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Hey guys! Well yesterday night i was doing some really deeeeeep contemplation and was high as well on cannabis and i could go really deep, my mind got traction. And the thing is when your mind get the traction it ends up deep in knowing. ( atleast for me ) The feeling like damn i already know this and it is obvious and that the knowing has always been there it just that you have not shined light on it. its right infront of you, all along it has been in front of you. It is like god is sending you messages all the time through other people and wordly events all the time just so you can go inward and come back to LOVE. cause that is all there is to it. it is like a hide and seek game, srsly it is litteraly that. thats why the realization is so good and it really is LOVE. People sometimes are searching for something that is outside them self and they get stuck in a illusion that everything is seperated and that you get to be happy when you buy that car or that house or that promotion and so forth. CAN't you see the grand illusion here? no object or feeling or whatever is better then to realize your true nature. And im just scratching the surface. You create your own reality 100 %, changing your thoughts or changing your imagination all to together will produce really different RADICAL outcomes. "Dont ye know that ye are gods" you are the creator of your own reality, that is gods gift. To get to experience everything and create whatever you like on this Earth. As above so below. Mini versions of gods Cannabis is really good for enlightenment, im not saying im full enlightened tho, but it really put alot of pieces together. OH and one thought that really hit me yesterday aswell was that, enlightenment or waking up or anything else is HIGHLY INDIVIDUAL, YOU, THE SELF is always there, but the ego illusion is taking credit for everything. Life is the greatest game ever! GOD is the original game maker and srsly a trickster What do you guys think about this?

I do think that you make what you want of reality, after all that is what makes life fun, maybe it is just a random thing, or there is a universal mind, nevertheless how magical isnt life? How is it possible that we are here? Maybe its all about survival or maybe its all no limit reality you can do and create whatever you want

I understand and appreciate your conclusions, well im pretty observent in conversation and you can lead to that both have the same realization and say like i was also thinking like that, but i have also experienced when ive had not talked about a specific subject or told anything about it and we bring it up at exactly the same time, there is more then just physical world, there is energy that is all around us that carry information that includes thoughts feelings and so forth that you somehow can access This is just my experience tho

BTW EGO backlash is srsly a real thing. atleast for me, but when you keep shining light on it , it becomes obvious what it really is. A Illusion for you to emerge yourself into the illusion of a earth in a universe, it creates and slaps on meaning on everything, notice that. But im starting to pierce through the veil, im not saying that everything is not real, it is. But there is more to the illusion than the ego can COMPREHEND! But there is no distinction between whats real and whats unreal, it just is.

Actually you can become 100% aware of another persons information "field" cause it is all in the field, you can srsly do this kind of stuff especially on psychedelics. You are aware of stuff more then you know. Even if it doesen't seem like it. And god or the field or whatever you wanna call it is always present, and my experience is that you can access it in deep meditation or other forms of mind altering stuff.

Hey! So i have been doing spiritual work for a while now and ive had some "minor" breakthroughs and ive had like a "knowing" that im just pure void imagining up my reality, it was felt and seen, this was when i smoked cannabis and I was lying in my bed almost asleep and that experience or knowing just hit me out of nowhere. But after those kind of experiences i get thoughts like this = , We got 2 brain halves, one more "logical" and the other more "big picture" thinking and understanding what if our imagination and thoughts and so forth is just all in the brain? That our brain is communicating with itself all the time and that beings on psychedelics and other people is just you, i know you guys are saying that its all "YOU" and god and so forth, but let's say that the brain just wants to believe that it is god and all is infinite, and now you maybe will dismiss me and say that the brain is not real and you can get a direct contact with GOD conciousness, what if that is just as far as you can go back in the brain? Like go back to the beginning of conciousness and see that is nothing and everything happens within it but it is still in your brain which hold your conciousness. Like I mentioned i had breakthroughs and I felt the love part of all creation and felt like I really can experience what you all are talking about, infinite intelligence and so forth, but then something is pulling me back and these kind of thoughts come.into my head, its all in your brain, the universe doesn't exist, spirituality is just a feel good magic thinking sort of stuff to hide from the cold truth that its by random chance that you are here and you will die and it will be like you never existed, hence we all trying to fight the inevitable truth that we will die and never get to experience anything after we die. Sorry for a long ranting and I really don't like my thoughts about this stuff, but it just comes naturally even as im doing the spiritual work.. Would love to hear your thoughts on the subject

Why do you guys think that we as a society are stuck with the notion that you have a brain and it hallucinates your reality, It kinda condradict its self that theory, because if your brain hallucinates your reality then the brain is not really the brain just an image? therefore the brain do not exist? is it just me who thinks this way? i mean neuro scientist are really taking this srsly and thinking that your brain hallucinates your reality, then the brain is just pure conciousness, its no form but in objective reality it looks like a form?

Yeah it feels more "logical" cause how could something that small house a freaking colorful and big reality? Hologram perhaps ?

I will do that alot more then just intellectualizing everything with theories and so forth. But some theorys do make you feel good tho ? What's even worse is that im dreaming up a fantastical reality in my mind but get blinded by it as well and im not to present in the moment now, and how amazing it is to really be here against all odds

Yeah thats true, like seeing through the veil except there is no one to see through and the veil is imaginary? Mindfuck ?

Enjoyed your replies! It feels good that you can come in here and talk about whats bothering you and see that it is normal and just keep pushing through the illusion, cause you are right the only thing i can ever be certain of is my direct experience! The Ego works in mysterious ways ? And Reality is the most mysterious, i can see how easy it is to get stuck in the limited view of the world thanks to culture and to be honest by neuro science as well.

Thanks for reply. So i just keep doing the work and maybe do some DMT then? I have not done DMT yet. It is all a big mindfuck, how the hell is anything even possible ? how can i be here writing on a forum about brains and psychedelics and so forth, its mind boggling

I get small hunches and feelings that the brain story is not really the case, but then some logical rational thoughts arise and get me to doubt every progress in spiritual work and so forth, i don't know why. Maybe the right side of the brain is the spiritual one and the left side is the one doing the logical thinking and thinks that the right side is an idiot and magical thinker ? Or maybe the brain doesen't exist and im just getting an ego backlash from the work im doing. Because nevertheless a story is being broken down inside of me. But it may be just mere beliefs and more storys just changing the narrative to something other then what i have now.

Haha what an awesome way to be shown inifinty ? we are creators in every possible way

This was really an awsome explaination!!?

Really interesting!! 2 weeks ago i had two OBE's and it was really cool and profound, the problem i had that i couldn't look around as much as i wanted, I woke up and felt that there was a presence in my living room and then my whole body started vibrating like crazy and then i popped out of it and flew to my living room but it was no one there, then i flew through the roof and was outside on the Street but then i crashed to the ground and woke up ? Do you have any advice on how i can like look around more in the projection?

I really like how you explain this! Love to you my man or should i say love to my self for writing this beatiful text ?❤

Really beatiful explanation ?

I would say it like this, that the materialistic scientist are to close minded to make progress with conciousness, and to say that the brain is conciousness and so forth is kinda ignorant. How come that the most profound experiences People have is when the brain has stop "functioning " like near death experiences, some psychadelics and so forth is actually decreasing the activity of the brain and then people have the most real experience ever, I think it is because conciousness is taking a location in the brain and when damage or order stuff happens to the brain the conciousness gets a bit distorted or more released from the brain. Problem with science is that they Will reduce it down to hallucination or that it doesen't exist. Talk about close mindedness. It needs more openminded philosophers to see the bigger picture. Materialist have gotten to much power where they now thinks they can solve all and they are the elite and everybody who opposes is a charlatan. Wtf .