Breakingthewall

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  1. @LSD-Rumi you do well, if you are in the spirituality, go to the bottom. you have two challenges ahead, accept the substance, and then accept the absolute truth. both require time. but as you said above, reality is what it is, living in deception is not an option when you are aware of it
  2. it is a matter of perspective. they think they are a perceiver perceiving an objective external reality, when this is an illusion and nothing external exists even as a concept
  3. It's the best topic, the most difficult to understand imo. Let's see, consciousness cannot be duplicated, it can be limited. You as an entity are perception and memory. both are limited, finite. your pov is a creation of your perception and memory. if you remove both, you access the real pov, which is unlimited. your perception systems do not add something, they take it away, creating a concrete experience. this experience is illusory, and there are many. they are all really the same pov, but they look different. there is only one real experience, yours. many apparent experiences. they are nothing, a mirage, like a hologram. everything is you. there is no time, no space, no separation. there are overlapping constraints that seem to act separately. remove your limitation, and all others collapse on you
  4. we all have a lot of deceit, we cling to it so as not to fall into the void of absolute truth. we feel comfortable chained by deceit. when you try to get rid of it, you will feel anxiety, fear, horror. you have to face that and go through it, or you stay in the delusion. It's a choice that must be made
  5. time is the measure of change, in order to perceive change, you need memory. You have to remember that before this had one form and now another. without memory, there is no change. therefore, time is a creation of memory. This does not mean that it is not real. the serious question: in eternity, is there time? It depends, if there is no memory, there is only a changing present. if memory is created, time is created. If you erase memory, you erase time. I, as an apparent entity, am made of memory, that is why I am a temporary being. when my memory disappears, I as a separate entity will disappear, I will be eternally present again, until I create another memory
  6. People interested in spirituality who really don't understand anything, which is 99.999%, will have the perception that Leo is a fake narcissist only interested in standing out, and that those of us here interested in awakening are lost drug addicts without personality and hope. this is so and that's it. they will pay attention to appearances, kind expressions, kindness vibrations, etc. and they will be scammed. since they are superficial. That's life
  7. We are talking about solipsism because it's very confusing and we don't understand, just have glimpses. there is only one pov. Not because Leo said it, it is so, it cannot be otherwise. but at the same time there are many seemingly different experiences. Understanding the mechanics of this is a challenge. you can understand it. simplistic explanations are wrong
  8. @MisterNobody It is not like this. you also have pov. the same pov as me. it just looks different. you are me.
  9. Yes, I'm a robot in your conciousness and you are a robot in my conciousness, because you and me are just me, there is not you (it's referring to all you. Each one of you can say, only me exist) only one, me. All the others are an illusion, they collapse in me. How? because the first and most important thing is that the one who is an illusion is me. my experience is just as illusory as the others. the others appear the moment you think of them. and if you think: then, the others, in turn, think of others...everything unfolds and you go crazy! Close your eyes, empty your mind, dissolve the illusion. Look inside yourself. You will find yourself, the only who is, alone.
  10. You do not get it! and hardly anyone understands it. Leo is here exposing the reality, and nobody understands him, and some also see him as a kind of miserable little egomaniac whose sole objective is to magnify his little ego as a teenage loser. It must be absolutely unnerving. the patience required is monumental. He should install a punching bag in his house and hit it two hours a day, to release that tension.
  11. There is no possible contact because only is one pov, mine. The moment you start thinking about it, everything unfolds and it's impossible to understand. you are me, right now. two experiences are not occurring. but right now I don't understand it
  12. Smart , well said. that's how it is
  13. fuck fuck and fuck. I just saw it without psychedelics. Oh my mother ...only my pov is. only my pov exists. you are me, literally. all of you are me literally, it is very strange! shit, it's gone...Leo, really, you can see it all time? It's crazy, like a 5 meo trip being sober. Absolute. Absolute alone. Incredible. It was like 3 second. Alone. All the existence is my pov. All of you are me, just one pov, mine. Scary. Can i handle this? It's possible to handle? But listen...to see that i had to remove all the particularities of my pov, it was absolutely empty. It's impossible to understand. Now i ve a person close to me, that person is me, literally, but now I'm watching a phone....shit, it's impossible to grasp
  14. I have pov, and so do you, because we are the same pov. do you understand? it just looks different. It's a very twisted trick that you can't understand with your logical mind, or at least I can't, it's slippery. But you are right, when you see me in the street, i ve no pov . The Leo's video is not wrong, it's toxic because it's almost impossible to understand and everyone misinterpret it
  15. You are wrong, you have assumed a literal solipsism, as what Leo explains in his video. that is wrong and toxic. the matter is much more subtle, it is impossible to handle it with the logical mind
  16. and above all, the most important thing: absolute truth. This is what this is all about, and for the first time in human history it is a real possibility. this is not a joke friends. but hardly anyone understands it, and everyone, as is normal, thinks they know more than anyone else. humans are like that. It is very difficult to organize this, Leo handles it very well. Respect.
  17. Me too and agree . Thanks to this forum for existing. If it didn't exist, I would go crazy ?. awakening is real, it is reality. is the most important thing there is. the rest are nonsense. It's a miracle that this forum exists. thank you all for posting
  18. agree, but If you are so clear that only your experience exists, when you tell me that I must accept things to wake up, what do you mean? who are you talking to?
  19. Yesterday I arranged some classes with my teacher: 5 meo dmt. He is an effective teacher, but tough. If you make a mistake, he doesn't hit you with a stick, he hits you hard in the face with a bat. I already know him, so I was counting on the usual beating. My dose is approx 20 mg vaped. Assured breakthrough. First 5 and then the rest, so that it is not so traumatic. Yesterday I did it 4 times, the first time, reality is empty, it is an infinite field of nothing. Nothing is revealed. Dead. Two hours later, the second - the same, but longer lasting. Nothingness is concentrated in a tightening sphincter of darkness, there is only that. Horror. Good! Two hours later, another. Total breakthrough. Dissonant vibration. utter horror. I get up, try to vomit. I can't because I haven't eaten in 8 hours. Well, I recover, I'm going to see a friend, a walk, everything normal. As I walk I realize a detail: in the experience I am looking ahead, at reality, waiting for reality to open up. Reality is empty and has a horrible vibration. How strange, if now I'm hitting the street and everything is harmonious. I understand! I'm looking outside of myself. I have already had 4 true breakthroughs to infinity, but they have been from taking massive doses and they have lasted very little. I have not understood. It has been a wonderful experience but that's it. Now I have understood. It's basic btw. I must not look outside, I must open myself. What I'm looking for is me. I go to sleep, many unpleasant reactivations, the experiences are repeated. I wake up at 4 in the morning, make another one. It's going to be in total darkness, I have a headlamp light that I turn off when I hit it. The nothing. I open myself. I let it happen. I disappear. full void. full depth. Complete fullness. It opens even more. Infinite. Everything. I. I'm standing in the room with open arms. It fluctuates from perceiving my body to merging into the whole. Yes. Total. I see my body. Understand. I understand what it is, what I am. The experience lasts approximately one hour. I go to bed, every time I close my eyes, infinity. Today, if I close my eyes I see fractals that open up, I am aware all the time of what I am. There is nothing outside of me. I am absolute. I just want to enter more into me
  20. According to what I have read, that does not happen with 5 meo. the danger is cardiorespiratory arrest from a punctual overdose, and it is quite rare
  21. welcome to the attempt to rationalize the pov thing. it is impossible. You can understand it if your mind is in a state beyond logic. So you think: I've got it, you develop it, and in 3 seconds you're lost in a painful attempt to make sense of it.
  22. It's what I said. Man, it's exhausting to have a conversation with you, it's obvious that you only goal is to appear as superior and smart, that reveals you as the opposite. Good luck and bye
  23. You can understand it at a deep level but as soon as you want to translate it into the logical mind, you lose it, since it works by establishing distinctions, subject/object relationships.
  24. his ambition is huge. this has taken him to the maximum depth. He is not a passive saint, he is an active, aggressive ego that explores. magellan, not ramana maharshi. sure Magellan was a great asshole
  25. The most interesting topic, because the others are the biggest tie to the apparently. My answer to the question: neither of the two. there are no people having a pov. is always yours. it is always now. you cannot grasp it with the mind because the mind is subject/object. you are not having an experience, it is illusory. It is an infinite well and inside it there is movement. this is that move. you are the well and the movement. you can only see it, not understand it by logic, it's not linear. All this conversation is the same infinity in movement. Always me, never other. I'm absolute. All us are one, in a literal sense. See this is the challenge