Breakingthewall

That I would like to fly but I can just walk.

Ultimately reality is being or existing, that manifests as happening. It's irrelevant if you know it or not, reality is.

You are not imagining those laws, they are real, are the equation that rules this universe, they doesn't depends of your imagination

Sure, but that's what we are. The self is life in the form of a self. What we are is the reality happening, there is not "you" and "reality", are the same thing, that's obvious right? The point is being the reality in the form of a self being able to "know" what you as the reality ultimately are. You know that you are right? Then you can know what you are. The way is being it leaving the form behind for a while, placing yourself in a mental level where there are not differences. Not denying the reality of that differences just placing yourself in another mental level where there are not barriers. Then the nature of what reality is is revealed.

What is the difference between appear to happen and happen?

Then imagine that you can fly, let's see if you can.

There is some decision and control. The self is a process made for prediction and decision. It's conditioned by layers and layers of written code, but ultimately there is not absolute certainly of which election it will do between two possiblities

That's just an opinion, I don't believe that i have the absolute truth about how reality works. What you are is a process shaped by evolution, involving the creation of a predictive model that integrates variables to find the most optimal solution. This process is constantly deciding which alternative to take; it is the evolutionary nature of life, which functions by seeking the optimal solution for self-preservation. So yes, you, the reality in the form of a self-preserved, stable process interconnected with its environment and governed by psychological structures created through evolution, is constantly choosing among variables. The conscious mind is only the tip of the iceberg; what we call the self and identify with "me" is also constantly choosing among possible variables, seeking the optimal one based on the available information. The margin of decision is narrow but in every choice it's uncertainty. Reality is always choosing among possibilities. Imo nothing can be determined because it would be a closure.

I don't see the value of cessation

The fact of deciding comes from a unfathomable chain of cause effect, but at the end what happens is the drive of reality to be, and being manifest in the same moment that a relationship happens, it's impossible to determine it, so at the end you are effect, but same time you are cause, like everything else

Like deep sleep, but it has no duration, it doesn't happen, like anesthesia. Happening is continuous

The thoughts aren't yours, are you in the form of a thought . The process that is happening and that creates thoughts is what you are.

My thoughts doesn't deny the fact of being thinking. Just trying to make a frame that makes easy the openess to what is absolutely real

It's absolutely impossible, because "stop" is not happening, and happening is a possibility, then the break 'no happening " doesn't happen, always is happening , because "not happening " is never.

Who knows that is the ego. The ego thinking that it's not real. Making a difference between real and unreal and deciding that it's category is "unreal". All inside of the conceptual mind.

What means imaginary? That I'm imagining it now?

Everything in our universe, atoms or anything else, are relationship of local excitations in the fields of reality. They are no "things" according the typical definition of "thing" but they are. That they are probabilistic superimpositions that defines itself when a relationship with something else happens doesn't define it as imaginary or unreal, just that's how the reality works A difficult question is physics imo is about energy. Where energy comes from? According Penrose the energy in universe is zero, the universe would be a breaking of symmetry of the void that arises to a possible equation that results zero, but that unfolds coherently The conclusion would be that the universe is a possibility that is happening because it's possible, nothing else.

If they disappear they will appear again, because it's possible, and the lapse between the disappearance and the appearance is zero, no time.

Not so but if you are interested in understanding the reality, humans science have reached an astonishing level. Realizing what theoretical physicists have achieved makes you see what the human mind is capable of. The level of obsession and focus required to mathematically describe the quantum structure of reality is incredible. And what's most incredible is that all subsequent experiments accurately verify the theoretical deductions. If you delve into modern physics you will see the beauty of the design of the universe, it's absolutely elegant, and you understand that this is so because it's the most efficient possibility, the most perfect equation that can arise and that it's so just because it's the most optimal possibility

Before saying such things learn a bit about physics. Start with Einstein, then try to understand Penrose for example

The part is the totality and being the absolute is knowing it because you are a mind conscious of itself. You can conceptualize the absolute, it's easy: it's absolute. Conceptualized.

The Absolute is the unmanifest source of everything. Consciousness in the body is the window through which the Absolute looks at itself. Nisgardatta You are the Absolute manifesting as this body in order to experience existence. Without the human form, the unmanifest remains in its own silence, without the sensation of being. Nisgardatta

You can totally know yourself, you are the eye of the reality, and with this eye the absolute see itself and knows itself totally, without the slightest lack.

Exactly this. "Absolute" means no other. No place to go, no change, no movement. Then you could think: ah, the solipsism. But that's again mixing the absolute with the relative. The absolute is not "something" that is always equal, it's being, the fact of existing, what is inherent to anything. But this "quality" is everything, implies totality, limitlessness and it's what ultimately we or anything is.

I'm not saying it to be the one who's right, i do because its totally obvious and if you make a mental frame where an absolute with a will do things it's impossible to open yourself to the absolute, because that will is precisely the relative. To open yourself to the absolute, you must completely abandon the relative level, and to do that, you must completely abandon any idea of control. I've spent 300,000 hours (perhaps I'm exaggerating a bit) trying to do this. Sober, on psychedelics, etc. Will exists, in relation to something. Any will is form. The absolute is the substance of form; it is the fact of being. The absolute being is indifferent to everything; from that perspective, one thing or another is the same, they are possibilities that arise because they are possible. The slightest microscopic preference completely shuts it down. At the absolute level, "preference" is meaningless, it has no significance, since it is absolute. Preference is relative to something, and will is what aims to any preference. The absolute is totally free, and to be open to it you have to free your mind of any preference for a while. Not always in your life, that's not necessary, only in meditation being able to jump to a level where there is zero preference, zero will, no difference between a and b.