Breakingthewall

when i watch a youtube of leo about spirituality in which he explains his experience of being god, something inside me tells me: turn it off that immediately. forget what you have heard, it is harmful. And i really forget. Only my own experience, the experience of the others is only a couriosity. What is very useful imo is to point what is not the truth, or how to deconstruct your mind

Yes, and reject that anyone is real except you, the solipsism. I think i understand the reason of that and why you teach: only you exist, the others are being imagined by you and do not have a real pov. only your pov is real. It's true, only your pov is real...for you. since you are the absolute. and to become absolute you have to drop the notion of another. but you know that the others have their real pov in a relative level.

my father died of that, it is a difficult death. If something like this happens to me, I would like to have reached the point where with total calm and with a certain joy of having fulfilled my duty, I can commit suicide and leave when I decide. although perhaps at that moment I consider that what I should do is suffer until the last moment. until that day comes, impossible to know

wonderful. when it seemed that you had reached the end and from now on there was only repetition, it turns out that it is a new beginning. I am very happy to see your trajectory, it is very inspiring

what do you think of the theory of james lovelock, the one who said about gaia, who said that the earth had created humans as a tool to reach a more perfect form of intelligence, the ai, and that once achieved we would become extinct? The ego, the human suffering, could be the engine necessary to reach it

the big bang occurred at the same rate as your birth occurred, or last year. From the absolute perspective, you're imagining last year right now. it only exists right now and you are imagining everything, nothing happens, everything is imagination. only the absolute is. same with the big bang. from the relative perspective, yesterday happened. and the big bang too. but... actually the relative perspective is imaginary. reality is absolute. nothing happens, nothing happened, nothing will happen. just imagination now. it is the empty infinity imagining. like a movie. behind the film there is nothing. it is a thin layer, as thin as light. only appearances. behind, the absolute emptiness. scary right? you have to dive headfirst into that total void to understand infinity, the source. god. The total glory. It's unthinkable. and the thing is, is there only one apparent reality? mine? The answer is: for me, yes. there is only my perspective. the self that writes now is a perspective. It really is absolutely nothing, it has the consistency of a projection, a hologram. all the colors, the sensations, the memories, are nothing. delusion. but the trick is that there are infinitely many of these simultaneous illusions, and each one is absolute to itself. when one bursts like a soap bubble, it's as if it never existed. the absolute remains. the relative is illusion.

Yes, you understand it and you are in the highway.

yes, you become infinite and it is obvious that nothing exists outside of you, you are absolute. but then you become relative , and that is no longer the case! apparently there are infinity of individuals. they are all the same, but in a different shape. it is obvious that they exist. Let's see, you, like infinity, will you ever be someone else? In the future right? then there is another. This is it, there is no doubt. And how many others are you going to be in your infinite time? so infinite. And what is the difference between you are going to be or be now? none. So, right now, you, the one absolute, are being infinitely different forms. Why you denying de obvious? the only way that there would be no other povs would be to say that you will never, in eternity, embody another pov, all eternity is this moment and me sitting on a terrace typing the phone. if not, it is that there are infinite pov. and those of you who deny it, it seems that you do it to appear mysterious or to follow the dogma. it is obvious that there are infinite pov!

Everything is myself. But when i imagine something, it's real. Everything is infinite. This about the others don't exist sound flat, like a dogma.

Have you read what I wrote?

we try to give an understandable explanation to the matter of: are there others? To say that only you exist, when I say it knowing that I exist, what purpose does it have? give the impression that we are crazy? you know perfectly well that I am having an experience, that's why you talk to me, and I know that you have it. Let's say that God unfolds time and then doubles it again, so when my experience is, it is absolute, and when yours occurs, there is only yours, but as "when" it is something that God handles at will, as everything else, it overlaps them, and it is at the same "time" all the perspectives

you're jumping from "no time" to "you'll experience the others later" . if there is no time, there is no later. you are absolute, only your bubble exists. and then you will experience another bubble, mine for example. but since there is no time, that means you are experiencing it right now. the paradox is that you are absolute, there is nothing outside of you, and so am I, there is nothing outside of me. and this is "at the same time" in quotes, because there is no time, there is infinity. everything is happening now

Sounds really bad. Great that you could get out of that hellish loop.

A similar thing has happened to me with a small dose of mushrooms. you can't outrun your mind because the dose isn't enough, but your mind works strangely. the best thing is to take enough to enter the realm of the no-mind, of the visual, the sensations, the freedom.

there is something in that that smells strange to me, like an ego. the goal is to understand...that is, you want to remain an ego that understands. if you completely renounce your ego, it does not matter to you to understand, you want to open yourself to reality, to be it. being so, it is understood by default, but in an indefinite way. instead by wanting to understand you want to preserve the integrity of your ego. you want your ego to conquer god

if there is the slightest doubt, you are fooling yourself. a realization of the absolute is something total. the opening to infinity is total. the flow of glory is total. it is not something that can be induced by some conditioning. It is more real than anything else. in fact, normal life seems unreal, a dream. the real is a thousand times more direct, without filter

We are the lock. a practically impassable armored door because the one who tries to cross it is the lock. it seems that 5 meo works to vaporize that lock in many cases, but in many others it doesn't. and much less on the first try. we must think that the door we want to open is masterfully placed, it is a work of art.

Leo has given the impression of being quite integral so far. lately you can not deny that there is a kind of strange smell, which makes you think of what you say. But maybe he's legit. it's very hard to tell when money comes into the equation. Although I don't really think it's that much money either. how much people are going to buy a course in which you have to do 5meo hundreds of times? I would say little. It will be really interesting to know about the results

That's why you have to do many. Only one is a trauma. If you do many, you get used to it

The combination of psychedelics with meditation and the real intention of deconstructing each of the mental constructions is what will work. and 5 meo is the key. a single breakthrough of 5 meo will make everything different from then on. It's not something you can do sober, at least not the vast majority. Leo is brave and has gone fast. others will go slower, others faster still, but with real intention I think it's something quite simple. no less exciting for that, on the contrary.

yes but to do it you need 5 meo and psychedelics. Without it's impossible

I think that maybe it could be true in some extent. 5 meo is extremely powerful. I'm just starting, it's not easy until you can do it really

You. The one who exist

@Vladimir ask yourself where your need to show yourself as enlightened, messiah and teacher of others comes from. You have had a spiritual awakening, great. just go deeper, embody the truth as completely as possible, remove all vanity. if truly your destiny is to be a teacher, that will happen. perhaps it is another, it is not necessary to force things. who forces everything is the ego

Agree, God realization is a very important point, It is what they call awakening. you were asleep before you woke up to reality, to infinity, but after this the task begins. first, that realization in a short time is a memory. There will always be an opening in you that was not there before, but your job now is to make that opening constant and maximum. You must cleanse your energy body to the fullest. your life must be perfect in the sense that you must completely avoid everything that clouds your energy. you have to go deep into your psyche to understand and unravel all the mechanisms that keep you spinning in circles in your life story. You have to go beyond words, start seeing the signs that life sends you and obeying them. there is a path for you, it leads you to total freedom. Wr must follow it, we are destined for it. once you enter it, it starts to become a highway