Breakingthewall

What does the seeker of truth look for? what is missing? What did you have when you were a child and life was magic? just love. the search for love is the search for the holy grail. you are love but the doors of love have been closed to you. How is it possible? the more closed, the more pain. suffering is simply lack of love. it's awful. It is like the drug addict whose drugs are withdrawn but one day after another, a month, a year, a decade, an entire life empty of love. Terrible . he who has a strong heart and rebels against adversity and misery, will seek the love that belongs to him even if he has to open the gates of hell and enter to find it. the true seeker will never stop, since what he is looking for is himself and without it he cannot exist. only the miserable are satisfied with substitutes such as social acceptance, success, power, or even peace and a silent mind. Whoever is willing to penetrate the absolute emptiness of empty existence, is the one who is willing to do everything, since he knows that without it, there is no point in existing. give up the world for god? What nonsense, there is no world, there is only God. only the beloved exists, and I am. give me what you want, oh beloved, but never part from me again. the prodigal son was lost for a long time, but he has returned and he only wants to navigate the abysses of eternity accompanied by himself

More than a dream, it is the artistic creation of the infinite mind, which is the unfathomable void that i am. everything is created down to the smallest detail and is of total beauty. Everything shines, it's perfect, it's magical. everything is being created at this exact moment and develops infinitely. each thought creates a complete world, it expands, it shrinks, there is nothing outside of this moment, and at the same time all possible moments are. You have total power in how the plot unfolds, you just don't realize it. The more you synchronize with yourself, it becomes obvious that things develop according to your dictation.

You are wrong about two fundamental things that make everything depressing. First, you are not the dreamer, you are the dream. what you really are, the unfathomable, absolute infinite, you have not realized. second, there are others, they are you. you are infinite, there are no limits to what you are. become infinite, all negativity will be erased. is the perfection

I hope that what I have told will motivate her to break the last barrier. staying before is sad, empty, dark. Opening yourself to the absolute is the most wonderful thing that can happen to you and it will transform you forever. she has to. it is the opening to life, to what we are. it is the total glory of existence, which sweeps away any sadness, any fear. Imo, sometimes you ve to force yourself. This is not a gentle process for some people, like me or your friend, this is to rape yourself. To break something in you. If you don't do, it's going to be closed all of your life

@Siedah tell your friend that the last time a total opening to the absolute happened, I had to face absolute nothingness four times in a row. Two one day, two the next. Absolute nothingness is horrible beyond imagination. nothing exists, only infinite emptiness. That's what you are, empty infinite dead. absolute death. This is an absolutely negative experience and staying there can scar you, traumatize. You have to have faith. you are. and that's it. you are, that's the key. the fourth time that the absolute nothing occurred, the revelation happened. There is nothing here that can be explained. without knowing how I saw myself standing up with my arms outstretched to the ceiling. the opening was complete. the inexplicable. absolute. the end of all search. the bottomless. life. freedom. I. what I am. Hallelujah.

@Siedah tell your friend that she can't imagine what's behind nothing because it's unimaginable. It is the absolute and it is you. It is the peak moment of your life. you just have to have the courage to completely disappear. to become infinite nothing

Don't be....Those if are not for my understanding, are for the understanding of who reads the post, obviously. I could simply say: infinity. all the rest are intellectual constructions. That's what we do here, we elaborate intellectual constructions that help us free ourselves from other limiting intellectual constructions. direct experience is limitless, it just doesn't seem like it

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false What do I find by diving into the limitless depths of myself? a mysterious jungle of intricate beauty that unfolds endlessly, made of pure love.

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false

weed always has a cycle, you find out and it's fun and laugh with your friends, then it's introspective and opens your mind, and then it's an idiot habit that makes you smoke eating junk and watching junk and lowers your life drive to zero. then you realize that it is undermining your life and you leave it. After this, many years, I use it again, but with great caution, only sometimes, for the mental clarity it provides, insight, perception. once a week maximum, and very little, 1 or 2 puff from the bong and that's it

@Siedah that out of the nothingness has happened to me many times and it is extremely horrible. You are not there, it is infinite, empty, absolute and dead nothingness. very traumatic. This nothing is the last frontier. you have to go through it. When this happens, I immediately go back to taking a high, maximum dose. you return to nothingness, but nothingness opens. you are the absolute infinity. there are no words. Hallelujah. it is the whole reality. Atomic bomb. Enlightenment. tell your friend to go beyond there or she will have a lifelong trauma, nothingness is horrible

we have to understand reality (so you), at all levels. It is a non-conceptual understanding, beyond the mind.

If i were you, i would be extremely skeptical about vipassana preaching. That of the calm mind like a pond is pure repression (again imo). It is not about calming the mind, it is about understanding the chains that bind you in the ego's nightmare. you are being limited by a circular software that works continuously and you are not going to turn it off by force. you have to unravel its secret, it's like a game. Meditation is useful, it is a tool that gives you understanding. but full opening to infinity also requires triptamine, in my humble opinion. When I say that the will must be total, it is that once you are aware that you are trapped in a trap, your will to get out of it must be unbreakable. 24 h x 7 watching, pushing, breaking. a prisoner with a spoon digging. only that exists. jail and the will to break.

Well, but things started to get out of hand. imagine the American society of that time, blue, everyone in their place, etc. I recently saw the Apollo 13 documentary and you see what the public was like...they looked like robots. then lsd appears. at first an interesting curiosity, something even promising for psychiatric research. But it's starting to spread. more and more hippies coming from completely dysfunctional backgrounds taking lsd at crazy levels. timoty leary appears, preaching the end of the established order with lsd as a flag. manson and those crazy people do that murder. What was society going to do? fend. Psychedelics are seen as a potential disruptor to society, and with good reason. It was not the time, society was too repressed and I take psychedelics as the total liberation from the blue jail. today is very different. almost nobody is interested in them because almost nobody feels imprisoned. although they are! but on a spiritual level and almost no one perceives it

@Vlad_ Reading you, I would say that you have not yet crossed the last barrier. the absolute void in which there is no self, nothingness, which opens and the absolute total infinity manifests itself. Hallelujah. you fall on your knees crying and finally, you see. full understanding. the whole plenitude. complete freedom. You will never say again, I am this or that. is infinity. it is unthinkable, inconceivable. your mind does not encompass it and does not understand it either. your heart is filled with it and that's it. hallelujah brother, the glass that was empty has been filled. the infinite source from which endless pure love flows has manifested. And that's it, all that about others, me, etc., are little conceptual nonsense. infinite. and that's it

Yessss! life is deep, beautiful like a mysterious jungle. sweet as a childhood spring. Magic. infinite, limitless, like diving in eternal coral reefs. It is wonderful to be able to remove the limiting walls of your being and to be able to flow freely

The human suffering is the key to enlightenment. If your suffering is intense and your vital impulse is also intense, you will seek the end of suffering like an animal searches for food. soon you will realize that with psychological strategies it is impossible to escape from it. whatever you do, the suffering is there. It is the dissonance between what should be and what is. this dissonance is anxiety, suffering. You can never equalize what should be with what is because what is ultimately is your mortality and what should be is above all survival. they are antagonistic. there is no way out of the trap. there is only one: the rupture of the shell that is your temporary human appearance and the real opening to the infinite that you really are. how to do this? Will is the key. Absolute, radical, unstoppable will.

the miracle of a piece of shit, molecular bonds that originate in the big bang, later forged in the furnaces of supernovae, processed by the constant and unstoppable evolution of life during thousands of millions of years, with enough energy inside to destroy a small city

man, that's the way. That is the integrity, the depth, the intelligence that the human needs to get out of the horrible toxic mud in which he lives the disease that he calls life. It has been a pleasure to read. ps: tuna is loaded with mercury

therapy is ineffective because it is the interaction between a therapist with a very low understanding of reality, of what it means to be human, with a patient with an equal or lower understanding. what will come out of there? a little emotional relief and that's it

If you talk about mystical love, in the sense that reality is love, okay, but human love, that is, my real commitment to give myself to you when I have to, to open myself up to you and love you every day, for that You should look for people who are authentic and noble. very difficult! what abounds are walking balls of lies, petty empty fakers terrified of not fitting in that they would betray their mother in exchange for social acceptance. Better not love those too much. with human love i mean. It's to be a fool, and If you do, your life could become bitter

I wish too to go deeper. It's the most beautiful thing that we could do imo

@OBEler thinking about it leads to nothing. if you break through the ice cap and dive into the infinite well that existence is, obviously "outside" is not a possibility. There is only my experience, which can be flattened, deformed, opened, expanded... but there is nothing else. I really don't get it. the explanation would say that it comes from the unreality of what my experience is. it is not really an experience, it is a mental mirage. my experience and your experience are the same experience. they only look like two. They are not, they are exactly the same, but with a kinda trick mirrors reflect infinite mirages. I have seen how the mirages unfold to infinity, and how all of them collapse in an instant in me. they are not real . You're not real, neither am I. Only the bottomless well that we both are right now is real. you are me, literally, without any difference, but it seems so because of the flat and empty hologram that is the mind game we call life

Yes, i understand what you are saying and if i start thinking i reach the same conclusions, but the reality is that this thoughts and conclusions are just ideas that appears in my direct experience. They have no meaning, just an experience that is happening. The absolute is my direct experience. Nothing exist except this. The thing is like a trick. It's impossible to understand with the logical mind, at least i can't

think that you are the absolute infinity, existence itself. This is the reality. and think that you can never get out of your direct experience. therefore your direct experience is total existence. can not it be a different way. crazy right? your direct experience is the infinity. It's very strange and i don't understand it mostly of time, just in some moments