Breakingthewall

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  1. Could be, but just like Leo said he has seen how God creates reality, it is possible to see how reincarnation works, past lives ... or so they say
  2. I still don't understand why, with so many spiritually versed people in this forum, the subject of reincarnation seems like a kind of taboo. all mystics, ahem ramana maharashi, have talked about it. Intuitively the idea of an evolution towards greater consciousness life after life seems real.
  3. just intuition: you are here to evolve, you have a mission to fulfill, there is a huge orchestra and you are a part. you do your job, you contribute your part to evolution. you disappear. The pattern that you have built in your life serves as the basis for another pattern, that will continue your job. everything tends towards something, more complex, more perfect, and here we are weaving the fabric, fictional individuals with a mission.
  4. According to non-duality, experiences of infinity with psychedelics, I would say what they have pointed out above. this life is only appearance, reality is infinite, you are infinite now and you will continue to be. Nothing is going to happen and nothing is happening now, but ... many mystics of all time speak of reincarnation. current shadguru for example, but many others, practically all. I would like to understand how, if we are not really separate beings, there is reincarnation. something tells me that it is so
  5. If I am in the present, any day is good. if not, anything is shit
  6. Well Or maybe no one is having sex, and the asphalt on your feet is not as solid as it seems. rather it is an idea, a fine varnish behind which there is absolutely nothing
  7. @Ilan When did you stop the antipsychotics? I deduce that many months. what you say is happening to you sounds quite mysterious, a large-scale energy blockage. 5meo is an energy releaser. maybe trying low doses is not such a bad idea. but before that I would try meditation for several hours a day, no matter how difficult it may be at first, to feel yourself, what is happening in you
  8. The best trip report i read
  9. I did not understand well why people were so enthusiastic about Leo's teachings, they seemed quite selfish, shallow. until after a year of daily meditation, and psychedelics from time to time, I had a total dissolution of the ego with 5meo and there was infinity, unity, and it was love, and it was me. This lasted a short time, but it started a cascade of rapid change in me. I see the unity in every moment, the ego is a thin layer and the unfathomable is right here . Now I read and listen to Leo and it seems absolutely correct, straight to the point like an arrow, clean of nonsense. the truth is expressed through him in a masterful way
  10. the ego is the set of concepts, ideas, memories that make up the i, right? then the spiritual ego is to replace part of that baggage with spiritual ideas, concepts. and feel superior to the "normies" for it. true spirituality is non-ego, not believing in thoughts or ideas. not to tell yourself I am god but to live it.
  11. It is very difficult, unless you are enlightened too. there are people with a well-learned lesson who know how to explain things. it is possible that they themselves think they are enlightened. the only way is intuition. the truth is intuited. and he who does not intuit it is because he has it contaminated by the clothes of the ego. The more true integrity there is in you, the more you will be able to recognize it in others. the closer you are to the truth, the more you can intuit it in another person
  12. living things self-design to survive. survival in humans depends largely on their adaptation to society. it also has the peculiarity of language. in humans it occurs whenever the desire to survive, manifested as a desire to adapt, occupies an enormous space. the human is valued as others value him. if it were a monkey the matter would be relatively simple, a few screams, alpha male, females, etc. but the human has the language. with it he creates a huge world of values, ideas, concepts, castes, projections, memories, which inevitably occupies his entire psyche and is lost there, creating the appearance of an individual. Getting out of that maze is not easy, in fact it is extremely difficult. here we are trying to undo the tangle
  13. Of course, In most cases it will be useless, but not because of false experience, but because of lack of maturity. But if someone has the clear intention of dissolving his ego because he has realized what it is, but he cannot, since it is the ego that wants to dissolve itself, psychedelics are practically the only way. other ways could be to renounce the ego totally to weaken it, such as locking up for years to meditate, fasting, etc. the traditional way. but almost nobody is willing to do that. And why to do that , if there is a short cut that works?
  14. @taotemu it isn't to trust the psychedelic experience, the point is to use it to dissolve the ego and thus realize the truth. the ego is also the truth, but they are the trees that do not let you see the forest. You have to cut them down or better vaporize them for a while to see / be with total clarity. I perceive many trees deeply rooted in you. I see how your ego plays to don't give up.
  15. Why? Well, really I have been a bit hasty with the advice. I had something similar, with fasciculations all over the body and pain in the feet and hands for two days, one night I perceived a sensation of energy at the base of the spine, near the pelvis, it was increasing and I concentrated as much as possible on letting it flow . the shock was enormous, several shocks lasting almost a minute almost to pain. when they stopped there were no more symptoms and a feeling of total liberation. this does not mean that it works for everyone
  16. kind of Kundalini liberation. focus on that energy, especially at the level of the pelvis, and increase it until it flows through your legs and arms. forget about any fear, let it flow even if it seems that your temperature rises to 50 degrees and all the hairs on your body are standing on end.
  17. @Javfly33 the true tao cannot be said. everything you think, if your father is imaginary, if you are god, if we are all one, is not the truth. it is a distraction, a detour. going beyond thoughts is the work, not replacing them with other truer ones
  18. What is the thought that doesn't stop, that fills every gap, that does not want to leave even the slightest empty space? This activity that we do, or at least I do, non-stop, it even seems like sleeping. It is not a depressing or painful thinking, it is something that you can live with, but for some reason, it seems part of me. Project, remember, search, analyze ... or just say random things. I think I've seen what it is. I was meditating and I saw that buzzing thought and a peace beneath it. Delve into that peace, that joyous peace was just being . And I realized that the thought veiled that peace. Interesting ... why does he do it?. I realized that over time, since childhood, That pure being me had been questioned. It wasn't enough just to be me. Many people and many circumstances told me: it is not appropriate to be you. I believed, because in a way was true, I need to survive, and I confused learning with having to be something else . So I moved from that center, from that peace that is to be me. The greater the displacement, the more the thought spoke, and with more force, since to be displaced you have to do something. The natural thing is to be in your center. Moving from it costs effort. It is like separating two magnets. You have to exert force or they will rejoin. That force is the constant thought. The further away they are, the more force it has to do. The thoughts have to scream, be painful, create addictions. the compulsive thinking is an addiction itself. If you are close it is a talk. It may seem not so bad, but it's made of anxiety. It is it's substance. The fact of not being able to stop indicates this. Fear, avoid the self, the being. and settle in a place that doesn't exist. as it is unreal, to settle there you must create it constantly, without stopping, so you weave the fabric in which you "rest", you weave it with compulsive thought .You can't stop doing it since you are sitting there, and if you stop knitting you would fall into the void . The only way is to unite the two magnets, rest in the real. The first thing, the fundamental thing, is to remember who you are. I had forgotten!. the second is to make the effort to keep remembering it, since the tendency to rest on the fabric made of anxiety is settled. does not disappear for a realization. Is it possible to live without this annoying crutch? Let's see
  19. operate without the filter of the mind, then do not operate. reality loses its limits and you and what is not you merge. a much more fascinating place to be, where everything shines
  20. Great answer. but even though I'm not really thinking, it seems like I am, and it may seem to have a quiet mind. and I , the thought, can orient the appearance in that direction
  21. Yeah, all is a thought, we are a thought talking-thinking with another thought. if the thoughts stop the limits disappear, what you are is revealed. the point is that the thoughts come back. The distortion exist. do you live without thoughts? If you take a walk down the street, is your mind in silence? One thing is to have realizations, and another be equalized
  22. I think that the thoughts are the activity that creates the appearance of the individual. who thinks them? if the individual is created by them, he cannot think them. they are what arises in the pattern that is the human when there is a distortion between what is and what should be, and this always happens. enlightenment is in part equalizing what is and what should be, with which the thoughts, then the individual, disappears.