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i did a good job putting the bits and bobs together but then my work was done, i was created for more in human-speak the dream is fine but it's just one episode of many so i better not get too fired up

the only freedom i have is to let go this human, human me is a pretty simplistic mechanism always to sputter and suffer sure it's nice to ride along for the fun but i am infinitely more and i am to realize that here and now real eyes > reel lies

you have no idea what they went through, you are engaging in projection teach trust and forget truth that is do what i do not what i say should it work for you keep doing it, k? in this way my truth is now your truth so you have a chance at the whole truth

we are clones in different clothes, everyone i meet is 99.999% identical to me, i meet myself everywhere i go, me giving myself lesson after lesson and treat after treat aloneness is brilliant when i can change such a miniscule part of myself yet find astonishing diversity and unending euphoria in what i experience only a mind speaks of differences and division, all is sameness and all are long lost limbs

yes thanks osaid body is inescapable and un-ignorable while mind is up to you and in your own hands body will do what it needs to do while mind can be tweaked and mastered and overcome once mind sees that you see it, its wheels stop turning slowly and surely

takes one to know one, love your passion and persistence, you inspire me ?

i only say what you understand else there is no communication truth is intent not content truth raises your consciousness lies lower your consciousness

mind tells you that you are mind and body no, you are the watcher of these so start watching

belief is, i think this is true ... there is nothing that is true except absolute me, all around is mist and energy and flow all on its unimprovable pre-set course ... i awaken as soon as i align and bask and am smitten with the perfection being viewed and thus i bring precisely nothing to the table ... thoughts tell me the opposite that i must intervene everywhere but leaving them be closes out karma and mental afflictions and tunes in to enjoying my nature which is full time harmony bliss relaxation

we all live on intellect, what's key is to develop some intelligence, the uncharted untrammelled virgin ground of your unique path you can't do this with others (or with substances) only in silence you may get a hint but then you have to own it and hone it i am real far from awakening but i am real fine doing me

for me i have to prioritize, i simply can't do the work all the hours under the sun since i will be burned out, balance is required, i need my share of pleasures too; however i need to ensure these are not blunting my efforts to do the work; in other words if i am sharpening my ego in my pursuits i will not awaken, so yes by all means i enjoy all that life offers but if i am trying to make myself something special, want myself noticed and cheered on then i am taking one step forward and two steps back and am wasting my god given breath btw very well done on the inroads you are making, seems you are on the cusp, it resonates deeply though i am a long way behind

to want an improved life or even a worse life is egoic desire you designed this life better than any mind can fathom melting the ego is the entire path stop looking to feather your nest and get serious

source is the zestiest sauce right?

haha sorry seems i get carried away like all the best of us do x

everyone you meet is trying to save face and to look good you included how many time in the past week have you admitted your foibles, your failures, your foolishness ... i wager you saved face and omitted them how many times have felt puffed up when someone has said something good about you or felt despondent when people misinterpret you of course you wanna look good it's human nature ... who is going to risk themselves look bad? everyone communicates according to their level of consciousness you are not my confidante you are not my confessor you are not my conscience you have no right to the unvarnished truth from anyone no matter if they claim otherwise or not sending you lot of love x

you suffer because you take what's impermanent as permanent, what's ego as you and what you think as the truth you thought a world into existence and then wonder why you suffer when it's not all that

enlightenment is going from the subjective to the objective, i now have an infinite number of eyes to view from you are me

pain is a body holding on and not letting go suffering is a mind holding on and not letting go the former is futile, your body is crumbling every day, pain is telling you where so you can apply your pain patch to get through the day the latter is your problem but easily transcendable, letting go means to be a new person every day, yesterday's drama is all forgotten, today is a fresh chance to enjoy 24 full hours thus attachment is your problem, you think you're a person trying to put food on a table, drop every such story and do what you came here for

ego is my greed to be someone

did you try? ego for me is the pretence that others are here for me and the desire they affirm me by stroking me in sexual but also non-sexual ways every meditation moment culls ego towards that zero level if you dont want to meditate your way to ego death taking a vow of silence is just as good, online as well as offline

thought is creation, look at that tree, you created it by naming it a tree, otherwise there isn't a tree, when thinking stops universe stops

awakening is intimacy with the parts, enlightenment is integration of the whole awakening is, to be is to know but not conversely (i get to know stuff) enlightenment is, to know is to be but not conversely (knowing is superfluous)

best to drop ideas of god in fact drop all ideas, then you can see even be the god that surprise surprise is idea-less too bliss is when finite i am not, is what i found i brought back all the buzz words just for you so you too could get idea-less a buzz word i just coined btw

to be aware is absolute, to be aware of is relative meaning that you limited yourself when you see a tree, that's a lie an illusion a thought an empty appearance, all there is is awareness of the whole before you

God doesn't even know its name. To do so it needs to drop to duality and inhabit my mind