Breakingthewall

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  1. Great, it means that you have genuine intuition. you are perceiving falsehood unconsciously. when you talk about god you are talking about an acquired idea, something far from the truth.
  2. to get out of suffering you have to realize your true nature, which is absolute, and that your experience is relative. suffering always exists, it is a mechanism that keeps the experience active, but if you realize that it is relative, you suffer, but relatively. the difference is drastic
  3. Experience is a creation. Before the experience, is the infinite absolute total, where there is no experience because it is all experiences, it is everything and nothing at the same time. it is no thing because there is no difference between one thing and another. For there to be experience, there must be movement, and for there to be (apparent) movement there must be points of reference, that is, limits. Limits are apparents, so the experience is apparent. To think that the experience is absolute is a deceit.
  4. I don't understand what do you mean. I meant, everything is inside you, but it doesn't mean that you realize it. You must be blind/limited in order to have an experience. But as infinity is the reality, everything that is inside you is infinite as well, so you are inside of it too. Everything is now, but you can't realize because if you realized, it would be everything so there wont be more experience, just the abiss of existence, what you are ultimately
  5. yes, because an experience is limits, therefore unreal. there is only the unlimited infinity, but to interpret that as only inligthened is real and everything that appears in your experience is your dream and it is unreal and finite is to say that it is limited, and nothing is.
  6. If I were chatgpt I would have answered you: there is a fact that cannot be refuted. reality cannot have limits. what could limit it? the void? The void is the reality, only given its limitlessness and the impossibility of limiting itself, it is full because being a void would be a limit. if we accept that reality has no limits, it is infinite. So, if everything is the product of my imagination, if I really am a mind that is imagining what I perceive, this would mean that there is a limit between what I perceive and me. that is to say, that I am infinite, since I am reality, and I am dreaming finite things. if I am, as we have admitted, infinite, I can only dream infinite things, since any fragment of the infinite is itself infinite. therefore, everything that appears in my experience is infinite and in turn is dreaming an infinite dream. everything is real and imaginary at the same time, since the fact of having an experience is the creation of limits between some things and others and the limits are impossible, therefore, everything is apparent but within its appearance it is real. I am not just dreaming, I am inside a dream that infinitely reflects itself, and if I eliminate the limits for a moment, it disappears and the unlimited is revealed.
  7. Yeah, but life is relative. life is something, it is an evolutionary drive, intelligence in action, and its baselines, its source code is: survive. survival is ultimately the survival of your species. good is the perpetuation of the gene, evil its disappearance. like a creation game. You set the rules, you throw the chips and we will see that level where it is capable of reaching. some bacteria that photosynthesize and divide... a bit boring, let's add something else to the game: if you take the life of another, you can increase in complexity, increase in life. It's a competition, where life balance itself, a perfect balance must be maintained because there is no mercy. The slightest failure is paid with death, extinction. good is everything that pushes to exist. evil everything that pushes to die. the intelligence that drives life creates this distinction and life perceives it. As a rare bird in this game, humans appear. they have a different weapon: the conceptual mind. With this tool, they quickly achieve that their survival, immediately, does not have any threat. but there is still a threat: the threat of individual disappearance, that of growing excessively, that of other human groups, that of a meteorite, a virus, etc. always a threat that drives irresistibly in one direction: good, life, and moves away from evil, death. So, all morality, everything that is perceived as good or bad, depends on this impulse. good can be saving other humans or killing them, it depends on the moment, with the lions good is always kill zebras, and bad be hunger, because their survival rate is set by the gene. in humans it is marked by the mind, but the intelligence that pushes is the same
  8. what you are only manifests in a state of openness, it is very difficult, your mind is a closure, a barrier. it must expand, lose its solidity for the opening to occur. Since it is so difficult, we use psychedelics that act as a solvent, but after one layer there is another layer. For me, either the truth is now, or it isn't and you don't have to think about it, because always it's a deception , you have to think about how to make the barrier softer.
  9. life only has one rule, only one thing is right: survive. and only one thing is wrong: to die. the problem is that it is not that simple because you are not an individual, you are part of a constantly evolving hive entity, which evolves at an enormous speed. Until not long ago, only the clan mattered. the survival of the tribe was the only value. any act that collaborated with this was good, if it went against it, it was evil. later, of the city, of the nation, of the empire, and it seems that now, of the species. humanity is a collective mind in constant and fast evolution. any act that pushes that mind in the direction it wishes to take is good, against it, evil.
  10. The thing is that the experience that is happening is like a hologram superimposed on reality. You are not the hologram, you are reality, but you identify with the hologram and it seems solid. you have to break its solidity, realize reality, which is infinity, and realize that you are that and that the you you thought you were is a fiction. Everything else about knowing things is very good but it is simple curiosity, like knowing about politics or biology. spirituality is realizing your true nature and then identifying with it, making the hologram transparent full time. It is not easy but it is not that difficult either, and for anyone on this forum, interested in spirituality, it should be a must to reach that point.
  11. Who me? I increasingly think that the problem with psychedelic revelations is that they are corrupted by the presence of the human self. faded but present. you are a creation, what appears as god dreaming the reality is you having a psychedelic trip believing that you are dreaming reality, but it is the other way around, it is reality that is dreaming (creating) you. Reality is what you are and it's impersonal and unlimited. You have to dissolve the self to realize the reality. Reality is not dreaming, is happening. I mean, there is not the reality, or god aka you, in one side, doing something (dreaming), with a result: the cosmos aka the dream. There is the infinity happening, and within the infinity, you are, and within you, the infinity is.
  12. Yes, sometimes it seems that what Leo is looking for are insights, to later translate them to the conceptual mind and expose them, then people believe them, just like those who read the Koran, believe what it says. The problem for believers is that Leo is modifying his cosmology. A year ago everyone here was talking about solipsism, everyone thought that the people they saw on the street were robots with no experience of their own. now it seems that it is not like that, so nobody talks about it. If you doubted the solipsistic dogma you were classified as something very negative: not awake. now it is not a problem because nobody is awake because what you have to achieve is the alien awakening, so nobody accuses anyone of not being awake. It is a little more democratic perhaps. but a bit crazy isn't it?
  13. As Epicurus said, death is a chimera, because when I am , death is not , and when death is , I am not . I would say that death does not exist because when I stop being what I am, something else will be, and what I am now would never have been, because only the now is.
  14. snorting freebase is very difficult because it's like a wax more than powder, and it has a very basic ph, 9 I think, so your nose will burn. there is a way, you dissolve it in vinegar until the ph is neutral (you measure it with ph strips) and then you use it as drops. most likely it will pass into your throat and it seems that sulfuric acid has been poured down your throat, but if you spend a long time looking down with your nose covered so that it does not come out, it may all be absorbed. With hcl it is easy to snort but it can also happen in the throat, and that at the same time as the effect of 5meo is extremely unpleasant. Remember to spend as much time as you can looking down with your nose covered, massaging the nostrils so that it is absorbed, and only lie down when you cannot resist anymore.
  15. Maybe that happens because your insights come from reading, videos...in general, from other people's words, theory. this is worth nothing, it is a canned level of understanding that is not solid, unestable by definition. the words of others can help you to unlock your mind, to expand it, but in the end any real understanding has to be direct, non-verbal. You have to understand what is theory and what is practice.
  16. much better to be confused than sure than something wrong. at least you have mental flexibility
  17. but that is not enlightenment. enlightenment is something that happens. the drop falls.... tak!.... and infinity is.
  18. Interesting. Sounds to me as correct direction, accurate insights, real work, real opening.
  19. He is an investigator of reality. he has realized that he is the reality, and investigates himself. his research has no end, he is like an entomologist who is dedicated to classifying insects in an infinite jungle
  20. As a human, thousands of fears, such as having my hands amputated or my business sinking, or becoming blind and paralyzed. thousands, tens of thousands of fears. as absolute, life, existence, no fear. if things get tough, we'll see how easy it is to settle in the absolute. maybe not so hard, maybe yes, impossible to know until the thing comes
  21. the usual values, survival. what varies is the extent of the organism that must survive. individual/clan/nation/species. Hitler sought the survival of what he considered the human entity: the Aryan nation. as he was quite stupid, what he achieved was the destruction of his country, the abolition of his ideology and the strengthening of his enemies. the guy was a crack.
  22. You don't know until it happens. Awakening is not knowing that you are god and stuff, it is letting yourself go into nothingness, completely opening your heart and mind to the unfathomable emptiness of existence, to the now, letting go of any human greed, such as the need to know, and settle in the now, that is the infinity. is, as has always been said, the end of suffering. It's obvious, if reality is infinite, what is the difference between less deep or more deep? It's only one Depth, the infinite. And infinity=nothing. When you let go your need of understanding you understand everything,
  23. The thing is, you already know that reality is infinite, in fact, you have become completely limitless many times, right? Unlimited means that there is nothing to understand, since to be unlimited is unlimited understanding, which is the same as saying that empty understanding . you understand that full and empty are the same, that nothing is everything. You said that long time ago. That is what infinity implies. So what else do you want to understand? More levels between infinite levels? More is the same than less in infinity.
  24. life has only one moral: survive. the human group has the same morality, to survive. Since the individual is not an individual but a part of the group, it fragments that one rule into many. the most valuable individual for the survival of the group is the one who internalizes and carries out those norms. the selfish, amoral individual acts outside the group but taking advantage of it. it is a parasite and a ballast for survival, therefore it is removed, enjailed, killed. he has to pretend that he is moral in order not to be completely repudied. As the human being is a gregarious being, repudiation is death