Breakingthewall

what it is about is to raise your level of consciousness as much as possible for as long as possible. and act as always, that is, doing what you want. Only with a low level of consciousness you want some things and with a higher one, others.

Most of the boxers I know are toxic, bloated turkeys who seek to validate themselves by extolling their masculinity through fighting. but most people of everything else are also similar, so it is what it is. The question is whether you can face boxing seriously without inflating your ego when you win and deflating it when you lose. It doesn't matter winning or losing, just the dance. order in chaos, the pure instinct that develops the technique learned unconsciously, automatically, to be fearless in the danger. It's extremely beautiful. Nobody is going to give you money for boxing, so why such nonsense about winning? but to be honest, i didn't arrive totally to this point. at least I realized my idiocy when my ego fluctuated, that's already a step. You have to polish your idiocy little by little, since we all have it very attached . I had to stop due to two cervical herniations, otherwise I think I would get it

totally. I was a retarded who went through life thinking I was very smart when I was a bag of anxiety covered by survival mechanisms. same as most. psychedelics released the energy flow, the real understanding. and still starting.

You mean attachments to other people? i don't know... avoiding attachment I guess, but some real alliance because you need in life

Not with 5 meo, but a few months ago i took lsd and went for a walk on the seafront in a small town on sunday, and what i saw was violence. violence in families, in couples, in friends. all intoxicating each other, limiting the others. Parents attacking their children with their mere presence, couples full of fear and tension. quite a horrible festival. of course, maybe it was all or part my projections.

Have you tried showing this to someone?

if you want to learn to box, you have to put your ego aside. You have to look at how you do it and others do it, understand the dynamics of combat, both physical and mental, you have to identify your mistakes and what you do best. Learn from others that are better than you, fighting with them. you have to be absolutely humble in order not to get stuck. you have to watch yourself and polish yourself like a metal, little by little, enjoying the process, enjoying the movement, becoming more perfect every minute, micron by micron. and you also have to make that situation normal for you, if you get hit, be able to don't break down, be patient, keep looking for your chance. Not easy at all all this is very instructive for many other fields of life

The thing is that we have to understand. We are in a labyrinth and we must understand it so as not to be caught in it. it is incredibly complex. It's a magical maze. It has layers and layers. It's a cosmic pastime. if you start it, you must follow it to the end

God is the bottomless hole from which reality aka infinite love flows. It doesn't have the slightest logic. but the way in which the created reality is structured is absolutely logical

we are pushing in a direction that no one is pushing. is the beginning of a movement in the path of the human: the real understanding

Its like a trip reading your post. I don't know what you're talking about in many things, but I would like Have you reached a state of constant openness, without psychedelics?

Lucky you. I am sometimes open to infinity and my existence is beauty, and the next day i am no longer open, and my existence is pain.

Since a teenager, the non-stupid individual tries to lower himself to stupidity in order to fit in. they are years surrounded by absolutely stupid beings, devoid of love, dry, empty. incapable of the most basic understanding. far more backward than a caveman and even an ape. crazy, sick, deceived, dead in life. getting out of that well is a feat

@Eternal Unity It's not ranting, is just a description of what it means to be human. and not too pessimistic. I would even say optimistic for the hopes of having a satisfying human life.

great post. precise points. Why is human being like this? because in it is the seed of madness, necessary for the evolution of the social matrix. It is like that, and we have to put up with it. fucking hell. if not, we should have been born dolphins, or birds. let us at least do our part in the time we have to get closer to solving the human puzzle

using logic to understand infinity doesn't work

suffering is desire. desire is the impulse towards the future or the past. an imbalance that keeps you moving. if you stop completely, it is because there is no desire/suffering. if you do the slightest thing, it is driven by suffering. life is suffering. The question is: is suffering bad? is it unpleasant? It depends on the degree, on the accumulation. A bit of suffering is wonderful.

your ego is a programming line in the great program that is the collective human ego. is fulfilling a precise function, contributes to the achievement of a purpose

Very true, the adventure is a fucking hell, but we love the game

What you seek is not to know, it is to stop resisting. the will to know is the will to control. You can't control infinity, just abandon yourself to it.

attachment to thought removes the dimension of depth from reality. turns it into two dimensions

Because this is ego, nothing to do with spirituality, i made it a point to never talk about anything personal here, just pure spirituality, but i did.... Whether you are an astronaut or a guy who never leaves his house, it's the same, you are the reality. it does not matter what you do, it's exactly the same, it only matters the depth in which you perceive yourself. I do that things because i can't stand routine, a long relationship, a family, nothing to be proud, just the results of a sick family mixed with vital impulse

When you box seriously, many times you find someone better in front of you. Set yourself the goal of being able to do 3 rounds of maximum intensity with a professional of your weight, not to win, juts to be able to do without being eaten, you'll see. It is a very useful sport to understand your ego a little more. I have practiced it very seriously. for me it was a kind of catharsis, being in a fight was like meditation, so i did a lot. but there came a time when hitting another person's head was very unpleasant for me. I keep practicing to stay in shape, but I never fight, and I see people fight and they seem crazy to me. but it had a positive effect. I have been with a guy in front of me who wanted to attack me with all his strength so many times, that I lost the unconscious fear of other men I had. I remember at the beginning, when I was going to fight, I would warm up by hitting the bag and I would feel weak, slow, why? fear. fear until the action began. Later no, just anticipation, desire to hit, to let the body to act. Was a wonderful dance. It has been good for me to do that, I needed it. When I no longer needed it, I stopped liking it, but after many years

I work buying sailboats, preparing them for long voyages, moving them from islands to places where they can be sold to people with a vital travel project, I make solo trips on the high seas with boats I don't know, assuming that the problems are going to occur. I have made with the only company of a girl who did not know anything about the sea a Venezuela Spain. I constantly visit new places and new people, I am guided by pure intuition, before that I grew hydroponic marijuana, a thousand plants, in a country where it is punishable by jail. Before that I had a rather strange telecommunications business that gave to me a half a million clean. I do not consider myself someone who is in a state of sedated stupidity

Congrats man, you are a genius. Come pick up your prize and go find other places where there are people like you. perhaps the ashram of some Brazilian guru in India, where you can wash his feet and feed on his beatific smile. You'll get something out of it I guess. Here is spirituality for adults, in all senses. Too much for you, obviously.