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am not enlightened so I cannot answer you, but I can tell you that the more ego you give up, the more peace and happiness there will be in your life. in my case, from a great and constant unhappiness, to a feeling of joy and enjoyment of life just as constant. It is not easy and there is no formula, but it is a reality that is possible

He will get some enlightenment. Maybe the seed of a desire of more

Beautifiul and inspired

@zikzak not especially hard, I suppose that being a time in the flask without giving it fire would cool it, and maybe because the flask is big, 200cc, or maybe because I didn't do another hole so the aspiring is slow. As my idea is that there is not 5meo left over, to calculate exactly the doses, it is important a large torch, like the one in the photo, to heat the entire flask, not just the bottom, otherwise the steam will condense on the walls. It is not a long process, less faith a minute

I think I understand where you are: you realize that material existence leads to suffering, and that suffering can be enormous and without escape. It is a labyrinth that you have to get out of. how? well, many spiritual teachers propose that by lowering the ego and moving towards enlightenment, suffering diminishes. You see the sense and the logic, but you have not been able to experience it directly, so the suffering and anguish can even increase. solution: experience it, because it is something absolutely real. methods that I know of: meditation and psychedelics. also intelligence to choose the vital paths that take you more towards that side. on the other hand, to me anyone who says that this catastrophe and this earthquake is going to happen and everything is going to be horrible except in Costa Rica .... we don't have to add much more, right?

I came up with a prayer to say before taking 5meo: I give my breath, my life and my sanity to see the truth. I think that you should not do 5meo if you cannot recite that prayer sincerely. I think you didn't do again because you couldn't say that, when you can, you will do

@Itsokimok maybe it's time for a chemical accelerator

The only thing you've managed to prove is that some of us are bored enough to read all the nonsense you write

You can move the cork a bit for get air inside, it's without pressure in the glass. It's better for me if is bit hard to take the smoke , because you take it little by little until your fill your lungs.

Really don't look 20.

I always have two disposable spoons from which I have torn off the handle, and I have written the weight with a marker, for example 780 and 595. and I weigh the 5meo on top of one, then I change it to the other spoon and I weigh it again, so I know that the scale does not deceive me. Looking the picture...I don't know, very difficult to say if there are 20 or not

When an airplane takes off, that enormous power loaded with human beings, I feel that our disintegration is just a millisecond away, it could be now and we would dissolve into everything

I read that among the native tribes of North America, the prisoner often went to torture full of joy, ready for the supreme surrender, and that if he had been brave in the session, which used to last until dawn, the torturer tribe celebrated in his honor. i guess there are different approaches, and they felt that the in the suffering was something divine

I wanted to show you a method to vaporize 5 meo that I find very effective. It is a 200 ml heart-shaped borosilicate flask, stoppered with a cork and a tube passing through. I heat it with a large torch, which can give off a very powerful flame. This is important because the glass is thick and if you heat it well, there will be no un-vaporized particles. the shape is ideal because the 5 meo tends to escape when you give it heat, in this way it stays concentrated below. Being covered you can vaporize everything and wait, that the steam will remain there for a while, more than a minute without hardly leaving if you cover the tube. The flask fits perfectly in a typical ceramic cup, very useful to avoid burning anything. Another thing I do is apart from the initial dose, leave two more doses in the typical plastic coffee spoons, if you prefer it not to be at once. after the first, after some min when you can move, you put the second one and it practically vaporizes itself from the remaining heat. The good thing about this system is that you know exactly the dose that you have smoked, which I think is very important to move forward. I hope that it would be useful to someone

@Leo Gura how to know who is prepared? You never know, it's the problem. I wanted to try 20 mg but I doubt now. Before with 14 was enough for me. last 3 times I did it wasn't. Looks that my ego got costumed for that and can resist it without break

@iamthat Does egoic reality ever cloud enlightenment do you keep meditating every day? have you ever tried 5 meo? Your text is motivating

psychedelics open a door in your mind that can no longer be closed. It is true that you may yearn to repeat that experience and not get it, but that is not necessarily a bad thing. It would be worse not to know that this experience or dimension is possible and to be totally materialistic, or to believe that it is possible because of having read about it but not having lived it directly. Obviously it is better to get to these states naturally, meditation etc, but for many, myself included, that is almost impossible. psychedelics take you to the top of the mountain by helicopter I read once. It is true that it would be more beautiful to walk up it, step by step, and stay there longer, but only very few can achieve this. So psichodelic are a really powerful tool in many senses, manifest the reality, how your ego works , open your soul to your deepest feelings , and taking some sights of the enlightenment

So it's normal. It's that I suspect when I saw. 10 times in 5 minutes look like dangerous. What dose?

The second time she remembered the experience, but was when the breathing stops. I think it happened in the same moment when her ego was dissolved. My egoistic worry is that it could happen to me, but not only 15 sec! Because I never did 5 meo with company, only once, this time with that friend and I couldn't let me go totally. Really I saw a thing of me, I saw that very deeply I'm in alert when it's anyone close. I didn't saw the infinity but I saw my misery, so useful trip. Well, about no breathing...anyone else had that experience?

Was the second time I give her a dose. The other time she told me she wants a big dose because she didn't want to stay in the Middle, so I gave her like 16 mg, that for me is the limit to go or stay. She stay like anesthesia , really relaxed and after she said there was no remember, only a black, so this second time I prepared 2 doses. First 8 mg, and another of 5 mg. She took the first, and 3 min later she told me, give me the other. I did and that happened. I know 15 sec is not a long time but I saw the interruption or the normal breathe and I got bit scared. After that, the experience was a real 5 meo experience

I gave a friend a 12-14 mg dose of 5 meo vaporized, and she was lying on the bed breathing normally when she stopped breathing. this lasted about 15 seconds, I helped her up and said: breathe, breathe. She began to breathe out slowly, making a guttural sound, but without taking a breath. She was already thinking of forcing air into it by blowing when he began to breathe normally. When the effect passed, she told me that it was a precious and indescribable experience, and wasn't concious about that happened. I am worry that something like this will happen to me while alone and with higher doses. Has anyone had similar experience? I guess in the end you will end up breathing right?

mooji is the best, especially when they focus the camera on teenage girls jumping up and down looking like they are about to pee in a hysterical fit to hear him, and the jokes he makes to show that although he is deep and enlightened, he is a simple guy. For me was interesting the book of Melvin wartella, ego evolution and enlightenment if I don't remember bad the title, but is the only book of this guy so it's easy to find

much more beautiful to do it in nature, and also much cheaper. move to an island with good weather, learn to fish and garden, and to pass the years. La Gomera in the Canary Islands is ideal

@Buba I understand that you regret to tell your intimacy to your parents, but it's done, so the only you can do is take the advantage to build a closer relationship with them. And if you accept and advertising, if I were you I d don't trust too much of the psichoanalists , and about sex...if you were born in my country , you get surprised how little importance give the people to that things about homosexual, active or passive. I know it's difficult depending of the environment where you d grow, but try to travel, read (and yes, psichodelic too). open your mind. Homo, straight, active, passive. It's less than nothing

You always have to doubt when someone claims to be enlightened, it is something that cannot be verified and in many cases it is a great deal. Any of us who are interested in this know that it is enlightenment, the upanishads, non-duality, etc, and if you have also had experience with 5 meo, even better. you can go on saying that you live in total absence of ego and compulsive thinking and surround yourself with groupies. I would like to know if there are authentic illuminated ones. I recently read a certain melvin wartella, who also claimed to have found enlightenment spontaneously, as shadguru (my alarms sound with him) or tolle. It seemed to me that maybe it was sincere, but you never know