Breakingthewall

Sure it's absolutely bad idea do it every day, but it's a big temptation do it often (like once a week) because most of the times you get like a satori. I don't mean a big dose like smoke 16 mg, that kill your ego, i did but I'm really lazy to do it again, I will but in time. I mean medium doses like 6,7,8 even 10 mg , that open a door (only if you already had a ego death at least once , before I didn't get almost nothing with small dosage). You could be in the middle of the time and no time, shifting from one to another, or see how your mind expand , and the limits dissolved, but keeping absolute control, even perceive the black hole of the void , infinite, same time that you perceive the world of the shapes. Every experience like that is like a gift. It's like a year of meditation, and are really beautiful, real.

Death is impossible for the infinity that is, but us, the minds who are talking, are already dead , but we pretend that are alive. Every single finite mind is the same of a thought. Something mechanical without real life. Like a software. Real but dead

@r0ckyreed imaginary=real. There is not difference. You are like a concept, a thought of the infinity that make shapes of the infinity with your talking, with your mind. Since you exist like an illusion, you are real. A thought is real, it's like a wave in the infinity, exist. You could name it "illusion" if you like , but the illusion exist. Now is shaping the infinity talking and talking. But the infinity remains inmutable, of course.

I mean sintetic 5 meo . About the toad, I think the bufotenine , another component of the venum , increase a lot the blood pressure and some accidents happened because that. Despite this I think that chamans like Octavio reitig smoked toad venum like 10 thousand of times. The danger with 5 meo happens if you overdose. Some cases of cessation of the breathing be been reported, but in intermedium dosage look safe. About long term use... impossible to find any report of damage, secondary effects, etc. In my case I could say that in 2 month of bit habitual use, more than 10 times, but only 3 breakthrough, I could say I feel better than ever , I sleep better than ever and I increase my conciousness more than i could imagine in a short time. It doesn't means that if you keep doing for a year for example, the way is going to be the same.

Thanks for the advertisements, I know that it's not a good idea since there is not information, that's why I'm not doing, but a medium dose once a week is helping me a lot to get deeper in meditation. Since I had a breakthrough I have dissolution experiencies since 6 mg. I'm sure that there had been many who really abused of 5 meo, because in many countries is legal and easy to get, and there is many crazy people, and many people in general, so I guess that the lack of info means lack of bad effects, but it isn't sure. Look like agressive for the lungs, like burn, but if it's 99% of 5 meo, and vapor not really hot, since I smoke in a flask , idk why it's agressive. Despite all of that, I'm going to moderate the use since day by day the meditation alone is getting deeper and easyer, but 5 meo helps a lot, it's like a booster. But start a dependence is always a bad idea

The infinity void that is in the no time , "is" . Is being right now, in all his infinite no shape. Can you feel it? Your shape , transparent hologram , is talking to it. Talking and talking and limitating with the shape of the mind. Since you focus in the mind, you are the mind , since you focus in where the mind is acting, you are the "is", but at the end you are the is right now, despite the transparent hologram of the mind

@r0ckyreed yeah, but imaginary means that have been created for the imagination of the absolute, in a perfect and huge orchestra, where all the imaginary characters have a karma. So there we are imaginary but real. The meaning of all this game go further than the mind can catch, but if you are connected , you d feel that it's not the same to torture babys than love grandmothers. I don't know why, because all of us are only a shape, an hologram, nothing at the end

Maybe the classic will work: go to the mountain or natural place alone the necessary days to meditate all day with little food, until the mystical experience appears

Well, I'm thinking the same about you haha. Are you real or you are going to dissapear when my mind turns off? I think it doesn't matter. There are concepts that could help you to dissolve the power of the boundaries of the mind, but at the end...it's the same. think all of us exist like an impossible of understand performance, and for each one of us , the others are only dreams...but who knows

A glimpse of the absolute is going to burn any history or belief. It's the only way to escape of the trap of the mind. You don't need psichodelics, many people get it only meditating, but for others it is a huge help

Is really difficult to the mind accept that by definition, all his concepts are false. Over all is one concept that the mind is unable to catch: infinity. If you realize the infinity , the mind is going to loose a big part of his dominium. I ve been trying to escape of the mind dominium many years and I never got any progress. I got more calm, more mature, etc...but in real spirituality, zero. The only way that had worked for me is to do 5 meo dmt. To Do It literally break your mind and send you to the infinity. Maybe you do and you don't realize how important change was happened in you, but a hole in your mind ve been created and that hole is a window to the infinity. When your mind is fronted with the infinity, became humble

Exactly, those concepts are useful to relax the mind, to get it open and make the realization possible. The concept by itself is nothing, the realization is go further nof the mind, is let it go and surrender. is an act of the heart not of the mind, but those concepts , if the mind accept them , could make it possible

He do wonderful designs inspired in 5 meo trips

I think that the point isn't if the world is real or not, it's the same, only a concept. The point is that for the mind , have the idea that the world isn't real, that is like a dream where you are the dreamer and same time the object of the dream , is the way to relax the ego and blur the limits between you and the other things

Only can be one infinity...because it is infinity!

Annoying? This son of bitch is the bearer or the unhappiness

Yeah...be free of that fault finder , only this, is enough! What a difference

I think that a good first dose could be 2 grs of dry mushroom. Strong but keeping control. If I were you I put in the garbage this chocolate and I d buy a kit of Mexicans or any psilocibes and in 2 weeks you will have enough for start with the psichodelics. Reading your post I think you are going to like it

There is not solipsism because it is a egoic idea , and the ego have many others egos around to have company

@Someone here inspiring text. There is truth there. about solipsism, it is an egoic construction that happens when you realized that it's only one being and after you come back to the ego again. The infinity is not alone.

I'm alone in the no time for the eternity! Horror Another: I'm alone in the no time for the eternity but I'm not alone because I love myself! Bliss

I don't know exactly, few minutes. Yes, all dissapear, you don't perceive nothing of the normal reality , only nothingness. but I realized that with a half dose, after the breakthrough, I could be between the void and the normal reality, shift from one to another. It isn't nice or anything but it's very interesting to see the process, how the mind create the reality. But before to do that you need a total breakthrough at least once, seems that it change your mind for ever

Yeah, first time 1 month ago and after that many times... maybe too many but Is there some...thing, or no thing, that I can't to see or like that. I have to change the roa, I smoke and it's too fast. It isn't hardcore, in 1 second the mind explode in atoms and it's the void and the no time, and later the mind come back and it's like a software reinstalled, and Maya come back in another second. First time was trauma because I didn't expected that void . After first time with a small dose the no time is, but too short. After the first breakthrough the meditation is different, the void is close the surface

Is nothing but is. after that you realize the nothingness, the mind starts again his work and you realize the something. You say that the something is nothing. But how ? The something is a dream so it's a dreamer. The nothingness is a being. If you remove all the mind , only the nothingness is still there, but the nothingness is , because you are still there, you are the nothingness. I have to go deeper because I don't understand, but the nothingness is not only nothingness

Yeah be nothing, that means that the nothing "be" , it's not playing with the words.