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For those of us who know not truth, right?

To seek another's destruction is to bring about my own. I am doing everything to myself in this life. Any ill will lingering in me is the only cancer I need healing of. The tricky part is, that seeking another's advancement and progress is also destructive to oneself and needs to be let go. Any time I compare I am self-harming and need to find healing. Of course on the level of form, get out of dodge in the face of any ne'er-do-well. I and you are not called to suffer unnecessarily. Just know that that person is perfect and doing their absolute best the only way they see fit. But also I need to make sure to recall every waking moment that which is the truth: Nothing real can ever be threatened. Nothing real can ever be enhanced. Only in this way do I bring about peace, openness and receptivity to the absolute.

Yes! known as Land of Wonder - for any other wonderseekers out there

God makes sure here is pretty shit. Mixed in with some pretty good. God does this so you won't settle here. Your job is to get out of here alive. But take your time. Enjoy the pretty good. Here is finitely fine. Home is infinitely good. After you go home, you will chill then set up another million incarnations to play with. And so it goes.

Thank you WonderSeeker. I was torn between Thailand and Cambodia. Had offers in both. Cambodia just about edged it. Better pay and contract and visa so much easier. I feel it's more an unknown quantity than Thailand. I like adventure and challenge. Much more amenable to expats than Thailand which has dropped its rose-colored spectacles about all things foreign. Cost of living cheaper and better quality housing available in PP.

Have downsized a life of stuff to basically one bag and just making final preparations. Wish me luck!

Keep up the stellar work brother! Nice description of meditation by the way - it helped me a lot and I shared with friends.

The basic wider practice is to say, no this is false, to everything that appears. Every appearance, positive or negative, is hiding God. Deny every arising appearance. You say inwardly: I am being deceived and I don't know what this here truly means. I am willing to see differently. Now keep quiet and wait until your perception is healed and God is revealed. This is the first miracle that is allowed. Heal everything similarly until God is all you see.

I edited some clarifications above. Society is what conditions and programs. Everyone is actually the same and can choose to be Jesus or Hitler or anywhere in between. It's all a choice and all up to each person.

God knows nothing about good or bad. Good or bad are distortions. God knows oneness. We all know good and bad right? and in that we are sadly mistaken. They don't exist. To no longer judge good and bad is the way back to God. Don't see good, don't see bad, see God instead. Do you understand? That's the practice. Jesus was the first we know of who did this. He saw God everywhere and thus was able to do miraculous deeds at will. I need to see God, to know God, to act like God. As BR says, we are no different from Jesus. Because God doesn't make people and personalities; God makes sameness and blank-slates everywhere. She is absolutely right.

Life has a purpose.

Seems you follow well. Waking up is saying, I have a body, am not a body. Body is good tool. I use it well, or not. Your will be done, not mine O God. Pain is the message, more work needs doing. I still wrongly identified. Only body feels pain. Not ever changeless me.

Cept when we're young we typically say, let's just dance and be merry for death and doom is eons away. Plenty of time to buy insurance. The purpose of life I would say is to die before you die rather than stare death in the face and shakingly say, where is your sting? The grandiosity of youth.

You didn't go to hell right? Your life is okay. Maybe on your death bed, you will say why did I waste my life denying what is in front of my eyes the whole while. Next lifetime I am not going to ignore the inevitability and will toil to go beyond body.