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And who is that "I"? How many oneness experiences have "you" had. What about God-realizations...if you even know what that is... ? This is a full time job. Get real dude. Aside from the possibility it actually happened there, which is like 1 in a billion.

^^ Yes. And... You might experience enlightenment, but then you may or not be aware of the truth that "you being enlightened" is another story. Maybe not though.

It's too much to explain. Uh... Also too simple to get, I'm afraid. You over there IS me over here. Doesn't make sense to you? Then nothing I say will. If I told the actual truth it would not help you because no one can tell the absolute truth. It's just levels... Bentinho Massaro and Rob Burbea gave me the breakthrough apparently. They aren't separate... but yes, in the sense I've indicated, I've spoken the truth.

Weed is alright in the beginning to show you there's something more and you long to live like God lives. Later it becomes a dead end, but before it's a dead end it's actually very powerful.

I've used 500mg 5-MeO in like a week or 2. Weed can be just as powerful. I know it might seem unbelievable, but I'd also add: Only if you can manifest God realization. Though the weed doesn't lead to re-finding truth quite like 5-MeO or LSD or even ketamine, I'll say...

I feel you. Take it easy then. Gain faith in what you naturally know to be true but forgot... I really got a lot of boost from Bentinho Massaro. Do lots of contemplation (once you're ready). My opinion but don't take as instruction: I would absolutely avoid low doses. They often cause more anxiety than higher, Use only standard doses. If it's a bad trip... so what. Once you start having good trips, start ramping up the dose a bit every trip (once every 2 weeks) until you have a god realization. Once that happens you can go back to normal doses and it'll be god realization every time. Eventually you might be able to do it without drugs at all, with some "talent." If your desire for truth isn't burning hot only concerned about truth come hell or heaven... Forget it. Oh and yeah shrooms for me give more bad trips than 5-MeO or LSD. Ketamine can give insanely bad trips but only if you're spiritually fit. LSD and 5-MeO can give insanely bad trips if you're spiritually unfit. I know, it doesn't make sense. Start with LSD-25 or 5-MeO. Ketamine doesn't do shit unless you're "fairly awake" or at least seeming to be getting there -- otherwise it's literally just like a fun lucid dream with absolutely no insight whatsoever.

Ego = That which intends to take the edge off of this. But really, there is literally no ego. The ego is inseparable from: What is assumed yet does not exist. Unless by ego you mean character, which is freedom. But when the first type seems to fall away... Think about how that might happen -- however you're thinking that might happen is just a dream. It literally "falls away" only by virtue of never having been... so nothing changes, and everything changes. I'm laughing reading this but it's true, This is most certainly NOT saying don't practice, just in case you misunderstood.

God realization on weed might be possible for 1 in a million people. Just do LSD or 5-Meo or ketamine and perhaps you'll see what we're talking about. Yeah weed can really mess with your HR. My heart beat is like a steady 100bpm on the above 3 usually at least until reality basically unwraps itself, turns inside out, and becomes infinity -- who the fuck knows what my "heart" is doing "then" from the perspective of consensual reality.

All good

When God realization occurs in a particular way I have in mind (of which there are many others), it feels like you are being bestowed the entire creation which is a massive gain but since it kills the ego the ego views in as a massive loss and will fight it and stay on the edge of "surviving in small world." Just give up the world and become everything. Don't worry, you can't mess it up. You imagine and create the entire universe beyond time literally, but it's forcefully done/being/is'd by unconditional love which is utter lack of all need and infinite love. Passing out can happen if you're not ready for that responsibility of creating the entire universe. Ultimately that's still a story and not the absolute truth, but it's what can seem to happen if you get a true God-realization. There are other variations as well, like time simply falling away, or the universe being created by the psychedelic which creates the universe which creates the psychedelic in obviously empty circular reality which renders the idea of psychedelics ridiculous and there's simply unlimited nothing being everything. Also if you aren't ready for full God realization what can happen is a mystic oneness experience centered on the body of all humans being absolutely right on top of each other such that there is literally no distance between anything and especially anyone. Many compounds can do it. I like 5-MeO, but honestly LSD is actually far better for me. And ketamine is different but it can certainly get you to the same place, albeit through the back door, in a sense. Those 3 are all extremely effective.

Which is strange because you seemed to be casting judgement on someone saying basically what you just did.

Fairly certain you're taking something out of context. It's a very specific context in question that's pretty hard to misunderstand if you know what's being talked about here.

I don't always agree with your meditation advice, but every word of that is perfect and needs nothing added nor taken away (says me, anyway).

Just as much as not doing so.

It’s not commonly known info so you have to do your own research and read between the lines. A google search of something like [nitrous oxide macular degeneration of the cord] might be a start. No not on the first try unless you have a b12 deficiency. Well actually every single time you use nitrous (anything more than about half a whippet) there is then a 3-4 day period of mild neural degeneration because all reactions requiring cobalamin are completely offline. But the damage is quite easy to recover from. String a bunch of those periods together and eventually you’ll be in a wheelchair. There are plenty of people who have discovered this but it’s still quite unknown and they usually think they can prevent it with b12 supplements but they can’t since it isn’t deficiency that’s the issue (though as previously indicated, deficiency doesn’t help, it just isn’t in any way required for one to screw themselves) — it simply renders 2 vital chemical reactions completely offline for 3-4 days, as it instantly oxidizes all b12 in the blood but it stays in such a form that the reaction it’s used for will still try to use it but fail — so supplemental b12 does nothing to salvage this. If you have a resilient nervous system and b12 sufficiency, then once a month is probably fine but I wouldn’t even do it that often. And yeah it’s the frequency not the amount. Although there could be impurities in the actual chargers so that would maybe be a reason not to go inhale 100 in one sitting. Probably can binge even harder than that a couple times a year with no ill effects if using a medical grade tank, which is probably all I’d use in the future if I ever did use it again.

Green I mean... Isn’t it a bit more shocking that you weren’t born from parents? The suggestion that the Holocaust maybe didn’t happen is obviously not on the level you’re thinking it’s on when in the same context it’s implied that your birth maybe didn’t happen.

Here's an inquiry you might try: Is everything really just happening? Until phenomena once seen as actions done by you (such as speaking) are felt to be on the same level as anything else (such as wind blowing through the trees).

Look at my post earlier in this thread. Nitrous has serious health consequences if it's not used in a specific way. Seriously just check it out. And I'm a proponent of nitrous. You just have to know how not to use it and I guarantee you, you aren't entirely aware of the dangers -- almost no one is. Those saying it causes brain damage have no clue what they're talking about -- the demyelination of the spinal cord is the issue. It can cause pseudo-MS, and it doesn't even require abuse to get to that point.

With 200mcg? 110ug does it every time for me -- dreaming the entire universe / time disappearing completely. I've taken nearly 1000ug before -- eventually 110ug was all it took. Nitrous can get you there on even a microdose of LSD but it's so short you just end up binging and having a sense that something profound happened without it actually positively affecting you life and insight. It certainly is powerful but ime it isn't as practical as it feels at the time.

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Sam is literally still considering or perhaps even operating with the worldview of materialism. In my opinion we have little business learning anything awakening related from him. And that’s coming from someone who has a soft spot for him lol — he’s the one who got me to try meditation like 5 years ago which led to a transformation like I couldn’t have possibly imagined.

Heed the damn warning above.

I did this a whole lot. It’s insanely powerful. It’s actually so powerful, it can be effectively used to see where you are on the spiral dynamics spiral in utter visual and complete clarity. And very quick god realization is possible on it. Ego death virtually guaranteed. However you really can’t use more than like once a month or you’re risking degeneration of spinal neurons. Ever heard of the b12 deficiency issue with n20? It’s BS. It’s actually far worse. Every time you use n20, even 1 whippet, it deactivates ALL the active b12 in your blood instantly, leaving 2 neural repair reactions completely offline for 3-4 days, in which time neurons degenerate and liver has to replace all the inactivated b12. AND it’s unsalvageable by b12 supplementation since the deactivated enzyme stays attached as a useless coenzyme and additional b12 will simply be excreted. It’s a small enough amount to easily heal from, but if you use twice a week for a couple months you’ll notice numb fingers, toes, and face and if you continue to use, you’ll end up in a wheelchair. Binging is fine, since 1 does roughly the same damage as 50. It’s the frequency that screws you. While N2O is a very powerful entheogen, heed my warning. I barely made it out unscathed. The cognitive impairment, balance issues, and painful numb extremities came on all at once and I quit forever — luckily the severe symptoms only lasted a few days but they did linger for almost 3 months and now a year later I still have a demyelination sign — cuticle darkening. I used 3 times a week for about one month and after the last binge I was seriously impaired for days and it was scary as shit.

Authenticity and being in your lack-free infinite state, wherein your own activities such as speaking appear just like the wind blowing through the trees. Shared awareness between everyone is but a function of what you really are.