Breakingthewall

the matter of existence is incredible. It seems crazy that existence exists, but if you think about it carefully it cannot be otherwise. the most incredible thing about it is that there is no "outside" of that existence. There's only this, and furthermore, to make matters weirder, and somehow terrifying, "this" is you. there is nothing outside of you. I'm writing thinking I'm talking to others, but no...it's just me. nothing exists outside of me because there is no outside. watch out! when you see this is very strange. and from this it follows that you cannot be other than infinite. everything is infinite. the finite is an illusion. nothing is defined or concrete, it only seems so. It is also guided by will and intelligence. the question is: why? for what?

20 is like a total dose, i would start little by little. Don't underestimate. look for a thick straw and cut it as you see, 7 cm or so

omnipotent but only one at a time? It would be almost omnipotent

Yeah but he's talking about 5 meo and he never did . If he did so much LSD, why don't to try 5 meo in strong dose 4 or 5 times, and after give his opinion? I'm still waiting for any of that teachers to do that And above all, if they are people who are professionally dedicated to being a spiritual teacher worldwide, and know that many people say that 5 meo takes you to a state of blah blah blah....and you don't check it, to see if it's true or a hoax? you just spout your reactionary talk without knowing what it is? Well...it shows a level drugs temporarily break down your rigid structures and are a fundamental tool to understand the nature of your mind. If they are there, I don't see why not use them. Drugs don't show you the truth, but they can erase the barrier that you are for a moment.

If it is not a large amount, like 10 or less, I would do it for a nostril. you have to inhale gently so that it does not go to the throat. it has to stay in the nostrils. If i were you, I'd try 5 mg first

Before that talk he should try the "toad juice". since he hasn't and talks about it with such confidence, I tend to think that it will be so in everything he says. things learned, superficial, without direct experience

any number can be divided infinitely. Just add one more zero, infinitely

@Yali try to snort, works perfectly. Try 5-7 mg first time. It's really strong, in my opinion is stronger than 5meo dmt

being a real man is the same as being a real woman: integrity, total self-acceptance, courage

normal. as a human you are not an independent being but part of a gear. an ant in an anthill. without belonging you would not survive a week. subconsciously you know it and that's why you seek to be accepted. one way to be well accepted is to have money, or good looks. this is why it is difficult to wake up, because this software occupies a lot of memory

If by ego we mean memory, no, you couldn't. you would be a fetus. for example a plant could, which does not need to react, but even a rat has an ego. Another thing is that we refer to the collective ego, to the social matrix. then you could but not very good. maybe you would masturbate in public or kill whoever bothers you. and as a third option, what you could do is live without identifying with your ego, but letting it function knowing that it is only survival software

something like that the absence of limits makes everything potential to be, that is to say that existence exists, and is creating itself now. only that now is always, since what is not now is non-existence, and that does not exist. there is only you, right now, it is an instant that has no limits, so it is eternal

Really interesting perspective about the depression. I think you nailed it

the human mind by its nature forms barriers. a normal adult mind is fragmented, rigid, parcelled, with multiple walls that block the free flow of energy. seeing this is normally beyond what the mind can do, and breaking down those barriers, far beyond. psychedelics remove the rigidity of the mind, make it plastic. they make the energy flow through new channels. then the mind returns to its original form, but somewhat less solid, somewhat less rigid. This deformation and reformation gives the mind the opportunity to understand itself, to smooth out and flow more freely. And the possibility of the total flow, the absence of barriers, enlightenment

shadguru is not a spiritual teacher, he is a kind of politician and influencer. I wouldn't be surprised if in private he was an ambitious tyrant. it seems that he calculates every word, all within a script made by his advisers. I imagine him asking after each session, and his advisors saying: those smiles should be a little more condescending and last a second longer... yes, just like that

try as it is to try to work on your own. if you have been admitted to that job it will be because you are a competent guy, but if you really have those feelings about salaried work, which I share, do what is necessary to avoid it. use your imagination and give your best. it's possible. Regarding the problem of death, awakening is what you need. do your research and do it

what happens to you is normal and happens to all of us. You can't shut up because you're trying all the time to keep up a charade. that of your existence. you need that constant electrical current in the form of chatter to keep the doll going. forget the meaning of the talk, look at it as a constant push of energy that you make yourself to exist. a balloon that you have to be constantly inflating to keep floating. that energy is pure anxiety. All that talk means nothing, it means a thousand times more to look at a plant for a minute. all this you do is a sign that you can not live like this, you have to really wake up. Until the deepest. a revolution beyond anything imaginable. until you see that whatever you think is the same as anything else. then you keep thinking but you don't listen, there is nothing to find out, nowhere to go, just enjoy the life

look at it from another point of view: there is no death of the ego, there is an opening to infinity. Just seems death, but it isn't.

the truth is absolute. is: you are. the infinite depth is you, there is only you, there is always you. there is no other, only you. As the bible says, I am who I am. according to maharishi it is the best definition of reality. what I don't understand is: how is it possible for me to be? but the fact is that yes... I am. infinite, unfathomable, but always me. there is nothing but me. it is unbelievably amazing: I am god

@NatureB I would say no. I have the feeling that it is a test to which I have submitted myself. I have a feeling of love towards my parents. They made it difficult for me but this is a game. the only thing I can do is play the game as well as possible

super interesting, super well told, super honest. I have lived that. my mother was absorbing and my father an absent drunk who made fun of me for being a boy educated by his mother. my mother died when i was 17 and my father when he was 21. i always felt guilty for rejecting my mother. I wouldn't let her get close to me. Always feeling guilty. Not being able to finish relationships with girls because i felt guilty. Always feeling a debt with my mother. I always hated my father. In the past I would have liked to torture him, really. No jocking, without any mercy. I only managed to get out of this with transcendence. with 5 meo, with meditation, understanding what this is, who I am, who they are. I love them! it's all a joke! nothing is of the slightest importance. I don't have hostile thoughts even a minute a day. I am free

@Thought Art congratulations. Hitting rock bottom in this way and coming back is what makes you a person, forges you. You will be a solid guy, without cheating yourself

The same thing happened to me but with mdma. I discovered that all the barriers disappeared, I danced with everyone, I kissed girls and then I didn't even remember who they were, I went to the house of people I didn't know, everything was a party, love, openness. for one day, two, three, liberation! but... little by little, after 1 or 2 years, things changed face. all that love, all that connection, was artificial. it tasted fake. it was...too much. Suddenly, it was disgusting to me. all those people, mentally retarded hedonists (me first). I don't want to take mdma again even if I get paid. But was useful in that time to break some barriers with the people

the only way to be happy is to be detached from yourself, and the only way to achieve that detachment, at least in part, is to realize your unreality as an individual and that the reality is that you are god, permanent, total. if you don't realize this, it's being an idiot to be happy. the logical thing is to be scared, worried about death, about physical decline, about the thousands of possibilities that a misfortune, of an illness, will happen to you. always alert, anxious

there is a subtle way to prostitute yourself. you really want to have beautiful girls by your side, who take pleasure in having you by your side and having you pleasure with them, but this is difficult. there are many girls who really want and need stability. So you give them stability, which you really don't want, to get them around in return. In addition, your insecurity prevents you from another type of more open relationship. then you're not happy, and you don't know why. Well, because you're not doing what you want, you're subdued. I'm not saying that's the case but it's easy to fall in that