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god forgetting that it made itself irresistible, a real dandy devil

love your enthusiasm and your scientific bent, thanks for sharing these suggestions ... only thing i do is divide the 16 hours into six x 160 minutes since 160 mins is the max i can sit for plus i like how it nicely splits up the day into 6 sessions so no desire to tweak ... ideally i do 3 x 160 mins sits which is half the day but i can only manage this when i am in retreat mode, so my day to day currently is doing 2 sits and 4 non sits namely worldly stuff ... keep me nicely on track

love is the glue joining me to you making love maketh god

pain is resisting god

truth is realizing that everyone is living their own truth according to their level of consciousness and it is all fine and dandy ... forgive them father they don't know what they're doing ... have mercy on me father for thinking things should be otherwise there is not friend and foe in life, just aware and unaware truth is radical subjectivity according to david hawkins, this sums it up nicely

when you stop talking to yourself you can start talking to others

gender is overrated ... that's why in society it is getting ever more blurred

very sorry to hear of your loss ... for sure this will be the hardest time of your life ... you will not get over this but you can get through it i recommend ken wilber's book on this subject called grit and grace, if you are his fan check out this interview in which he references this book: my partner died of cancer at the start of last year so i have some idea how rough this is ... bless you and i send you lots of love today

self halt > self help take the load off your back so god can carry it

this real talk, bravo

you are right that things were easy peesey then by comparison ... a word or three from the big man however would have been much welcomed instead of the junk one is fed ... we do need to be told the truth in order to recognise and remember that we know it ... hence what leo is/was doing is valuable namely talking to people where they are at, coming down to their level ... i cannot do that as i am trying to figure things out myself

god consciousness is meeting you where you are at not where it is at ... is god typing at this forum for its benefit or for yours (i am far from this level myself, i type to put meat on the bones of my truth nothing else ... selfish af in the best possible way)

really recommend watching leo's weekend vid on this, almost impossible to discuss this otherwise if you didn't watch, might be worth to say so since we just spin thousands of words to no avail

i am glad you got to spend these last moments together you won't get over it, you will get though it sending my condolences and sympathy to you sincerely for your loss

is there anything in the entire universe better than you

cool this is advanced stuff, keep at it ... and he says all dreams eventually fall away since dreams are just what you refuse to do it the waking world ... when awakened you no longer repress like before here is a list of his teachings if you want to look further https://oshosearch.net/Convert/Articles_Osho/Chapters_Osho.html

god woke up one day and wanted to look in the mirror

god defers to the bod and wants bod to choose to be god

osho speaks about this, when you are awakened there is just one state, being aware, when you go to bed at night that undisturbed awareness remains throughout

the earlier to hit the sac the sooner to get on the mat, evening is when all the bad stuff intrudes sleep 2 hrs after dinner then get up in the dark, been doing this for two years

morning is monk mode i do me afternoon is warrior mode i do thee, works for me

all the time you're engaged in either mentation or meditation sorry to tell you, you don't have a choice in the matter

if i do object to sleeping with you, this is pure game playing, that is me not really wanting to be with you, and you should drop me and move to the next

everyone needs to sleep at night, as for sex that is an fraught with lingering undercurrents if you do spend the night with me, this gives assent that our lives are moving in a common direction ... sex meanwhile is much more complicated and can wait til we decide we are ready to talk relationship i have no qualms about you spending the night on our first date

learn to sleep with me without having sex with me sharing space is way more of a mine field than sharing bodies sex is fantasy, sleeping is reality if you can't sleep with me without transcending my body boundaries you need to find someone else learn to communicate with me before expecting any access to me body for example i need to hear firm comfortable no's before i will trust your meek tepid yes my bed you are welcome to if we get along, my body you need to work much harder for