Breakingthewall

to try to understand. Do you consider that you yourself, in the video in which you appear in an awakening saying, there is no one in control, it is infinity, etc...were you AWAKE?

then maybe you should stop saying: nobody here is awake, and replace it with: nobody here is as awake as me. although I really do think that there is a dichotomy between awake and not awake. it is to have become infinite, or not. there is a crucial difference. It's the before and after. after having become infinite once, you will never be the same, you have realized that the finite was an illusion, you have broken the limits. later you can delve into it, or not do it

so, maybe there is a (remote) possibility that someone on this forum has had one of those awakenings, perhaps in the lowest degree, and the most despicable of them all??

@LSD-Rumi when was the last time that you used pce or any substance? I hope you are right and a permanent change has happened. Reading your post it's seems that you are suffering but you are smart and deep enough to find a solution. But maybe you are just high. We will see

Do you think that Leo has been carefully reading all your posts, submitting them to a thorough analysis, and after much doubt and concern, has come to the sad conclusion that you are not awake? Leo is a guy who says things, and that's it. who knows what you are? only you know

the relative is what is not absolute, and the absolute is what is not relative ?. then if the absolute is the case, the relative does not exist, since one excludes the other, so it can be said that the relative is an appearance, it is the absolute appearing as a finite reality. absolute is what has no opposite, no exterior. that is, you . relative is the apparent you that the absolute is imagining, which has opposite and exterior (apparent) and yes, you are going to die in the sense that you are going to stop being a guy with arms and legs who has a life on this planet and all that

In my opinion, bullshit. the world is a perfect machine where each gear is in the exact place. intelligence in action

We live in the relative. You are a relative entity. You exist in relation with others. If anyone hits you in the face with a bat, you'll see if it's a construct of the ego mind or what. but the relative is a dream of the absolute. ultimately you are the absolute imagining the relative, but the relative is real, you can't scape of it

deep understanding is not mental. silence is not the end, it is the beginning. reaching silence and total detachment from the conceptual mind is where the good stuff begins. Imagine that you are a lake of infinite depth. the conceptual mind is skating on the ice of the surface. detaching yourself from that is breaking the ice and starting to dive. you can dive infinitely, there is no limit. I see that many thinks: ah, i reach the silence, that is. No, imo it's the first step, when you abandon the animal category and you can start the deep experience.

I think what he says may be true on a relative level. Studying and speculating about the relative is a useful and entertaining exercise. On an absolute level, there is only you and everything is within you. but you are not going to go through life saying that in response to everything, since it is useless, and from a relative point of view, false. the relative is false from the absolute, and the absolute is false from the relative

I have had many awakenings, sober and with drugs, the infinite, realizing what I am, all of that. but right now, they are a memory in my memories. I calibrate my awakening level according to my baseline, that is, right now. awakening of the past are illusion. their only use is that they raise my baseline right now. only right now exists.

It depends, psychedelics are extremely useful for me, if not necessary, to go beyond a rather limited point. Leo and what he says about who is awake or not, who cares? zero. I know what I am and I perceive my limitation. I'm at the beginning in this work, that is not a small thing. I understand Leo I'd say, he has gone through a long purification process to reach a point where psychedelics amplify his consciousness enormously. this is real . psychedelics are a purification tool, they reveal your impurity, and you have to polish it off to move on. they will speed up the work x100

@illusory It's very simple, if you had a high-level job, none of those girls would have left you. if you were a famous youtuber with millions of followers, they would have crawled in front of you, calling you oh my love, do you need me to shine your shoes? but if you're a normal guy with a shitty job... life is hard

? Don't sentence him to the stake so quickly. I think he is opening new paths. spirituality is all reductionism. but reality is still there no matter how much you reduce it to nothing. Let's see what reality is. Drugs are just reality.

99.9% of people who are into spirituality are into it to improve their lives. they want to have a more pleasant experience, that's all. very few are genuinely interested in the truth, they are in ending suffering. as leo said at the beginning of this thread, the problem is a lack of understanding. no one understands or wants to understand. no one is even aware that there is understanding beyond the ego

I would say that what I used to call enlightenment, that is, the fusion with reality, being without ego, is only the beginning of awakening, and that awakening has no bottom. is to deepen

Just seen 1/4 and extremely interesting. I'd say this is the right direction

Let's hope that all this is the preparation of something interesting, because lately Leo's speech is: not this, not this either. the only valid thing: alien awakening. and what is alien awakening leo? Too deep, you wouldn't understand. I will explain it in my course

And where is the difference with your awakening?

For me it's more the elimination of the apparent and false separation and the fusion with the unlimited reality that is. understanding is that it is infinite and cannot be understood. But leo would say that this is a mistake and I don't know what awakening means. maybe he is right

at infinity all possible scenarios have occurred infinitely many times. is so infinite that it is equal to zero

normally enlightenment is equated to the dissolution of the ego. the disappearance of desire, the fusion with reality, becoming reality itself by ceasing to be a separate entity. Leo talks more about understanding what reality is, not conceptual or mind understanding but deep , clear the fog of low consciousness and see

Really? I'd say higher conciousness, better feeling

the stories of life make me suffer quite light , two years ago i was suffering , now it's easy to silent the mind and be in the present moment without needs. But i suffer for being finite, limited. Not real suffering but kind of frustration. I need to really get out of myself , but it isn't easy

You can't be sure of that. I feel a wall in front of my face and i have the feeling that behind is the omniscience. I have managed to escape from conceptual thought and live stuck in the present, but the limitation is still there. and my impulse to break it. Who knows what is possible