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when you have money it means nothing when you don't it means everything luckily i always had it not because i am rich or a top earner, actually pretty poor throug the world's eyes but i am savvy and resourceful and content with what i get and therefore extremely rich vibes are many, vices are few

yes it is deep rooted trauma every kink is trauma in fact most say that's my pleasure, i say that's your pain

for me it is two addicts snatching their fix from each other with the goal of divorcing oneself from the other's humanity to the highest degree each is deepening the other's desperation and desolation yea some no doubt will view that as entertaining and reality tv is no doubt on the lookout for participants

yes i feel you, have been through the same and it has been agonizing at times being maladjusted in this way journaling and meditation are excellent tools for your healing and i think meditation is what got me to see it all through a clearer lens therapy may be worth undertaking if you feel you are being paralysed by this, it wasn't something that was accessible or suitable for me hope you make a dent with this horrible dysfunction, all the best to you and thank you for your loving energy

am a bit reluctant to give this https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/ since the problem with identifying with this trauma is it keeps you deeply entrenched in it if you adopt a victim identity, you can stay that way your whole life being a victim makes one a hater and that isn't a good life path in truth the one's who treated you worst were the ones from whom you grew the most they dropped you right at the door of truth if you could but see it

femdom and findom expand the one's despotism and sadism and exploits the other's traumas and self hatred nasty very pitiful dynamic both indescribably wounded

no need for all or nothing spirituality is an hour of the 24 allotted each day this is plenty to go all the way each mind finds cogent excuses to postpone its very existence depends on it

most things in life need little money now more than ever in history your phone has more power than a country of a few decades back you are on a level playing field with any billionaire most of whom are not doing anything special seize the day drop the excuses

i recommend this guy on pranayama i am reading his book Pranayama, the breath of yoga and it contains a ton of insight pranayama is the 4th of the 8 limbs lots more of his content on youtube and your favorite book-seller

sounds like you think i am projecting and dumping on you ... fair enough, i will bid you a lovely day and leave it at that for now

i propose that quality of life is depth of interaction thus important to be all in, every flaw every wound every bias every blemish held aloft front and center i am fine to have my head on the chopping block as a proponent of truth like it or lump it i do sympathise with your reticence and i used to be fearful like this but no more just keeping it real

hehe thank you ... hope i am not as austere as my words have me sound when will we see yours?

winter solstice is approaching, the period of maximum exhaustion in the northern hemisphere due to the cold the dark the stress the holidays the end of year, hard to stay in one's groove and one's vulnerability is most acute, maybe our friend is resting and recharging, he brought a lot to this place and i pray he continues to

you suffer because you want things to stay the same when you were in heaven nothing changes and you like that now you have to deal with all this stuff ever changing namely suffering is the price you pay for your netflix subscription just give it up or just stay tuned for more

hello, what's your name hey i am susan oh hi susan, so do people call you sue for short, mind if i call you sue sure alright cool, mind if i call you please haha you are cheeky! you like that huh! so how bout i can have your number? SHARE ANY GOOD LINES / ICE BREAKERS BELOW

do everything possible today treat life as if it's one day tomorrow should be a clean slate this frees up the mind so that mostly you have nothing to do be realistic too, if it's unfinishable i will finish tomorrow leaving things until the last minute is stupidity at its worst

you've one purpose to know yourself after that the world is your oyster and you can devote to anything you like because you achieved your purpose

quiet mind is oxymoron, mind does what it wants to do and you have no say in the matter have not a lick of interest in it and it gets the message and stops bugging you thought is the instrument for maintaining the edifice of me; see each one arise and say thank you but no thank you now mind becomes useful for the first time, it has shed all the rubbish it accumulated

when someone poses a question they have minimal interest in your answer and you they want to discuss THEIR outlook and experience you should notice this therefore don't divulge anything heavy say something light and engaging then permit them to get their stuff off their chest this is the best religion there is to gift someone a safe platform and a kind mirror in order to know themselves

according to the book the one-minute cure, oxidation is pretty powerful and can be introduced to one's diet via hydrogen peroxide for optimal health has anyone pursued this? most people are sceptical but it was endorsed in Renard's Disappearance trilogy so i will add some 3% food grade HP to the body for a while https://www.reddit.com/r/PDFRoom/comments/13wew9g/the_oneminute_cure_the_secret_to_healing_pdf/ https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/customer-reviews/R28JVUEZB7O85A?ref=pf_vv_at_pdctrvw_srp

i go to the center of town with a large thermos of water, four pints of milk and a a large bag of tea-bags and leave when supply depletes you are the only god i see and i love you for being t/here

"Whenever you think, you stop the reality from flowing, by your thoughts. Whenever your mind is quiescent, calm, still like a motionless lake, then you reflect your own divinity" Robert Adams the task each day is to bring reality to the illusion all you see around you is lies awaiting your sparkling wand to bring it to life

doesn't matter what you call it, just sit until you get on top of mind every minute is a win i zen'ed for a while, it is good if you want stability, i chose diversity, all roads lead to rome no matter for how long you roam

you are describing heightened alertness from intense practice when awakening happens body will sleep mind will stay awake constant lucidity lightness luminosity