The0Self

All there is is all there is. That recognition equalizes everything to love, so nothing is love. Nothing mattering (everything already being complete/done/not-separate/unconnected) is unconditional love. It's just a word for "all there is." I like "energy" more than "love" simply because it has absolutely nothing to do with what the apparent person thinks love is. The apparent person thinks love is needs-met, but love is actually no-need.

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@Blackhawk It seems you've encountered what Jed McKenna calls "taking the first step."

No value. No me to exist or not. There's no way to know that you don't exist, because you are the dream; the knower. i.e. I don't know that there's no me. Liberation has no clue about what isn't liberation. This has no clue what isn't this. Love has no clue what isn't love.

Go for it! Do what you enjoy and love.

That's what's appearing to happen there It's whole and complete.

"Matches" -- Ephixa & Stephen Walking Burn I'm burning in my skin Can't get them out of my head Oh, words These words you said to me, yeah Stop my heart, barely beating And now I'm stuck on the beat I can't sleep through this madness It's madness Tame the fire, suffer to live in the ashes In the ashes That's what happens When gasoline plays with matches That's what happens, happens, happens That's what happens When gasoline plays with matches That's what happens, happens, happens Water I need this like water Surround ourselves in self destruction Self worth Need someone to come reconstruct it You know it, you got it bad And I got it, I got it bad We got it bad And now we're back to that Feeling we never had Just pretend Catalyze my catatonic mind Give it life But until it burns too bright Burns too bright Consume whatever's left inside Under cover of night With her passed out of sight We both knew it wasn't right That's what happens When gasoline plays with matches That's what happens, happens, happens That's what happens When gasoline plays with matches That's what happens, happens, happens When gasoline plays with matches Yeah, yeah, burn And we must wanna be hurt And we must wanna be burned And we must wanna be burned And we must wanna be

@SQAAD See this is how the illusion works. It assumes it is real and might be in a different place when its body dies, thus generating fear of possible suffering after death, therefore confirming it is real. It can be seen by something other than the I that the I is literally only concerned with survival. It prefers endless suffering to death. It's a program though it's not what you are. There isn't actually causality. This is appearing for no reason and the past is only apparent. It's infinite so it's not surprising that it has that ability. Though it is actually kind of shocking. Ordinary though.

That's the only experience the I can have (fearing suffering, loving happiness) in relation to what it actually wants: to stay alive at absolutely all costs, as long as it's in play. In other words it has no idea what it wants. It appears to want to avoid suffering, but it actually only wants to survive. But it's not real anyway -- what is truly longed for, is simply (in-love-ness with) whatever appears to be happening, which is itself the absence of I, which is THIS (all there is). So the I is actually looking for its own end, which is already the case, so the I is artificial. This is home. This is not a case-closed coming from some knowledge of truth, it's just energy.

There is no reality of ours. There's only what appears to be happening, which is nothing being everything, and completely beyond understanding as there is no separation to understand in.

This is a case of mistaken identity. The apparent you identifies yourself with something separate from what appears to be happening. When ego death apparently approaches, the I-program will perhaps seem to generate fear of suffering or confusion or whatever but it's really to terrorize itself into believing that it's real and things are really happening -- thus avoiding an imagined death of itself. It's already not there, it's just what appears, but in that, it seems real and not just apparent. The apparent individual can only seem to fear suffering but it's actually the fear of death. It's closed loop illusion. Often when it falls away it's associated with despair and hopelessness and futility with a resonance of something else happening.

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The only fear is of death. The fear of suffering is an illusion that functions to keep things seeming separate and real so that the closed loop of knowing reality can continue (thus avoiding death). That can resonate.

"Calling" -- Taproot Your face, is burned inside my brain (I lost my way) Your taste, of skin flows through my veins (The cost I pay) 'Cause you'll never understand me You want me to stay You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore The race of slowing down the pace (I found a way) The pace of speaking so mundane (The sound of gain) But you'll never make me happy So I've extinguished the flame You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore And what you want me to say I'll never say You're playing the game That I'll never play So what do you want from me Now I've extinguished the flame You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're subject to falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore You're ca-ca-ca-calling But I can't hear you I'm not listening anymore You're fa-fa-fa-falling But I can't save you I don't see you anymore

Who would do that?

Hopeless helpless meaningless There is no one doing this There are no answers to this Nothing can be done with this Inescapable freedom

The longing for something just around the corner is actually the longing for exactly whatever appears to be happening. You the apparent individual will never see this because you're already not there. When this is seen, nothing will happen, and it'll be obvious that nothing ever did happen. The longing for something just around the corner might seem uncomfortable, but if it's what's happening then it's covering up exactly what you don't want: unknowing illogical free-fall. So there's no escape from exactly what is longed for. You're basically damned to Heaven, but no one can know that -- the apparent individual which lives in knowing is not being addressed here because it's not real, it's an appearance. There simply isn't any separation to overcome.

When the body dies it'll still be just this all-there-is. So N/A, but I really don't know.

That’s what’s appearing to happen there. From this communication, there is no present moment. And there is no being separate from non-being. It’s not right or wrong though.

There’s just what’s appearing to happen. Which is nothing being everything. And it’s utterly beyond mind/understanding. I really did think I was going to eventually get this... This is so utterly beyond have-able ? — there’s no one separate to have it!

When it's game over, there was never a game to be over.

Yep. Except even that is a story because there is literally no case-closed. It's beyond radical. There isn't anyone inside that body to even have the insight There's simply everything, which is what appears to be happening. It's unknowable -- there is no time or space for knowing to take place and no one to do it. And yet it's completely known, but it isn't obvious until it is, and then it always was. There's no actualized.org, youtube.com, career, school, family... there's no anything. There's just this. Everything. Beyond being and not being. Life is people'ing, looking at a screen, sitting on a chair, etc. What's looked for has nothing to do with what's happening to you. What's looked for is simply what appears to be happening. Which is utterly shocking!

All experiences are deceptive, but the revelations can be self evident and obvious. Total story though, since in the end there's only what isn't, appearing to be. All insights collapse into unknowing, which is all there is. But the obvious remains...