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there is as much complexity in a grain of sand as there is in the whole universe combined

if you're popular well recompensed successful probably not a good sign if people want to ban you stone you crucify you probably you doing good

do fully til you see the futility ... what are you going to regret on your deathbed? ... you've only a few breaths here ... you incarnated for one reason

i sleep like a baby, so soundly usually don't need to make the bed the next day ... no fap in years ... different strokes for different folks

apathy's opposite pole is passion, indulge your passions ... the god way is the middle you don't care about it but at same time enjoy the hell out of it

find people you look up to, admire, respect and vibe with ... i mean follow them on social media ... i follow 70 people on twitter who inspire me every day, i give this an hour a day ... network with them, join conversations, ask questions, suggest collaborations ask yourself, who out there is doing what i want to do

helps to think of it as an instrument, one i have the opportunity to tend to investigate to enjoy and one i need to bring to heel it is the instrument for my awakening, i have immense compassion and devotion to my body, it was made to be my co-pilot in this mission it is good for only a few heart beats and then poof it's over thank you body thank you existence thank you for showing me thank you for allowing me thank you for teaching me

some great comments in this thread https://www.reddit.com/r/Meditation/comments/rz0g6s/meditation_made_me_quit_porn/ and i would agree that meditation helps, puts you more on the god vibration

yes maybe and it has taken 56 years ... so don't be too hard on yourself

my take is do it fully til you see the futility ... truly get it out of your system once and for all ... sex is just one way to peek at god ... have not masturbated in years and don't think about it ... still get horny seeing hot girls but it is just love i feel for them not the desire for sex ... last had sex in 2019 and have not been involved since then

meditation is tuning into mindfulness for the day at hand, do it as needed and until needed

spiritual bypassing is not meditating i bypass the true work i will listen to the forums and the teachers and the dogma instead of doing what's needed to make myself healed and whole

there is the way of god and there is the way of man, first is love second is fear ... any moment one or the other happens, more love then more of the universe is awake you can choose the way of god or the way of man ... this is then your will in action god permits the way of man to prevail since all is good with god conversely if you engage in love today you are doing the will of god

to turn i....llness to we......llness just change your i to we and then realize who it is you are here with and start cooperating

there is 3 stages of the path my self true self no self in the myself i try my damnedest to thwart what is ... this certainly has consequences ... the all does indeed suffer

god isn't perfection but perfecting

you don't think love is increasing then?

i have evolved even since this conversation began, remarkable really

no better time to be alive, consciousness ever on the advance seems unmistakable to be

yea but things do mysteriously magically magnificently get better over time, even evolution proclaims god's smarts

first step, be awe struck at the perfection of what existence presents right now ... second step, now dig into that moment to moment love is just what god ever doing

first know that god does have a plan ... this takes time to realize (or in fact i should say have revealed since you can't do it) ... once you get this you either commit to getting in line or running the show regardless namely alignment or self rule up to you, and god's has always been good with either

head is fear heart is love, heart is the good feminine side of duality ... to abide there requires getting in step with love however that works for you