The0Self

No reason at all. An after the fact explanation, which is just a story, would of course simply be: fear. “Wholeness decided to go on a journey to find itself,” you could say (also a story). The longing for something better is how the longing for what’s appearing to happen already hides.

No advice, but when liberation apparently happens (is recognized by no one as already being everything) it might apparently be preceded by an utterly hopeless despair of seeking that just kind of fades-out/dies and when it dies it’s recognized there was nothing to die. The I was never really there, it only appeared to be.

There is no present. Only eternity. No one is present. There’s just what appears to be. It’s utterly ordinary. The apparent seeking energy apparently hides the awesomeness because it apparently sees things as apparently separate and real. When that seeking energy sputters out in hopeless despair nothing is left, and nothing is everything. The lived reality then is obviously just nothing typing, nothing breathing, nothing sitting, etc which is indescribably simple and ordinary and awesome. This is all there is and it’s whole and complete, but the person cannot understand it because there’s actually no such thing as knowing. This is just obviously real and unreal to no one. It can’t be comprehended.

The apparent seeking for something around the corner is actually for what appears to be happening already. It’s impossible to escape what is sought.

When you awaken the world seems different, so you believe you’re awake and it’s amazing and you want others to be awake. But if there’s still seemingly a person experiencing things, they’re still in a dream. It has no connection whatsoever to liberation. At all. It’s an appearance. And a feedback loop. Liberation is all there is and there is nothing better — it’s this already. The longing for something just around the corner is just a disguise wear’d by the longing for what is already, which is nothing being everything. And completely unknowable. It hides by being everything. It’s ingenious.

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Reality is what seems to appear when there appears to be someone separate from what appears to be happening. It's only an appearance, it's real and unreal. It seems like the separate one sees something real, but nothing is exclusively real and there is no one. The natural reality is simply what appears to be happening, but for no one -- nothing being everything.

The illusion is that you just typed that. Typing appeared to happen. There is only unknowable freedom.

What a beautifully wonderful human being... He will be missed. But no one truly lost him.

Yeah there is no illusion. It's utterly and amazingly hopeless. More hopeless than can be imagined. And that's the freedom!

It's not an experience. How could everything experience itself? You'd have to have someone observing something over there which would mean that what is known is not everything, and there is only everything, so knowing is a dream. This is unknowable. No this is not an illusion. This is life as it is. But only apparently. Nothing is appearing to happen.

There's just life appearing to happen. It's a story but this character stopped all practice and I just basically was seen through as an appearance since there's obviously only what appears to be happening, which is boundless freedom. No experience compares because all experiences could be better. This literally could not be any better. But it also couldn't be any worse. It's the end of needing more or less of this or that. It's the end of you, which is already the case. It's funny when it's asked what is your life like now. I don't have one. It's pointless to listen to this. Nothing is apparently putting this "out there" in the ether for no reason. It will not benefit you in any way since there isn't anyone being spoken to. This is already all there is. Liberation is full on chaos appearing ordered. But it's indescribable and unknowable. There is literally, only, what appears to be.

There's no one to wake up. When an apparent person loses an I, nothing is lost, and it may appear to apparent others that they know or got something. There is literally no one separate from everything to know it. I didn't get anything. You actually never get it because you're already not there. As in, typing that paragraph didn't even really happen.

I'm not typing to anyone. Typing is appearing to happen. I don't know anything. There might be an appearance of knowing over there. It's an illusion that seems to make this absolute explosion of everything seem ordered and graspable. That's a dream. There is only everything. What is being pointed to is completely beyond anything that could be imagined. There is only absolute ungraspable freedom.

Your score from primary psychopathy has been calculated as 1.4. Primary psychopathy is the affective aspects of psychopathy; a lack of empathy for other people and tolerance for antisocial orientations. Your score from secondary psychopathy has been calculated as 1.6. Secondary psychopathy is the antisocial aspects of psychopathy; rule breaking and a lack of effort towards socially rewarded behavior. You score for primary psychopathy was higher than 16.15% of people who have taken this test. You score for secondary psychopathy was higher than 9.61% of people who have taken this test.

That question is just what's appearing to happen there. There's only all there is, which is whatever appears to happen. And no one knows that. Knowing is just an appearance -- it's not real or unreal. But the one who knows is a total illusion. There's only the infinite unbounded and unguided absolute freedom -- which is also absolutely nothing. Calling it God would almost be disrespectful because it's unspeakable.

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That's what's appearing to happen there. Liberation is utterly, way, WAY beyond god realization. It's simply what is appearing to happen for nobody. Already. There's only oneness. The appearance of knowing apparently veils this. There's just all there is -- nothing; boundlessness; eternity. This. There isn't anything beyond nothing being everything, appearing to no one for no reason. If this is heard... EVEN IF contraction apparently stays active, it can be recognized that there's simply what appears to be. No experience can touch this. Turns out to literally be so infinitely obvious that it's overlooked There is nothing to find.

Knowing is ignorance. They aren’t separate. Neither of them are right nor wrong.

There isn't anyone separate from "God" (or whatever you want to call whatever is appearing to happen) to do it. Calling someone on the phone is what is appearing to happen. The difference is complete.

There isn't a we nor a universe. How this really is, is inescapable and cannot be known. There's only what appears to be. There's simply no separation of any kind at all, but even that cannot be known. It can happen that you feel separate and then suddenly you don't know if you're separate or not because all knowing is seen through as illusory, and then it's just indescribable. Indescribable in the sense that there's nothing better or more amazing, but if it were to be described it would sound utterly ordinary -- sitting on a chair, seeing a screen, etc -- the person just can't accept that that's as utterly indescribably amazing as it gets.

No reason at all. Psychedelics are of no importance anyway, as they are simply experiences. There is nothing better than this. And nothing other than this. No experience compares to this because an experience can always be better. This could not possibly be better.

It is THE KRATOM. Full stop (the expression; not saying you should stop). Sweating, restless, dilated pupils, anxiety, depression, skin feels a bit sensitive and touch is mildly almost like nails on a chalkboard? If so, yeah that's mild opioid withdrawal. Who knows though, but that'd be my million dollar bet.

Utterly unknowable perfection. Can’t be spoken. The knowing is in the unknowing, you could say. There can’t be a conclusion — it’s infinite. “Experiences of the infinite,” as profound as they seem, are illusory, and they have absolutely no limit. It’s like a “Y” shape going up infinitely and it’s all just a dream, and yet there is no dream. Can’t be known and it can’t even not be known, as there’s no one separate from all there is to do that.

If it does apparently happen, it’ll be recognized that the only thing you ever did was try to survive in a futile attempt to escape the inescapable. You’ll look back and see that the I that you were identified with not only never existed, but as an actual function in the apparent story, it only ever did one thing: avoid liberation (all there is) at all costs. Even when you were 100% positive that all you wanted was liberation. It’s a slap in the face and no one EVER gets the joke. Liberation asks absolutely nothing of you. You can go as far as you want but you’ll end up precisely where you began (total story as there’s no one to wake up or not). If it apparently happens, there are no rules, but it can be something like this: you think you know you’re separate as usual, and then suddenly you don’t know if you’re separate or not, because life is too breathtakingly ordinary to know. That’s it. Everything is only ever saying what can’t be said. ❤️