Breakingthewall

First transcend your ego, or at least transcend it more. and after that you can really help others. Ask yourself: I want to help others for them, or for me? what do you think? I think that we must work on ourselves until we reach the point, if we arrive, where our engine is not the ego. then, it is time to consider an activity focused on others. meanwhile, helping ourselves is more than enough

Christianity is wonderful, without irony. On the one hand, there is yaveh. Hey, if you see him, change the sidewalk or kill the first-born of your entire city. be very careful with yaveh, don't even look at his face friend, I say it for your sake. Would you like to go to hell tu be tortured for the eternity? as he gets up in a bad mood, there you go in the second season we have the lamb of god. God is love, He loves you. and his son ends up neither more nor less than crucified between two vulgar thieves, after humiliating him in public. and this poor man who says more or less, loves others, carries a message, in some way, of enlightenment. and the world surrenders to that message! the Romans, neither more nor less, surrender. and the Vikings! Russians, greeks ... all surrender to love (well, maybe to the paradise, it's a confusing message). and under the cross of love, they begin the bloodiest and cruellest stage in history?

change my mind, we live in the best times in human history. or not? I don't know ... it depends on how you consider it. Humans are difficult

No, but sentence him to death maybe yes. Let's see, here we are all going to die, and to spend 35 years in jail, and die there alone, locked, the rapist saves him and society saves him. Killing someone is hard, but keeping them locked up for 40 years is even harder. Premeditated murder and rape: bye guys. nothing happens! We only save you a few very boring and sad years

@JoshuaBell find the source of your pain. you have been rejected and now you reject yourself. you have to dive into your pain, see it face to face, with courage. you deserve to be loved. you have been denied that love. It is not your fault, but now you have to delve into that wound. It is what there is, you are at stake, do not let them win the game. penetrate, face your pain. forgive yourself. break free. it is absolutely possible

@Endangered-EGO everything except psychedelics. have you ever completely deactivated your ego? there are substances that do it for you. Magic! you have to disable it at least once. It is very scary at first but maybe later it becomes a habit, for me it has been a revolution. Many could say that it's a shortcut, doesn't really works, etc. The traditional path is working for you? This other path really kill your ego.

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be alive, feel how life flows in me, wake up in the morning, see beautiful girls, see the blue sky, feel the cold air

@Endangered-EGO i have read several of your posts and it is clear that you are someone who has studied spirituality. you would have read a hundred times that suffering is a strategy of your ego to stay strong. It is exactly like that, you are creating suffering and when you realize it you will think: what an idiot I have been. the key is: understand what the ego is. There is only one way to understand the ego, deactivating it and seeing how it activates again. If you don't do this, it is impossible for you to understand it because it would be the ego trying to understand the ego, from a reality that is only ego. completely impossible. break the ego, then it restructures itself and you see it. do this a hundred times, a thousand, and you will understand exactly what it is. There are two ways. meditation and psychedelics. and that's it.

I told you in your past report: Maybe next time you will realize that the present moment is infinite. you did it! in record time by the way. freedom, beauty, glory! now the job, at least for me, is to live that reality without psychedelics. it is possible, I think

@Blackhawk the one who puts the label of pleasant or unpleasant is you. things are as they are, and only you are printing negativity or positivity on them. I'm not saying that you get to really live this like that, in a moment, but at least see the truth in it. I don't live it like that either, there are things that bother me, I'd rather have girls on my schedule than not having them, etc, but I know that any preference or rejection are my projections. The world is not bad or good, it is you (and me), the ego, the one who does not agree with the world. match your preference with what it is and you will be absolutely happy. the more you separate what is and what should be, the more anxiety and unhappiness there will be. be aware that you are the one who does it !! Seriously, try to see the truth of this, take responsibility for your reality. not blaming yourself, but realizing that it is you who is creating the negativity. it is very difficult to see this! It has been very difficult for me, but it is completely real. admits its theoretical truth, and tries to put it into practice

@aetheroar if you have done nn dmt multiple times, i would consider doing 5 meo dmt. my experience with 5 meo resonates with what you explain. many times, in doing so, I disappear completely and there is nothing. the core of reality is absolute emptiness ... and that's it. I would not call it I am not, but neither i am . nothing, nothing empty. the ego doesn't like it, I don't know how you can get there without psychedelics. Doing it as you have done, meditating, seems to me a huge achievement. If I do it again later, or the next day, this has happened: I disappear and there is nothing, but that nothing opens, it acquires an absolutely evident quality: it is infinite. I am absolutely emptiness, but that emptiness, in its infinity, is total. absolutely total, and then that emptiness is an absolute joy. it's everything, full, and that's what I am. it is the same emptiness, the same nothingness, but it reveals itself as the infinite source through which you flow. nothing that the mind, at least mine, can even remotely understand. As this has happened with chemist, I don't understand the process that makes it possible, but I would say that the difference between emptiness and infinity is: completely accept emptiness without any reservation or expectation. annihilate yourself by becoming nothing, fully accepting your disappearance

forget about ideas and concepts, and just be. concepts of the mind are useless. true realizations are like that certainty that you are love, don't came from the mind. You can also be certain of other things, but not from mental constructions

NN DMT or 5 Meo DMT ? Have you considered that new substance, 5 Meo malt? as I have read, there is a stage before enlightenment, in which the meditator is in total emptiness. he is supposed to penetrate this void, soak himself in it, until the void reveals itself as god. this happens with artificial means like the 5meo dmt with some ease. Maybe this could help, but here isn't that description of the stages of meditation that i read before, i couldn't find https://paulbrunton.org/notebooks/23/8

@Endangered-EGO meditation totally fix the mind. meditation makes you see what the mind is. psychedelics are an aid to meditation. meditation is the key. It is the most important thing, more than your girlfriend, your job or even physical health. I think you still haven't understood what the ego trap is

@Endangered-EGO its totally possible forget the suffering, if you transcend your ego. In fact, if you transcend it, you feel a bit ashamed to have suffered so much from those stupidities. it is a matter of a moment. It is the art that we are learning here, right? understanding, meditation, psychedelics. serious work doing whatever it takes to do, and you're totally free. I remember you wrote that you have never done psychedelics except cannabis. they are a fundamental tool. Without them you will be a lifetime of psychotherapy, going around. you have to rise. Be prisoner of that shit is a shame, life is not for that. Do psychedelic until you melt your brain if it's necessary, meditate 5 hours per day, anything, but get free of that crazyness

@Moksha Moksha sorry, i can't remove that. Could be that about levels, idk. But one thing is for sure: any horror of any kind is your ego resisting. there's no more. the psychedelic dissolves your ego, but ultimately there must be a surrender of heart, without reservation. I sometimes do 5 meo (for example today, I'm doing often lately because I feel i have to do), and some times was horrible. I have already taken the measure, I go little by little and listen to the signals, sometimes the signals were no, and for lack of humility, big shot. there are no words. other times I see that yes, it will happen gently, without resistance. then yes. the good? I already know that a horrible realization is my ego resisting. it is quite simple: no ego, no pain

I understand you, I have ruminated a lot of shit too. Lately it seems that I manage to equalize, but I have only achieved it based on total transcendence of the ego, dissolving it with psychedelics many times and meditating many hours a day. if not, all the dysfunctional shit I have ever eaten is there, waiting to say: hello! Deep down they mark the way for me: there is no viable ego for me, my father, a true crack, guides me along the path of transcendence. If it weren't for him, I'd be doing any mindless idiocy to death, so love for him

@fopylo i have had also had anxiety about relationships, friends etc, and for me the solution is this: 1 accept loneliness. avoid needing to be in a group. It is not easy but it is fundamental. 2 Only approach people with whom you are comfortable and if it's possible, share values. first understand, affirm, enhance your values. it is infinitely better to be alone than in bad company. assert yourself in your loneliness. be proud of your loneliness. It is independence, I mean, not dependence. stop depending. you don't need idiots. get this: you don't need idiots. look at the boys who go in a group, so adapted, with pity. they are slaves of acceptance. look at those guys with their pretty girlfriends with pity. They are acting, they are slaves, they are afraid. There is real friendship, real attraction, real love, but it's not that shit you see out there. be free. Of course it's not easy, but step by step

suffering is the distortion created by the ego between be and should be. equalize them and magic! harmony. A few touches on the be, if it's possible, and if not, soften the should be until it is exactly the same as the be. It is not easy, but it is completely possible

Mushrooms are magic

Everything is shapes in nothingness, so they are nothing, but on the other hand, nothingness makes shapes, so it is everything

the ego is a prison and although it seems to be made of thought, its pillars are attachment. There is usually a lot of work to do before these pillars give way, as they come from childhood and are solid energy patterns. psychedelics do one thing: they knock them down in a violent, traumatic way, for a few moments. this causes them to be revealed. when you see them, you understand them, you can proceed to demolish them. without this help you have to be some kind of genius to get something

Any idea about reality, any search, any need for something to be different creates a distortion that prevents love from flowing. The only answer is love flowing That ^^ . The void is pure love . Simple and at the same time so difficult to see, the ego needs structures, hates the void, hates the love