy. the self must want to kill itself, but the most it can do is understand and weaken itself. When it is weak enough, and is understood, it may dissolve at specific moments, and the truth will appear
  15. If you take advantage of the work of others to eat, dress and survive in short, you have to give something that corresponds to what you receive. that the state has to support you is unworthy. 9 to 5 work sucks, but a free person with a free mind will find their way very easily. And if this is a problem, maybe you have to be more humble and realistic, and admit that you are deceived about how enlightened you are.
  16. I read about it thousand times but that I have not understood until recently: you suffer because there is an "I". the i is imaginary. With meditation, psychedelics and intelligence you can take it off. when you take it off there is no other higher or sacred i, there is no i, only spaciousness and freedom. be one with reality. without i there is no suffering, only freedom to savor and beauty to contemplate. Seeing this clearly without the help of psychedelics is very difficult. the psychedelic is the solvent that takes off the ego for a moment and allows you to see. once you've seen, everything is simplified
  17. love means that you see as manifestation of love that your children starve because your neighbor stole your food. Because all is love and there aren't differences between good and bad .it's's not that obvious. Enlightenment is not obvious at all for the mind
  18. Hah yeah! The truth is that only love exist. there is only an undifferentiated stream of happiness. but for some reason almost all humans superimpose on that a differentiated and structured current of suffering. I guess it will be for something. evolution is the only logical thing
  19. you are here to evolve, not to have fun. it's obvious right? take advantage of the good but you will never be as happy as any bird. you are a soldier, brave and sacrificed who has lived ten thousand lives of suffering to achieve that this very complex being is perfected, is able to transcend the animal, then the man and approach the god. You have a mission to fulfill, a step to climb. if there is beauty on the way, fantastic! but it is obvious that enjoying is not the reason for our existence. If instead of beauty the cross awaits you, no problem! It is for a greater cause, you have chosen it. Neither the torture room nor the psychiatric cell scares you. They are just one more step. do not pursue happiness, you are not for that. chase the truth
  20. this universe seems completely deliberate, perfectly designed, and its tendency is to increase in complexity. the basic pieces are simple, and combining them you can arrive at amazing constructions, like a rat, a miracle of complexity. It seems the goal is to do this, to be. for what? for pure creativity maybe?
  21. @tatsumaru the universe gives you what you need. it may be that you as an ego would have preferred something else
  22. could be, but seeing the abundance of human suffering, it doesn't seem like it. speculating completely I would say: God wants to be material. For that he has created this universe that evolves, increases in complexity, until creating beings that are its complete incarnation. and here we are working on it
  23. @Tim R sorry for rambling. How did you get to that conclusion? Well, if reality is nothingness, but here we are, perceiving "things", would it be that these things are made of nothing ... what else can it be?
  24. @Tim R well, behind that empty well of nothing ... there is something. the singularity, the being that is where there is neither how nor why. the only reality that exists. me. But the problem is that this is so while it is like this. later, in the memory, there is a tendency to doubt, to masturbation, which is what we are doing now
  25. With psychedelics, and lately meditating, and even sleeping, I realized that behind the appearance of "something" is an unlimited well of nothing. I have seen my person dissolve and reach the nucleus, and see that there is no nucleus, only emptiness. I speak according to that repeated realization, which although it is revealed as obvious and real may not be the truth, of course.