Breakingthewall

Member
  • Content count

    15,917
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by Breakingthewall

  1. they are not going to crucify him but he is experimenting with his own brain doing things that no one has done before. I wouldn't call him a coward
  2. It's complex because we are humans and as such we have a thousand layers of attachment and fear, and we cannot remove them at will, we have to decipher an enigma for geniuses of enormous proportions, the work of a lifetime. hardly anyone succeeds, and has been trying for thousands of years.
  3. Human reality is extremely complex, that we are a hive entity with millions of minds that act as processors working together. the reality of a bird is very simple, and very beautiful. that of a human is not, since we live in the mind. To survive we need others. Alone we are nothing, less than a larva. From birth we elaborate an extremely complex system of internal signals that is fed by language and whose zeros and ones are acceptance and rejection, which are life or death for us. all humans are lost is that. This is not simple, you have to be a genius to get out of there. It's in our genes, that's why this work is so difficult
  4. The nothing doesn't exist. what exists is empty existence. the I am without content. but non-existence obviously not. How could exist something that doesn't exist? If there were an instant of existence surrounded by oceans of non-existence, that instant would be the eternity, since the oceans of non-existence are nothing. they cannot limit to existence. That is why the only reality is: existence exists. and that's it, it has no opposite. its opposite doesn't exist. Always is now. There is not scape. But you don't want to scape because you are freedom. Everything is perfect because there are no limits
  5. I'm not sure if there are non toxic thoughts in terms of realizing the self. there may be thoughts that help deconstruct. new thoughts that help soften monolithic thoughts that create limitation. but there comes a time when the cleaning must be complete, the mind must cease. ceasing simply means to stop conceptualizing in order to be what you are.
  6. what you have to do is get rid of all ideas about anything. any idea is toxic. to think that you are god, toxic, infinite, the same. you have to empty yourself of all concepts and stick to what you are now. you are. That is the only reality. the absolute is you, now. but this is another idea. you must forget it. You must deconstruct until only you remain. Anything else is meaningless.
  7. Well, it depends. Both have a lot of common points. the christian god is love, and in the bible it is explained how to reach the kingdom of heaven surrendering the ego. the problem is that very few people understand it and they remain in superficial meanings. even so, the average person 300 years ago was much better equipped psychologically to face death. the current materialistic idiocy puts humans in a horrible trap. a fight doomed to failure that can only be faced with strategies of evasion and denial
  8. You i don't think so, and Leo is quite arrogant, but i never ve detected demagogery to win discussion. Leo is straight to the point, and quite integral imo. And Leo is Leo...and special case. Very difficult to put yourself in his place
  9. Exactly , that's why I'm pointing to him the obvious. He's smart but obviously he has a blockage. when he started on this forum he was humble and quite authentic. He started to develop good points and at a certain point they started to be really good, with a brilliant and inspired touch. then things went wrong. it's obvious razard has tons of unresolved trauma. This does not mean anything bad about him, just that he has to realize it and start the job. he, realizing his brilliance, has assumed the position of enlightened teacher. It's full of it, like a stuffed turkey. You have to do the most important thing in this job: learn to be humble. He could be great , although his attitudes reveal too much of a tendency toward lack of integrity and narcissism. razard, are you able to accept the challenge of being a guy who goes in with an open heart, without pretensions? So the truth can enter you and you can transmit it. if not, only shit will come out of you
  10. it's normal for razard to think that there is no gaslighting, because he uses gaslighting it to win the arguments (he doesn't want to get to the truth, he wants to win, and everything is a discussion if you don't submit yourself to him). In addition, he also uses: demagoguery, intimidation, mockery, ridicule, speaking louder than the other, putting himself in a situation of superiority, and if none of that works...he blocks you! Yeah!!
  11. Not agree. Here it's saying that gaslighting is not real, and I give examples to show that from that point of view, nothing is real. They are extreme so that it can be seen more clearly. If you mix the relative with the absolute, there is only one result: demagogy
  12. Agree, you could also be so enlightened that you would be happy in autchwitz and you would see art and beauty in the crematoriums of jewish children. And what do we want to express with it? that at an absolute level everything is love? that is clear
  13. True, and if you a 105 kg professional mma fighter, you're unlikely to be bullied by your high school classmates. so it's the victim's fault for bullying
  14. Great report man, made me tremble with fear at the utter strangeness of salvia
  15. I would say that you have a high level of consciousness in which the separation you/other begins to dissolve, and with it the concern about you, the neurotic need for control, leaving space to begin to enjoy life in a real way, as when you were a kid. and I suppose you will continue to deepen and elevate your consciousness. but I think that enlightenment is more than that, although it is a supposition based on my own momentary perceptions, I am not saying that I am there, nor close (although maybe you are): you have to open a door to infinity, to understand in real time that you are , the total reality, absolutely disinterested, alive. to be completely indifferent to life and death as you perceive them to be the same. not need anything since one thing is equal to another thing, since there are no barriers within you, love and glory flow free, eternal in the present moment, out of the time.
  16. I am grateful that I am in good health, with sharp mind, and that my father was a full of sarcasm and hate addicted Nazi madman who loved to humiliate me. Being able to see that as something funny has been a great detachment challenge. thank you, oh fucking crazy , I release you from hell, rest in peace.
  17. That's right, but if you think about it, it doesn't make sense. you are the absolute and you are experiencing the limited for a reason. for you to be a prince is nothing. That all the models want to get into your bed and have yachts does not mean anything, you could become an entity that dominates galaxies with your will and that your nervous system encompasses the entire universe feeling a symphony of cosmic perfection creating oceans of life, for example. being a prince or a beggar is exactly the same. It's an experience, and that's it. the end of karma is to realize that there is no difference between one thing or the other.
  18. eternity means that your life has already been repeated an infinite number of times now, and that it will continue to be repeated infinite times, in addition to other infinite lives that in turn will have been repeated... etc etc. infinity is everything. everything has already happened infinite times, it is happening right now infinite times. this means that within that infinity, your life equals zero. everything equals zero. integer infinity repeated infinitely many times is zero. It's just pure potentiality where everything is contained. Nothing definite is in the infinity. Just possibilities
  19. Until recently, the thing was very simple for all the humans: you are a son of God, eternal life and paradise await you, you just have to face this vale of tears in the best possible way. then god died, and was replaced by the search for well-being and the denial of death. and now some of us go back to phase 1, but we are so smart that belief is not an option. we need to unravel the riddle completely. we want to see the truth through the veil, whatever the cost. Who would be so crazy to don't do it?
  20. Here we are not looking to agree, we are looking for the truth. We do not seek to stand out or be brilliant, but to get closer to the truth, that is, to polish ourselves from lies. It is something very difficult since we are huge balls of lies. If I see that the truth is expressed to some extent through you, that will help me to see the truth in myself to some extent. playing ego games is useless and foolish. the goal is to peel the onion until nothing remains. of course this is very difficult, but we have to try
  21. Id say that karma is desire. the more you desire, the more you are tied to your avatar. If you want to free yourself, you must release karma, that is, stop desiring. if you don't wish, nothing bad can happen to you since something "bad" means something that contradicts your wish. to be completely free of karma is to be indifferent. when you realize that one thing is equal to anything else and you live according to it. there is no difference between being alive or dead. then you are immortal
  22. sex is an obstacle when it is something narcissistic, empty, lacking in love, lacking in connection...as it usually is. If it's something real, with a deep connection, it's wonderful and helps to align you with what you are
  23. @Razard86and I don't point it out to you with hate or revenge, or gaslighting intent. I point it out so you can see it. I bet in your real life you are gaslighting people with that absolute demagogery. It will bring you a lot of trouble. You are on the wrong path. At first you had good points, but things went wrong. Use me as a catalyst. you are getting insane, and this is not gaslighting, as my intention is genuinely to make you see your mistake. It's what a friend would do
  24. Pure demagogy. You mix the relative with the absolute all the time. you are very confused. in fact, your speech is pure gaslight. If once a week I wait for you at the door of your house and I break a bone with an iron bar, then I steal all your money, and in the end I crucify you with 4 nails on a tree, while you are hanging there I will tell you: hey friend, I hope you are not resentful with me, I AM YOU, you are creating all this. You have to understand that there is no mistreatment or abuse at an absolute level, but that cannot be a reason to apply it at a relative level. on a relative level you must defend yourself from abuse, lions, infectious diseases, etc, even if ultimately they are you. all your responses to people on this forum are narcissistic toxic gaslighting.
  25. yeah i believe you. me too i have open in the center of my mind an infinite hole where everything is, the limitations are dissolving every day. It is a slow, gradual process, but in that process there is sometimes a confusion, since i am swimming between two waters. but none of that scares me in the slightest. What it is is what it is, so let's open to it.