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Breakingthewall replied to Something Funny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Most of people can never get out of their ego, of the social matrix that programs them as robots. for them only that is real and they spend their lives spinning like a vortex over the same desires, affronts, shame, ruminations. there are many degrees of this. Some of them only seek to escape with addictions, others look outside for what they think they lack, others look inside, but through the word In the end, it's all a wounded ego suffering from a lack of love, but very few are able to step back and see it. even people who meditate, who read spiritual books and go to the psychologist, exchange some ruminations for others. It is difficult to get out of there because it is the known, we are beings attached to the history of the mind -
Breakingthewall replied to deneb's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
death exists since all this experience that you are so attached to disappears. your body, your father, the planet, the fact of being a human. if you are very attached, it is total death, since you are completely identified with all that. if you are detached there is no death, since existence will always exist. -
Breakingthewall replied to OBEler's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You are creating your emotions, but not in a way that you can control. Your emotions all start from an innate common binomial: fear and attachment. or rejection and attachment if you prefer. or death and life. all fear is of death or of approaching death. All attachment is to life, or more life. from this derives all the melting pot of emotions that you can feel. the only way to control them is to detach yourself. the only way to detach yourself is to realize that there is no death and life. then the emotions soften, you become equanimous. equanimity means equal. equal life or death. -
Breakingthewall replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It is not the same to say: I had this understanding. to say: I reached omniscience and I saw that God was bored and that's why he created limited reality, and he makes it difficult because a video game in which there are no obstacles gets boring right away. but hey, if you want, you can go to him in the forum and refute something, to see what he answers you But in another hand, it's the way to reach the people. If you come doubting, nobody is going to take you seriously -
Breakingthewall replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo's teachings on spirituality have always been corrupted because he has always spoken from absolute understanding and omniscience, when this was never the case. It's a humility issue. Leo is not allowed to express doubt. when he interacts in the forum it is from the maximum arrogance, nobody's idea is never an interesting point for the one who has made him see something. he is always on top! and let's see... the reality is that no. He is a smart, brave and ambitious guy. but omniscient, no The problem is that humans are genetically programmed to bow their heads to alpha, and here it is, so a vicious feedback loop occurs. if leo says solipsism, all are solipists. if multiple gods, not so much solipsism anymore. that's how we humans are -
Breakingthewall replied to no_name's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The only important thing to relate to someone is their integrity, not their intelligence. I like to interact with adults, but also with children, or dogs, and even cats. -
Breakingthewall replied to Tyler Robinson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The possibility of going really deep without ending up in a psychiatric hospital. -
Breakingthewall replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
all this comes from the ideas about solipsism released by leo. the idea of solipsism is useful for the spiritual work. it forces you to take full responsibility for yourself and your awakening process. but ultimately it's just a conceptual thing. for true spirituality you have to transcend the mind, and the idea: only I exist, it is mind, the same as: others have consciousness. Neither of them is valid, they are just mind games. the reality is. -
Breakingthewall replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That phrase implies that something is being done, that is, to imagine this concrete now. From this it follows that at another moment was imagined a different now. that was and now it is not... that is, it is the past. it implies a succession of events, that is, time. Where are now the infinite things that have happened? nothing really happened and nothing happens, right now there is the infinity infinitely mobile and therefore immutable. so, your pov is infinite right now, include my pov. my pov and your pov are the same but I am blind to everything except the apparent moment that I am living and you are blind to everything except the yours. That's the way to create "you" and "me". You and me are a fiction created by that limitation of the pov that appears to be finite when it is not, and in that way split itself in infinite appearances. -
Breakingthewall replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
In the eternity of existence, is there going to be, or has there been, any different dream than you are looking at the screen of your phone right now? If the answer is yes, where is that dream? was it dreamed, in the past? but if time is not real... -
Breakingthewall replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
id say that the issue is: my pov is the absolute, there is nothing outside of my pov, it is impossible by definition. and, your pov is the absolute, etc. my pov is your pov, but at a different "moment". It's like I'm talking to my past self. for him, I am imaginary. for me, he is. reality plays with time and overlaps infinite moments. It's easy when you create the time. -
Breakingthewall replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo's teachings, that is, his videos, are intended for a type of person. Leo's videos are totally conceptual. explains things on a mental level. You are God, the others do not exist, God gets bored of infinity and creates the relative, God creates limits, otherwise it would be a boring video game, etc. 20-year-olds see this and discover a revolutionary new way of looking at things. it is, shall we say, an introduction to spirituality. Also, Leo is a guy who goes to club, etc. Easy to identify with him. but these leo teachings are not really teachings, they are an inspiration to go deeper using psychedelics. Obviously, people immediately appear saying: leo, I took psychedelics and I realized that I am God! all conceptual... but it is already a huge step compared to being a total materialist, when it comes to facing life. For example, imo the solipsism video is completely toxic, but at the same time necessary. says: you are the only one who can wake up. Leo's teachings are surely the ones that will lead more people to transcend the ego of history. this means very few people, but some. -
Breakingthewall replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
the only way to fully enjoy being human is to truly detach yourself from being human. the only way to do this is to break the barriers that constitute your ego and open yourself to infinity. this has to be real, in the present moment, for all time. not just a peak experience that you bring back information from. It seems to me that this is what Leo does. seek knowledge, not freedom. I would say that is attachment. For me the objective is to make this space-time human entity more and more transparent, to live in the pure present. the help that psychedelics provide for this if you use them intelligently is enormous -
Breakingthewall replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Scholar Glad to read a penetrating and intelligent analysis. I don't agree or disagree, I don't know anything about Leo, and i keep in mind that Leo has a business. but for my part I can say: without psychedelics there is no spirituality. My use is by not far as intensive as Leo's, but it is systematic and maintained, and it will continue to be so. my goals are not in the trip itself, but in the baseline. the difference before and after is enormous. The balance, the perception of the moment, the silent. Without psychedelics it is extremely difficult to scratch the surface. For me Leo's teachings mean nothing, nor those of anyone who i have read. reality is here, now. this. no more is needed. go deep into yourself. It is wonderful that it is possible, and if psychedelics are necessary, they are used and that's it. Of course they aren't the only front, but are the dynamite that opens the possibility to go deep -
I mean, if i have bad feeling at the begging, i prefer to postpone for another moment. what I said about seeing black with open eyes always happens. i have also tried plugged, up to 30mg. the effect is strong, but since it is so progressive it seems that the ego adapts little by little and the real breakthrough never happens. I want to try the same amount snorted, since it is more powerful. maybe plug in 35, but I have a feeling it wouldn't work
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@Vlad_ great report. One day=years in growing. lsd is amazing, it opens the doors of your subconscious. Every time I have taken it I have thought: I must do this more. but then I procrastinate because the trip lasts a long time.
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That guy (who is quite brave btw) has had what I call a dead void experience. there is nothing but there is consciousness that there is nothing. For me that's pretty horrible but I've gotten used to it. that is the last barrier. if you endure the emptiness long enough, and return several times, the revelation will take place. the emptiness gains infinite depth and you encompass the infinite. it is a source from which everything flows, sacred, infinite love that has no end. infinite power of creation. you. Nothing that the mind could conceive.
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imo the best thing is to start vaping and later, when you ve had some breakthroughs, snort or plug. vaping the effect is brief and you can dose on the fly. I prepare 3 pipes. well I don't use pipes, I use borosilicate flasks to which I have attached a tube with a cork. I prepare all 3 with 7 mg each and two torches, one small and one large. you start with the small one and vape something like 2mg. just a touch, you let your mind get used for two or 3 minutes to that lying on the floor without clothes. any clothing can be perceived as unbearable at any given time . then some more, and lay again, and then a large torch and all that is left in the first flask. This is already a serious dose that in my case makes for example that with open eyes I see nothing, only black with green fractals, and you notice the emptiness lurking there but you still have a sense of self. after, as you see it. if I notice negativity, I get up, make myself a salad and leave. why? because I know what I'm going to find if I continue: the total dead void. this is a tough experience. but it depends, since in the end, in my case, it's something to go through. Well, if I go for the second pipe, I'll directly take a big torch and vape everything. this normally breaks. there is no body, there is no self, there is absolute bottomless emptiness. This bottomless emptiness can manifest as a bottomless emptiness and that's it, which is pretty horrible, or it can manifest as the infinite absolute, what you are, total. In first case, your choice. Stop with a bad experience, or insist having the risk of a worse one. In second case, as soon as you become aware of yourself again, you take the third flask and vape it whole. and you completely disappear. there is no self anymore, there is no mind, you are in the dimension of infinity, and this is the most normal thing. what always was. You are existence, obviously, and nothing could be better because this is absolute perfection. the total joy. your body becomes a channel of energy to jet, all the control energy that you stored during all your life is released in a moment. you have been transformed, forever. you get up, open your arms and your whole body says: hallelujah. it is obvious how your body and this moment with all its nuances is being created in real time. happiness is total, since you have been Released from your self-imposed jail. then enjoy perceiving infinity for a while, and little by little your self will solidify again, but reconfigured. in my case, I have had total dissolution reactivations 5 consecutive nights. The good thing about vaping is that in two hours you are as if you had not taken anything. you can go to the gym, meet a friend, anything
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Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not only humans have destructive behavior -
Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't know what are you talking about. Maybe trying to show that you are very enlightened and the others don't? Like always...not very constructive. We need life and truth in this forum, not the perpetual competition of egos -
Breakingthewall replied to rd5555's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Depending of the monk, probably this one no -
Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
enlightenment is not to say: this is god. is the total opening to infinity. the dissolution of the apparent limitation. the complete understanding beyond the concept. A bird can be completely enlightened while perched on a branch singing. how would you know? you do not need mind to open yourself to infinity, in fact it is an obstacle. a whale swimming in the ocean can be a being completely open to infinity 24 hours a day. this does not mean that you can communicate with it on the same frequency as you. could be very stupid from a conceptual angle -
Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
We speak from the relative. from the absolute point of view, there are no lions, no history, there is only your pov and what is in it is completely irrelevant, except to be transcended and open to infinity. No dogs or aliens, just images. but now we are talking about what is inside that pov, like for example, the history of humanity -
Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Absolute idiocy, because they were humans. nobody invented the roman empire, nobody invented capitalism. no one could! at most they could do shit like communism. complex systems that work have a life of their own, they are not the creation of any genius. the collective ego is a living being. Thanks for the link, i will read it -
Breakingthewall replied to Kuba Powiertowski's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
many times it collapses. the apocalypse has been repeated many times. total fall of the established order, hunger, cannibalism, death... to re-emerge again and again. It is not a story of madness but of sanity. Do you think it is something easy to organize into systems of millions of individuals and that this last? Since you are Polish, I suppose you have studied the Russian Revolution a bit. how about? all those people were doing their best to make a good system for the human being, fighting against the chaos that was threatening from everywhere. with their best intentions they committed the greatest atrocities to finally have to give up, realizing that you cannot swim against the current. things are extremely difficult. Starting a small business is difficult and requires a lot of energy. organizing a civilization is a miracle. It's theoretically impossible. organize the roman empire, or the industrial revolution...they are more natural phenomena than human facts
