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So the issue was kinda resolved by me getting into sales. Its still the art of persuasion and very similar satisfaction once the sale is made.

Thanks for Your advice Roy. I do try to do that. guess i'll continue the work.

Thats what our minds does, In a way our Minds are creating the whole reality from nothing and it does look real. Similarly this issue feels so real to me, infact it might not be. But the big question is how to fix it

This neediness has been always there since childhood but I couldn't really fix it because I was just given a wife, instead of having to work for it.

Thanks for your reply Roy, My goal is just to eliminate neediness from my psyche and I am sure it'll make me better in taking my relationship deeper and make me confident in bussiness/other things in life. So that I could focus more on work and not always be thinking of other girls.

This situation might sound pretty weird and even wrong , but I am really starting to get bothered by it, so much that seems hard to move forward in life, Can't focus on career unless i get it fixed. My story should be pretty common, Immigrated to west ,but born and raised with Indian culture (which is dysfunctional culture if u have to live in west for your grown up life). Parents pressures and expectations lead me into married life (at 25) and also have a 2 year old now. Everything's great within the relationship and I don't have any issues staying the rest of my life with this person. BUT lack of experience with girls and almost virgin life before arranged marriage has really screwed up my thought processess. I know how i can fix it, by practicing pickup (just for personal development reasons) for a short time. But being Married isn't helping at all. Getting a 6 month break would help me fix myself, but I'm sure things won't be ever same then, what do I do? Any ideas?