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do i want an easy life or a hard life, let me think

meditation is less about determination than dedication, you got to commit; if you try to sit for 4 hours you can't at least in my case; you got to add sixty seconds a day then in 240 days you are at 4 hours, it is easy though certainly too simple for most on the planet, you got to dedicate, then meditate becomes a walk in the park, meditation is a muscle you build over time, don't run the marathon on day 1, the body can be taken to great lengths, treat it right and your result will be right and yes this is what i do

you have to get high on your own supply, be you to the full (beautiful), be laser focused on the finish line and then no bastard can get you down. whether today is an outstanding day or not is in no one else's hands but your own

philosophy is masturbation and worse there is no climax or end, seems no philosopher wants a conclusion just talk upon talk second, no one cares about philosophy third, to speak about philosophy takes deep thought not idle banter like is found at parties even this whole thread is dumb philosophy not meaty useful insight to make it interesting choose one philosophical question and ask is this a good topic for party goers or let me save you the trouble ... no save it for masturbating at actualized.org

free speech has its limits https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11240709/College-student-arrested-saying-detonate-nuclear-reactor-school-lost-football-game.html

can you even name one fixed attribute you possess at your so called core that makes you you is your gender identity your sexual orientation your eye hair skin color fixed do you know what makes you you who or what are you

putting things together well god loves it all but wants even better that is be-you-to-full

until you understand every answer is within you will spin your wheels

that i let the dream entrap me once again, yet another glorious opportunity lost oh that it not be so

there are no complex books if you're expert level when you know your subject matter, you can figure out a book's perspective in a few minutes hint: read backwards, last chapter to first when it's your job to be an authority, it is incumbent on you to know every book coming out and know precisely what it is saying

elephant in the room is children need a roof need clothes need food are you going to let them go without?

breakfast is grains plus, lunch fruits plus, dinner vegs plus breakfast: oatmeal whole milk mixed with nuts seeds, plain yogurt, bread with peanut butter lunch: 5 fruits with rice/pasta/soup dinner: 5 vegs with cheese and bread and chocolate snack: 5 spoons of granola or meusli beverage: one spoon of instant coffee mixed with cup of whole milk x twice a day also do 16:8 fasting, so breakfast is at 9.30 lunch 1 dinner 5

my fave osho joke:

preferences arn't racism you don't control the former; it is hard-wired how you treat people determines the later

i forgive you and i love you you are still going to pay i do this out of love for others to let you go inflicts you on them

when you work for me, i own you while you are working i fund your life, you do my bidding you don't think, you go through my hoops don't like it, no skin off my nose

i rise at 3 and sit til 7 starting since beginning of year ... certainly gotten a lot quieter but i am not 1% into the journey yet, am in for the long haul i do one thing, let the breath pass through undisturbed

more than a price paid it's a limb lost you don't get over it you can get through it

we start off as us vs them then mature into us is them

leo's latest puts some flesh on the bones of this topic, there are 3 modes: 1. if you are socializing, all your thoughts are group think, you are a cog in the wheel and toeing society's line 2. if you contemplate quietly and deeply, you can get creative original ideas 3. if you meditate which is getting to no thought, god might throw you a bone or two

i say that if you refuse to report your abuser you are perpetuating the potential abuse of others you may be healed yourself but that's not the end of the story consciousness demands that one do the right thing

if kylie rolls out the welcome mat and offered you her devotion and affection for the foreseeable are you seriously saying you decline her invitation because your feelings are not strong enough to count as love

i was asking haven't you ever done that in your past relationships ... or have you not proclaimed that you love someone based on an attraction for them

you proclaim love but all you ever engaged in is self gratification self advancement self indulgence do you see it? do you apologize? do you make amends for all you fucked with thus? are you a good guy?

until sex, all talking and meeting is just interviewing for a position ... don't tell them that of course or make a joke about which position you are always thinking about