Breakingthewall

I don't know if you have realized that all humans are involved in some kind of difficult game with different challenges that they have to overcome, or they get stuck. I don't understand the reason for this either, but I understand the consequence of not accepting the challenge and overcoming it: swimming in the shit in increasingly unpleasant ways, sinking more and more. you have to fight, until there is nothing left to fight for, if that time comes. Nobody is going to solve your enigma for you, you have to do it yourself. you do not like? bad luck, you have to do the same

this is the duality of which I speak. the absolute does not interact with the dream, there are not two. the absolute is infinite flow. we say the mind as an analogy, but a mind is nothing. If you are aware of the infinite emptiness, it is because reality is manifesting as an infinite emptiness. There is no one imagining the void, there is only the void. Who realizes the emptiness? It's like saying, who notices that your head hurts? no one. There is a headache. You are a headache, no one who sees that their own headaches hurt. but let's see... I speak according to my baseline at this moment, maybe tomorrow I'll see that it's not exactly like that. Why not? You are the reality, there is nothing else, so it's sure that you can. Don't think in that people, they are just mental construction

Good video. watching it made me feel the psychedelic and the openess. i know that feeling, when your heart opens and you realize that everything is inside, and there are no limits. Glory. Did you also realize the infinite amplitude of this moment and what existence is? This to me is challenging, like, I can't get out of existence, ever. I'm stuck here for eternity. If you focus on that, is the horror. you have to realize that you are not trapped in this moment, but you are this moment and it is infinite. so you get up and dance. This moment is a dance.

if we were really awake all the time and not just half an hour a week on some drug, we would perceive the total meaninglessness of all this, and we would not care if we are poor, rich, die or alive, and we would love anyone the same than to us and we would also see the total meaninglessness of its existence. It is only the present where things appear, and that's it. but the game is designed by a little bastard who won't let that happen. as soon as you put your mental legs in the honey of deception, you will sink and you will only be awake "conceptually", like me now, so if i have to choose between you and me...well...

@Moksha We can argue forever. You think that I have not realized the absolute because I am stuck in the dream, I think that you make an impossible division between creator and creation. If at any point I realize that you were right, I'll tell you.

The illusion is that there is something outside of the present moment. Past and future are illusion because it seems that are outside, and there is not outside. The past is being created now, like everything else. The absolute is a flow. Is movement that never stops. Existence=movement. The only thing inmutable is the fact that everything is this moment, this direct experience, but this direct experience is in movement. There is not relative vs absolute, the relative moves and the absolute not. It's just the absolute. the only relative thing is the appearance of something external, of a time line. that is the deception. but also deceit is the absolute. absolute=now. Do you think that the present moment is inmutable? Never.

Exactly Yes, perfect, but what about the movie that is happening? once you realize the deception of the mind and open yourself to the unfathomable of the present moment, you think: and the deception? so that? so perfect, complex, ingenious. It has a purpose, every micron of deceit has it and I want to understand it , always looking directly and avoiding conceptualizing, obviously, because if not it's another deception inside the deception Exactly, all conceptual thinking, including thinking about enlightenment, is a trap, the honey that catches the fly. once you get in, you can't get out, and with each attempt to get out you get deeper, it's a maze for rats, until you solve it and you say: and this joke? what's the point?

More than a mind what we are is the present moment, which is unlimited and and things arise in it, so it seems like a mind. you can recognize yourself as the infinite present in things or in immutability, since they are qualitatively the same: the infinite now. The thing is that the infinite immutable void is simple, obvious. It fills your heart, it's pure joy, whatever you want, I agree. but things get complicated when the infinite, that is, you, starts to create its structures. what are these structures? you can see it? do not intellectualize it or go to other sources, look at it directly. you cannot understand it, it is very difficult, a lot of distraction prevents it. but if you do psychedelics, the structures open up, they show what they are to a certain extent. understanding occurs (in some extent). if you want to understand someone, watch what they do. the same for god. This is impossible without psychedelics and here comes Leo with his alien mind. do you think he's crazy? It is not like this. But i agree with you, there is the absolute vs the relative only is you consider the relative the history of the mind, the meaning, the movie in which we live, and the absolute the present in the absence of it. that is, without the appearance of a character that evolves over time. That doesn't mean that it's empty, forms always arises , but they are the absolute

The absolute reality is the present moment, there is nothing beyond. this is all that exists. I see the deception for what it is, but I don't want to remove myself from it. It's a game, and we have to play it. the absolute is this but removing the meaning. then its infinity manifests itself. The deception is that there is something out of your direct experience, all the histories.

What could be the purpose of all this?

Because i realized that limits are imaginary. This is the infinity, and I'm talking to myself, it's all a trick, but you can't understand it from within the trick, you have to get out of it, and once you get out, there are no others, they are an impossible. then the trick sucks you in again and the others are real again. the fucking trick is very well done and extremely difficult to understand

the cosmos and its laws are not real, nothing is. it's all a game, none of it really exists. They are stories to confuse you. seems crazy right? It's a joke that's not...so funny. ha...ha...nothing is real, there is no existence outside of what you are experiencing at this moment. You will never get out of this moment. this moment is existence, and all those ideas and facts that it traces... are invented, they mean absolutely nothing. well yes, they are a spider web, something made to trap you. as soon as you touch it, it swallows you, and you're inside again

@Moksha do you understand what this moment is? What a.craziness is it? no idea makes the slightest sense. it is this coming out of nowhere and forming a deception, like a trap someone has set for you to keep you trapped. there is a storyline and a chain of events that binds you, but they are completely false, a trap. but at the same time what arises is real. there is nothing beyond, only the infinite amplitude, but it is right here, hidden but same time plain and obvious. a mirror trick if we want to understand, we have to focus on the form, once its false meaning has been eliminated. Focusing on the void is easy, but what's the point? form is beauty, glory, mystery. It's obvious that this is a game. We have to play

reality is pure magic that is being formed right now out of nothing, with all its perfectly coherent history. it is something extremely strange. the coherent story is being formed right now out of nothing. Why make this trap and get lost in it? to have a bad time in a maze? masochism? a joke? hard to understand It's strange to realize this because you think: whatever I do in this story doesn't make the slightest sense. why do anything? if they are only forms that appear. but you have to keep doing.

Like this eternal instant that I am, I am love in motion. but the problem is that within this story, unfortunately many times it happens that either you preserve yourself, or I preserve myself. both, impossible. one must die for the other to live. The plant must be uprooted, the fish captured, the animal killed, the rival who wants to take what is mine, neutralized.

having a win/lose mentality is already directly having lost. You are a loser even if you win. what you have to do is look for the greatest beauty in your life possible, go little by little tending towards that as far as you can, without any kind of comparison with anything. as soon as you compare, you have lost

all that about the cosmos and the particles are just ideas of the mind that we have acquired. reality is here and now and that is the absolute and there is nothing outside of this. those ideas of the cosmos are also the absolute, although they mean nothing. They are forms that arise, like everything else. trapped as we are in this eternal moment with no possibility of ever getting out of it, in eternity. careful with this! ? the first time I realized it was total, utter horror. until you realize that the depth of this exact moment from which I will never leave, is infinite. Hallelujah.

my evidence is to realize that reality is infinite and to embrace infinity. this makes you realize that reality is absolute, it is one, and there is nothing outside. it does not exist outside of infinity because infinity has no limits. therefore, you, that is, me, are infinite. only I exist, since I am and what is is infinite. So, if I see a tree in the street, who could have created it, if not me? On the other hand, if I am absolute, as is the case, and there is nothing outside of me, my direct experience is absolute. In fact, it's not "my" direct experience, i am the direct experience with an apparent me inside, but it's an illusion, i am the whole thing. So, only the direct experience exists, so that tree exists only because it's in the direct experience. At the moment it isn't, it doesn't exist, so it's imaginary, like everything else.

I don't see it as simple. Do you think that the walls that protect the borders of the West are love? not, right? but if you eliminate them, 2 billion hungry will come. Do you think it's love that if your 3-year-old son has any disease there is a team of the best doctors with the best devices helping him, but if he is the 3-year-old son of a guy from the Congo, no one will help him and they let him die? Would you change place with him? And what do you think of macro-farms where mammals are treated like objects? and to destroy the life of the sea? Sure, we could do everything with love and stop polluting and destroying the world, but the industry would collapse and millions would die. all that is love, but not the love we want

I think the difficult thing to realize is to understand how movement occurs, what is the dream, that's is, what is the reality. the formless mind is the infinite potential, but what about the form? here is the beauty. form is the absolute being the absolute. understanding this movement, its depth, is the beauty of this work. The absolute understanding itself. That's why I think Leo is right and is many steps ahead of anyone, but who knows

Again, duality

it would be better to say that reality is a mind that can imagine everything. what the mind imagines is the same as the mind, that is, it is a form of the mind. If the mind does not imagine anything, it is nothing, but it is. it's you. then, the absolute is you. immutable because it is always you. mutable because you constantly change shape

I had that experience many times with 5 meo and for me it's horrible, death abyss, until i realized that it's another experience and that's it. The question would be, why this actual experience seems finite? How? That's very difficult to understand. I saw in a psychedelic trip that the thing is that now and always the infinity is the case, but by a trick of, shall we say, engineering, we are limited to something like blinders on a donkey that only lets us see exactly this. if you remove the blinders, with a psychedelic for example, infinity manifests itself. so right now the infinite is infinitely fragmented. but is this so? who knows, probably not.

imagine infinite sounds playing right now. We cannot imagine it, but being infinite, multiplied by infinite infinitely, would be absolute silence. and the same if you listen to absolute silence or realize absolute nothingness, it automatically opens up and manifests itself as the flow of infinite "things". the quality that you say must be immutable is the infinite quality, and to capture it you have to do 5 meo in my opinion. infinity is god, it is total plenitude, total love, and at the same time total emptiness and zero. since this cannot be understood by a linear mind that dissects and defines, it is necessary to break that mind with 5meo Yes but there is not observer and objects, that's the thing, just the infinity experiencing itself, seeming that there is a subject and an object. If you observe yourself, where is the subject and the object? Are the same

The thing by being infinite, change is the same as no change. The absolute void, due to its lack of limits, its infinity, manifests itself as the totality of all possible possibilities, and here we are. Apparently.