Breakingthewall

the voice in your head is the manifestation of your need for control. your need for control is a need to keep yourself separate. your need to keep yourself separate comes from the sense of external threat that you have perceived. So the voice in your head is fear

it's a real mindfuck to think about that. eternity ... the mind shudders, rejects the idea. There is no such thing as a beginning of God, since God is nothing. it was always there, because it is always right now, time is apparent. we are the pure, unfathomable and timeless nothingness that rejoices in its infinity. There is no before or after, there is only that, now, the totality

those paragraphs are perfect. the one in the middle is exactly what I needed to hear now

@Raptorsin7 I don't know exactly how to do this either, it's a difficult process. I have been educated in lies, in shame, from the beginning, and it is not enough to break free with psychedelic or during meditation, after he old patterns return. you have to make a continuous effort to see the tendency to make up reality and be completely honest at all times, without any exception. The lightest lie is a brick that you carry yourself with and a base for other lies, which create a structure. even a silly lie, an excuse, does this. it is essential to eliminate them completely

I believe that no self is the beginning of spirituality, not its end. when you realize that the self is a tangle of thoughts that form an entity that suffers and is in permanent questioning, and that underneath that tangle there is nothing, no self, only the experience that occurs, it is enormously liberating. then the self returns, gets hooked and continues with its activity, but it becomes easier to deactivate it. I suppose that when it is deactivated in prolonged times, the doors of perception will open more and more, because without self, there is only opening .for now i disable it enough to see i've been living in madness because of a misunderstanding

Well I suppose that the first thing is to see how fundamental it is to cleanse oneself of lies, shame, concealment, and then really want to do it. It helps to be completely open in dealing with others, total honesty, and psilocybin in medium doses is very useful to me to bring to light what is hidden. I still have lies, accumulating them for a long time, it is a pleasure to bring them up, the result is lightness

is there a lie in your life? If you cleanse yourself of all lies until you are totally empty, you will be satisfied with yourself because you will be what you are

Yeah, a reaction. it is not the self that thinks the thoughts but rather the thoughts that create the self that is wishing. With meditation you can see this, that thoughts are the need of control , that is the self. if the self disappears, the naked experience remains, which does not need a self to be, but is somehow a self

The most common type of depressed people are empty inside, who try to fill their emptiness with external things, but it is impossible. some seem very positive and active, they are fleeing forward from that void. they cannot understand that it is within themselves that they have to search. their sense of incompleteness is increasing, and in the end they become empty shells without love, in need of many things. the way is the opposite, obviously, but they are too selfish to stop and realize it, always thinking, wishing, remembering, judging

Depression is when you bombard yourself with negative thoughts. You do this because you think that reality, and you, should be different from what they are, but you cannot change or accept it.

you are right, there is no control possible. you have to realize that it does not matter one thing or another, and then the desires cease, at least for a little while. how is this achieved? meditation itself is just this. to stop projecting, to be present. Trying to stop wishing is it a wish? Yes, that's why you don't try, you are just there, until you see that anything does not matter, you are in the eternal moment and anything else is nothing.

Well , there is something that can be done. it is to stop preferring one thing to another. at least mentally during meditation. stop wishing, longing. If you understand that everything is the same, you will see through the wall

yes, everything seems to have a meaning, an order and a purpose, within a total absence of all of them on an absolute level. it is undeniable that, relatively, there is a trend in that direction

There is no game, there is only being and that's it. nothing to look for, this is what there is, poured out in the present moment

absolutely. and of an artistic beauty. we strive to make sense of it and take away the beauty

I think it is unstoppable. there is a hole that must be filled, the transition from dogma to true spirituality has passed through a desert that has produced several generations of dislocated, sad people. Now is time for the next stage

better than that of a billionaire I prefer the life of a rat, or better, a seabird, or a turtle swimming in the ocean. anything but human! for a happy one there are millions of crazy people. maybe a paleolithic human would be fine (probably not), but after that, I prefer the rat

everything is the truth, right? nothing else can exist. What happens is that our thoughts, which are also the truth, point to relative truths that value everything according to whether it is good or bad for you, and we get lost in that labyrinth (which is also the truth). what is tried is to separate all that opera drama of good and bad to be able to realize its "falsehood" in the sense that not everything begins and ends with what my little ego likes or dislikes, although my little ego is the truth too, only that it is the tree that does not let you see the forest. so answering the question ... all our visions, insigths, ideas, are the truth. that does not mean that our interpretation of them is right, of course. Ultimately nothing can be known, only be, and that is the truth, like everything else

it seems that suffering is the tool to guide us on the right path. if we sit in a fire, suffering makes us get up. If we suffer from a dysfunctional life, suffering narrows the way to go deeper and find the truth. if we suffer from the oppression of others, suffering makes us fight. if you are terminally ill, suffering makes you want to end. in the end we are puppets that go in one direction or another according to suffering or pleasure.

When you see that one thing is equal to another, that there is no better or worse, the engine that is generating the separation second by second will become slow, and it will be easy to see through the apparent and realize the limitless. Incomprehensible, unthinkable, Indefinable, untraceable. It's the destination,

that's right, there is only the totality in which there is no inside or outside, or nothing and something. there is no identity because there is nothing to compare it to, it just is, without contrast. It cannot have a self because for that there would have to be something other than that self, and it encompasses everything, so it is nothing and it is everything, neither of the two things, it is, still, total, absolute. that's what we are, but there isn't any "that"

Trying to deconstruct your memories is nonsense. your memories are there and will always be unless you suffer from Alzheimer's. the point is to remove the dynamite, the poison, the force, and that is not something you can do either. It happens spontaneously when you realize that one thing is equal to another thing, that there is no better or worse. then they go from being alive to being in black and white. something without strength, without emotion, empty

Maybe that guy was someone interested in spirituality and in 3 months he is no longer a Jew and is on this forum ranting about Jews

the leo's ego is who identifies himself, who lets go, who realizes God, who suffers, who stops suffering, who transcends, who everything, because without ego there is no who. there is only the totality. And the ego is the totality, but seems separate. That's why they say Illusion and going back to the title of the post, leo claims to know things because leo is an ego that (apparently) know things. that we are, the totality that speaks to itself

not all mushrooms are the same, there are mushrooms with more psilocybin and others with less. 2 gr can be quite strong or very soft. think of them as mushrooms, not a synthesized molecule. Get 10 or 15 grams, chop them into small pieces, try 2 gr, and depending on how you see it, you can try 4 that will be proportional. if they are from another batch, it may be radically different