Breakingthewall

Pure demagogy. You mix the relative with the absolute all the time. you are very confused. in fact, your speech is pure gaslight. If once a week I wait for you at the door of your house and I break a bone with an iron bar, then I steal all your money, and in the end I crucify you with 4 nails on a tree, while you are hanging there I will tell you: hey friend, I hope you are not resentful with me, I AM YOU, you are creating all this. You have to understand that there is no mistreatment or abuse at an absolute level, but that cannot be a reason to apply it at a relative level. on a relative level you must defend yourself from abuse, lions, infectious diseases, etc, even if ultimately they are you. all your responses to people on this forum are narcissistic toxic gaslighting.

yeah i believe you. me too i have open in the center of my mind an infinite hole where everything is, the limitations are dissolving every day. It is a slow, gradual process, but in that process there is sometimes a confusion, since i am swimming between two waters. but none of that scares me in the slightest. What it is is what it is, so let's open to it.

Gaslighting is when you intentionally make another person doubt the veracity of their perceptions, knowing that their perceptions are real, but you intentionally undermine their confidence to get some kind of real or imagined benefit. it is simple

Exactly. Razard doesn't understand what's gaslighting, He is mixing ideas, confusing himself, but giving everything a brilliant rhetoric that makes many think: wow! smart!. and the worst thing is that if you point out some evident and obvious error to contribute something to him, he gets angry! like a child! It's so funny. or he tells you: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WAS WRONG BECAUSE I AM YOU. it's wonderful

99,9% Of those who are absolutely sure that they have realized God, they are just deceiving themselves. Leo's teaching are a producer of deceived people who are sure that they realized god

there is no tradition or reports of regular use of 5meo plus meditation and self-inquiry and serious and sustained desire for enlightenment for years. Some psychedelics are not the same as others. mushrooms and lsd are powerful but they do not go directly to the dissolution of the ego. their sporadic use is useful and even necessary since they offer a unique perspective, but it is 5 meo the enlightenment tool. But without being linked to a real desire for total openness and a practice of constant meditation and self-inquiry, it is useless. maybe to drive you crazy

Exist the possibility that causes heart problems. https://blog.petrieflom.law.harvard.edu/2022/04/13/safety-first-potential-heart-health-risks-of-microdosing/

Try in the nose. If it's free base, mix with vinegar, and with a ph measuring strip add vinegar until the ph is 7, put it in the syringe and up the nose. but be careful that it does not go to the throat, do it lying down but immediately get up with your hand pressuring your nose and keep looking down with your nose covered until the effect forces you to lie down. the important thing is that it does not go to the throat because it is very painful. in the nose it's bearable if the pH is close to neutral

no man, if someone is toxic and gaslights you, or humiliates you, or anything else toxic, it doesn't mean you're doing it to yourself (except in a metaphysical sense). Your only fault is be a fool if, when you have already identified the poison, you continue to allow the poisoning

for me psychedelics are not to show you something of the "higher reality". reality is what it is, what we are. What happens is that what we are is a very complex avatar with many layers of fear with which we veil ourselves and create separation. psychedelics serve to identify that fear, and relax it. Imagine that you have an insurmountable fear of climbing rock walls. you take a pill that eliminates your fear and you do it. then you are afraid again, but you have already seen that you can climb it. you take it again, you try to climb without a pill, you climb a bit but you get scared quickly. again with a pill. then without another bit... and so on until you get rid of fear... if you get it, it's not sure. what was certain is that without a pill you were not going to climb even half a meter because the fear was insurmountable. It's so big that it's hidden, you can't see it. So what to do? Stay in the floor for ever? And of course, everytime that you did, you learn, you grow in understanding of yourself, of the nature of the fear, in how it is limiting you The important thing that you see is not the "higher reality", is the fear. The structures that are limiting you. At the end, what do you want? Be free, right? For that you have to understand what is imprisoning you

God isn't part of the possibilities, is the infinite possibilities.

because there are no limits, it cannot be otherwise. That's why zero = infinity

but I judge myself. I look at myself and if I see lie, cowardice, weakness, malice, I think: what a piece of shit you're my friend. You only live once (at least as "me"), what are you going to do? You're here for a reason, give it your all. purify yourself. be worthy of opening yourself to the truth and that the truth that you are can manifest itself through you and in you. So, should I demand the same from others? I don't think so. I only demand from others that they not be excessively fake to treat them and enjoy their company. At the end, the others are me, so as i like me i like the others, but too false people, full of fear, is bit unbearable, despite any judgement . It's not their fault, but far is better

For me that is the plugging problem. you have to do shit before. ok, then you enter the sunbstance. but it can happen that once you do 30 mg and it doesn't have a great effect, since that day, for some reason your intestine was not very clean, and another day you think, well it was little, I'm going to do 35, and that day it's clean and the dose is huge. I have done 30 and well, quite strong but not enough, less than 15 vaped. So next time I'm going to do 35... but I'm already on dangerous ground. Was the experience with 30 really what it should have been or was part of it blocked there? What about an enema? Could be a good idea, or too much water dissolving the substance, even after evacuate it?

That's exactly that i thought when it happened to me , I thought: this is what I had to see now, I must accept it and not force things. Maybe in the future i can go further. After a moment I thought: I am me and I force the things. and I put an unmeasured spoonful into the pipe with trembling hands due the previous drag, and said, kill me or show me the truth, and I took the maximum drag

Right, control anything is just repression. Anger must be transcended. Well, "must", just if you want to deepen what you are. if that doesn't matter to you, you don't have to do anything. there is no good or bad, you're right. If you hit your finger with a hammer, that's not "bad", it's just a source of pain. The pain is not bad, it's just pain. If there is anger in you, that will enhance the appearance of division between you and the other. hate is the maximum division, love is unity. they are not opposites, one is real and the other is false. anger binds you in falsehood. is that bad? no it's just false

It's a crazy advice but not for that reason wrong. crazy because it's too risky, but the idea makes sense. Leo is much more penetrating than Martin Ball. I'm sure he will find the perfect solution, I'm not worried at all

Yeah , the idea ego is just a pointer to point the confusion that keeps us blind to the truth. the ego is the fear that originates in social interaction since the human needs others to survive. acceptance is essential. If they throw you out of the cave you are dead, this is genetically encoded. The virtual reality game, as you say, is enormously complicated, since the first thing that is implanted in the character is fear and attachment, and from those seeds a tree grows with thousands of ramifications to which language, with its power, endows with enormous complexity. if you want to be free you have to completely transcend the primordial fear and attachment to the other, the original sin that makes humans the lost being that they are. this is what I call ego.

Could be true. there is truth in those lines, so for now you have my credit. But imo you are too fast to see the ignorance in others and quite slow, even blind, to see his wisdom, so focused in your (possible real) wisdom Anyway, I'm genuinely happy to having been wrong in my judgement

@Edvardas anyway, reading you again, there is a smell of the leos ideas, too much security, funny arrogance, lack of life...i don't know, enigma, but still... The needle wants to point to: fake. It would be a shame, but it is what is most abundant here and those who speak with more confidence. I hope you are not one of them

well, I have to say that when I wrote that I doubted right away, because there is a kind of understanding that goes beyond the ego, so what you say is true and has foundation. maybe I was wrong in my judgment or at least in part. but I was referring to what you said about: reality is a dream of the mind of god. This is pure conceptual understanding, things are not like that, they are not defined and concrete. This is the understanding of the ego to which I refer and the one that emerged from your speech. I have to say that at the beginning and in other posts you seemed advanced and accurate to me, so I admit that perhaps I was wrong in calling you fake. If so, I'm glad. I am delighted to meet people deeper and more intelligent than me, if this were the case

My only doubt is if you are deceived or if you are a phony who intentionally acts as such in order to show superiority and make fun of others. hard to know. I guess a mix of both. It seems very obvious that you cannot go beyond the conceptual. But at first i ve doubts, you are smart. Well, thanks for the conversation

@Edvardas but another opportunity. Show me exactly where I talked about the ego in a wrong way. Explain. Show that you aren't just a fake that just want to feel superior

Funny, we think the same about each other. For me you are stuck in the concept and the learned idea and you don't even realize it. and you interpret the one who questions as ignorant while you project total security, like a teacher. verdict: fake

The truth cannot be given, you are right. Neither said, or thought. The truth is totally actual, can only be and realized in the present moment. The truth would blow up in our faces if it weren't for the many layers of fear with which we cover it. If the doors of perception were opened, reality would show itself as it is: infinite. but we have cover it with many layers of fear that are like blinders on the donkey: they only let us see what we have to see to be what we are