The0Self

1. Seek your ass off / perhaps use psychedelics as well 1.5 Meditate deeply and get into contemplation on emptiness/etc 2. Stop seeking

piti = meditative joy = kundalini everyone who hasn't done the path gets it when their mind gets still enough with enough energy

This is nothing, having an intuitive yet absolute regard for itself as being everything. In that way, it can be so-called “known” absolutely. Show me something else? “But there’s something else happening!” That’s this appearing as something else happening — this is the absolute, there’s nothing else. The dream is that there’s something else, including purpose, meaning, or others, or actual real separate things of any kind at all.

This is already everything. There is no time. There's nothing actually happening. There is no God that exists as a thing -- the only God is everything, which is not a thing that exists. But yeah you could say there's an apparent exploration of infinite possibility space. Not sure if that really answers your question. There is actually no ultimate answer btw, if by answer you mean reason, meaning, explanation, or purpose. There is only what is, and no outside.

Everything is the imagination of everybody, which isn't real because it's nothing, which has no limits, so it's everything.

This was the last thing I looked at last night (actually only the title), before going to sleep. And then in a dream I had the most realistic sex with my ex girlfriend and came in my sleep. I believe that's the first time that's ever happened lol! Usually my dreams are super ordinary these days.

The masculine is the desire to experience the feminine. The feminine is the desire to be experienced by the masculine. When this doesn't go as planned, strife arises. And women want truly masculine men who aren't afraid to experience the feminine fully -- so-called nice guys are trying to get something from women, rather than purely giving them the love of being experienced by the masculine.

Perhaps. I used MDMA mainly at age 18-22 and I'm in mid 20's now. No desire to take it now. Usually it was 120-200mg.

I’m not sure. It’s been a while since I’ve used it. But it was always a social love explosion of pure openness and acceptance and a feeling of ascending upward with incredible force. Even when talking with my group of friends. LSD was quite a bit more intense — God realization, became the creation of the entire universe (timelessly!), and came back down and realized psychedelics are interdependent with the entire universe and neither existed before the other, so everything is empty and literally nothing ever happens. ?

There is no point. That’s the freedom. If there were a real point, that would be a real constraint on the infinite freedom this is — impossible because it’s boundless. It’s unconditional love appearing choicelessly and needlessly and meaninglessly as perfection.

Yes. True will is infinite freedom yet no freedom to do other than that which is perfect.

Probably weak. Unless you actually meant micrograms lol. Antidepressants also render it quite weak. 115 mg MDMA can have you basically writhing on the floor in ecstasy. Some might need a bit more. No need to surpass 200mg imo. Just take it on an empty stomach.

There is no one who sees. There’s only everything. Everything is nothing at all. You can’t get it, but there can be an intuitive recognition and an end to separate experience, that seemingly undoes the once impenetrable illusion that something is actually happening and someone is moving through time. You're imagining there’s “something else” happening, which simply hides the fact that this is already all there is. It didn’t make sense to me either, but then it seemed to, but immediately as it was (would have been) “fully” recognized, there was no one who could make sense of it anymore. Yet it makes perfect sense because there is no sense at all. It’s just this. Love pretending that it doesn’t know what it is, as a journey seeming to happen. Infinite imagination is as bright as ever, but it’s no longer seen by anyone as being more than a story, and it is utterly free and unconstrained by any reason or purpose or meaning. Basically, the best pointer that’s coming up: everything (this; all there is) is literally exactly as it appears, it just doesn’t refer to anything real. There’s nothing separate from this that could even hypothetically be referred to! ? And it’s beyond both time, and knowing.

Then it just wasn’t enlightenment. There’s no one to feel alone nor separate from everything. Beliefs of separation (I am) fall-away and quite literally turn-out (spatially even, in my case) to be illusory. There is no inside or outside. The me is the imagined need for the Self to be in some way other than what it immediately is. Which hides the perfection but allows for the experience of a journey. There’s literally no separation, in actuality. Not even one separate thing at all.

And that inquiry is literally inseparable from its very creation — they co-dependently arise. It’s empty. There’s nothing to inquire into. There aren’t actually separate things of any kind at all.

? Not even necessarily agreeing with Leo, because I didn’t read what he wrote beyond the fact that he indicated to you he was talking about the absolute. You can’t know the absolute. There’s nothing outside of it that could know it. It intuitively recognizes itself as absolute, but it’s absolutely unknowable.

By the definition of God you're using, there is no God. That would mean you weren't talking about God. It would be like saying there could be an infinite amount of everything's --which would mean you simply misidentified everything. There can be apparent God's in a sense -- apparent belief systems of separation all interacting with -- while unknowingly being -- one another. Corporations; countries; planets; imagination of God mind like the idea of "everyone who thinks like I do..." But of course they're only an appearance; they in fact aren't even real, because there are no separate things of any kind at all. And they themselves are that everything to which there is no other. Wanting to call this God in my opinion apparently hides the perfection of this. But that's merely an opinion. Every apparent individual is nothing more than literally an apparent outcropping of understanding of what is. That's it. It's completely empty -- the understanding arises out of itself, so it doesn't actually arise.

Basically, but it's not that there is no free will. Rather, the free will you think you have, is not yours (as a separate entity). There is no separation. Every apparent action/inaction is inseparable from the force of the entire whole -- unstoppable, ungraspable, and timeless.

It doesn't exist in time, it simply "instantly" (timelessly) appears in the time-space shape that it wants to, for no reason, but it does so perfectly because it is unlimited. It isn't even limited to not appearing to be limited. Again, for no reason -- You can kind of feel it in your direct experience in a way -- desire happens for no reason, and even if there is a reason, that reason might have another chain of reasons but at the end you're left with pure axiomatic purposeless no-reason -- and that's "God's will."

Largely agreed, but it’s not a problem. In fact, it may even serve as inspiration in someone’s contemplative endeavor — it’s demonstrable if you just look closely that everything said on this forum, even what’s apparently coming from a perspective, is actually not coming from anywhere. Even an apparent perspective is unexplainably not arising from somewhere you can concretely identify. Always and already, absolutely nothing is ever even the slightest bit other than exactly what it immediately is, which itself hasn’t even the faintest need to be any way at all.

Wondering if your view is the same or if I misinterpreted what you just said on another thread. Really would like your reply. I am responding to the claim,”God creates,” that you made in a recent thread. I just want to point out the reason for how we know that. We identify as both God, and a creator, therefore God creates. Notice that’s what you’re doing. Or convince me that’s “wrong” — I’m utterly open to that, as nothing and everything makes sense anymore. Maybe this (following question) will make perfect sense to you, but something opened up in God-mind: Is the statement from you, “God creates,” coming directly from what seems to know itself as unknowable yet present? ❤️ This is kind of where the rubber meets the road for this apparent body-mind. I’m in a higher state than usual today but since I’m not taking psychedelics my apparent working-memory isn’t suppressed. Because here there is seemingly a transcendence of “I am God” — as an identity isn’t what God really is ultimately. The thing is, it seems... that creation? It literally just happens. But there’s no need for it to seem like it just happens. Or for one to be correct in understanding anything whatsoever. Just sharing.

I’m not sure but I can sort of tell you how the process apparently went for me. Death was recognized as being merely disguised as death of the body, because that’s when you are quite sure all your beliefs will fall away because the brain is assumed to be associated with them and your brain ceases to function when the body dies... However, death is merely the falling away of any belief structure of separation, at any time (so to speak, but there is no real time), regardless of the supposed death of the body. This is everything. The imagination of something else seems to hide that. When the imagination or belief in something else falls away, it ceases to cover over the eternal infinite nature of this seemingly simple appearance. There are no separate things. There isn’t even one thing appearing that isn’t dependent on the entire universe for its existence. Take a wooden bed frame for example — it’s not separate from the imagination of billions of years of evolution of biology, humans loving and fearing one another and eventually ingeniously figuring out ways to make their lives and their loved ones’ lives easier, and eventually they learned to cut down trees and shape them into a bed frame. And it’s clearly endless beyond that; you could go on for weeks just describing where that bed frame came from and you’d be no closer to actually explaining it, as with everything else. Its actually the case that you already are a perfect manifestation of unconditional love. Everything you ever do is not separate from the entire force and will of the universe, so to speak. It’s happening by utterly immeasurable, infinite, unstoppable, un-hinder-able force, even while appearing subtle.

Yeah ego death is seemingly brought about by memory suppression so that often leads to a sort of blackout or whiteout but really what often happens is the timeless no-perspective often opens up — truly God mind — and it’s utterly unimaginable by the ego so it’s seen after the fact as a blank where you intuitively recognize “woah something profound happened.” It’s a total illusion that there’s separation but necessary for experience, so when it apparently dissolves, it can’t then be brought back into the world of experience/time. For some reason cannabis acted as a sort of supercharger (to augment other psychedelics) for that “timeless interdependent God-mind cosmic oneness storm” opening ime. Like the more your working memory is inhibited the deeper you can go but the less you can learn from that deepness. Which is why contemplation + open-stillness is one of the most fruitful skill combos — similar openings can happen with your memory totally in tact, so you can gleam much more of what you want.

Everything you don’t love about your self (every thought about your self that you don’t love), is precisely what isn’t true, for your self. Works at all apparent levels of development, and is apparently true under all circumstances. ** Totally different from Leo’s recent vid by the way — this is just a coincidence and merely shares the word absolute.

Resonates. Thanks.