Breakingthewall

It smells like cheap marketing. Shadguru smells like business man, money money

@BogdanD I ve never taken ayahuasca but other psychedelics. Im almost sure that it has not caused you any harm, what surely would ve happened is that it s released repressed parts of your subconscious, and that is what makes you suffer, but at the same time gives you the opportunity to face them. If you have taken ayahuasca that time I suppose it would be with the intention of seeing what is inside you. Id continue down that path, self-inquiry, with and without psychedelic. About the shaman, I think it isn't important at all, there isn't magic, it's all in you

If you have the sensation that you are being dishonest, you are being dishonest. It's the only way to know it in my opinion

Hitler was a soldier in the trenches for 4 years when he was very young, seeing death and destruction on a level that we cannot imagine ... I think it is not unusual that he was quite insane. It seems more strange to me the people of today who order to bomb a city from their office for pure economic interests

I think it's not like that, when your realized that you are an illusion is like you are the void, and the person that you thought you was is like an hologram without substance, like a trick that never really existed... really weird . Like all is a comedy, a dream, and you are you, now, when you die, always. When it happens it's like...oh yes of course...and this hologram ? I almost already forgotten...it's nothing. But without words. So when you die the character that you think you are is going to disappear for ever without any sadness like the nothing that really you are, without any remember of miss or mister anyone, and you are going to be the void who is , like now, in the no time

Well for me time is a big one, project to the future, the image of your life like an history, etc. Others for me are the body, takes care of the body, fear to sickness... another the relationship, the important people in your life, fear to isolation...and many others, many imaginary things that make you prisioneer

Yes because always is now. Time is a mental construction, one of the many bondages

Exactly, the joke to show that he, a super enligthened guru, is a funny guy too. I think his manager have a contract about those jokes. He could answer: I don't know, I never tried psychodelics, but no, he knows exactly that they are a source of bla bla bla...his ego have the size of his beard and his clothes

thoughts are an evolutionary tool. animals also think, through images, memories, to avoid dangers, learn, survive. If a human grows up alone in the forest, he would also think only through images, and with very spaced thoughts. would it be enlightened? but by living in society and learning language, thinking becomes more verbal. With the thousands of subtleties that social behavior demands, thought increases in volume. In this society where from a very young age we spend hours every day watching ertentainment, feeling false emotions induced by actors and scriptwriters, things get crazy. in the end we are just gray thought

It is difficult to say if what James says about the loneliness of nothingness is so or not. I have had several different realizations with 5 meo. the first absolute nothingness, empty, not being. I was really scared. how could not be? It was only loneliness, the only one that exists ... therefore it was, so it was not "not to be". another occasion was infinite love. I was not alone since I loved myself and my love was infinite, others less profound, dissolution. I was all there is. once in the middle of the night without drugs, the infinite void, without limits, that is, and my self, the person that I am, looked like a hologram, a disguise devoid of substance that really is nothing. Which of these realizations, all subjectively very real, is real? all? none? impossible to know, impossible to know anything ... only letting go is possible and I'm in that job. letting go, abandoning the mind, attachments, the past, the future, the concern for the body, for life, for God and for everything. be empty

@Leo Nordin I want to deepen because the true, the real, is deepening. on the surface there is only unreality. The thought is dead, it has nothing for me. I want to deepen and dissolve the barriers that limit my being because I want to live, I selfishly want the richness of unlimited life. as you can see, nothing very special, just practicality. what james says sounds very real but it is not something that can be done at will. it requires detachment, and that requires time, work, intention, certainty. I may be wrong and follow an impossible path

@Leo Nordin see beyond the mind, thought and illusion. dissolve into nothingness and no time, be without mind

I can't experience it looking a wall. I experience it smoking 5 meo, when the thought stops, there is not you anymore, no time, no space, nothing. No love, no bliss, no wonderful being, absolute nothing, but the nothing is alone. So the nothing is. I'd like to make possible go so deep without any substance, but seems impossible

when you come out of the dream there is nothing, an empty hole, not being. but not being is. it's incomprehensible

a thought is you undulating, adopting a form and thus creating limits, a distinction between you and the rest. I think that it is an evolutionary function closely related to language, and its objective is to act in complex groups to making possible the survival of the weak animal that is the human

Yes, it is. This is the real life, the abandon, dissolution of the ego and merge in the moment. Most of us ve been educated just in the opposite, our society glorifies the ego, the wall, the separation, that's why it's so difficult

maybe in gods perspective lonely, or eternity doesn't means nothing. Lonely is scary for us the humans, for an octopus maybe it's ok even for the eternity

Absolutely agree, it's not you when the wall dissolves and there are no limits. But after a while...there is the wall again, limiting. a really solid wall

@Pensamiento ArteArteArteArteArteArteArteArArteAArteAr So that satori that you had when you smoked those 15 mg of 5 meo becomes in a permanently state of awakening? Or did you do more times? Every time I do I have an experience of awakening, but some time later, 1 or 2 days, I forget the experience. Well, I remember, but only the idea, like "all is an illusion", but I can't remember why , how I saw that, because it's a realization completely out of the mind, and now I'm back in the mind mode. Meditating I can't go so deep.

Maybe a third you, or God could say: I sent my son to the torture and the cross my friend, I'm the zebra and the lion who destroy his flesh while she's still alive. I love the suffering and the war, that's why they exist...what are you talking about? Covid? For my most loved sons I create the leprosy. Life is unfair? Of course, it's the nature of life, and his beauty

normal that you feel fear, humans are made (among other things) for extreme suffering. you do not need to see crucifixions or murder, just go to any hospital, or psychiatric, or nursing home. the story of Jesus is significant. for me it says: are you human? yes? do you embrace human suffering? don't you run away? are you able to see that in the most horrible suffering the light of infinite love opens?

All the human languages follow the law of pif. The most used word is used double of times than the second, and the second double of times than the third. Look like it's genetically programmed

Infinite means without limits, the space isn't infinite. Eternal means out of the time , the time isn't eternal because has a beginning.

Agree , the mind can't catch it, and couldn't be only nothingness That history about ajata is inspiring

Great though, you are talking about my father. Was dramatic to be him or be close of him. Addicts are disgraceful people. I think in severe cases the suffering could be so high that could induce an awakening experience