Breakingthewall

narcissist is the one who feeds on the energy received from the other. he is a beggar, or a tyrant, it depends on the circumstance.

But it's the character that avoid the enlightenment

Infinity, by definition, it cannot have a beginning. We cannot understand this with the logical mind since our mind processes everything temporarily. everything, apparently, is something that happens, this is because our mind is an appearance , a creation, but the infinity is not "happening" when you completely stop the logical mind, it happens that you are still aware, but without mind, then there is awareness of the void. emptiness has no limits and is not a pleasant experience. there is nothing, you have lost your mental structure so there is not a you but still there is awareness that reality is void. then something else happens, you realize that the experience of emptiness is a creation. You are creating that experience just as before you created the cosmos. you are the consciousness of the void, so there is a shift from the void to consciousness. Then the void is revealed as an infinite well from which existence flows. It is what it always was, what you are. you are depth without limit, actual, out of time. This can't be called 'you". But it's exactly what you were looking for. The perfection and the freedom. It's seen that the mind, your body, the cosmos in all its complexity is a mental creation that is happening right now. the past, the future, all the layers of the mind unfold as a creation of now. Anyway, I've had this experience about 6/8 times including dreams. this creates a constant partial opening, but not complete. so my explanation is flawed, it's partly from memory. and that kind of experience occurs at a frequency that makes memory unable to fix it, because the memory is a creation. what remains is a feeling of freedom. I think you have to force this opening more times, since each one leaves a permanent effect .

5 meo is just a tool, that stops synaptic activity in the frontal lobe of the brain and doing that the mind/ego stops. then what the mind is is revealed. it's quite simple if you stop the mind, you will see that the cosmos is the mind. everything is a creation of your mind. infinity is not the infinitely large cosmos, it is the bottomless void of consciousness that has no beginning or end. when you realize the infinite, there is no possible misunderstanding, since it is not something, it is the absence of something, of limits.

In my opinion, That statement is completely wrong. enlightenment requires a total desire to realize the truth. that implies being the truth. integrity must be total. any minor flaw in integrity will lead to a misperception. the truth will set you free, or what is the same, the lie will imprison you. enlightenment requires a total abandonment of the defenses that the ego creates to defend itself.

I would reprogram it as I am doing it: to be free of any attachment and fear, without limits, open as much as possible to the infinite depth and beauty

No, because I'm saying that after direct experience, not before. You are right, any brainwashing is a mistake, but some ideas could help the mind to let go the attachment to the form falsehood is what we call something that appears to be one way but is only an appearance. if you prefer the word appearance, ok. I'm not demonizing the mind, i just said that you can't realize the infinity with the mind because the mind is an appearance within the infinity.

all spirituality consists in transcending the false appearance, that is, the finite, to realize the truth, that is, the infinite. the infinite is not the opposite of the finite, it is the absolute. There is only infinity, it is one and it is you. it is impossible for it to be anything else. It's something you realize from direct experience, but it's also it's logical. meditation, psychedelics, all this, is simply to break the limits that the mind imposes on us. there is no dispute about the truth. truth=infinite, falsehood=finite. but realizing the infinity that you are is not something you can do with the mind, the mind is the barrier that creates the appearance of finiteness. the mind has to be removed from the middle. the mind is a creation, an appearance. the mind is the cosmos, and it's just a special effect.

if infinity is the case, there is nothing finite. Any partition of infinity is total infinity. the finite is only appearance, a trick. there is only infinity

You can't know the truth. The truth is not a matter of knowledge, it's the absence of limits. Well, you can know that but it doesn't make any difference. The thing is to dissolve the limits, that are falsehood by definition, and change from finite to infinite processing. the reality is that we are infinite, the finite is false, so it is not something so rare being infinite. in fact, it is normal. the strange thing is the limited mind, that's why it feels bad always

psychedelics are a fundamental tool for understanding. what we are is extremely complex. extremely challenging. I agree that focusing exclusively on psychedelics is a mistake. the path is global. and within that path, psychedelics are a great help. For me, enlightenment is the total alignment of what we are, the absolute understanding that is the cause of freedom from attachment and fear. This is not within everyone's reach. I would say that it cannot be forced. We can move forward, maturing, but it will only happen if it's time, from what I see, it's something extremely rare

the guy couldn't get out of himself. what lies behind all the enormously complex structure of the psyche, aka the cosmos, is total emptiness, aka total glory. The freedom. He couldn't break the last barrier, and he got stuck in mind games

solipsism is the most incomprehensible thing possible. It's real, it's all in your mind, but it's a crazy loop, since it's real for everyone, not just one. Only you exist, everything is in your mind, there is nothing outside of your mind, your pov is the absolute. this, told to infinite povs, is still true

I don't understand it either, being a human is a true enigma. I only see one possibility: solve the enigma. anything else is a useless waste of energy

Extremely interesting

If you don't do psychedelics, you'll hit a wall in front of you. the wall is you, all your attachment and your fear. It is as if it were a solid structure, extremely strong. psychedelics break it, then it is built again. when you do this many times, you begin to understand what you are. doing this without psychedelics is very difficult. to dissolve attachments, you should really let go. that is, if you are attached to relationships with others, you should lock yourself up in solitude. if you are attached to the fear of death, you should put yourself in danger of death, if you are attached to your body, you should stop eating. etc. It's easier to take a psychedelic than to do that, and it works.

It is not because of the cannabis. what it seems from the outside is that due to an excess of psychedelics you had a constant breakthrough, and a small psychotic outbreak. nothing too bad, a little accident at work. So instead of stopping and grounding for a while, you replace the usual psychedelics with cannabis that is less aggressive. Let's see, I say this because you are a reference. people look at you as an example, you are doing something new. go as deep as possible into reality, into what we are, using psychedelics systematically, experimenting on yourself. We are all going to benefit from it, it is something historical imo. But lately it's impossible to understand. the whole alien awakening thing is incomprehensible. then there are two possibilities, either that you have gone so deep that you vibrate at an incomprehensible frequency, or that you have strayed down the wrong path. Maybe you should explain what happened.

Mmm...you are a reference and a pioneer. Many of us think that you are doing something revolutionary. Lately It seems incomprehensible and that is why doubts appear. We'll see where your work leads

@Razard86 i only made a comment to see if I could have a positive influence. take it or leave

It is true that that definition you say appears. I use it as it is currently used, maybe it is not correct but it means: intentionally twisting the truth to show that you are right. in short, lie. And I'm not doing the same as you. What I do is tell you something that I sincerely think. I tell you again: you are trying to put yourself above others all the time, you don't listen, you treat others as inferiors and you turn everything into a duel of egos. If you managed to put the ego aside, your interventions would multiply their value x 100

I would say that I have mastered my anger by 95%, based on a simple process. As a result of many events, has settled in me a feeling of weakness , of being a true idiot, of deep shame, every time I have allowed anger to get out of control. Another thing is controlled anger. anger must be kept, let it rest, give it shape, and at the right time, if you decide it, use it.

Wait some years, and maybe you could make a serie about him, like the one about osho. A graphic novel about enlightenment? Interesting. The only one I've read that deals with the subject more or less is the incal.

well...let's analyze that post. Either you really believe that you are helping me, with which you have a serious problem when it comes to communicating with a person and understanding what they are trying to tell you, or you are using demagogy to try to win and put yourself in a higher level than me. if it is the second, as it seems, you make a mistake, since it will not work for you. anyone reading this will see the obvious, that is, that your only intention is to win and for that you use the lie , just as it was obvious in your debate with rendheaven your desire to be above him. you are using spirituality to inflate your ego. According to you, you are enlightened and you are a spiritual master. friend, it is the typical toxic behavior seen thousands of times in spirituality. be more humble, we are here to get closer to the truth, as I already told you, not to be the smartest in the class. Try to see your behavior man, it seems that in deep maybe you want to be integral (sometimes), but you aren't at all

According that reasoning, if i see a guy stabbing another and I tell him that he is a murderer, it is because I am a murderer. strange reasoning. and your words do not shake me, I just see them as inappropriate for a forum in which we try to get closer to the truth. They are more typical of more competitive places, where there is a winner and a loser, all that. all the time you try to be above others, and for this you push them down. are you a bully maybe? contemplate this, you may see facets of yourself that you are not aware of.

True. Everything is a complex mental construction that is happening right now. Do you realize this everytime that you meditate? Btw, your life sound great. What kind of books are you writing?