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ego is that which reacts before you do ... actions are the most obvious but thoughts and emotions just the same contemplate: am i proud to have outsourced the fullness of life to a memory machine

you get one spin of the dice here, you are god of the entire universe, you imagined every single person every little detail how am i gonna repay existence with my few remaining breaths

do i see myself being somewhere some thing tomorrow morning is more like it and no i don't i am straining every sinew to live frenzily like a total madman for today, to squeeze every drop of juice so i can die happily wish me luck

moi

first few exercises are how to split attention between you and the object, throughout the day maintain concentration on one part of your body, this is prerequisite to and almost equal to abiding as i am

all of it ... his Fourth Way is about how to integrate spirituality into everyday life ... he was one of the most important men of the 20th century

Gurdjieff is pretty helpful https://selfdefinition.org/gurdjieff/Seymour B. Ginsburg - Gurdjieff Unveiled.pdf

you think you are a thing

to god everything is perfect including the seemingly imperfect to ego everything is imperfect including the seemingly perfect hope your day today is just perfect!

everyone is 50% male 50% female difference is interesting but superflous and transcend-able god is gender neutral

say goodbye every night

don't survive, thrive you are entitled to the best only when you are the best your skin don't make you that special your within is the only true potential have to thrive then one day you arrive

date who you are in the gender you prefer ... aside from looking in a mirror, do you know who you are? ... you might need to meditate ... if you're as ugly as me i am sure we will be attracted just fine ... honesty and humility is transcending of the games ... we both seek one who is nothing special

i apologize to you, i was looking in the mirror at myself it was nothing to do with you at all

i won't interact with you again best wishes

i would say disappointment is expectation why was i hoping that you be a gleaming gold clad vestal exemplar of goodness when all i saw in the mirror is a bug plagued gutter rat all i see, reflections of me

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do everything to do nothing to be nothing to be everything to do everything

what gift can you offer today that nobody before conceived

@Proserpina i applaud your candid vulnerability, you are safe to ... be you to full (beautiful) " It is due to our wisdom that we travel far and wide for love. Every movement signifies the thirst. Most speaking is really saying I am hungry for your taste. Every desire of your body is holy. Dearest one, why need you wait until you are dying to discover that divine Truth? " Hafiz

this is beautiful, sex is a means to god realization, it gives the taste, is how we first come, to know the divine, our body the gateway, we need nought else, the bliss the tool, for the full transcendence sounds you are at an advanced level, this is to your benefit and credit not your shame keep on keeping on with it i have a few times achieved similar to this in the jhanas but i have set that aside for now as i am working on do nothing and just getting used to the long sits, this is only my second year of meditating so i need to build my endurance for it

the knowable is tiny next to the unknowable let google do google you do god 99% of everything you have even thought has long since been indexed by google work on your one percent (most of which i find arises in meditation)

right on ... mental illness and enlightenment are often confused by the masses when in fact they are the ones who are deluded and insane like JK says it is no measure of health to be considered well adjusted by a sick society

i know of no other god under heaven and earth