Breakingthewall

I would say that human existence is a kind of laboratory, a labyrinth of rats. they put the rat in a difficult situation with hundreds of possibilities to be wrong, and the rat must find a way out. the way out is to reach total openness, total love, total transcendece. The chances of ending up in a dead end are enormous, but when the rat reaches the end of the maze, it is seen that there was no other option than this

if you break a tooth and it shows, you put a false one, right? Well, you can do the hair implants if you want and have the necessary money. but I would not wear a wig, it has a more fake connotation, like it would be extremely embarrassing if a wind carried it away

@at_anchor What happens if you collect all the money you can, go to a city that is attractive to you, look for a cheap room and try to make a living for a few months? you will see in a week or two your mind begins to be cleaner

The problem is that the software that analyzes, interprets, etc., is our survival system. It is genetic and also feeds from birth. something tells us that without it we are dead, the tribe can expel us from the cave and outside we will not survive a day. so we have a need to constantly overlay that layer of zeros and ones on everything. everything is past that leads to a future in which the optimal options are calculated. this makes us last generation survival machines, but it locks us in the mind. The truth is in the silence, but the survival machine is the opposite of silence , hates the silence. The art that we must achieve is to connect and disconnect the software at will

I'd say that's a while without ego. what we meditate try to make happen more or less permanently. that is to say, you have stopped interpreting reality for a while, the energy that analyzes, evaluates, classifies, compares, has been silent for a few fucking minutes and it seemed to you that you were floating in the abyss since there was no handhold to hold on to, only reality.

there is something instead of nothing for a very simple reason: because there is always you. If you were not there, there would be nothing, no existence. but non-existence does not exist, it is obvious, since you exist. your existence is not the opposite of non-existence, it is something absolute, without an opposite. your existence has no beginning or end, since these limits would be non-existence, which does not exist. then, you can be absolutely empty of content, but you are aware of your emptiness. you exist as emptiness. and you, in the void, realize that you are all possible content. you are absolutely free to be everything. and since you can be, you are. so the answer is: because you can

a question for Leo. let's see, sometimes members, like amanem for example, publish a trip report where they have gone as deep as possible, etc, and you say: good! you got to the bottom! that is awakening. etc. and then in the forum you repeat: nobody here is awake, only me. Let's see, what is this? a joke? trolling? because those of us who are in the spirituality forum are serious, we don't play. We take your integrity for granted and we try to be the best of integrity.

@at_anchor being suicidal is a good start. As long as you don't kill yourself, of course. it means that you have hit rock bottom, you know that nothing in this world is going to satisfy you, you have realized the trap with no way out that is the ego. a real scam. now you must go through a process of mental openness, of deconstruction of each one of your ideas that form the wall that isolates you, that creates the duality between you and what is not you. In this forum you will find the way. if you apply yourself seriously, in one or two years you will be another being. you will be free. determination, courage and vision.

No one is really applying red irons to you while you're hanging by your thumbs, but if it seems like it's happening, it's probably no comfort to you. I mean...what, according to you, is the difference between something appearing to be happening, or actually happening? if you are being tortured, your self will be strengthened. because the self is the energy that wants, and at that moment you will very much want to stop being tortured. then, that energy is unreal? why? there really is an energy that wants. that energy is what forms the self in all its nuances, the one that makes you think about everything you think. what you think is unreal, but the energy is very real.

he is a guy 100% dedicated to spirituality, he knows what is 5 meo, but he has never tried it nor does he want to try it. why? I suppose for some reason he prefers the path to the goal. but his posts are very interesting, elaborate and of high quality. spirituality is not only to realize god. It's also a way of being integral, embodying integrity, and the guy seems to be into that. And why do you know he's not awaken? He's in some way. And for you no one is awake, so?

Completely wrong. Most of people here are very conservative about psychedelic (with some exceptions, including those of the beloved leader). Few people want real transcendence. most prefer to focus on material success and that is normal and how it has to be

suffering is the alarm system that serves to prevent you from going where you don't have to go. if you are an animal it is quite simple. if you are a human it is hugely complicated and nuanced. you basically have to be a genius to avoid it

Yeah, a journey twisted from the beginning, full of confusion, where nothing is as it should be, with a innate seed of madness and horror, a rat race of enormous difficulty, where the only solution to the maze with millions of false exits is transcendence, almost impossible given the strength of the attachments and desires. i think god realized that he had gotten a little over the top and that the rats were going to be walking around wallowing in suffering for eternity, and he brought psychedelics into the equation

High quality. @PeaceOut96 could you explain more or less your process?

Ego death. EGO. Who dies is the ego. And what is de ego? The ego is just the desire. It's the energy that wants. It's really simple and obvios, but it's hidden because the wish has many layers. Deep in the subconscious there is wish. Wish of survival. If you totally remove the wish, you remove the ego. And what remains? You remain. Because you are not the ego. The ego is the false you. Basic

@axiom what do we call self? I would say that it is the energy that desire and the energy that seeks identity in memory. who desires identity after all. if you remove desire there is no self. as simple as that. so what's up? reality. then I have no choice but to affirm: I am reality. who affirms it is the self, but no less true for that. there is only what exists, therefore, I am what exists, and only I exist. The ego is de desire, the real i is the reality.

@RMQualtrough it is a semantic misunderstanding. Let's see, if the ego disappears and only red remains, you are red. If the void remains, you are the void. if there is no sense of self, you are the void without any sense of self. you are always. you are the awareness that emptiness is, that red is. the sense of self as actor, or perceiver, disappears. but there is still consciousness that red is. or that the void is. you are the conscience. consciousness is nothing specific, it is where the red occurs. but it happens that it is red because in the "act" of being aware of being red, red is being created. You are not conciouss of the red, you are the red. and not only red is created. a universe of perfectly coordinated events is created that occur in the field of consciousness that you are, that is to say that you are creating them by being aware of them. Creation and be conciouss is the same. The "secret door" I'd say it's when the consciousness is totally empty. There is nothing to be aware but "you" still are conciouss of that there in nothing, or the nothing is conscious that there is nothing. That is the moment when the infinity manifest. The consciousness, when it gets free of being aware on anything, reveals itself as God. I don't understand exactly how or why, but when it happens, there is no doubt. The emptiness is everything and it's you.

@RMQualtrough yes ,there is no observer and object, only what is happening, which has the appearance of object and subject. you are not the subject, nor the object. you are the experience that is happening. you are the red. ego death is already the case since the ego is illusory. But you exist, not as an ego. You are everything. It's quite obvious. The "secret door" is just collapse the duality object/subject

infinity creates the appearance that time is passing, that there is a chain of events. it also creates the appearance that there is multiplicity. It's all infinite engineering tricks. the appearance that something is finite and concrete is a trick. the point is that from our finite appearance it is impossible to see how infinity works, it is too alien. for infinity it is normal to be infinite, that is the reality, but from our point of view castrated with donkey blinders to see only what needs to be seen, it is very difficult to look to the sides

And why you created that nightmare? (Humans i mean). Maybe a kind of game . All the human existence seems a difficult game that must to be solved

become a Korean office worker with major depression?

Here. I remember your 5 meo report like 2 years ago, I read them together with others when I started experimenting with the substance. I remember that a friend gave it to you vaporized and I remember the impressions. They inspired me to go ahead with it. your publications will be welcome

causes permanent changes. once a breakthrough has occurred, your mind will not be the same, it will lose rigidity. once the solid barriers of the ego have been pulverized, they rise again, but you, the individual, have realized for the first time in your existence that they can be vaporized and that there is existence without their support. those barriers will still be there, but your subconscious has received a clear message: they are not set in stone. in fact they are not real

Why infinity creates distinctions? can not be calm being infinite? if in the end, it is infinite, one thing doesn't matter as another... why so much complex deliberation? What's the plan?

Interesting.