somegirl

You're meeting them at the club, that's where the problem lays

Nothing beautiful happens currently in life. It's so boring. Or I might be just oblivious.

Sure, but it can lead to frustration if that desire is not fulfilled. You won't die, but you might be unhappy because your sexual desires are not being met. Can lead to some people becoming aggressive, frustrated and angry at themselves and others around them for not "giving it to them". I know I was extremely unhappy that I couldn't find someone worthy of doing that stuff with, and I'm a girl. I can imagine it is 100x worse for guys.

You're spending way too much time ruminating about this. Sure, you won't die from lack of sex, but seems like you care too much about it till the point of writing a whole thread saying how sex is not important. Kinda contradictory It won't hurt you to have sex, even though it's not the most important thing in life.

Ugh... I wouldn't even say anything about it but I saw her being like "I know I'm pretty" which sounds like she is full of herself. And then 5 minutes later "Um, can you please like my post?".. Like, girl... lool

I'm writing this so people can tell me if I am actually delusional and imagined him liking me, or it was indeed true but he is not man enough to admit it ? I had a feelinf that he has a thing for me for some time now but I didn't say anything. Then one night I went out with a friend to a bar and I saw him. Everything seemed normal until he put his hand on my waist and was kinda trying to get close to me as much as possible. I just remember feeling extremely uncomfortable. In my opinion, a guy doesn't put his hand on a girl's waist unless he has some other motive. It just doesn't seem right and fitting thing to do , especially because we were not close friends either. So I left. The next morning I received a message from his friend (yes) and he told me this guy actually likes me and was hoping that we would make out that night. I said to him that I don't feel the same about him and that I actually had an intuition that he liked me for some time now but now he just confirmed my doubts and assumptions. This rumor started spreading in my college, all my colleagues from my class found out about him liking me. And eventually, he found out that people knew. The Interesting part is - once he found out that others knew about his feelings for me - he got very angry and defensive and told them that they are delusional and that he never liked me. This kind of confused me. Why would he deny that he likes me when he behaved the way he did in the bar? Or was I just imagining everything and my intuition was wrong?

But guys, do you think that it is a possibility that his friend lied? Just to make drama?

I found out that I have some issue within myself that is in desperate need of repair. I have a problem of overthinking. Not only does it ruin my mood, but now I convey the kind of energy that pushes people away. That makes me look calculated and like I have ill-intentions. Which in reality I don't, but since I'm too much in my head, I am overly occupied by my insecurities and worries. I need healing and change from within. From the core. I also have problem with being overly harsh or agressive in some instances. I need healing and change from within. From the core. I need to stop assuming the worst. I need to stop seeing the worst in people. I need to stop thinking everyone hates me. I need to stop thinking I am not good enough. I need to stop thinking I don't deserve great things. I need to stop thinking I am the worst. I need to stop thinking people hate me. I need to stop thinking people have ill-intentions from the get go. I need to stop assuming people hate me the most. I need to stop thinking I am not liked. I am everyone's favorite person in the room. I am love. I radiate love everywhere I go. I show love. I see love everywhere I go. I am enough. I matter. What I say matters. I am loved by people. I see the good in people. I am understanding.

Wait, she has sent you her post and told you to like it? lol How desperate that looks like If she is that pretty, she doesn't need to ask for likes, does she?

He might be lying.

Maybe you are just not aware that you're making someone else's day a little bit brighter.

It's not obvious to me because I had quite a few situations where I thought things were obvious but I was dead wrong. For example, I was almost sure my high school crush also liked me back, given his behaviur towards me, and his best friend was teasing us both too, and when I finally confessed my love to him, he denied that he liked me and ignored me afterwards, which was pretty painful thing to go through at the time. Was also told in elementary school my crush likes me, and again, it was false. So I started doubting my judgement and intuition. This is why I cannot be sure about anything anymore. Got it, but I thought he would stand by his words nevertheless

I don't like his mannerisms mostly. I couldn't find a thing that would make me attracted to him in romantic sense.

I see. I never talked about this with anybody, rumor started spreading from an unknown source. Aw, you figured me out. I am actually pretty cautious with these kind of stuff. I had a few experiences in the past, one in which people from high school were telling me my crush likes me, and I had a feeling he really does like me too, but when I confessed my feelings to him, he denied he liked me and straight up ignored me after that, which was pretty painful. Similar thing happened in elementary school. This is why I cannot be sure anymore.

And he is like 32 y/o. ? I am 22.

✅ Want my bf to appreciate and admire my art and get interested in it, ask me questions about it.

I noticed I get along with people who are leos in zodiac. I get attracted to them easily, a couple of times by now. ✅Want my bf to be leo.

Love guys who are musical. Who play some kind of instrument. Was watching Ukranian Eurovision song, and the singer who raps and plays flute is so attractive to me.

I literally can't control who I get attracted to... Neither can you. And well, there is one guy.

It's not about being wise. It's more about human nature and things that are out of our control, such as who we get attracted to.

I find wheezing so freaking funny. When someone laughs and makes that wheezing sound, I'm dead laughing. lool

Has someone said it to you?

If I had extreme physical reaction to guys rejecting me time and time again, the guys I so desperately wanted to be with in the past, I would not be a sane person anymore lol. Now things are a little different, but even now I thought it would be a lot easier to get a guy I want, now that I'm much more physically attractive and more confident than I ever ever was growing up. Thought I would have to just point my finger to a guy I want and he's mine. But it's a bit more complicated than that. And plus, it seems like I have a thing for guys who do not like me back. Last time I went on a date and after that never heard from him again. So I don't know, you have to not take it personally and like it means anything to your self-worth. That's the most important thing. To keep thinking you're the shit even after rejection. But really believe it. Then things will change eventually.

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Please don't bring your guys feud into my journal.