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osho speaks about this, when you are awakened there is just one state, being aware, when you go to bed at night that undisturbed awareness remains throughout

the earlier to hit the sac the sooner to get on the mat, evening is when all the bad stuff intrudes sleep 2 hrs after dinner then get up in the dark, been doing this for two years

morning is monk mode i do me afternoon is warrior mode i do thee, works for me

all the time you're engaged in either mentation or meditation sorry to tell you, you don't have a choice in the matter

if i do object to sleeping with you, this is pure game playing, that is me not really wanting to be with you, and you should drop me and move to the next

everyone needs to sleep at night, as for sex that is an fraught with lingering undercurrents if you do spend the night with me, this gives assent that our lives are moving in a common direction ... sex meanwhile is much more complicated and can wait til we decide we are ready to talk relationship i have no qualms about you spending the night on our first date

learn to sleep with me without having sex with me sharing space is way more of a mine field than sharing bodies sex is fantasy, sleeping is reality if you can't sleep with me without transcending my body boundaries you need to find someone else learn to communicate with me before expecting any access to me body for example i need to hear firm comfortable no's before i will trust your meek tepid yes my bed you are welcome to if we get along, my body you need to work much harder for

i am the missing ingredient in every activity interaction engagement outlet in this whole universe even every tree looks at me in bowed adoration as i march from one place to the next my arrival had been much heralded and is keenly felt all existence champions my very movement without me death is licking her chops in earnest let's go get 'em

agree with all this ... i would also add the world is a mirror to show you what you hate about yourself, that is all hatred is self hatred use the mirror so you can fix yourself

ask this, in what way would this day be different if i knew for sure today was my last day can you go to bed tonight so dripping in elated thankfulness that you have no need whatsoever to wake up tomorrow you have done no more or no less than what you came to this place to do

pain is penance failure is feedback ... just add five mins a week to your sits, don't try a marathon on day 1 ... in one year you will be zen master / 4 i do this

i wake up daily falling on to my knees with heart pounding thankfulness that is undirected but pulsating wildly that i am undeservedly graced with a couple more breaths to get the coveted assignment right that i wasn't snatched away - as many indeed were - from this glorious tapestry mid dream that i step majestically into fullness of life and wonder and mystery if only slowly unerringly inexorably that i may - yes - only have this one day to breathe this sweet oxygen that is divine love but i will expend it to the supreme maximum that i am humbled and chastened and oh so awed by this spectacular gift of ever expanding earth shattering god like consciousness that is me!

god's understanding is, it's all good ... bad may seem to happen but to god that needs to happen god's love is, it's all me ... all my handiwork plain to see

first to say this can't be done completely else you would be dead the relative answer then is to stop thinking you have control and that you need control ... exercise fewer decisions by choosing default options it doesn't matter what you do! what counts is how you do let god choose while you approve dad knows best you go along for the ride every second every scenario is flawless

@Mason Riggle

i say days best structured hardest to easiest which is why i rise at 4 for 160 minutes of do nothing, is all downhill from there, have no time to think

you auditioning for your god job or reading it, witnessing another's audition fiction is necessary until you take up that god job it is all you came here to do

i love you my friend, i know this must be a very difficult time, my partner succumbed to cancer at the beginning of lockdown i say this one is worth a read ... if not, give some more details and i will see what i can do https://oshosearch.net/Convert/Articles_Osho/The_Osho_Upanishad/Osho-The-Osho-Upanishad-00000008.html " If he is a little alert in those seven days he can live seventy years or seven hundred years or the whole eternity - because now meditation becomes a priority, love becomes a priority... dance, rejoicing, experiencing beauty, which were never priorities before. This week, the full moon night will be a priority because he will never see the full moon again. This is his last full moon. He has lived for years. Moons have come and gone, and he has never bothered about it; but now he has to take it seriously. This is the last moon, this is the last chance to love, this is the last chance to be, this is the last chance to experience all that is beautiful in life. And he has no energy anymore for anger, for fighting. He can postpone; he can say, After a week I will see you in the court, but this week let me be on a holiday. Yes, in the beginning you will feel sadness, despair, that life is slipping out of your hands. But it is always slipping out of your hands, whether you know it or not. It is slipping out of everybody else's hands whether he knows it or not. You are fortunate that you know it. "

why detach? because we are attached to stuff! which is our only barrier to realization detachment is stripping away the attachments attachments are simply dysfunctional relationships task is to purify all these desires - which is another way of saying attachments and make them holy namely helpful for realization every attachment can be turned into a vehicle to god!

"every time you weep that is love"

contemplation is the opposite of meditation, both are fine of course, opposites like bod and god

know in your veins you are the most immaculate piece of craftsmanship that ever graced this terra firma the whole universe has been fervently anticipating your visitation likewise care not a jot how many will view you and expect to be misunderstood and mistreated it comes with the territory be you to full is the only beautiful

brother is ironing out kinks, has been playing so for an infinite spell already and even better still has an infinite spell to carry on tweaking

you have zero free will since you are ego you have complete free wont since you are god as soon as you as you see the fakeness of ego and some random fake ego is no longer on auto pilot running things on god's behalf simply put you wont do that silly game any more like they say, you might do anything for love but you wont do that