Breakingthewall

What happened? from what I read in your posts I thought that for you vaping 20 mg was like having a coffee in the morning ??. Any bad experience?

interesting mindfuck. the timeless state is always. right now. Since right now there is a dream, an appearance, why should there have been a "time" when there was no dream? there was another dream, and another, and another ... infinite times. with infinite timeless pauses between dream and dream, so no pauses. backwards and forwards in infinity. which is the same as absolutely nothing happening

Isn't that loneliness a thought that arises when you have other thoughts about how you created others to wake up? embodies the moment without defining or labeling. all those ideas are ego, separation. It does not matter to find friends who think they are God or that they are alone, the important thing is to find friends to love. flow and forget the ideas. All the ideas are just ideas, doesn't matter if they are accurate or not

Suffering is the distortion between what should be and what is. if you equalize both until they are one, the suffering disappears. It remains what it is, you can call it love or whatever you want, better remove the labels and embody what it is

I've been in sales in the past and started my own business very fast. I always had a principle in selling: never lie, not in the least. If you never lie, the client will perceive that you never lie. instinctively trusts you. And he do well, since you never lie. things will turn out

@Nahm you are right as far as I'm concerned . I think that the romantic relationship is an instinctive relationship in which humans allow ourselves to be carried away by a "trap" that nature sets for procreation, and that has nothing to do with friendship, selflessness and nobility. As we create family ties, we have established that sexuality must be accompanied by commitment, which inevitably (imo) leads to frustration, guilt and pretense. with what I prefer to let myself go, cultivate relationships of pure friendship in which desire does not intervene, and enjoy sex if life brings me that, and if it does not, try to forget sex, which is not easy With the sole exception of deciding to have children, a situation that I am not sure how to approach but that would have to arise in a clear, spontaneous and perfect way. if not, there is no problem in not having them. it is a very complicated matter. interesting to consider innovative possibilities On second thought, the honest thing, the right thing, would be to avoid sex except with the intention of procreating, or at least if you don't care if that happens. anything else is falsehood. Really complicated matter. Honesty, i don't know where is the right behavior here. This is the problem if you analyze this matter...better to flow and let's go to the troubles? Pd: i withdraw all of the above, I just know that I know nothing

do not underestimate sex. It's not: oh, we like each other and we like Disneyland and wine. Let's make boyfriends and then let's have sex. no. is, if a kiss flows, if the contact takes your breath away, if, in short, sex works as it should ... that person and you are essentially compatible. your body knows more than your mind. mind for business, for relationships 100% energy. Letting yourself be carried away by the mind when it comes to a relationship is a guarantee of eternal boredom, gray life and being a coward. if the heart flows, the mind must adapt, even if the chosen person is the opposite of "the person in your dreams"(ufff)

@RoerAmit if i where you, I'd do 1,5 g of dry mushrooms, maybe 2 gr. This will put you in perspective of what you are doing. If you do, for example, 5 gr, you may have a very bad experience. In my opinion, the first thing is to clean the trauma with those medium doses, which will put you in front of the mirror in a way that you cannot imagine. once you have no problem with trauma (this is already a revolution), you can aspire to transcendence. i would make mushrooms before lsd, they are kinder and the trip is shorter

from an absolute point of view, any differentiation is illusion. it is you, with your differentiating activity, who is creating the apparent reality. and you are that: differentiating activity. to completely cease differentiating activity is complete enlightenment, the cessation of the self. there the "real" is manifested, which is the substance of the illusion but without the apparent forms that the activity of the self gives it. just glimpses. total cessation without psychedelics is not common

Because for many people, not having sex means not being accepted, like not having views on Instagram. his self-esteem depends on the value that the social paradigm gives them. they literally prostitute themselves in exchange for approval. much more degrading than money, that at least you need it to live . the word mediocre is too generous to indicate their misery. but that's the way most people are.

Yes, if there is magic, there is magic, and if there isn't...there isn't. and anything else is irrelevant

@Yeah Yeah the sex is beautiful, wonderful, but not for those fucking chad. those just jerk off looking at his cock in the mirror. what they do is worth nothing. do not be envious. It is better to be a virgin than a clown who feeds his ego by collecting pussies. It doesn't matter if you lose your virginity at 35 or 45, if something authentic and beautiful comes into your life, enjoy it. do not be envious of the people you see out there, they are all overwhelmed, cheap relationships, feed my ego and feed yours. anxiety, misery. The paradise they don't let you in is not a paradise, it's a fucking shit. a scam for dummies.

Zero .completely irrelevant. If there is magic, the thing flows, a kiss is an explosion of sensuality, seeing that person is joy, after sex you do not know who you are and who she is, in sex you merge hours with each other ... is someone going to think something about nothing?

@LastThursday all you said is great except because you aren't old. the issue is when your health begins to decline. when you are 82 years old. You may think: well, if you are that age, you have already lived and you accept that everyone has to die, etc. etc. but the reality is that your current experience, which is the only thing that exists, is a completely decadent body and zero expectations for the future. Or are you quite illuminated, and you see infinity in everything, in a sunset, in an insect, in a conversation. then it may be the best stage of your life. old age encourages detachment. is living on the razor's edge, nothing to lose, nothing to gain. death as close as in the trenches. Example Hoffman or junger, both psychedelic users who lived until 102. BUT ... if you are not enlightened, if you are attached, if you live in your little mind of the past and the future ... welcome to hell

let the experience that is seemingly happening happen. resist the urge to know or value, just let it happen, now. this is all. and it expands, it has no limits. It is you

everything is real, or rather, is. the illusion is that it seems limited. there is no state sleep and awake, there is the illusion of limits and duality that is what we call the sleeping state and the dissolution of that illusion of limitation that is awake

life clearly indicates the way forward: total transcendence. you have to reach the complete dissolution of your ego, to purify yourself completely. no trace of preference. you have to die completely and be completely empty. I would forget about psychological treatment and any attempt to heal your personal history. you have to leave it behind, change the skin like a reptile. it is fortunate since any personal story is a burden, but almost no one is capable of transcending it. I would use psychedelics without a doubt, any means at my disposal. nothing to lose. None of us have anything to lose, except mirages, but in your case that is more evident, that is all. embrace your suffering because it is the door to infinity. the last will be the first, you know

watch a fly. an energetic pattern that places trillions of atoms in an exact place performing a series of perfect functions. This fly is in a field surrounded by other millions of insects, exchanging matter, which in turn is another energetic pattern, in a constant way with the "outside". All this occurs in an atmosphere of matter that is inside a planet that rotates in virtue of perfect laws around a star that is one of 10 raised to 100, to say a number, all formed by atoms that divide to infinity, since inside each atom is infinity. and this is nothing to God, it is what he creates in an instant. This is you, the infinite fluid, the infinite intelligence, far beyond anything we can imagine.

try to be with her 24 hours a day, whatever time she has left. you will be grateful for the rest of your life for having done it

reality cannot be defined because it is everything, and being everything it has no opposite, it is one, without limits, not dual. dualities are illusion. There is no you or me, that is an illusion. there is no beginning or end, or birth or death. they are illusion. So the way to distinguish between real or illusory is to ask yourself: does it have the opposite? if it has, it is illusion

Humans have a peculiarity, a piece of software that makes them special: the ego. or what is the same, the ability to create a mental image of how reality should be. for example, reality should be without disease, and that is why we fight disease. This gives us great powers, the ability to evolve, to defeat nature, at the cost of becoming disconnected, anxious, miserable and frustrated, since reality is pure eternal joy and due to the lens of the ego we cannot perceive it. when buddha says life is suffering, he is referring to the ego. life is glory. but it is undifferentiated glory, there is no good or bad. these are ego concepts. reality is just what it is, but although the ego cannot understand it, no matter how hard it tries, it is infinitely richer, deeper, than the image of the ego should be. the detachment you speak of is detachment from good and evil, from any comparisons, to return to the garden of Eden. The poem hsin hsin Ming begins with these words and sums it up perfectly: The Great Way is not difficult for those who have no preferences. When both love and hate are absent everything becomes clear and diaphanous. However, make the slightest distinction, and heaven and earth are infinitely distant.

you're wrong, you need a second. I tell you from experience, it is something real. I come from a family that is a penance, and now I see it as a gift since it has not allowed me margin. either all or nothing. or transcendence or suffering, I suppose your case, from what you say, is similar. is what this work is about, deactivating the ego, but the ego is not deactivated little by little. you can try to modify it in 10 years, with psychology, and maybe it will work, but deactivating it is in an instant. Suddenly, you are gone, there is not you, only the experience that occurs, and you are free, although since you are no longer there, there is no you to be free, there is freedom. This happens, I think, as a result of the accumulation of this work, but it happens suddenly in an instant. then the ego returns, but it is already touched. because the ego is just an idea. the self that gives us so much war is nothing more than the idea of how reality should be. It is a virus of madness that comes as standard in the human mind and helps it to move forward as a species, and to embitter the life of the individual

@Endangered-EGO it is possible completely. in fact the strange thing is shame, but it is something very common, and traditionally encouraged. The first time I fully transcended shame was on a bad mushroom trip. I began to remember trauma and could not stop, the most intense. suddenly, there was emptiness, and from emptiness something manifested itself, experience. like a perfect gem in the void, a miracle of glory. and here was "me" judging that experience as incorrect. I saw the absurdity of the matter and everything was floating around me like slow, without any force ... i was free, completely. Obviously the shame returned with time, but that realization had undermined it, it was crumbling, and today my suffering is quite low, I would not say that it was non-existent but on the way. in the end it is something very simple. things are as they are, and you, imaginary ego made up of thousands "should be", you separate yourself from them creating an imaginary parallel world of the should be. this world doesnt exist. only what is exists. focus on what it is, do not deviate a millimeter. it is neither good nor bad, it is the glory of existence

Of the feelings you have listed, there is one that is king: shame. other feelings are repressed and trapped by shame. Shame the deep feeling of not being fit to exist. a complete nonsense, since everything that exists is suitable to exist. without shame everything flows. Shame is the certainty that things should have been otherwise. it is a distortion between what is and what you interpret as it should be. the "should be" is pride that our ego exhibits, believing that it must correct reality in its manifestation. The solution needs humbleness, to get the equalization between should be and what it is and the end of shame, the end of anxiety, and the beginning of the dissolution of personal history. if nothing is identified as good or bad, history loses its poison, remains irrelevant.

there is nothing to pursue, no sensations to experience, no states to achieve, but there is impurity to clean. large amounts of garbage stuck to you, or rather, that are you. we are a doll made of garbage that is stuck on nothing. so if there's a job to do, throw out the trash