Breakingthewall

the true masculine is castrated, since what the true masculine loves most is war, destruction and death. the feminine is realized by giving life, the masculine by killing. That's demanded by the gods, aka, the genes.

So? That's nothing, just an idea. existence is conciousness, if there is no consciousness there is no existence, therefore cessation does not exist What do you mean? Ok that "of" but awareness is the case, so define cessation

they really say that they are god, only few understand it. They say that God is infinite. If something is infinite, there is nothing outside of it, therefore, you are part of God. if you are part of the infinite, you are the complete infinite, since in the infinite the part equals the whole. When Jesus says that the kingdom of heaven is within each one, he is clearly manifesting it. all Christian mystics understood this. don't expect someone who has adopted religion as dogma to understand this, or anything else. This type of people is not oriented towards understanding but towards other things, and it does not have to be otherwise. some of them are integrous and have quite intuitive understanding

What do you exactly mean with that? Could you describe?

incomprehensible. if it were the total cessation of consciousness, you would not be aware of it. It would be like an anesthesia with propofol, a time jump. I have experienced absolute emptiness with psychedelics, without me, without sensory information, without god, nothing. empty. but i was aware of it, since otherwise, i would not be describing it. So what are these people talking about?

Good description. but the point here is that leo says that the deeper he has gone, the more love, the more selflessness, the more beauty, the more happiness. Instead it looks like he has aged 10 years in the trenches of World War I watching murder and evil. The younger Leo was much more authentic. imo the younger leo had a total awakening and he looked happy, bright. This awakening should have served him to be able to guide others to that same realization, and thus have a selfless, happy and love-filled life. instead, his path was to "go deeper." deeper into infinity, where more and less are the same. until he became an alien rat and stuff. denying your own human nature, becoming a strange guy that nobody understands, always dissatisfied. One detail: He recently had a scare from too many psychedelics. a serious imbalance. what has he done? take a break from drugs? maybe 3 months without taking? not! switch to thc. verdict: junkie But anyway, he's an extremely brilliant person, a pioneer. Anything he does is very interesting for us. We can learn from his mistakes. And of course, probably the genius could reverse the situation and take advantage of it. Lets see

Yes , survival, but not the survival of the individual but of the collective, of the tribe. the human individual is nothing, just a cog in a machine, the same as an ant or a bee. language is the means and the collective ego the result. If you remove the collective ego from the human, that is, all the software that has been downloaded through language, what remains? an empty shell with inarticulate impulses, incapable of even the most basic That's we are trying, free ourselves of the collective ego, but keeping his functionality to use it at will. So we could be a totally free being. Free of the instinct, because our genetic instinct is basic and weak, and free of the collective ego. so what's left? The naked reality. Pure Existence

Of course, the leonism, the new religion in which believers say they are god and only they exist

You only say that because you've seen Leo's video on solipsism. all that is nothing more than ideas, mental masturbation.

I had that feeling for long time. In fact, I thought it would be impossible for me to stop having hateful feelings towards part of my family, but the fact is that I no longer have them and I have reached an equanimity that I thought would be impossible. this has come through the understanding of what this experience is. and my understanding is far from complete right now, but it was in a moment. You just have to surrender your ego. Sure you already know that. I remember few weeks ago that I had a complete liberation, become infinite, with 5meo. The next day I had a dream, I dreamed that my life was lacking in love. deficient, petty, miserable human love. I went back to sleep and in another dream I became infinite exactly the same as with 5meo, and this reality: all love, without reservations, was available to me. I was that. the glass was full, to the brim. These realizations never leave you. The next 5 days i had total reactivations, and 2 days later, i broke my leg....and now im in bed with 8 screws in my bone , with a really difficult business stopped, waiting....but i ve zero anger. I still understand beyond words what this experience is. Let's see in the future

there seems to be something like that. It's sad because I thought Leo was a genius, a guy with total integrity and a true pioneer of true spirituality. but the truth is that things are going...not really good. disappointing, as usual in humans. But who knows, maybe he is able to turn the situation around. Yesterday I was watching a video from 4 years ago that a user posted on the forum. You could see a transparent, happy, honest leo. then i saw fragments of the latest videos. Quite different . But let's see, it's difficult to make an opinion

He said he would when he found a suitable camera to record the transformation. He also said that God Realization was nonsense, that really the objective was the alien god, but that this was hidden from us because our human mind could not manage it. that from now on he was going to teach alien awakening. He also said that he had never been happier because if he closed his eyes he would see green and blue aliens doing somersaults and going in helicopters. then he expressed concern because he was in a constant psychedelic state, with nocturnal activations, and then he never returned to the matter. it looks like he is now using thc . This all sounds pretty strange, doesn't it?

In my opinion it is essential to do field work. get out of your comfort zone over and over again, each time more intensely. in short: fight. you have to break the conditionings that keep you bound. it is not enough to do self-inquiry work, meditation and psychedelics. you have to go out in the arena and fight. think that ultimately you are also what is outside of you. Thinking that you can ignore the outside and only work on the inside is a mistake. there is no outside and inside

Liberation is when the limits that made you finite are broken and you become infinite. you can say that it does not exist since the limits are not real, and also that you do not have a toothache since the teeth are imaginary. directly, you could not say anything, since everything is imaginary

Because genetics and materiality are consciousness

what does that mean? could you develop? Edit: i searched in google. Yeah, seems this

Lately is really difficult to understand Leo. He does not develop what he says, he only indicates how wrong others are. Before, he said that you could understand with your mind. If so, it could also be explained with the mind. but he doesn't, he tells you: if you want to know, wake up. my conclusion is that since his awakenings 4 years ago, he has made no progress. that was all. Why go deep into infinity? It doesn't matter a little or a lot. the goal is to fully awaken to make this life the best possible version. not to continue using drugs daily for fun. look at his attitude. what do you perceive? love? But I'd like a lot to be wrong.

awakening can help with your problem, of course, but you are not going to get it with 5 meo so easily. after do, you are finite again and all your ego problems will still be there. It become memory, so ego Imo. Almost useless. but it can happen, if it's the right moment, that a chain reaction begins that recontextualizes your way of understanding reality and makes you stop perceiving a distortion between what is and what should be. what is is exactly what should be. When they fit perfectly, your problems will be over. there is no magic pill that will do this for you. It is a path that includes many facets, including perhaps taking that pill but also many others. you have to bend yourself until there is no distortion. to get perfect harmony (in "yourself" i include everything). you have to get all your intuition, your art, your will, everything that is in you. But in some point, it could happen spontaneously Non spiritual solution is just a patch in my opinion. You have to get the whole thing, or your life would be misery, like its usual, but more intense since your circumstances are what you explained

all your speech is very beautiful and looks very cultivated, but its essence is: reactionary

And a human also knows what is the perfect way to approach life: exactly as he is doing it. Do you think we have a choice? We are robots, like the zebra, only more sophisticated. the zebra does not have a range of adaptation in the short term, we do. but everything we do is codified, even the search for the truth.

Great intention. generosity, giving everything, not being afraid of the harshness of life. use the blows it gives you to polish yourself until nothing more than the essentials remains. good year 23 to you too!

Very interesting, thanks for sharing. A lot has happened in 4 years. I really liked that video, very clear, fresh, direct, authentic. What do you think of the evolution from then to now? what does leo think? his process is extremely interesting. pioneer. a unique case

becoming infinite is something that is not mental. it has to do with the energetic patterns that make up the structure of who you apparently are at this moment. These structures are iron, you cannot break them at will. You have to gradually weaken everything that feeds them, hoping that it will break, and use psychedelic, preferentially 5 meo. You can know conceptually that the finite is appearance and that if you remove the limits the unlimited remains, it is logic. but it is very different to actually remove those limits.

say: the truth is the infinity, it is not the truth. the truth is to become infinite. It's not something you can imagine. it is beyond imagination. You have to break all the barriers that are giving you the appearance of finitude right now. you can understand it conceptually, but that is within the finite. doing so is like jumping off a cliff. you can think about it all you want, but either you jump or you don't jump. there is no middle ground. what you really are is infinite. do you want the truth? become infinite.

flattening oneself meant diluting the separation between you and what is not you. This separation occurs in the experience that is happening and is what we call the illusion of the self. I would say that Leo has a hard time flattening because he can't help but conceptualize. there is something strange in his way of integrating awakening, although I don't know exactly how to define it. in his case it seems that to flatten is for the whole experience to become self. But he has gone very deep, it's difficult to understand