The0Self

"God is not good. Or else, he could be better." "For the person who has learned to let go, and let be, nothing can ever get in the way again." -Meister Eckhart

Find the utterly profound ultimate trust and silence in everything. As still/limp/silent as possible, inwardly, even when outwardly active. Turn towards what is Godly, holy, and still, at the expense of all else, until your own will is irrelevant. In working towards truth and love, often in secret, we create both heaven and hell in our wake. Just birthing what is in me. No reason to take what I say to heart as something you should act on in any way. Rely on no-self/God alone.

IME it's only the long-acting ones: LSD and LSD-related/ergolamines/lysergamides (or whatever they're called); DOB; AL-LAD etc...

They teach you not to judge. They teach you how to work to be united with God. How to see everyone’s suffering as your own. How to stand straight on the path with no detours. They can also show you heaven and hell, in ways more harrowing than you can possibly imagine. No way of practice is better than any other. Psychedelics are one such way.

Everything from God-mode, becoming nonduality, to itching, to gas pain... is That. It is one, perfect, and beyond all comprehension.

To understand something of God is to be ignorant, because God is beyond all understanding. Let go. Let be. Employ compassion to the uttermost degree, for God has suffered from everything first, before any creature.

Ray Peat diet is very good.

Lol. You’re thinking of Eckhart Tolle.

LSD gives me a bit of a hangover, maybe because it involves D2 agonism. Mushrooms don’t, unless I take them at night and sleep less than usual.

The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life: your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away, but they're not punishing you, they're freeing your soul. Meister Eckhart

Aspirin! (extremely effective at doses of 325-1000+ mg) It’s very pro-thyroid (T3, the good one) and anti-cortisol. Increases cellular respiration; works especially well if you have some sugar in your diet. This one’s a winner. Vitamin C, glycine, and vitamin k2mk7 to prevent possible negative effects from the aspirin magnesium sulfate (also to supply sulfation for salicylate metabolism) Pregnenolone — makes you so clear headed it’s like cotton balls have been taken out of your ears... and it even decreases the visual snow that some of us get from long-term psychedelic use. It’s a positive allosteric modulator of NMDAR (so it’s like an anti-dissociative) and it balances hormones. progesterone

Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods. Albert Einstein

Microdosing really kicked my meditation experiences up a notch, but eventually I became so sensitive to psychedelics, the whole universe would often collapse and I'd be left in God mode -- non world-functional God mode... like a million doorways in my mind opening simultaneously giving rise to a white-out where one breath was frozen in time and part of me never made it back from there... so be careful.

You don't own consciousness. Consciousness owns you, or what you identify as you. What you really are is consciousness, but not consciousness as one can know it; not consciousness with any discernible qualities, because if it's discernible it is IN consciousness, not consciousness itself.

YT channel called Medicine of One did a reading for it in several parts. His voice is awesome.

The fastest route to enlightenment is letting-go, quietude, and investigation brought about via either: 1. self inquiry / seeing everything objective as not-me/mine, and turning to yourself (the subject) (this is not actually possible, but you try and try again, rapidly, until you flip inside out -- yes...)... 2. ignoring absolutely everything and regarding it all as not real, making a paradoxical stern effort to relax all effort except for the effort to do just that... ...with effort, until that effort is taken from you by destiny -- stolen in the night -- you cannot give it up, the giving up of effort has to be effort swept away this is not a relaxing endeavor, though it is blissful I've spoken the truth

Just [mindfulness] + [allowing the self sense to go quiet] is not enough. You must actively look at the self and expose it for what it is. Insight, Inquiry, Samatha, Metta, and enjoyment serve as a synergistic base.

Nowadays I trip silently but if I were to listen to music on LSD trips, it was usually Andreas B, Blackmill, etc If your taste is anything like mine, those’ll do something for you! Also MitiS (lovestep)

Surrender to that infinite web of tactile/visual info and remain still and very open-hearted — see how far it can take you. Allow it to take away your memories temporarily and see where that leads / where it points / where it’s coming from / what it’s made of.

Lol, music to my ears! Entire universe is God imagining itself and making a name for itself.

The image of identification (ego) is very tied to feelings of heart beating. Someone named Anil Seth actually showed this in the lab!

Another interesting thing after a lot of awakenings is that if the image of identification arises, it doesn’t happen in the head nearly as much as in the heart. Or at least, it used to be in the head only, now it’s way more in the heart region.

Hmm. Interesting bc I actually think of something kinda like this. Some of my most profound insights had me going oh my god... OH MY GOD!! literally screaming while the main thing I noticed was my heart beating ultra fast and accelerating...and that was the whole universe — God realizing for the first time it was a human, if you will.

All of them. As long as it’s water soluble and not a zwitterion (don’t worry about that).

Used to be 300-450ug LSD, now it’s 110ug. For me, LSD-25 is 10x easier to break through on than 1P-LSD or AL-LAD, even though they all feel basically qualitatively identical on the come up.