Breakingthewall

Thanks for reading! I tend to think: ok, the human condition is this, think all the time, it's like that, you have to accept it. but no ...i think it is possible to silent the mind.

I don't want to hurt anyone either, but I'm wearing a shirt that has been made by a semi-slave because ... it's cheaper

@Martynas777 i think it is the dark night. You see that the egoic is nothing, and you turn to the spiritual, but you also do not reach an opening in which you really taste the truth, so what is left for you? nothing. and nothing is depressing. and more with 17! If I were you I would leave the prozac and continue to deepen. You have already started, I doubt that there is going back. courage and dissolve the ego

reaching the death of the ego without psychedelics, only with meditation, would be a huge source of joy, peace, intelligence. I think it is possible but the obstacles are great. basically I am the obstacle. thin the ego enough that it can dissolve. This is hard because although the dissolution of the ego is wonderful, the true joy, there are things of the ego that are satisfactory and difficult to leave, for example sex. It is true that they do not report genuine joy, the smart thing would be to put aside the ego, to flow with the truth. The other option (the easy) is be still bit egoic and do psychedelic sometimes. Really it's fool when you see that the no ego is the genuine you, full of joy, but the ego is fool and strong, and be a saint seems bored sometimes

Leo gura, the teacher who has awakened more people in history. and it's just beginning

It's supposed that could make to grow heart valves and cause disease, but there is not a single documented case (that I have found), and there have been many thousands of people who have used LSD for many years . there are some cases with mdma

I see it normal. If your life is oriented to war, especially in ancient times where everything was analog, you will be in contact with death in a very close way, and you will have been in situations where you have seen your death close. imagine spending hours in a sword battle, thousands of people dying, etc. a likely place for an awakening if you're predisposed

I think shadguru is truly awake, from his video about his awakening, it seemed legit. but he doesn't stop talking nonsense. which shows that you can be awake and say one nonsense behind another

relax, enjoy and as the hippies say, listen to your heart ?and follow its dictates, it will take you where you have to go

there is an individual, as a pattern, limited construction, temporary limitation of reality to perceive itself. this individual can perceived himself as unreal in the sense of seeing the limitation of all his experience, like a feeling of unreality, and therefore seeks the real, transcendence. the substance of this individual is the substance of reality, only that the individual has a temporary form and reality is formless. with practices and or psychedelics the individual can momentarily dissolve his form / limitation and become the whole. the whole is not an individual, but it is one, even being nothing. when this happens the individual realizes what it is. it is the whole reality, so the nothingness being. bottomless, so infinite. shapeless but with an unmistakably familiar quality, substance, identity: love. but the individual also exists as an individual, a very specific pattern that the totality creates in order to become limited and perceive (for example, especulating). it is unreal in terms of its projections, its idea of itself before to understand what is him, but it is real as a limited entity, a set of brackets in nothingness that creates a specific shape. So you could call it illusion since the absolute point of view, like only a shape, but since your point of view you are absolutely real

Many girls are attracted to closed-minded, dogmatic men. I guess because they project the impression of being very self confident, never showing any doubt

@Shmurda there are a lot of liars, taken advantage of, and in general people who want to make money. this is life. That does not mean that everything is a lie, you have to be intuitive and know how to filter. It is not easy, but it is what it is

yeah, it's realizing that the self who is trying is unreal, okay. but above all it is to realize what you really are. many will say, you are nothing. ok ok, but you ARE, or not? obviously yes. enlightenment is not understanding that you are nothing and everything blah blah. it is to embody the limitless infinity that you are ,that being infinite and being nothing, is love. it is infinite fullness that fills you. that's why it's called enlightenment, no ennothingment.

because our survival software ranks between good and bad.

Very good way to explain. There is only what it is, timeless, infinite, bottomless, and it is our mind that sets limits to be able to handle it. If you blur those limits you merge with what is, since you are that

If you realize the truth, the doubt you will have about it is zero. If there is the slightest doubt, keep going deeper with passion. not looking to be better, happier. look for the truth when you have seen that you lived in a dream and something true was hinted at behind, huge. It seems that when you really want it, you realize it, like in the walt Disney movies hehe. But you have to really want it not for something, only the truth, whatever it is

@The0Self thanks, great article, I have to study it carefully

Where could I see that?

@Raptorsin7 The same thing happens to me, every time I read something about it, and from older ones like papaji Krishnamurti or nisgardatta maharaj I just listen: hey guys, I'm enlightened, it's super cool !. but not you. do you want to be enlightened? bad, you don't have to want it. Do you want to know what enlightenment is? It's this, THIS, here. don't you see it? sure not, normal poor guys. meditating is bad, everything is bad. except be me! That is fantastic. love me guys, I'm the best. i never finished a spiritual book

@Bazooka Jesus Yeah that is the idea, but for me plugged doesn't work either. I see it normal, there is a lot of shit in there

@Bazooka Jesus let's do something. Take another 20 mg and vape , and after come to post

@taotemu you did 5 meo only one time, maybe you should try again. You can see that here many sais that have the most profound realizations with it, maybe it's true. But it's up to you of course

I was the one who said that 5 meo is not a psychedelic, it is an eraser, but now I say: 5 meo is magic

@Swarnim what really matters is whether she helps people to wake up. does it? Well maybe in a way yes, at least make the people desire to be awake

Could be, Maybe I cross the boundary between healthy doubt and mean thinking, but I listen to her and see a message centered on her person, precisely on how loving and authentic she is ... that she possibly is. btw what she says is inspired