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yes if don could just keep his mouth shut he would be a shoo in for 2024 he can't and he won't

no desire to interfere with the world any longer, i have learned we must craft our own path, if i give you an idea more often than not it will be a disservice to you and may prevent you from finding the answer within, i am ever more in a not knowing state, throwing away everything i thought was useful, if a question arises i think of it afresh and have no use for memory, each day i am more a nobody but not swayed or dismayed in any way glimpses for me is - who knows - some kind of no mind mystical state, a peek at the truth that i give everything for, a taste of oneness perhaps

have just reached a thousand hours in 2021, getting up at 4 and meditating in the bone cold darkness with do nothing and still no glimpses that's my sticking point one silver lining, zero pride in myself now and i hardly talk any more which might be good i am not discouraged and seek no advice or insight nine thousand or so to go

belonging is a very powerful drug ... unfortunately

religion is us vs them spirit is us is them

"Rejoice in your love, rejoice in your songs. Rejoice in your music, rejoice in your dance. Rejoice in the beautiful trees - the innocent sounds of the birds. Rejoice in the night full of stars. This here is a perfect paradise. There is no other! Get in tune with it. Be one with it."

it is a social club for most, since i left the church i have basically no social life, have to get myself right for a few years

development and love are essentially incompatible fix you first then love me if you don't better i let you go if i want to love you so ... hopefully there is a see you later

she only cares one thing in truth, can you bring home the bacon you bring the money she bring the honey thanks for attending my ted talk and you tube clip

development is i am nothing special while spirituality is i am the most important person alive ... spiritual practice is how the two meet namely meditation self inquiry yoga reading spiritual masters ... all the stuff that leo teaches

yes you are what you experience ... here is a channel worth subbing to

yet we rather type than realize it ego loves to type, let's postpone realizing until the next life time, let's keep the thread and the party going at all costs

if she cheats on me it is all to the good i discovered and discarded an out of control liar the sooner the better hopefully

yes which is why development is best done hand in hand with spirituality

good insights ... in terms of people i came up with love1 and love2 ... love1 is when i want from you, love2 is when i want for you ... love1 is mundane love2 is divine

@ardacigin this is so spot on, needed the reminder thanks much, enlightenment is just complete relaxation so you vanish

you can't complement a stranger sincerely, that is an empty gesture, you know nothing about them, how could you? you are merely probing their insecurity to see how quick you can get in their pants nothing more she needs no random telling her she looks good

i stay firmly unconvinced ... all your pickup is sheer manipulation your confidence is a pure con job and you're selling her some ideal you have no intention or ability to deliver on pretty much no woman panties or no panties is leaving the house holding hopes to sleep with you unless she happens upon some smooth charlatan of the highest order who likely will need to get her drunk to close the deal in particular the one night stand has zero benefit for women in general and when treated like this again and again can them considerably damaged going forward

just give me one who even once in her life wakes up in the morning and says i really want to get out there and be flirty today not even wanting her to be this way all the time and i am only asking for a friend

you call me i call you i call you you call me in a word friendship is reciprocity nothing else

is there even one woman out there who wants to be picked up just asking for a friend

who have WE picked up the phone to call text email in the past week ... that's why there is no love

god is quick it can make it as fast as you desire thereby as close to zero as you desire, you just need to say how close to zero is zero

war is your bias it is actually all war all the time but you say no that is acceptable to me

if i can watch leo at 2x speed on yt can god watch me at 2x speed in existence if so could not god crank the viewing of me up to infinite speed in which case time would be zero