Breakingthewall

philosophy is a development of the rational mind trying to explain reality, spirituality is transcending the rational mind and penetrating into the depths of reality to dissolve the fiction of separation and realize what you really are

also theoretically, better than doing that I would do 5 meo every day Anyway, the answer would not be that either, it is to go beyond the conceptual mind. having the doubt of I am god or I am not god, remembering the awakenings, is ego mind. the conceptual mind is a creation, those doubts are a creation, certainties too. I would say that meditation would soften that dependence on the mind

Your grandmother's money is shit that will make you shit, and your grandmother do well giving it to the homeless. money is earned. If you ask a guy in a bar for a coffee and the guy moves, does it and takes it to you, you give him in exchange something that you have earned by moving to help another person, not because your grandmother gave it to you. Well, that in the case that you want be an adult that treats the other humans at you same level.

the ego is suffering, Buddha already said it. the ego is the engine of change, of the evolution of the human species, which is the only living being on earth that evolves without its genes changing. Without ego, humans would be like a herd of chimpanzees, which repeats the same behaviors for 200,000 years without deviating one millimeter from what was programmed. the ego is dissatisfaction, and the only real way out of this is awakening. the ego gives you the carrot that you will be satisfied if you get money, or beauty, or a partner, or children, but it never works because it knows that it is going to die and this is a total disaster, so it is a trap. It is not that suffering leads you to enlightenment, it is the intelligence of realizing the trap. Suffering, of course, is the engine of that change, as of all changes, but without the necessary intelligence, you would spend your whole life looking for false exits. And not just intelligence to realize the trap but to understand its structure, without understanding you get stuck in it

Yes, you can do it and in two hours be doing anything. And the consciousness-raising effect lasts for days

breakthrough is when the software that defines you as a human and is running continuously stops. This does not mean that you are going to have a mystical experience, but it is a condition to have it. You could stay lying down without doing anything, but it depends, maybe you start to do like a dance because you perceive reality as a dance, this kind of things. I suppose that in some cases if you are very attached there can be violent reactions. But really thousands of people have taken lsd in high doses, many of them with fragile mental health, and no suicides are known during the trip, or I have not read about cases the good thing about 5 meo is that it is short. if it's a 500 ug lsd breakthrough that lasts for hours, it can be extremely horrible if things go wrong. 5 meo is ideal for educating yourself in the art of breakthrough

spirituality and psychedelics will make you see through death and realize that what you call life and cosmos and a mental construct of the infinite mind that you are. this allows you the possibility of a real detachment, which is the only way to reduce the fear of death. As much as you know that this is a construction, you are attached to it. death is the end of everything known that you cling to to maintain your identity. imo death is the total collapse of the cosmos and the beginning of another cosmos. Does this make you not afraid? well... people are afraid of changing jobs, so as much as you know that death is not real, the fear will not go away. A really serious work of detachment is needed.

Not for now. The tendency is another. In the 1960s the psychedelic revolution happened, and it was over. people now prefer appearance, to be liked is religion. Depth went out of style. now it's the Instagram revolution.

You do not understand what is relative, what is absolute, and what is suffering. Suffering is not a "bad" thing. Suffering is an energy that arises to induce change. that is, to force you to remove your hand if you have it on the stove. a software. what happens is that you perceive it as "bad" because that is your programming. If it were not so, you would not remove your hand and it would burn. animals suffer only punctually. a cat on a sofa suffers absolutely nothing, its energies are perfectly aligned. he suffers if he is hungry, or in pain. since he has no ego. his suffering induces him to avoid hunger, pain, and to reproduce when is the moment. we have an ego, that is, we are not individuals like the cat, but parts of a hive entity, the collective ego, in constant evolution. our suffering is the engine of the evolution of that entity. we perceive it as bad, since we are robots governed by impulses to fulfill a function. From an absolute perspective, suffering is in the same level than breathing.

You don't know what you're talking about, that's not spirituality, that's mindfulness, or in other words, what a dog experiences. enlightenment is not becoming like an animal. the direct experience of the reality of an animal is more pleasant, true, but spirituality is depth. you are a bottomless pit, that is reality, not book stories. It's something you can really realize. this is real not belief. But anyway, enjoy and be happy. See you.

They are not beliefs, but a narrow-minded guy like you can't even guess. It is many hours daily meditation, deconstruction 24 hours a day, psychedelics every week. 5 meo dmt this afternoon, before I talked you. it is real spirituality, real desire to dissolve appearance. courage to see the truth and open myself to it. Real comprehension that is a long way from anything that you can even get close to. Only minimal respect is required, but of course, you don't even understand what I'm talking about

You are having fun, and me trying to explain myself seriously. It's obvious that I'm bit stupid and you a clown

that is a silly statement. You will have meditated for many years and surely it has helped you to be calmer, but for little else. infinity is the absence of limits. That your mind is too narrow to understand this and you need to have your thoughts read is fine, but that you respond rudely, ridiculing those who take the time and effort to answer you, makes me think: I'm an idiot wasting my time with this smartass? seems a little. Real spirituality is not for narrow minded people. continue with your meditation games to calm anxiety

I am experiencing the finite, that is why we are talking. but I know that the finite is appearance and that reality is infinite, because I have experienced it many times. once you see it once, it's obvious. the finite is not real. that is, it is not really finite, it seems so. deconstruct your mental barriers and you will see

It's obvious that infinity is the case. For something to be finite, something else must limit it. what? and what limits it? the limits are apparent. the finite does not exist, it is false. you are creating it with your mind, right now, creating forms. stop creating them and infinity will be obvious. take enough of a psychedelic to prevent you from creating those limits and you will see it clearly. When you speak about natural numbers, there is a begining. It's not the infinity. The infinity never began

The absolute it is a bottomless pit of total potential. but above all, it is you, when the limits disappear. the words glory and all that refer to total perfection. perfection means that there is absolutely nothing missing or over. it is complete freedom. reality is that. If you win the lottery, your feeling will be great, but not perfect. infinity is perfect. What you are thinking now or what I am thinking now is nothing, it is unreal. I will not tell you that I understand the how and why of my current finite appearance, but I know that it is only an appearance, a construction about to collapse. but all this conversation is not serving for anything, if you want to realize the infinite, do it. not doing it is stupid, having the means

It's totally possible, since the infinity is the case right now, the finite is just appearance. What do you think spirituality is? break the limits of the finite appearance. It is not a story, it is the actual reality. this very moment is infinity, but your mind is like the blinders on the donkey, it only lets you see what you have to see. do 5 meo many times, deconstruct your mind, eliminate the attachment to form, and you will see what it is: infinity. and the word glory, or perfection, or hallelujah, is what comes to mind to describe it.

I think you can't think in infinity. the infinite does not make any sense and is unattainable by the mind. anything we think is not even close. the only thing we can do is break down the barriers and realize the infinite. One thing I know for sure: infinity is perfection. is what you are looking for. appearance is irrelevant, infinity is absolute glory and it is what we are. nothing can be better. If you have never realized infinity, believe this: it is more than any dream of glory you may have.

The thing is to realize that you are the absolute. Nothing is outside you. Only your pov exist. Your pov is the cosmos. If at any point you switched to receiving thousands of povs at once, it would still be your pov. you can't escape your pov. if you access god's infinite pov, it's still your pov. it's always you

@Strannik I would say that infinity implies that everything that can be, is. what god is is an infinite creative explosion. the implication of what infinity supposes does not fit in the mind. if you look at infinity, you see that everything is glory. Of course, suffering is not excluded, nor is illness, nor torture. Although it would be said that everything has a purpose. everything is exactly as it should be to compose the perfect mosaic. not an atom is where it is by chance. one breath of god is the creation of infinite perfect multiverses which in turn contain infinite multiverses. another breath is the collapse of all that. what god is is inconceivable.

https://www.actualized.org/articles/reading-a-poetic-description-of-god-consciousness

solipsism is not a description of reality, it is an aid to awakening. you have to integrate solipsism to be able to wake up. If you want a description of reality made by Leo, this is the poem. in my opinion a very brilliant description of infinity. Probably the best that you could find.

Yeah only one dreamer, and infinite dreams. At the end all of them are just illusion. but don't confuse yourself with the dreamer, you are the dream

@Leo Gura Ok, but everyone I'm dreaming of is dreaming another dream, and within their dream there are other dreams. Its infinite. That does not mean that absolutely everything is not my dream, it is, an infinite dream

@Leo Gura true. and in a way it's true. it's a slippery matter