Jamesinstantaneous

So I’ve binge watched enough leo, to really go with what my heart was telling me to pursue. Which in the end is awakening all chakras and understanding the complexities of our shared universe. I didn’t meditate much, “monkey mind”. But spent tons of time contemplating. And learning. And cleaned my diet up to where there’s no gluten, all REAL organic, no dairy, etc. hell I even made the soup and do smoothies every morning. After many hours of contemplation. I was riding my bike into town, and everything seemed off. Even fuzzy. All the Applebee’s and McDonald’s I passed we’re screaming slavery and the rat race of cars and all the “orange minded people”. Just all seemed to be suffering. Upon coming home I had the most metaphoric dream about my children. And how I need to be their teacher on life. I woke four time during the night to pee and each time falling asleep my dream picked off where I left off. From suffering to love. I woke that morning wondering what was going on. I realized “I’m awake”. This is just a small glimpse of course and I spend my days further contemplating and have started a daily yoga routine. I was dependent on medications and now I’m on none. No caffeine. No chemicals or poisons. I hope this helps some. And leo. I can’t thank you enough. You are me. However I know you dedicated countless hours towards some of your videos and I thank you with my whole heart for the insights. Much love and respect???? also I like to claim yellow. Allthough I still have green orange and even turquoise attributes. I believe I’m yellow now. Thanks to spiral dynamics. My minds truly starting to shake off the ego and open up.