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consciousness is all possible dream experience ego consciousness is pea sized since it makes out it separates itself from the dreaming stage, it dumbs you down for its own mad purposes which i have discussed elsewhere spirituality is to expand and experience the whole of consciousness which is actually what you are but ego told you otherwise well i misspoke there, what you are is the absolute which in fact is the reflection of consciousness so after full consciousness which is still duality there is one more step this step takes you out of the dream back home to the infinite, here is always finite and dual since knowledge here is a set of things one can know

conversely get on the ground and kiss the feet of the ones who have paved the way you were sinking without a clue and they stepped in and rescued you don't keep lying that all those deep insights you have are yours you were nothing and someone took pity

women ask one question of you, what can you go for my status and security if you can do plenty i will forgive your looks because i am taking care of my future men ask, what can you do for my reputation and my libido if you can do plenty and i will look good because you look good, i will sign on whatever dotted line and look after you she wants the best lifestyle she can garner based on her physical assets and the guys who are chasing her he wants to be respected as having it all and for that she is sought tirelessly as an indispensable part looks truly are nothing ... there is nobody looking good when they wake up in the morning ... looks are about how long you spend in front of the mirror and choosing your outfits at the mall and getting tanned and toned anyone can be a looker, man or woman, but it's a minor piece of the puzzle, and all that counts is the above

i'm twice your age then some and still bound out of bed at 3 each morning thanking my stars for another hit of oxygen each breath is another ascension moment when well used

meditation is to explore the fact that you are being controlled by an ego which doesn't have your interests at heart it is seeing the thoughts then setting about fixing them you are not a separate individual living in a time space universe you are here to undo ego and step into your true nature you think you see different people all around you right? no that is what ego told you ... everyone is who you have egoically projected them to be fix this by seeing everyone as goodness loveliness holiness and then you will start seeing yourself this way

with increasing consciousness certainly being raped is bad yet in your low conscious incarnations you being the raper was wholly good, it was the just booty of your conquests and so it goes one life you are raper next life you are raped, one life victim one life victor duality is about paying the piper for misdeeds as you become aware of goodness evil is but how conscious are you

you are the one who screwed up the blissful perfection and, look around you, messed up this whole joint you continue to insist your delusions are true and god has given you perfect sovereignty to do exactly so your only goal in this dream is to feather your own nest and not care who has to pay the price for you to have one more day looks at yourself seriously ... god is awaiting you lovingly with open arms if only you will snap out of your megalomania or on the other hand enjoy another 10k go-rounds like you have already no matter you will go back home one day

certainly can be done but it just keeps you stuck here in insanity so don't sweat it i do enjoy your journal thank you

god is oblivious to suffering (truth cannot rub shoulders with false because false does not even exist in truth) but you need suffering to get back to him one day it will be so bad you will say i am giving this shit up for good until then enjoy the dream

to me you're ego or god the second is called awakening

family is the disaster, no one wants to hear the truth, community is when you leave home and start finding your kindred spirits, consciously preferably community is two becoming three becoming four, like it says in the bible when two gather in my name i am in the midst two is all that is needed for awakening, if it grows it is just sharing of love and hooking up people who will be better together intentional community is the easiest thing ever in 2024, just decide who are the lovelies you want to invite and start doing life together

art is any widget on which you scribble your signature and for that and that reason only people want it they don't want your goods they want a piece of you that's what art is i am a part of you because i have a part of you

pain is to come and speak of pain, pain for one is not pain for another, pain is to make aches real, it isn't real even if it may do something to a body, for sure one has to let go of a body, this needn't mean pain to heal by contrast is h-elps e-nfeebled a-ccess l-ight so they know their true nature and won't be bothered by a body any longer NM mentioned no pain and Ramesh Balsekar was with him until the last day

only working with a pea sized brain here, lots of love ivankiss

there's 3 emotions: i'm guilty for what's been, i'm angry what's happening, i fear what's coming ... i hate on past present future ... that's it every emotion is a tug to awaken, it's a thought that jumps into body to stick around a bit longer, an aid to help me get that bit more mindful

pretty much all of us all the time are liars manipulators con artists i want to bring the minimum in order to bang the maximum i employ whatever sleight of hand and dodge of mouth is needed i know i am underserving and would be proved thus if they saw who they're dealing with i will happily pull wool over eyes to feed my needs i righteously project anger about this in others which only shows i but do this unconsciously i think it's time to get real about what i am

cleanest pointer i have seen, thanks ... acim calls this a holy instant of going from the dream world to the real world ... key is not to be entangled in distraction, reaction, temptation ... eminently attainable

thoughts will come, thinker hasn't choice until they do then thinker needs to decide do i want to dissolve illusion or maintain illusion when dissolution chosen, only love remains

p.r.a.y.e.r. = plea remembering avidly, your essential reality

many claim to no fear of death ... talk is cheap, wait til you get on your death bed or get a serious illness then let's chat the only way to get over death is to realize you weren't born it takes time to do so you have about 7 billions breaths allotted you make each count

anger = anytime not getting expected reaction #anger contemplate

brilliant osho book, from sex to superconsciousness prayer = paradise results affirming your essential reality #prayer

no billionaires at meditation retreats, they succeeded not suffered only in throwing your hands in the air from the gutter and pleading there must be another way do the angels minister to me and point the way this indeed is how a course in miracles came about

false dichotomy, i am not happy i am happiness