Breakingthewall

to realize the illusion is awakening. Became absolute infinity, enlightenment experience.

Yes, more or less agreed. imo the conceptual mind is not so much related to fear and attachment, but to meaning, even the base is fear, need to survive. meaning and not fear is the glue that makes up the collective ego. the more years of life, the more saturation of meaning. Today it is fast, at 16 or 17 you are already saturated and the perception of reality becomes mental. all filtered through the sieve of meaning. to be able to deactivate meaning at will is to become stuck in the present, like an animal. It is the beauty of existence, but there is still fear if there is a threat. not psychological fear because that is mental, ideas. getting this is really not that difficult, you have to understand what the meaning is: something imaginary. software to make the human group efficient and maximize their options. the meaning is extremely useful, you have to give it its place and use it efficiently. It is not meaningless, without it you would die. Our instinct is weak, we need the ego to survive. You can deactivate it for a few hours a day, that's the art. To achieve that, it's true that you have to overcome the fear. It's the fear that make you attached to the meaning. In addition, the meaning is imaginary but at the same time real. It is not the same to be a scammer than to be honest. to get rid of the meaning you must first align it with the truth. Or that is what I realized. psychedelics is something else. It's not just a momentary glimpse, it's changing the energy patterns that make up your structure. it goes beyond dissolving your conceptual ego. it breaks your essential, genetic structure, for a while. then it reforms but it is more plastic, and the perception that has occurred is indelible and the barriers that being human suppose become weaker. the barriers are more than conceptual. an animal continues to perceive the finite, even though it has no concepts

These two statements are true but I would qualify them. what you say about the child is very real, we have to fall into the labyrinth of the ego to get out of it again. I wouldn't say we get lost in desire and rejection, but in meaning. the purity of the child is corrupted when he begins to give meaning to things. what torments you is meaning, not fear or attachment. the child is full of fear and attachments and yet he is direct, pure. but being so, he is not really realized in god. about psychedelics, it happens that without them the complete disappearance of the human is impossible. god is an infinite abyss, to be god, the human must disappear. you will never be completely if there is something of the human. you can have glimpses, but never the full, absolute depth of what you are. You could understand the infinity of the present moment, but became infinite is completely different

I doubt what people call god, when they say they that god is alone, that god is one... reality is total infinity, and reaching that completely without psychedelics seems impossible to me. but that is so for me, for another it will be different

when you do 5meo, you realize that without it it's impossible. the obstacle that you are is enormous. you can make it as thin as possible, but not disintegrate it. I suppose there will be cases in which this can occur naturally. but I doubt that many know how far the disintegration of the form can go, the opening to infinity, if they have not taken tryptamines

It depends on what we call spirituality. I would distinguish between detaching yourself from the ego and total openness to infinity. normally you try to get rid of an uncomfortable, annoying ego. getting it is entering life, leaving the matrix. but that's just how a 3 year old lives. direct, simple, pure. a great achievement but it's not the real spirituality imo. Spirituality is the total openness to infinity. this is vocation, will, a specific personality. You need psychedelics, it's a strange path, which very few seek.

impurity is the meaning. the meaning is not real. we do not remember what happened in the past, only very slightly. what we do remember perfectly is its meaning. It's something made up, a story we created. that is impurity. reality is pure, actual, direct, and meaningless

think it is enough to remove any illusion of meaning. It is what I try every day meditating, with more or less success. it is the meaning that leads you to the unfolding of the ego. as soon as you see that the meaning is illusory, you get nailed in the present, and the real understanding is possible

Yes, any concept or idea is ego at the end. all ideas are just ideas, but some point towards the dissolution of the mental barrier, and others build more barrier

no, it is the reality, verified many times with direct experience.

Sorry to sound like a bleating sheep, but all beliefs are imaginary. none is useful to understand reality

self acceptance sounds like something the ego has to do. I would rather say no self. the ego has to be working because we are not a plant, but we must learn to turn it off at will. I think all spirituality consists in learning this. understand what the ego is, see it clearly, be able to turn it off, with meditation, with psychedelics, in a habitual way, each time easier. When you turn off the ego, perfection remains, and reality turns beautiful and deep further than any explanation

Ah, so you are affirming that I'm telling that to copy Leo. Well, it's a possibility. The other possibility is that you are completely dumb. Like a stone. consider that possibility. I'm afraid it's very possible Why not to try to understand? It's much more productive

Spirituality consists of realizing that everything you think about is ego, imaginary, and being able to get rid of it and realize yourself, reality. It is here and now, it is the infinite unfolding, but we are lost in the labyrinth of the ego and we confuse reality with imagination. Imagination is the horizontal mind, which displays its learned knowledge, it is the collective ego. reality is vertical, it is depth without limit. It's quite obvious but you have to break the plate that forms the horizontal mind, which is imaginary. just thoughts

pleasure and pain are ego, they are imaginary, software. reality is perfection unfolding now, it is beyond pleasure.

that seems what perfection would be for the ego and that's tricky. the ego sees imperfection by definition. the only perfection is to detach from the ego and perceive the perfect beauty of the eternal present moment. and accept the ego for what it is, the energy that struggles, that seeks and that is unsatisfied. is insatiable You have to give it your dose of fight and challenge and enjoy his dissatisfaction, having the ability to detach yourself from it at will and enter into the wonder of the profound present. What you have exposed is a list of things that would make the ego happy. that is impossible, the ego will never be

Yes, this and everything you have said is true, but the thing is to realize that all that past and future, all that meaning, that karma, is just your imagination. all that layer of ideas, meanings, fears, dissatisfactions, is the survival software of the human collective ego. it's not something real. I think Buddha was wrong, there is no karma or wheel of reincarnation, that is another idea of the ego. you can get rid of everything in a second. reality is a kind of artistic psychedelic trip, like a dance of beauty creation, which is circumstantially veiled by the software of human bias. the software will disappear but reality will continue to unfold forever. you can hold on to the software and create thousands of imaginary meanings or you can let it go. there's no more

Buddha seemed obsessed with escaping from suffering. it seems that he did not realize that suffering is imaginary. the same as that dimension of which he speaks, and everything else. Enlightenment is this, here and now. reality unfolding. enlightenment is nothing, it is not knowing one thing or another, all that is imaginary, just ideas. Well, it's to know that only this moment exists and it's eternal. You just have to remove the barriers that bind us on the surface and let yourself be carried away by the fluctuating present, flow with it, be without resistance.

purification is to dissolve attachment and fear to stop perceiving the reality filtered by your human bias.

reality is a lake of infinite depth. if you dive into the lake, you will only find beauty unfolding. beauty, harmony, perfection. there is nothing more to understand. endless beauty that unfolds. just break the ice on the surface and enter the lake

Until 2016, no computer could beat a Go master, since the number of possible combinations was so large that it was impossible to calculate them. It was necessary an AI that, in addition to calculating, used intuition for a machine to beat a human. The question to analyze is: what is intuition?

Awakening is not just to know that you are, is to perceive the depth and beauty of reality. conceptual thinking and human bias take you completely away from this perception. Remember when you were a 6 year old and life was magic. It still is, it's just that you've organized it into mental grids. You have to get out of that trap. reality is pure magic, beauty fills you every second. If not, is that you are doing something to avoid noticing it

pain and pleasure are exactly the same from the absolute perspective. software.

philosophy is a development of the rational mind trying to explain reality, spirituality is transcending the rational mind and penetrating into the depths of reality to dissolve the fiction of separation and realize what you really are

also theoretically, better than doing that I would do 5 meo every day Anyway, the answer would not be that either, it is to go beyond the conceptual mind. having the doubt of I am god or I am not god, remembering the awakenings, is ego mind. the conceptual mind is a creation, those doubts are a creation, certainties too. I would say that meditation would soften that dependence on the mind