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reality is but pretty smoke signals, the fire is where the juice is at, after all in the theater do you mess with the movie screen when you're everything the movie isn't a big deal and if it is a big deal and you want to mess with it you probably have a lot of work to do

be you to full is the new beautiful

finitude is an experienced life, the price of admission to a world, everything is one thing after another, infinity is beyond my pay grade, i sacrificed it for an illusionary world, illusions are finite the false is finite, the true is infinite due to this you know you're going home no hurry

every ego claims being god on earth is your birthright so get in that arena and prove what you are god in and then just watch the cash roll in in point of fact since i was lied to about being god at least i can watch one in the flesh and vicariously drool

always have a year's supply of anything i need, it's not hoarding it's husbanding to husband /ˈhʌzb(ə)nd/ verb gerund or present participle: husbanding use (resources) economically. "she husbanded their financial resources through difficult times"

i think it's unbearably hard being a young woman in this age always being under the glare of society's microscope more so than ever in history this naturally engenders self doubt insecurity unworthiness boiling envy and deep angst moreover this is ill addressed and is considered something to just accept and get on with it and to that i don't really have a good answer to in any case i can feel your pain judy and tell you flat out that you are a beautiful amazing sensitive thoughtful super smart woman and ask that you hang in there during the trough you are going through knowing that the lows are cyclical and much better wonderful sunny times are coming towards you hope you know that i see you and understand you and appreciate who you are just like you are

generally women don't date younger unless you're perfect every year younger the more perfection required so if she seems older i will say lets save the age discussion til we've hung out a while

the you of which you speak is the one that comes here and proclaims one's extraordinary realization if that's awakening i have a bridge going cheap if anyone is interested

there are two types of cheap, low income and low savings so context is needed ... the first he has no choice but to treat you thus the second he is prioritizing for the future second thing about judgement is all judgement is relative to who i am, if x is cheap then y is careless so this all says as much about you as him

a teacher meets you where you're at or doesn't ... seeing them from afar may or may not work in deciding but their presence will a teacher is good for one season and then will become a regular pilgrim like anyone else so beware of becoming too enamoured with someone

let alone god, even a guy like jesus was beyond any suffering ... he incurred the worst savagery to demonstrate it's nothing and teach it can be likewise whatever a person believes they undergo and thereby teach

it hasn't been a magic bullet but i would still recommend giving it a try .... it has an active reddit sub and here is a good free course www.trecourse.com

indeed but i would like the tldr version please

for me acim hitting the spot

the old me used to feel deeply saddened sullen sorrowful shattered ... seeing your shit life before my eyes not no more though, now i do something about it i forgive me for placing you in my path and giving you that shit life so i can heal all my bits i forgive you for making your life shit to this day at every turn not taking care of business i forgive me for thinking your life shit, i did this to help heal my judgmentalism, i have never walked in your shoes i forgive you for proclaiming your life shit, you acted the victim so you stayed the victim i forgive me for contributing to your shit life by being a non loving channel, bringing you grief and strife, please do forgive me i forgive you for all the squabbles all the cross words all the rifts we endured, it was your fault too and brought you to your current shit life i forgive me every time i didn't and don't see you as the divine incarnated, you are the one and i am the shit one for not wordlessly telling you this i forgive you for not beholding your majesty and living the most fantastic life every lived, it's okay i forgive you and i love you and we'll do better

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the miracle is a heart keeps beating three billion times without stopping per lifetime the fear is the next heartbeat will not and i am still digging around in the mud instead of being done tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock

understanding becomes an obsessive fascination with endless tchotchkes, trinkets, titillation it keeps you drugged problem though is, anything is possible here literally you make this dream yourself however you want to get over it whenever you are ready most will prefer to stick around since being god here with all said toys is nice

everything is a distraction by ego for ego with ego to keep ego entranced embroiled embittered ... so that it fights kicks screams foul and keeps on keeping on with it and keeps on adding fuel to it and never sees through it it's a trick a trap a trifle nothing more i matter damnit, i mind damnit

bisensual is my term of choice, am happy going deep emotionally with whoever and validate support empathise ... with their desires no matter the genitalia, i don't do the deed with such mutuals however as that is reserved for those designated goddess

sure friends with benefits is fine, there are rules to it, both know where they stand, the levels of effort commitment and love if there or not that is involved casual sex is i fuck you and we now go our own way i am advising you to give her the decency to let her know where she stands on day 1 rather than fixating on your nut needs

yet means effort means commitment means relationship means a shot at love sure the casual sex is good for me every time, she is the one who suffers when treated like a toy