Breakingthewall

I don't care of she or he...I only want to break the trap of the ego because it's a source of unhappiness, a fake and I know what it's under . I'm selfish, you know? I want be free, and I'm going to do what it's necessary for that, even kill myself . Or at least it's the behaviour that I want to be, you never know if you are going to go further the fear until you do

@Dodo I think it's more simple than all you are saying. Only dissolve your ego, surrender, give your life and all is going to be given....so if you give all, you surrender, how could you have all that anxiety, etc? It's the opposite. If you have is because you didn't surrender, so you are still in the ego.

Yeah, the ego makes you fight, survive, but the price is bitter. Look the human society, is based in the ego, and is surviving, very successfully, but look the human unhappiness , is huge

What a party....but I think he is inventing all. How many have he knows that had all of those simpthoms because enlightenment? Sure zero. Many understand the idea of enlightenment and ego death, but almost no one arrives before die

Well, in a level, only the infinite void who is exist, and the world is illusion, Maya. In deep meditation or 5 meo, looks like the mind is creating the illusion, but I think it couldn't be the chemistry of the brain , because the brain is part of the illusion, the brain don't creates the mind, the brain is in the mind

Sit to meditate the time that you want. Focus in your breathing and wait for the thoughts. When they arrive, realize what they are, how is his frequency, what is the main topic. Don't try to stop them, only observe, like if you were observing some kids playing or anything. Without analize, only observation. After a while, maybe half an hour, maybe more (you could stop a while every 15 min or any time and after start again) you will realize how the thoughts are acting, how are connecting with you, what is you. Do it like a game. At the end the realizations will happen

That kind of thinking, like average girl, are absolutely egoic. The opposite of love. So in my opinion, you can't be happy with that kind of thinking, despite how is your girlfriend. You should go above your ego to be capable of love, and after that, find a girlfriend

Indentify, visualize, be counciouss, observe, the ego. I think it's easyer if you have a problematic ego who makes you suffer

20 years humanity will reach a collapse volume. at that moment he will discover how to explore the universe, and it will expand through the galaxies. In some thousands of years the humans will trascend the animal being , and will became god in the material creation.

What about to eat vegetables? You need first deforest the earth, destroy a lot of animal wild life, transport the food, etc. The best solution to avoid that would be a collective suicide. In other hand, a chicken in a good ecological farm have a good life. Better than most of the humans. Eat, sleep, stay with anothers chickens, no worries. One day he dies...what to do? Not bad for a reincarnation. A fish the same, born to die, like all beings on the earth, but when he's living, I think he's enjoying every second, not like the poor sads humans, born to figth with the karma. Life is hard. When you, or me, are fighting to breathe in the bed of an hospital for weeks maybe we get jealous of the destiny of a fish. It's useless to protect the life, if I could choose, I'd prefer a world without medicine, without any security, where death is everywhere. Better than this world of naive lies, where people think that life should be preserved, and it's impossible. Life born to finish, and it's not sad. Sad is to try to avoid that

I don't think that reincarnation exist but who knows. What are you? First question. For me the best answer is that you are a shape in the nothingness, you are a perfect, wonderful shape , incredibly perfect, a miracle, but no more. Your substance is the infinite nothingness, the same for you, for me, for the shit that I did a while ago, or that formed a stone. A infinite empty hole that it's everything, vibrating in a miraculous simphony...so, when your shape ends, who is going to reincarnate, if already now there is no one, there is only another shape , another wave with a frequency, when the wave gets consumed, only the substance where the wave vibrates remains, and the substance is everything, so what reincarnation?

@Prathibha you are a wave vibrating at a frequency. When you read this phrase, you, what you are, is for a moment becoming this phrase, you are oscillating and adapting your form to what you translate as the meaning of everything you interpret. Each thought is a form that you adopt, but the thing goes further. reality is real because you, with your concert of vibrations, are creating it every second. in fact your vibration creates time. space and time are you, a wave that temporarily shapes the void. About labeling...you first should perceive how, and why are you labeling all things, realize that it's absolutely useless, without any meaning, after that you will stop.

everything that we are thinking, memories, identity, is a wave that occurs in what you are. imagine that you are a line and that line is constantly moving, undulating, adopting shapes without stopping. once the line stops and stops moving, its previous movements are meaningless. It's stopped, no more. only there is no line, there is the empty hole that you are. all thought has no meaning, this one that I am formulating right now is just another wave without meaning. it's very difficult to accept this, that's why we can't stop thinking.

I agree, you wrote deep perceptions, mind open to direct experience

If you go bit deep maybe you ll realize that it's not sure that it's a container or a identity. You are creating that remembers, tastes, every thing, right now, and it's not sure that all that remembers really happened. They are only thoughts that appeared of the nothingness, and for you are real. But where is the container? The time is being created right now for your mind. It's complicated because there is time, there was dinosaur, evolution , etc. But in other hand no. Only this exactly moment exist and all that you are perceiving and thinking come from the nothing right now, in this no time eternal. But I couldn't say that I understand that

If Frank yang really had a breakthrough with 5 meo as he said, sure he knows how different is his mind before and after.

@Vittorio i realized About the creation from the nothingness. The thoughts were like shapes, like a wave, without any meaning, and after you translate them to words....I think. the avatar , like you named, is the thinker. He is shaping the nothingness, creating a shape, the shape is you, your egoic identity, the nothingness shaped, and he is who is Creating the thoughts , that are putting limits to the nothing. Creating the thing that is you, or me. We are only a shape of the substance of the infinity, that have no shape. The difference is that the "avatar" have not substance, is only shape, and the perceptor is substance, or at least I perceived the nothingness like a substance...but it's direct experience of a shorts sigths and could be wrong

Put a picture of you with that small shirts with a paper writed: don't use 5 meo , it's better meditate 10 years! If not I don't believe you are Frank yang

This is the only question of all you did that I could answer from my direct experience. They are not sounds, there are like shapes that you esculpt from the nothingness, and after you translate like sounds. The other question about the avatar and the perceptor, I realized that it's one who talks and another who is talked. Who talks is shaping the other, who listen. Both are you. If you focus in the talker, you are the shape, if you can forget the talker and be the listener, you have no limits because is the talker who create the limits . The listener is infinite, no shape , the talker is creating the shape all time, non stop any second.

I dance if I want to dance, but I can't stop to create thoughts

Yeah, from the nothingness. there is nothing and after the thought exist. But how do you do that? Why? How many levels of thoughts there are? Maybe all that you are perceiving is a thought, in deeper levels. Maybe a thought have the same nature that all reality that we are perceiving, create from the nothingness

Yes maybe, but how it appears? Who create it? Observe your mind and you will realize (or at least me) that are 2 kinds of thoughts. One is like phrases. Like: yesterday the meeting was bored, Donald trump is wonderful, my father was a bitch, etc , non stop. If you observe the mind and the talk stops, there are another kind of thoughts. They appear without words, in a fraction of second, like a shape, that means for example: I remembering that night in the disco with my girlfriend, there was no really crowed and quite dark, after that we had a good time. Is happens in 0,1 sec. They could be translated in words or not. If you are meditating you could stop the words but the thought and all his meaning happened. And In the meditation you could realize: really that night with my girlfriend happened, or it's only a thought that comes idk where that is shaping that remembering?. After that realization the thougts loose part of his power. I hope that with time it's possible go totally further than the thoughts

How toxic is the 5 meo DMT? if its toxicity were zero I would smoke a small dose every day, which would make my meditation much cleaner, and a dose of 15 mg every two weeks to make a foray into infinity. But I suppose that could have dire effects on my health. I feel that smoking 5 meo is aggressive for the lungs, for the brain I do not know, I have tried to investigate and I only found the case of a guy who said that after smoking about 3 grams in a year and a half (I think I remember) he had had serious problems respiratory symptoms during sleep, which the doctors told him was asthma but he was sure it was something neurological, after stopping consuming the problem disappeared. I've read that Martin Ball suffers from severe insomnia, but he says it's not caused by 5 meo. is there scientific evidence about its toxicity? Long term consumers?

Absolutely agree. For me 5 meo is being the door to the real meditation, but I'm sure that in not a long time is going to be less and less necessary

Meditating i had the perception that there is one who is talking and talking, and another who is listening. Both are the same "you" but who is talking, and can't stop talking is the mind, that is creating your reality. Who is listening is you too, but it's limitated for the talker. The talker is shaping the listener. If you focus in the listener, and forget the talker for a while, you will realize that the limits are dissapear....infinity. the listener is all that exist, and the talker is going to talk until it dissapear. he is the shaper. Without him there is no shape, only substance